{"id":3099,"date":"2005-06-07T08:40:35","date_gmt":"2005-06-07T12:40:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3099"},"modified":"2010-07-13T08:14:33","modified_gmt":"2010-07-13T12:14:33","slug":"betrayed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3099","title":{"rendered":"Betrayed By My Own Subconscious"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I had the worst dream I have ever had in my life last night.  I woke up screaming, and drenched in sweat.  My sheets were completely off the bed, so I must have been thrashing about like a lunatic for some time.  The dream was so bad that in the calm light of day, I almost feel towards my subconscious the way I would feel towards a good friend who had betrayed me:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How could you do that to me?  Don&#8217;t ya love me?  Why would you do that???&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I feel battered by my own subconscious.  I want to get back at it for putting me through such a horror &#8211; I still can&#8217;t shake some of the images &#8230; but I guess I should probably look at the dream, and try to figure out what it&#8217;s trying to tell me.  Because obviously my subconscious feels that I am so dense and so slow that it needs to SCREAM ITS MESSAGE AS LOUDLY AS POSSIBLE so that I will get it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had the worst dream I have ever had in my life last night. I woke up screaming, and drenched in sweat. My sheets were completely off the bed, so I must have been thrashing about like a lunatic for &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3099\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3099"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3099"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3099\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19117,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3099\/revisions\/19117"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3099"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3099"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3099"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}