{"id":3723,"date":"2005-10-12T13:47:38","date_gmt":"2005-10-12T17:47:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3723"},"modified":"2010-07-13T13:09:51","modified_gmt":"2010-07-13T17:09:51","slug":"tear-jerkers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3723","title":{"rendered":"Tear-jerkers: Books"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s a question from the indispensable <a href=\"http:\/\/ilx.wh3rd.net\/newquestions.php?board=54\">I Love Books<\/a>:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ilx.wh3rd.net\/thread.php?msgid=6322144\">What books have made you cry?<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Now I differentiate between two different kinds of crying.  Plenty of books have made me mist up, have brought a lump to my throat &#8230; but only a few have made me literally burst into sobs.  Those burst-into-sobs books remain almost radio-active to me &#8211; those books are books I have only been able to read once.  Once was enough.  I didn&#8217;t just find the books sad.  No.  I found myself REVEALED by those books.  I felt called OUT by those books.  I sat in my OWN life, in my OWN experience &#8230; and felt a searing pain that was literally unbearable.  Now THAT&#8217;S a good sad book.  No distance between the story and my own revelations.<\/p>\n<p>But that&#8217;s why I probably won&#8217;t read those 3 books again. The revelations that came, the searing truth revealed &#8230; it was a once in a lifetime thing.  And it hurt.  I remember sitting on the floor in my room after finishing one of the books, and literally holding onto my heart, pressing down on my chest, because it HURT.  I&#8217;m not talking about a metaphor.  I am saying that my heart, the organ, actually HURT.<\/p>\n<p>So.<\/p>\n<p>Here is my 2-part answer to the 1-part question.<\/p>\n<p><b>Books that have made me mist over, tear up, get a lump in my throat, yadda yadda &#8211; I will probably add to this<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Brothers Karamazov &#8211; by Dostoevsky<br \/>\nThe Adventures of Kavalier and Clay &#8211; Michael Chabon<br \/>\nMoby Dick &#8211; Herman Melville<br \/>\nWrinkle in Time &#8211; Madeleine L&#8217;Engle<br \/>\nGrapes of Wrath &#8211; John Steinbeck<br \/>\nAngela&#8217;s Ashes &#8211; Frank McCourt<br \/>\nIt &#8211; Stephen King<\/p>\n<p><b>Books that have literally made me burst into spontaneous stormy tears.  Books that seared into my soul like a hot poker.  There are only 3 on the list.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Prayer for Owen Meany &#8211; John Irving<br \/>\nGeek Love &#8211; Katherine Dunn<br \/>\nAtonement &#8211; Ian McEwan<\/p>\n<p>I actually tried to re-read Atonement recently.  I got through the first chapter and had to put it down again.  Nope.  I can&#8217;t read it again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s a question from the indispensable I Love Books: What books have made you cry? Now I differentiate between two different kinds of crying. Plenty of books have made me mist up, have brought a lump to my throat &#8230; &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3723\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3723"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3723"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3723\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19676,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3723\/revisions\/19676"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3723"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3723"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3723"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}