{"id":103176,"date":"2015-05-28T06:56:06","date_gmt":"2015-05-28T10:56:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=103176"},"modified":"2023-05-26T09:10:19","modified_gmt":"2023-05-26T13:10:19","slug":"r-i-p-mary-ellen-mark","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=103176","title":{"rendered":"R.I.P. Mary Ellen Mark"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nMy first job was as a page at a local library. I would go there after school, shelve books for a couple of hours, and then head home. I ended up working there all through high school. Because one of my jobs was to return books to their rightful shelves, I handled many many books that were far too mature for me, and were way beyond my years. One of them was Mary Ellen Mark’s Streetwise<\/a>\"\"<\/i>, an extraordinary book of photos detailing the lives of kids living on the street in Seattle. <\/p>\n

The photo above, of the little girl with the veiled hat, was on the cover, and the image didn’t just strike me, it stopped me dead in my tracks. I was 12 years old. I didn’t know what I was sensing, I didn’t know what that photo meant. She looked like she was around my age, she could be a classmate, but there was something in her face that seemed entirely … off the map of my own experience, let’s just say that. I didn’t understand. So before I put the book back in its rightful place, I looked through its pages. And the bottom dropped out of my stomach. I fell into a trance. It was horrible what I was seeing, but it was beautiful too. The photographs of those kids were eloquent and stark, their emotions on the outside of their skin, their experience laid bare for the camera. <\/p>\n

There was text and quotes accompanying the photographs. I read it all (in small spurts during my various shifts at the library.) I would go and find the book on the shelf in a slow moment, and read a little bit more. I was a sheltered child and I knew somehow that the book was meant for adults, but I had to keep looking. I got to know all of the kids. Sleeping on dirty mattresses in empty warehouses. Bumming cigarettes from passersby. And Tiny, who really became the “star” of the book (she was the girl on the cover), the child-prostitute. Tiny haunted me. I stared and stared and stared at all of the photographs of her. I wanted to know what it felt like to be her. I felt like I got a glimpse into that just by looking at her face. I didn’t realize it then but I was in the presence of Mary Ellen Mark’s considerable genius. Or maybe I did realize it. Maybe I did think to myself, “I have never seen photographs like this!” <\/p>\n

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