{"id":2766,"date":"2005-04-02T23:13:34","date_gmt":"2005-04-03T04:13:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=2766"},"modified":"2022-10-09T16:37:51","modified_gmt":"2022-10-09T20:37:51","slug":"today-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=2766","title":{"rendered":"Today?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A monsoon.<\/p>\n<p>And the Diane Arbus show at the Met.  She wrote:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Nothing is ever the same as they said it was. It&#8217;s what I&#8217;ve never seen before that I recognise. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p> Whatever she came from did not fit.  She was a square peg.  But when she tripped over that which she had never seen before (the fire eaters, and midget performers, and burlesque dancers, and retarded adults) &#8230; her work took off.  She recognized these misfits, freaks and &#8220;geeks&#8221; &#8211; in a deeper and more compassionate way than she could recognize her own kind.  That was her thing.  It makes her work hard to take, at times, hard to look at.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s an enormous show, it took us hours to get through the whole thing properly.  It was dense, and emotional.  Also PACKED.  That&#8217;s one of the many reasons why I love New York.  If something is going on?  Anywhere?  The damn thing is PACKED.  It&#8217;s also a curse, because I hate crowds, but still.  I love art, I love culture, I love to know that people give a shit about things &#8230; and so in <i>that<\/i> sense, I love to see a crowd.  You could barely move in the Diane Arbus exhibit.  You had to inch this way, sidle that way &#8230; the place was jam-PACKED.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still thinking about her work.  No conclusions.  I think that may be one of Arbus&#8217; points, although I am not sure.<\/p>\n<p>Her work doesn&#8217;t &#8220;mean&#8221; anything.  You can&#8217;t look at it and say: &#8220;Aha, so THIS is what she is saying about modern life.&#8221;  Or &#8211; hell, you COULD look at it and say that, but I believe you would be over-simplifiying things to a massive degree.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>It&#8217;s important to take bad pictures. It&#8217;s the bad ones that have to do with what you&#8217;ve never done before. They can make you recognize something you hadn&#8217;t seen in a way that will make you recognize it when you see it again.  &#8212; Diane Arbus<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I find her work disturbing, exhilarating, embarrassing, and on many levels totally disgusting.  There were certain photographs (especially of the burlesque performers in their dressing rooms, circa 1950s) where I wanted to crawl into that world.  The detail!  But here, I think, is what Arbus&#8217; work is about:<\/p>\n<p>We left the museum.  We entered the MONSOON.  We struggled with our umbrellas, we bent our heads against the wind, we started over towards Lexington.<\/p>\n<p>My friend said, &#8220;It&#8217;s weird.  I feel like I&#8217;m looking at everyone now like they could be a Diane Arbus portrait.  Don&#8217;t  you see everybody differently right now?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Her work demands a response, sure.  But not a specific response.  She doesn&#8217;t demand that you think: &#8220;oh, so the plight of the so-and-so class is awful &#8230; we must all feel bad for those people &#8230;&#8221;  No.  It&#8217;s bleaker than that.  It&#8217;s simpler.  No response is demanded of you.  Nothing is <i>supposed <\/i>to happen.  You can interpret all you want, fine, intellectualize it if that comforts you.  But just know, that you are only <i>guessing<\/i>.  Interpretation is not required.<\/p>\n<p>What IS required of you, though, is that you LOOK.  That&#8217;s all.  Just LOOK at these people. Make up your own mind, whatever.  Make judgments, pass judgment, be judgmental, fine &#8211; it&#8217;s a natural condescending response to those who are different from us.  But you must LOOK.  Just LOOK at these people.<\/p>\n<p>We spent hours in that world today.  Looking at all those people.  And then staggering out into the Manhattan monsoon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A monsoon. And the Diane Arbus show at the Met. She wrote: Nothing is ever the same as they said it was. It&#8217;s what I&#8217;ve never seen before that I recognise. Whatever she came from did not fit. 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