{"id":108279,"date":"2003-03-25T03:30:01","date_gmt":"2003-03-25T08:30:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=108279"},"modified":"2015-10-18T10:54:28","modified_gmt":"2015-10-18T14:54:28","slug":"an-evening-organized-by-ernie-hilbert","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=108279","title":{"rendered":"An Evening Organized by Ernie Hilbert"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I went to a reading last night at the Whitney, hosted and organized by Ernie Hilbert, editor of NowCulture (among other things). He had invited 4 authors to come and read their stuff. Suzanne Wise was one of them. I came across one of her poems maybe 3 years ago and it got my attention. Most modern poetry doesn&#8217;t get my attention at all. But there was something confident and haunting about her voice &#8230; and it wasn&#8217;t of the &#8220;Oh, the rain falls, and my heart is breaking&#8221; variety. <\/p>\n<p>She does have a book of poetry out, called <em>The Kingdom of the Subjunctive<\/em>. The Whitney had a table of the authors&#8217; books, including Wise&#8217;s, so I bought one. I&#8217;m so excited! I am familiar with perhaps three of the poems in the book (because of Ernie), but the rest are unknown and I can&#8217;t wait to read them all. <\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s one of her poems. It&#8217;s called &#8220;Advice&#8221;. It just kills me. <\/p>\n<p><big>Advice <\/big><br \/>\nIt is time for you to stop trying to be so smart.<br \/>\nIt is time to abandon those plans for aqueducts,<br \/>\ncanals, sewers. It is time to burn your boats,<br \/>\nto jump into the next free dinghy, to run<br \/>\nyourself aground on foreign land. It is time<br \/>\nto smash every inhibition on the shores of progress,<br \/>\nthen loll in the rubble, flinging shards of ship<br \/>\nat gulls as you build empires in the sand<br \/>\nbeneath a beach umbrella. Basically,<br \/>\nit is time to stop trying so hard.<br \/>\nInstead, lie back and listen to the waves<br \/>\nsmashing shells to bits. Think of it<br \/>\nas a chorus goading you to greater heights<br \/>\nor as wild beasts begging to be caged.<br \/>\nBasically, it is time for you to be heard.<br \/>\nRemember to enunciate. Pay attention<br \/>\nto vowels, the way they seduce<br \/>\nregardless of the words they inhabit.<br \/>\nRecognize how the names of things<br \/>\nslide off their thingness like fried fish<br \/>\nfrom an oily plate. Smell the fishy fragrance,<br \/>\ninjected into the steamy air by the mere<br \/>\nmention of dinner. Fondle your imaginary<br \/>\nskillet. How hard and dark and hot it is.<br \/>\nThis is just the beginning of your power.<br \/>\nYou wilil find new oceans, you will reside<br \/>\nin a do-or-die mode. This is not necessarily<br \/>\na problem and thus the ironic, absurdist tone<br \/>\nyou have become accustomed to<br \/>\nmust also be abandoned. You must be<br \/>\npatient. You must quietly await<br \/>\nyour one authentic voice. As Pound said,<br \/>\nquoting Beardsley: Beauty is slow. <\/p>\n<p>For me, on the other hand, it is over,<br \/>\npolitically, and as a human being.<br \/>\nI will never talk about myself again.<br \/>\nI will be taciturn, modest.<br \/>\nYou will continue to look at me<br \/>\nfrom the outside and not know<br \/>\nwhat I have suffered. Still,<br \/>\nit may be difficult to forget<br \/>\nthat I have been your leader.<br \/>\nIt is this indebtedness<br \/>\nthat will define you<br \/>\nas my greatest joy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went to a reading last night at the Whitney, hosted and organized by Ernie Hilbert, editor of NowCulture (among other things). He had invited 4 authors to come and read their stuff. Suzanne Wise was one of them. 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