It is another frigidly cold day here in Manhattan, the kind of day where total strangers bond in line at the deli and say camaraderie-like things like: “Woah! It’s cold, isn’t it??”<\/p>\n
Having spent many winters in Chicago, my idea of what “cold” actually means is a bit different.<\/p>\n
I was thinking about that this morning, as I struggled through the freezing wind to the bus, and remembering the coldest winter I ever experienced – which then made me think about the opposite – the hottest SUMMER I ever experienced. Chicago was the locale for both.<\/p>\n
Read on, Macduff, about Chicago extremes. I go off onto long tangents during these stories. I do so, because it pleases me.<\/p>\n
The first one is the Cold Extreme.<\/p>\n
\nThe Cold Extreme<\/i>
\nIt was the winter of 1993. I lived at a drafty apartment on Ashland, with my dear friend Mitchell. A 3rd floor walk up, with hard-wood floors, big old windows, on the corner of a big brick building – Our windows looked out on the endless expanse of Ashland, which appeared, during winter, to be a snowy wasteland, with stoplights changing for no cars. It was from this apartment that we witnessed, as though it were a movie, the destruction following the Bulls’ “3-Peat”. Riots of joy broke out, stupid idiots went around smashing windows and tipping over cars. Everyone was told by the Police Chief to stay home, and then Michael Jordan came onto the television and said, “We’re all really glad you’re happy we won, but please stop destroying the city.” Mitchell and I watched wild groups of boys prowling around on Ashland, restless with blood-lust, ignorant, tipping over Port-a-Potties and smashing windows. Idiots.<\/p>\n
The temperature began to drop in January 1993. And drop and drop. Add to that the wind chill factor. I come from the Ocean State. I had never experienced such cold in my life. It was a whole other animal. First: you have your basic cold days. Everyone knows what those are like. Today in NYC is one of those days. Then you have your days where it suddenly becomes clear, like an ice pick on your spine: “I am in danger. This cold will kill me. This cold wants <\/i>to kill me.”<\/p>\n
The cold of the winter of 1993 was of the second variety.<\/p>\n
Radio announcers filled the air with warnings: “Do not go outside unless you absolutely have to. If you have to go outside – then make sure that no skin is exposed.”<\/p>\n
Eskimos wrapped up like cocoons staggered against the wind up and down Ashland. Everyone became sexless. The entire city was caught up in crisis mode. Which … as I said … having never experienced the “I am in danger” kind of cold, I only paid attention to half-heartedly.<\/p>\n
I was working as a temp at a security agency down in the Loop, which was one of my favorite assignments ever – not because my job was great, I was a secretary. I answered phones for a bunch of cops, who worked as bodyguards (Donny Osmond was one of our clients), who escorted millionaire’s little kids to school … It was the best job ever because of the cops, who were great. Just GREAT guys. On their lunch breaks, they would teach me self-defense techniques. One of them in particular I befriended. He was a little leprechaun of a man, tough as nails. He said to me once, “Part of my job description is that I will take a bullet for Donny Osmond. That’s it. I accept it.” He was Irish, I loved him. He would talk to me over the receptionist’s desk. Once, we were in the middle of a conversation, talking about movies or something, and he stopped suddenly, looking at me as though something new had occurred to him. “What?” I asked. He hesitated, and then said, “I had heard people talk about ‘pheromones’ before. But I didn’t really believe they existed. Until now.” This became one of our jokes. I paged him once to let him know that I had spoken to “Mr. Osmond”, and had a message to pass on. Leprechaun-cop called me back, I gave him the message, and before we hung up he said joyfully, “I had no idea that pheromones could come through a phone!”<\/p>\n
On the coldest day – I wish I could remember what the temperature was. With the wind-chill it was something like 40 degrees below zero. Perhaps more. The radio chanted dire warnings. I bundled myself up, as though it were a normal cold day, not an “I AM GONNA DIE” cold day, and trudged to the L station.<\/p>\n
The walk to the station was 10 minutes long.<\/p>\n
I cannot describe the agony. It was cold which was so cold that it burned. It felt like burning hot spikes. Nothing I wore kept that burning cold out. Only my eyeballs peeped out from the scarf wrapped around my head.<\/p>\n
The bottom of my right earlobe was exposed for that 10 minute walk. The scarf slipped, and the hat did not cover the lobe.<\/p>\n
But everything was so freezing – there really should be another word for cold like that – that the agony of my exposed earlobe did not register. Or, it registered – but it was just another item on the list of the agonies.<\/p>\n
Frightened by the weather, in a state of advanced agony (saying to someone in a jovial way “Wooh, it’s cold out!” would be unheard of on a day such as that one – because nobody was outside to begin with) – I sat on the train. Feeling like I would never thaw. The cold was in my bones.<\/p>\n
I did not unwrap myself on the train. I sat there, a sexless Eskimo.<\/p>\n
Suddenly a woman across the aisle spoke to me. Sternly. “The bottom of your ear is exposed, ma’am. You have GOT to cover it up.”<\/p>\n
“Oh … thanks.”<\/p>\n
I covered up the lobe – which, if I had really paid attention, had started to throb and burn.<\/p>\n
For the morning, I sat at my desk at the security place. I felt as though the winter were pushing against the walls of the building. The Loop was deserted, a maze of concrete canyons, filled with wind which would rip your face off. Lake Michigan heaved with ice at the edge of the city.<\/p>\n
I had no business going to work on that day. I had no business being outside.<\/p>\n
I answered phones. My earlobe had begun to feel very uncomfortable – but I ignored it – for a while. I adjusted. I put the phone to my left ear. The burning intensified. It ached. The ache started to spread … into my head. I had to take my earring out. I thought that maybe my lobe was infected, because of the earring and the cold or some such stupid nonsense. Finally, I was reduced to sitting at the desk, in a mute state of pain, holding my palm firmly over the burning earlobe, trying to cool it down.<\/p>\n
When I finally got my act together and went into the bathroom to see what was going on with my ear, I burst into hysterical sobs at the sight.<\/p>\n
My earlobe had swelled to the size of a broccoli blossom – a big<\/i> broccoli blossom. It was a violent burned red, the skin was puffed out, and it was enormous. It looked ready to explode.<\/p>\n
Fear. Finally, I felt fear.<\/p>\n
What is going to happen? Am I going to lose my ear? How bad is it?<\/p>\n
I had never had frostbite before. I had only heard horror stories. And my ear looked like the star of my own personal horror story.<\/p>\n
I wept in the bathroom, gibbering like a lunatic. I suddenly LOVED my ears, with a passion beyond belief. I CHERISHED my ears, and I didn’t want to lose them.<\/p>\n
“Oh my God … please stop burning … please go down … please go down…”<\/p>\n
I came back out into the bleak little security office, ravaged by fear and tears.<\/p>\n
The “pheromone” cop, dressed up as a bodyguard but a bodyguard who was also dressed up as an Eskimo, came into the reception area.<\/p>\n
I was a mess, and I trusted him. I turned my head – “Oh my God – look. Look at my ear.<\/i> Am I gonna lose my ear? What should I do?”<\/p>\n
He took one look at my ear and said, like a stern leprechaun, “Call the hospital right now.”<\/p>\n
So I did. He waited as I called, staring at me with those dead-on eyes that so many cops have. They do not panic. They do not freak. They take action<\/i>.<\/p>\n
The harassed nurse who answered the phone at the Emergency Room could not have cared less about what ended up being a mild case of frostbite during an enormous city-wide disaster where many people died of the cold.<\/p>\n
She said to me, “Ma’am – people are dying in the other room right now. I have got to go.” She briefly told me what to do for frostbite, and hung up.<\/p>\n
I left the office immediately. I was so wrapped up (the “pheromone” cop had given me an extra fur hat he had, to put on over my other hat) that I could barely walk. I set my teeth, and got back onto the L, which was filled with other grim-faced Eskimos.<\/p>\n
I got off at Ashland, and endured – that’s the only word for it – endured the walk back to my apartment. Only sheer force of will got me there. I wanted to lie down and give up. I had to get my keys out, which I could not do with my mittens on my hand – and now the fear of God was in me, and instead of an earlobe I had a broccoli – but I took my mitten off as quickly as I could to grasp my keys in my purse. Instantly, my fingers froze up into little ice-sticks. I couldn’t control them. They started to burn.<\/p>\n
I thought: Holy SHIT. I am going to die. I am going to lose my ear and my fingers, because of 10 minutes of exposure.<\/p>\n
Finally – I got inside (the lock had frozen, too… I had to jiggle the keys inside to get things moving) – and sat in my apartment for three days, ministering to my ear.<\/p>\n
The swelling did go down, and the ear eventually looked normal, but the damage to my skin tissue was irrevocable. To this day, I have to be extra careful of that ear, even on mildly cold days.<\/p>\n
I still think fondly of that “pheromone cop”, by the way. What a nice man.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It is another frigidly cold day here in Manhattan, the kind of day where total strangers bond in line at the deli and say camaraderie-like things like: “Woah! It’s cold, isn’t it??” Having spent many winters in Chicago, my idea … Continue reading