{"id":8121,"date":"2008-06-04T08:15:18","date_gmt":"2008-06-04T12:15:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8121"},"modified":"2010-07-21T06:42:19","modified_gmt":"2010-07-21T10:42:19","slug":"blocked-as-a-writer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8121","title":{"rendered":"Tennessee Williams: &#8220;Blocked As a Writer&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Excerpt from letter of Tennessee Williams to his agent Audrey Wood:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Hotel Rembrandt, Tangier<br \/>\n10\/14\/53<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;Just before I sailed for Europe this time, Bill Inge said to me, Tenn, don&#8217;t you feel that you are blocked as a writer?  I told him that I had always been blocked as a writer but that my desire to write had always been so strong that it broke through the block.  But this summer I&#8217;m afraid the block has been stronger than I am and the break-through hasn&#8217;t occured.  The situation is much plainer than the solution.  There is a mysterious weakness and fatigue in my work now, the morning energy expires in about half an hour, or an hour.  I pick it up, artificially, with a stiff drink or two but this sort of &#8220;forced&#8221; energy is reflected in forced writing, which is often off-key and leaves me each day a little more depleted than the day before.  I can&#8217;t help thinking that there is something physiological at the root of this, some organize trouble that is sapping the physical vitality that I need for good work.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I am most struck by his reply to William Inge &#8211; that he had &#8220;always been blocked as a writer&#8221;.  But that his &#8220;desire to write had always been so strong that it broke through the block&#8221;.  Wow.  Such self-knowledge, first of all.  But also, quite a new thought, in terms of Tennessee Williams &#8211; whose output (in retrospect) was so phenomenal.  Reading his letters and journals show me a man who had to face his demons every day, when he sat down at his desk &#8211; and it&#8217;s also showing me that writing is a long-distance sport.  You have to pace yourself.  There will be brief spurts of energy, surging forward, but the rest of the time, you just need to have the fortitude to <i>keep going<\/i>, realizing that you will not be inspired at all times &#8230; but to stop is to die.  I guess I&#8217;m really inspired by the thought that someone like Tennessee Williams felt he was blocked as a writer.  I have no desire to argue with him, or point to all of his great work, because &#8211; well, first of all, he&#8217;s dead &#8211; but second of all: I choose to trust his own assessment of his process, rather than have some kneejerk response to it, like, &#8220;He may have THOUGHT he had writer&#8217;s block &#8211; but look at this play, and that play, and how much he did &#8230;&#8221;  A boring response that would have more to do with <i>me<\/i> than any critical assessment of Williams&#8217; work.  The whole blocked-as-a-writer conversation pushes a button in me, it sure does &#8230; I recognize that, I take it personally &#8230; and it&#8217;s a gift to realize that he <i>always<\/i> felt that he was blocked.  Always. <\/p>\n<p>Food for thought &#8230; definitely food for thought.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Excerpt from letter of Tennessee Williams to his agent Audrey Wood: Hotel Rembrandt, Tangier 10\/14\/53 &#8230;Just before I sailed for Europe this time, Bill Inge said to me, Tenn, don&#8217;t you feel that you are blocked as a writer? 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