{"id":1808,"date":"2004-10-21T10:53:41","date_gmt":"2004-10-21T14:53:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=1808"},"modified":"2010-07-12T10:45:15","modified_gmt":"2010-07-12T14:45:15","slug":"sometimes-emotions-are-way-too-deep-for-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=1808","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes, emotions are way too deep for words"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The screams, the shrieks, my sister&#8217;s evil cackle on the other end of the line after Damon&#8217;s grand slam, my phone ringing off the hook the second the game ended, the hanging on &#8230; hanging on &#8230; still not believing &#8230; even with a lead like the one they had &#8230; The game ain&#8217;t over until it&#8217;s over.  You can&#8217;t EVER relax.  But then, eventually, it started to gain weight &#8211; force &#8211; reality &#8230; We might pull this off &#8230; Holy crap &#8230; this might actually happen &#8230; Is 8 &#8211; 3 an insurmountable lead?  With our history as a team?  Absolutely not.  That lead could disappear in a flash.  And then Pedro came in, and I saw my life flash before my eyes.  The entire time he was on the mound I was muttering, with gritted teeth, like a crazy person: &#8220;Get him OFF the mound.  Take. Him. Out.  The End.  GET HIM OFF.&#8221;  I couldn&#8217;t believe we could watch our lead slip away &#8211; It would have been like it had never ever happened &#8211; I was on the edge of tragedy, on the edge of despair &#8211; I could feel victory slipping through my fingers &#8211; a terrible moment &#8230; Sorry, Pedro &#8211; you&#8217;re one of the greatest pitchers ever &#8211; but it&#8217;s a tough world, and we needed to get you off the dern mound.<\/p>\n<p>At the insane bar where I watched the game &#8211; slowly but surely over the night, all of the Yankee fans disappeared.  They couldn&#8217;t bear to even stay and watch the end.  So at the end &#8211; when victory came &#8211; it was just us Boston-ites.  All of us on our phones &#8211; screaming &#8211; jumping up and down &#8211; One guy opened a bottle of champagne and sprayed it everywhere &#8230; The celebration went on and on and on and on and on &#8211; with no let-up, no diminishment of sound &#8211; for half an hour.  I finally dragged myself away.<\/p>\n<p>But then of course couldn&#8217;t get to sleep.  My mind was racing, buzzing, I kept going over and over and over the game &#8230; one of the most incredible sporting events I&#8217;ve ever seen.  An historical moment. I cannot believe that <i>I have lived to see it<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>I still can&#8217;t believe it.  It feels like a dream.  I can&#8217;t believe it.<\/p>\n<p>As always, <a href=\"http:\/\/sports.espn.go.com\/espn\/page2\/story?page=simmons\/041021\">Bill Simmons says all of this better than I ever could.<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The screams, the shrieks, my sister&#8217;s evil cackle on the other end of the line after Damon&#8217;s grand slam, my phone ringing off the hook the second the game ended, the hanging on &#8230; hanging on &#8230; still not believing &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=1808\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[25],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1808"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1808"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1808\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17658,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1808\/revisions\/17658"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1808"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1808"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1808"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}