{"id":82318,"date":"2014-04-20T07:30:00","date_gmt":"2014-04-20T11:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=82318"},"modified":"2025-09-23T11:51:36","modified_gmt":"2025-09-23T15:51:36","slug":"supernatural-season-1-episode-16-shadow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=82318","title":{"rendered":"<i>Supernatural<\/i>: Season 1, Episode 16: &#8220;Shadow&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s53.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s53.jpg\" alt=\"s53\" width=\"846\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82558\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s53.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s53-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s53-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s53-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<i>Directed by Kim Manners<br \/>\nWritten by Eric Kripke<\/i><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sam, this is bigger than you think.&#8221; &#8211; John Winchester said.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll say.<\/p>\n<p><i>Shadow<\/i> is one of the rare urban-setting episodes, which always seems to bring out interesting romantic things in the team in charge of <i>Supernatural<\/i>. The Winchester brothers are cut off from a regular community, roaring past in the Impala, unconnected. They touch down, take off, touch down again, moving on, moving on. But their regular milieu is the wide open spaces of the midWest and Western states, the back roads, the gravelly crossroads, the ramshackle farmhouses and biker bars spread across the plains.  But when they do enter a city, like they did in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=77642\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Skin,&#8221;<\/a> the first time, it just highlights their \u2026 oddness. So many people clustered in one area. So many people piled on top of each other. There isn&#8217;t room to spread out, to hide. Of course, cities provide more shadows because there are more light sources. We saw that in &#8220;Skin&#8221; as well. &#8220;Shadow&#8221;, which takes place in Chicago, is all about shadows. Shadows that have a life of their own. <\/p>\n<p>A word on shadows themselves, and their symbolic power. <\/p>\n<p>Naturally, &#8220;Shadow&#8221; makes me think of this iconic figure. <\/p>\n<p>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Shadow-730001.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Shadow-730001.jpg\" alt=\"Shadow 730001\" width=\"523\" height=\"753\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82492\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Shadow-730001.jpg 523w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Shadow-730001-69x100.jpg 69w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Shadow-730001-138x200.jpg 138w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Shadow-730001-277x400.jpg 277w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 523px) 100vw, 523px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThere are even some images in &#8220;Shadow&#8221;, of the shadow floating up the wall, growing in size, looming, that are reminiscent of some of the images from that original source material. A clear influence on Manners and team in creating the look of the episode. It has a comic-book vibe: the dark gleam of Gotham, the steam bursting up from subway grates, the lonely figure stalked by a shadow taller than a building. So many of those early and influential comic book stories took place in cities. The anxiety of urbanity. <\/p>\n<p>Now about &#8220;The Shadow.&#8221; Orson Welles, of course, in his early days in New York (where he began the most meteoric rise to fame in entertainment history), did radio shows with his Mercury Theatre group (which included folks like Joseph Cotten and Agnes Moorehead). They would adapt well-known works of literature and put them on the radio. Orson Welles used radio in a way it had never been used before, in one case so memorably <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=43303\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">it made the front pages<\/a>. And one of Orson Welles&#8217; many many gigs during that fertile period, was being the voice of &#8220;The Shadow&#8221;.  Here he is, in character at the microphone.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/WellesShadow.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/WellesShadow.jpg\" alt=\"WellesShadow\" width=\"358\" height=\"444\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82653\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/WellesShadow.jpg 358w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/WellesShadow-80x100.jpg 80w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/WellesShadow-161x200.jpg 161w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/WellesShadow-322x400.jpg 322w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 358px) 100vw, 358px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The opening &#8220;credits&#8221; for every &#8220;Shadow&#8221; radio episode would be Welles intoning: <\/p>\n<p><big>&#8220;Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? The Shadow knows.&#8221;<\/big><\/p>\n<p>Check out Welles in action here, if you want to have some fun. I love Welles&#8217; old radio stuff. <\/p>\n<p>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/-scB7ndNUVQ\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>\nSo you got all that? <\/p>\n<p>Kim Manners and Serge Ladouceur obviously studied The Shadow in order to create the look and feel for this episode. <\/p>\n<p>This is what you get when you show up here for a re-cap! A looping-together of cultural Americana, the whole point of the show, and one of creator Eric Kripke&#8217;s main interests.  He wrote this episode, so you just know he has stacks of old Shadow comic books in his office. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/TheShadowComic01.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/TheShadowComic01.jpg\" alt=\"TheShadowComic01\" width=\"334\" height=\"500\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82665\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/TheShadowComic01.jpg 334w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/TheShadowComic01-66x100.jpg 66w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/TheShadowComic01-133x200.jpg 133w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/TheShadowComic01-267x400.jpg 267w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 334px) 100vw, 334px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The monster in &#8220;Shadow&#8221; is two-fold: there is a clearly demonic element (still unseen, or at least unrecognized as such), and then there are the Daevas, who swoop in from Iran after being cooped up for 3,000 years. They are shadow-creatures, who cannot be seen.  They only exist in the shadows on the wall. That&#8217;s how you know they have arrived. The episode has so much fun playing with that idea. <i>Supernatural<\/i> is always dark, visually (although it is less so now, more&#8217;s the pity, stupid unimaginative network), but that darkness takes on different forms, depending on the episode. Sometimes it is the  <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=76111\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">gloom of woods<\/a>, a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=78564\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">rustling alive darkness<\/a>. Sometimes it is the impenetrable darkness <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=79486\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">of an abandoned building<\/a>. Or it&#8217;s eerie gloom of self-pity and romanticizing your own trauma (I am thinking of &#8220;Skin&#8221;). <\/p>\n<p>But here, more so than any other episode thus far, we walk into film noir.  Film noir made a business out of elongating shadows. There are certainly some noirs that take place in the countryside, but noir is mostly an urban art form. The anxiety of urbanity, in other words. Shadows blast their way across walls in ways that are entirely unrealistic, you&#8217;d need a klieg light in your apartment to get a noir effect. But that&#8217;s the point. Noir is one of the most psychological of genres. The anxiety is in the framing, in the lighting, in the angles, in the omnipresence of the shadow of Venetian blinds. Like this, from <i>The Dark Corner<\/i>, an unforgiving noir, starring Lucille Ball, Mark Stevens, and Clifton Webb.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/dc46.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/dc46.jpg\" alt=\"dc46\" width=\"714\" height=\"534\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82668\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/dc46.jpg 714w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/dc46-100x74.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/dc46-200x149.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/dc46-400x299.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 714px) 100vw, 714px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe lighting is so complicated that it destabilizes what you are seeing. And the truth in noir, whatever it may be, when it is revealed, is never comforting. There is no catharsis. The truths revealed in noir are always hard, cynical, and almost existential in their despairing realization that goodness is fragile, and mankind sucks. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Shadow&#8221; is almost over-the-top in its homage to noir, but it&#8217;s all in service of the story. The demons are shadows on the wall. Therefore they created an episode where shadows seem to be literally ALIVE. It&#8217;s similar to the preponderance of mirrors in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=77298\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Bloody Mary,&#8221;<\/a> where the monster lived in a mirror.<\/p>\n<p>On that deeper Winchester Arc level: The past is in shadow. Mom was killed. She saw a shadowy figure in the nursery. But Dad wouldn&#8217;t have known that. Not right away, anyway. She didn&#8217;t have a chance to tell him. The Winchester brothers grew up in the shadow of that event, and its darkness has overtaken their present and future. Sam made a break for the light, crawling his way out of the shadowy past that dominated his family, but now he has been pulled back into the Shadow-World of tracking down what killed Mom. He will still battle for the light, though. He can still sense that there IS light. Dean can&#8217;t, and we&#8217;ll really really get that in this particular episode. To Dean, it is ALL shadows.<\/p>\n<p>In the episode before this one, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=81875\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;The Benders,&#8221;<\/a> we were plunged into the Heart of Darkness, with a terrible family who hunts human beings. We last saw Sam and Dean walking down a muddy drive, in the middle of the night, teasing each other about the  horrible things they just saw. It&#8217;s a way to survive, it&#8217;s a way to inject light into the shadows. The shadows are not just external. They are internal. Sam has a literal Shadow hanging over him, in his blood, although he doesn&#8217;t know it yet. He has sensed all along, though, that it was there, that something was there.  His understanding of what happened to him opens up that shadow inside of him into a gaping abyss, pitch-black, no way out.  And Dean, who is a survivor, attempts to skip off the surface of his own shadows, because he doesn&#8217;t understand what is in there, he lies to himself, he invests in those lies, and so his entire personality is basically erected on a shadow. Which \u2026 you can&#8217;t do. You need a stronger foundation.  Dean IS afraid of what is in the dark. It is the Unknowable. It is psychological in nature, Dean&#8217;s secret, while Sam&#8217;s is physical. Of course there&#8217;s a blend there, and the psychological bleeds into the physical, but the struggle is different in focus. You can&#8217;t say either one of them has a good grasp on any of it, but they are trying. Hard, though, when you are only working with a flashlight-beam of light, cutting its way through the pitch-dark. What is OUT there that we can&#8217;t see? Sam wants to KNOW. Dean DOESN&#8217;T. Or he THINKS he does, but only in an extremely limited context. <\/p>\n<p>While the references to film noir are everywhere in &#8220;Shadow,&#8221; I wanted to mention as well &#8220;Cat People,&#8221; from 1942 (not the remake). Filmed like a noir, it is really a horror film, with a couple of the scariest sequences I&#8217;ve ever seen (and you don&#8217;t SEE anything explicitly scary, the scariest scene being a girl swimming in an indoor pool at night, with a reflections of water wavering on the walls.)  (<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=22210\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">I wrote about <i>Cat People<\/i> here.<\/a>) The heroine of <i>Cat People<\/i> is freaked out by sex. Freaked out is putting it mildly. She is so panicked and traumatized that she locks herself in the bathroom on her wedding night. When things get too stressful, too bottled up, she turns into a cat. A big cat. A stalking black panther. That you almost never see. It&#8217;s a gorgeous symbol of what sex feels like when it is repressed, of what she has inside of her that needs to be &#8220;let out,&#8221; and how terrifying she finds it. The cat stalks in the shadows, and you never see it. Besides, it is so black that you couldn&#8217;t see it anyway, even if you squinted.  The shadows in <i>Cat People<\/i> are out. of. control.  And in one terrifying scene, you see her transformation take place, but you only see it happen in the shadows being projected onto the wall. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/cat15.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/cat15.jpg\" alt=\"cat15\" width=\"322\" height=\"250\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82559\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/cat15.jpg 322w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/cat15-100x77.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/cat15-200x155.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 322px) 100vw, 322px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThroughout &#8220;Shadow,&#8221; these Daevas show up, ferocious shadows on the walls, and we see them attack Sam, Dean, Dad, Meg, and it&#8217;s all done like that screen-grab above from <i>Cat People<\/i>. The action that happens happens in the shadows on the wall. <\/p>\n<p>So my bet is Serge Ladouceur and Manners re-watched <i>Cat People<\/i>, too, in preparation for &#8220;Shadow&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p><big>Teaser<\/big><br \/>\n<i>Chicago, Illinois<\/i> <\/p>\n<p>\nThe first image sets the tone of the episode. <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s2.jpg\" alt=\"s2\" width=\"850\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82560\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s2.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s2-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s2-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s2-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And those of you who know me, know my history with Chicago, and my love of that city. I realize that &#8220;Shadow&#8221; was not filmed on location, but that&#8217;s the magic of make-believe. I love imagining the Winchester boys and Meg and Dad all convening in the Windy City, the town I know and love so well. Meredith (Melanie Papalia) is the girl casting that long shadow. iPod earbuds in, she stalks through a moody urban environment. She is listening to the blues. Because \u2026 Chicago. She is alone on the streets for the most part, although there is one odd moment, jarring, when she bumps into a guy as he passes, startling her. They glance at one another, and both keep moving on. It&#8217;s a great detail because it makes the city seem unfriendly. <\/p>\n<p>She stalks down empty streets, with steam blasting up out of the grates, wind swirling papers around in the air. There are a lot of night-walking-urban scenes in <i>Cat People<\/i>, too, like this one: <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Cat-People-1942-Scene1.png\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Cat-People-1942-Scene1.png\" alt=\"Cat-People-1942-Scene1\" width=\"352\" height=\"262\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82563\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Cat-People-1942-Scene1.png 352w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Cat-People-1942-Scene1-100x74.png 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Cat-People-1942-Scene1-200x148.png 200w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 352px) 100vw, 352px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nI thought of it immediately when watching &#8220;Shadow&#8221;. As Meredith walks, with the city seeming to jump to eerie life all around her (in the wind, the swirling steam, the elongated shadows), her iPod sort of fizzles out, and she stops for a second to check on it. She&#8217;s frustrated. She&#8217;s also standing in the most ominous-looking alley known to man.  We then see, at the back of the alley, a shadow start to emerge, climbing up the walls, larger and larger, a silhouette as large as a building. Meredith glances up, and sees it, isn&#8217;t sure what she&#8217;s even looking at, but it is scary as hell, so she hurries on her way. <\/p>\n<p>Emerging from the alley, she crosses the street, and we are given a birds&#8217; eye view of what is happening, what is following her. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s3.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s3.jpg\" alt=\"s3\" width=\"851\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82562\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s3.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s3-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s3-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s3-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nHowever they got that effect, I don&#8217;t even want to know. I just know I love it. <\/p>\n<p>Panicked now, she runs to the front door of her apartment building, fumbling with her keys. She then races into her apartment, slamming the door shut, locking it, and turning on the alarm. The production design gave her a weird little apartment full of possibilities for shadows. She has a design of cut-out squares hanging in the doorway, obviously as a demarcation line between rooms, and so the squares cast shadows on the walls, so that it&#8217;s almost a tromp l&#8217;oeil effect. You&#8217;re not sure what is the wall, and what is the square-hanging. The lights are all off in her apartment but streetlamp light pours in from outside, and the shadows are so dramatic that they are almost horizontal. It&#8217;s a crazy look for what is just a young single woman&#8217;s apartment. For example, once she&#8217;s safe inside, she puts down her bag and goes into the kitchen to get a beer. On her way back out into the main room, her body casts a shadow onto the wall that looks completely insane.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s4.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s4.jpg\" alt=\"s4\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82566\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s4.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s4-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s4-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s4-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThat&#8217;s what a brilliant lighting designer can create with one well-placed lamp.  <\/p>\n<p>Drinking her beer, she goes to her answering machine and listens to the message. Remember answering machines? And coming up is a small script thing I love. We already know Meredith is a goner, because she has the unfortunate honor of appearing in the Teaser. So she&#8217;s gonna be dead in about 36 seconds. But Kripke&#8217;s script gives us enough detail about her that she seems like a PERSON, as opposed to &#8220;Victim #1&#8221;. Meredith listens to her messages. There&#8217;s one from a good friend, saying, &#8220;Oh my God, you HAVE to tell me what happened last night \u2026&#8221; Meredith sort of smiles. She was busy today, but yeah, last night was great, I&#8217;ll call Friend tomorrow to give her the deets, the smile says.  The next message is from a guy friend who&#8217;s saying he has a friend who wants to meet her &#8211; &#8220;so call me back!&#8221; And then the last message is from another girlfriend, saying something like &#8220;I got your back&#8221; about some social brouhaha.  <\/p>\n<p>Those three messages tell a story. This is a girl with a lot of friends. Good friends. These are clearly people who talk to her all the time, who are involved in her life. She&#8217;s a young woman, she has a lot of friends, and she&#8217;s dating around. Things are going well. <\/p>\n<p>It could have been that there were no messages on the answering machine. That would tell a story, too, albeit a different one. Or there could have been three nagging messages from her mother wondering why Meredith hadn&#8217;t called. That tells a story too. But Kripke knows what story he wants to tell, and he knows who Meredith is, and so he gives us messages that tell us that. <\/p>\n<p>So when she DOES bite it, we actually have been given a tiny bit of information to invest in her, so her death has some impact. As she listens to her messages, we see a shadow materialize and morph on the wall behind her. It&#8217;s a formless blob, and then, alarmingly, it sort of coheres into an actual human profile, and we see a terrible hand with long long fingers stretching out ahead of the shape. Moving towards Meredith, the shadow doesn&#8217;t stay cohered for long, it keeps changing, and then we see that hand clearly pierce through Meredith (or her shadow on the wall). She screams (but we only see the shadow now), and bright red blood spurts onto the wall. It is a kick-ass death, and one of my favorite Teaser deaths.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s1.jpg\" alt=\"s1\" width=\"850\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82564\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s1.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s1-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s1-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s1-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nI&#8217;m sad to see Meredith go. I&#8217;m sad for her friends. They clearly care about her. <\/p>\n<p><big>1st scene<\/big><br \/>\n<i>One week later<\/i><br \/>\nThe Impala pulls up to a curb, and blues music is blaring, because \u2026 Chicago. <\/p>\n<p>Dean and Sam get out of the car, wearing coveralls complete with logos and name tags saying &#8220;Sam&#8221; and &#8220;Dean&#8221;. Dean, who normally loves costumes, as I mentioned in the re-cap for &#8220;Nightmare,&#8221; is annoyed here, grumbling that he and Dad did just fine without having to play dress-up.  No surprise that Dean&#8217;s first line in the episode has to do with Dad. It&#8217;s also a slight dig at Sam, Sam being the outsider, the one coming into the group and changing things up, adding elements like buying suits and coveralls. We were FINE before you came along, is basically what he is saying. Interesting, considering what happens later between the brothers.<\/p>\n<p>Sam&#8217;s energy towards Dean is very interesting in &#8220;Shadow,&#8221; and it goes through many transformations.  It&#8217;s a hell of an episode-wide Arc. Dean&#8217;s Arc may be more noticeable because, well, he&#8217;s Dean. He wishes he could hide in the shadows, but, unfortunately, as an Erotic Muse, there&#8217;s a pink-gelled spotlight pointing at him at all times, so he can&#8217;t hide.  But watch how Sam is with Dean from the get-go, and watch how that is shown through multiple prisms throughout. It&#8217;s fascinating.  Sam dealing with Dean.  Dean can be very strong, but he also can be extremely annoying, and when he&#8217;s strolling around like he&#8217;s the Star of the Movie it&#8217;s abrasive (when he actually ISN&#8217;T the star &#8211; SAM is the star of this one).  But unlike in other episodes, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=80141\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Scarecrow,&#8221;<\/a> etc., Sam isn&#8217;t annoyed at Dean, he&#8217;s not tense and terse and frustrated. He seems to treat his older brother like comedic relief, almost. Until shit gets real. Anyway, we&#8217;ll get to that.  <\/p>\n<p>Dean and Sam walk down the sidewalk (another example of how <i>Supernatural<\/i> often films conversations unfolding in one take), and Dean says putting the jumpsuit on makes him feel like a &#8220;high school drama dork.&#8221; Takes one to know one, Dean. Sam sort of laughs, yeah, it&#8217;s silly, but whatever, it&#8217;ll get us in the door, but Dean, strutting along beside Sam, suddenly remembers something and says, &#8220;Hey, what was that play you were in in high school? <i>Our Town<\/i>.&#8221; Dean then ruins it by saying in the most dismissive tone possible, &#8220;You were good. It was cute.&#8221; Cute?  If anyone came to see me in something and said, &#8220;You were good. You were cute.&#8221; I would make a mental note to never ever invite them to anything ever again.<\/p>\n<p>Incidentally, it was Thornton Wilder&#8217;s birthday the other day, and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=82528\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">I put up a commemorative post<\/a>.  Helena made a comment and it got me to thinking about the choice of <i>Our Town<\/i> in <i>SPN<\/i>, beyond the obvious reason that it is a play often done in high school drama clubs. It&#8217;s a play about life, death, and family. The last act features Emily, now dead, joining the other dead in the graveyard on the hill, and they all sit up there, dead, watching over the fevers of life back down in the town, far beyond all that now. It&#8217;s not difficult to see the correlation. I am betting that Sam played George, the lead. The high school kid in love with Emily. And now I am picturing 20-year-old Dean submitting to going to that play, with knives clanking in his pockets, and a blood stain on the cuff of his jeans. Rolling his eyes. And you know Dad did not attend. Now that&#8217;s a flashback I&#8217;d love to see.  <\/p>\n<p>Dean is mainly pissed off about spending their hard-earned money &#8211; from credit card scams &#8211; on costumes.  <\/p>\n<p>The totally over-it super (Lorena Gale) lets them in. I love this woman.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s5.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s5.jpg\" alt=\"s5\" width=\"847\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82567\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s5.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s5-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s5-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s5-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>She has seen something completely gross, in her building, and upsetting (she found Meredith&#8217;s body), but she is at this point extremely annoyed that the alarm didn&#8217;t work, and these yahoos had supposedly installed it. She is not in awe of them. She is OVER. IT. She says to the Winchesters, &#8220;Your alarm&#8217;s about as useful as boobs on a man.&#8221; It&#8217;s a comment that just sits there, sexually, and nobody really responds. (I had a boyfriend &#8211; the Tough Guy I keep mentioning &#8211; who said if he were a woman he would just stay home all day and play with his boobs. &#8220;Dude, that is ridiculous,&#8221; I said. He said, &#8220;Seriously. How do you even leave the house when you got all that going on? Don&#8217;t you get distracted by your boobs all the time?&#8221; &#8220;No. I do not get distracted by my boobs. Jesus Christ.&#8221; He then turned it on me: &#8220;Be honest. If you woke up and suddenly had a dick, what would be the first thing you would do?&#8221; I couldn&#8217;t lie. I gave him my honest answer. He laughed in my face: &#8220;See?  SEE??&#8221; &#8220;Okay, fine, yes, I see.&#8221; I blame <i>Supernatural<\/i> for feeling the need to share that story.) <\/p>\n<p>Sam and Dean stroll around the main room, looking at things, as the super stands back, telling them about finding Meredith. Meredith was &#8220;all over\u2026 in pieces \u2026&#8221; and if she didn&#8217;t know any better she&#8217;d think a wild animal did it. Sam and Dean share a long meaningful glance. She leaves them alone in the room, after giving a quick disturbed glance around again.  Dean crouches down to get out the EMF and Sam says, eagerly, insistently, &#8220;The minute I saw that article, I knew it was our kind of gig.&#8221; There&#8217;s something almost \u2026 needy in how he says it.  I sort of connect it back to the earlier moment in the sidewalk (&#8220;Dad and I did just fine without costumes \u2026&#8221;) It almost sounds like he&#8217;s saying: <i>See? I know what I&#8217;m doing. I participate, I contribute.<\/i> It&#8217;s vulnerable, and it&#8217;s strange to see it here, Sam looking for a pat on the head from his big brother, a &#8220;Good job&#8221;, something. These actors bring depth to their roles, to every moment. <\/p>\n<p>So they&#8217;ve been in Chicago for a couple of days. Sam saw the article and they headed that way to do an investigation. They bought costumes. Sam did research. And Dean, apparently, talked to the cops. Sam asks him about what the cops said. They are on opposite sides of the room, waving EMFs around.  Dean says, yeah, he talked to a cop named \u2026 Amy. And her name is infused with the dreamy magic of the ages.  He is in deep closeup, and we can see Sam behind him, in shadow, across the room. Dean is lost in the memory of Amy, he probably crawled out of her bed that morning, so he has a lot to share, the memory is still fresh. &#8220;She&#8217;s a Sagittarius. She loves tequila. I mean \u2026&#8221; The memory assaults him with its power \u2026 the tequila \u2026 wow \u2026 does she love it \u2026  &#8220;Oh, and she&#8217;s got this little tattoo &#8211;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam barks, &#8220;DEAN.&#8221; from across the room, to snap his brother out of it.<\/p>\n<p>Dean works fast. They&#8217;ve been in town 36 hours and he befriended the police officer who could give him Intel as well as head. (Sorry.) AND, he turned it into a &#8220;win&#8221;. He and Amy clicked. She&#8217;s a party-girl. She was up for a good time. It also shows Dean willing to sleep with someone to get information out of her. Later, in &#8220;Provenance,&#8221; Dean is basically shoving Sam at the gorgeous art dealer, saying, &#8220;Take one for the team, Sammy.&#8221; Sam balks at using her like that. Of course Dean doesn&#8217;t see it that way because he can also sense that Sam is crushing on her and she is crushing on him, so what the hell, take her out, have some fun, you deserve it. It gets pretty deep, what&#8217;s going on there. He&#8217;s not just &#8220;pimping&#8221; Sam out. But that &#8220;Take one for the team, Sammy&#8221; is an interesting comment. Did Dad say that to him once? Did Dad make him go \u2026 have sex with someone in order to get what they need? I&#8217;m betting most probably Yes, which is incredibly creepy. Dean loves sex, though, he&#8217;s not just a bundle of trauma about it \u2026 Sex is his Happy Place, and it&#8217;s <i>interesting<\/i> because it reveals how comfortably and automatically he uses that side of himself. But I just also love that he ended up having a blast with Amy.  It makes him a compelling and almost comedic character. I&#8217;m a tiny bit obsessed with Amy. We will return to her.<\/p>\n<p>Once Sam snaps Dean back up into his &#8220;upstairs brain,&#8221; because ew, I don&#8217;t want to hear about your sex life, Dean says, yeah, Amy told him stuff. The cops are keeping one grisly detail out of the picture. Meredith&#8217;s heart was missing. <\/p>\n<p>Pretty good Intel, Amy. <\/p>\n<p>I just want to point out that Sam&#8217;s shadow has a life of its own.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s6.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s6.jpg\" alt=\"s6\" width=\"849\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82568\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s6.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s6-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s6-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s6-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe comment stops Sam. Dean asks, &#8220;Werewolf?&#8221; Sam says, &#8220;No, the lunar cycle is off.&#8221; A casual exchange I love, because we haven&#8217;t met werewolves yet, we don&#8217;t even know they&#8217;re real, but now suddenly they do exist in the <i>SPN<\/i> universe, and there are things about them that we don&#8217;t know but the brothers do. Heart missing. A clue.  It just makes them both seem so professional. They know their stuff. Sam doesn&#8217;t think it&#8217;s a creature of any kind, though, because it left no trace of itself. <\/p>\n<p>Dean glances down at the white rug, and we get a swooping pan of the blood splatters there (something we have not seen up until this point). <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s7.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s7.jpg\" alt=\"s7\" width=\"848\" height=\"478\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82569\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s7.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s7-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s7-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s7-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nHe asks Sam for masking tape, and starts connecting the dots of the blood splatters. Now how does he know which dot to start off with, though? Sorry, but you could come up with a million patterns from that mess. <\/p>\n<p>It is cool, though, how he is filmed from down low. Dramatic. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s8.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s8.jpg\" alt=\"s8\" width=\"847\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82570\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s8.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s8-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s8-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s8-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nEvery frame in Shadow is pumped for ultimate DRAMA. And considering where we are going, considering that this is no Monster of the Week, that&#8217;s appropriate. <\/p>\n<p>Dean finishes with the tape, and there is then a classic <em>Supernatural <\/em>shot of the two guys looking down at Dean&#8217;s work, before we see it. Dean is crouched down, Sam towering over him, the two of them in the same frame, filmed from below. The ceiling yawning darkly above them. Almost no one on the planet looks good from that angle. They do. Dean stands, and the camera follows, still with the guys in the same frame.  It&#8217;s challenging, with the height discrepancy, to pull off a shot like that. It&#8217;s almost a mathematical equation, but they have it down to a science now. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s9.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s9.jpg\" alt=\"s9\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82571\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s9.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s9-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s9-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s9-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nNeither of them recognize the symbol.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s10.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s10.jpg\" alt=\"s10\" width=\"849\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82573\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s10.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s10-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s10-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s10-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><big>2nd scene<\/big><br \/>\nThe Chicago bar scene is an entity unto itself. I know it well. It&#8217;s extremely specific. It&#8217;s a very <i>friendly<\/i> scene. And this scene gets it right, the feeling of good times, carefree flirting, pool and beer and talk.  In a big rambling space with TVs mounted on the walls. It&#8217;s not a biker bar or a roadhouse, it&#8217;s a sprawling urban hangout spot.<\/p>\n<p>Dean is standing at the bar, chatting up the bartender, who leans invitingly towards him, showing off her appealing cleavage.  He&#8217;s doing a shot. He&#8217;s in the zone. When Dean is in the zone with sex, different things start to happen for him. We actually haven&#8217;t seen that yet, outside of Cassie. It&#8217;s suggested but we haven&#8217;t seen it. It&#8217;ll be totally clear in &#8220;Provenance,&#8221; where Dean opens the episode by going home with two women, having a grand old time, and then spending the rest of the episode in an almost loopy comedic state of post-satisfaction. &#8220;A glass of champagne, please \u2026&#8221; he says. &#8220;So what&#8217;d she say about the Providences? Prove\u2026nances? Nances?&#8221; That is a well-fucked man. I love his performance in that episode. It&#8217;s not Dean on the prowl, it&#8217;s Dean post-prowl. He&#8217;s loosey-goosey and satisfied and doped-up on his release, and sees everything sexually, including the moony little flirting game going on between his brother and the art dealer. And he&#8217;s right, something is going on there. Dean&#8217;s no dummy, especially not about sex.  <\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, Sam enters, and makes his way through the crowd to a table, clutching Dad&#8217;s journal, newspapers, ready to get to work. He sets himself up there, nerdy and serious, all as Dean has been working the crowd. Dean sees Sam, says goodbye to his new &#8220;playmate&#8221; (of the non-monster variety), and heads over to his brother. Of course he is distracted by a pretty girl passing him on his way. Ackles never ever misses an opportunity to do the Pretty Girl Double-Take. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s11.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s11.jpg\" alt=\"s11\" width=\"848\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82572\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s11.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s11-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s11-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s11-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nLike I said. Dean is in the zone. He just got laid yesterday, which is always a good thing, he needs it more than most, he&#8217;s feeling good, he&#8217;s surrounded by alcohol and pretty women, and a partying atmosphere, and it&#8217;s healthy, it&#8217;s good, it&#8217;s FUN. Jeez Louise, after &#8220;The Benders,&#8221; he deserves it.<\/p>\n<p>Sam asks, judgmentally, &#8220;Did you get anything? Besides her phone number?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dean puts on a big display of being offended, and then cracks, laughing, holding up a bar napkin. (To quote Dean in &#8220;Slice Girls&#8221; from Season 7: &#8220;They always give you their number.&#8221; &#8220;They.&#8221; hahahaha)  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s12.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s12.jpg\" alt=\"s12\" width=\"845\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82574\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s12.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s12-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s12-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s12-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAlso bless you <em>SPN <\/em>for having a 312 area code on that napkin. Even just hearing &#8220;312&#8221; makes me nostalgic for the days when that was my area code.<\/p>\n<p>Sam, at his most prissiest, asks Dean to do some thinking with his &#8220;upstairs brain&#8221;. But the thing is: Dean is actually quite capable of doing two things at the same time: get information and get laid.  Hell, he&#8217;s already done it. He&#8217;s not slacking off. He&#8217;s just getting his needs met at the same time. This is pretty funny because Meg (Nicki Aycox) is about to re-enter, and Sam is clearly disturbed seeing her there in the bar. He never told Dean about the girl he met on the side of the road. And Dean basically refuses to believe that anything is happening OTHER than Sam suddenly looking for sex, like he is.  I mean, the teasing and jabs go on throughout the episode, despite the fact that not once does Sam seem remotely &#8220;interested&#8221; in Meg in &#8220;Shadow&#8221;. He&#8217;s more disturbed. But sex is Dean&#8217;s filter. We&#8217;re moving towards &#8220;Provenance&#8221;, like I mentioned before, where Dean finally expresses concern (and it&#8217;s not easy for him, it&#8217;s extremely intimate, new territory for the brothers to discuss) that Sam isn&#8217;t having any fun. Sam mis-interprets it as Dean trying to &#8220;pimp&#8221; him out, but Dean is right: Sam has basically widowed himself at the age of 23. Dean&#8217;s worried about that. Everything doesn&#8217;t have to MEAN something. You can do things <i>merely because they are fun<\/i>. Dean&#8217;s got lots of problems, but he knows how to enjoy the things he enjoys. And when he enjoys them, he enjoys them 100%, there is nothing else going on for him but the exquisite moment.  If I could say that there&#8217;s one thing Dean has really lost by Season 9, it&#8217;s that ability. And it&#8217;s a huge loss.  Pleasure in the simple things, like playing darts, listening to music, and, oh, going down on a pretty girl three hours after you meet her \u2026 I mean, you might as well enjoy these things. You&#8217;re not hurting anyone.  Trauma can make those avenues close up. The noise in your head gets too loud. The self-loathing rushes into the void. You are not &#8220;worthy&#8221; of simple pleasures anymore. You are not worthy of having even a moment&#8217;s respite from your anguish. That has happened to me, 2009 and 2012 being the Grand Pooh-Bahs of the situation, and I&#8217;m in treatment for it, and it&#8217;s kicking my ass. Doctor #1: &#8220;Do you ever just not do ANYthing? Or just do something because it&#8217;s fun?&#8221; I&#8217;ll get back to you on that, Doc. <\/p>\n<p>Sam is not amused by Dean&#8217;s horny circulating when they&#8217;re supposed to be working, and Dean protests, I talked to everybody here, they all knew Meredith, everyone liked her, no one said there was anything weird going on. So he hit on the bartender in his final 5 minutes. Gimme a break. <\/p>\n<p>Sam&#8217;s been researching the symbol and hasn&#8217;t found anything in the Bible (i.e. Dad&#8217;s journal). There was another mysterious murder before Meredith&#8217;s, an older guy mutilated inside his locked townhouse. As Sam talks, Dean actually steals a longing glance at the cocktail napkin. Ah, detailed performances. Competing objectives. Behavior between the lines. Can&#8217;t get enough.<\/p>\n<p>Now we&#8217;re moving into the Universe of the Weird. We&#8217;re picking up multiple Arcs, and they are going to start to converge. Sam catches sight of something over Dean&#8217;s shoulder and gets up and walks away, leaving Dean there with no explanation. It is like Sam is drawn across the room, pulled.  And when we see the blonde sitting at the table, her back to Sam, it&#8217;s the same angle as when we first met her on the side of the road in &#8220;Scarecrow.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/s19.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/s19.jpg\" alt=\"s19\" width=\"849\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-80269\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/s19.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/s19-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/s19-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/s19-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s13.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s13.jpg\" alt=\"s13\" width=\"850\" height=\"478\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82575\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s13.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s13-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s13-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s13-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSam doesn&#8217;t see her face. Just the blonde head.  That blonde head could be anybody. But his spidey-sense, and, yeah, demon blood, obviously is activated towards her. He knows that person. But she is so out of context for him. They&#8217;ve been in Chicago for 2 days. She was supposed to be in California. What the hell. He touches her, and she turns around startled, again, a total echo of their first encounter on the road. She looks all happy and delighted to see him. &#8220;Sam????&#8221; He expresses surprise, but he&#8217;s struggling with something else. Something is off, WAY off, and it inhibits his behavior. <\/p>\n<p>She immediately seems strange and too intense, that automatic-intimacy thing that happened between the two of them, at her insistence. She says, &#8220;What are you doing here?&#8221; and he says, &#8220;I&#8217;m just in town visiting friends.&#8221; Meg then looks around, a bit blankly, and then asks, &#8220;Where are they?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That kind of behavior drives me crazy. It&#8217;s such a red-flag of possessiveness and too-much-ness that anyone who displays it in my general direction doesn&#8217;t last longer than five seconds. It is a sort of piercing through of boundaries in a manner clouded in plausible deniability. It&#8217;s like she&#8217;s trying to bust him in a lie. She&#8217;s &#8220;too much&#8221; and her too-much-ness makes her seem \u2026 dangerous, slightly unstable. She&#8217;s &#8220;calling him&#8221; on something, an obvious lie, but that&#8217;s not how normal people behave, in small talk or chit-chat. She, the demon, inhabiting the poor dead girl named Meg Masters, has some of the human mannerisms down but not all of them.  She&#8217;s all, &#8220;OMG, Sam, fancy meeting you here!!!&#8221; but right on the tail-end of that, she looks around and asks him where his so-called friends are. It&#8217;s an interesting concept: what it means to be human, how we recognize one another, or \u2026 don&#8217;t. Like the shape-shifter in &#8220;Skin&#8221;. What are the &#8220;tells&#8221; that lets us know that Dean is not Dean? That Meg is not quite \u2026 right?  This will be explored in-depth in Season 6 when Sam doesn&#8217;t have a soul. <\/p>\n<p>Speaking of Sam not having a soul, and Meg being a little bit off, I&#8217;ve talked a lot about how much I love the &#8220;blank face&#8221; in acting. Those who present as just slightly \u2026 &#8220;off&#8221;. These characters are on the sociopath\/psychopath spectrum. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/3428011106_09f9dd5f61.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/3428011106_09f9dd5f61.jpg\" alt=\"3428011106_09f9dd5f61\" width=\"500\" height=\"273\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82577\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/3428011106_09f9dd5f61.jpg 500w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/3428011106_09f9dd5f61-100x54.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/3428011106_09f9dd5f61-200x109.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/3428011106_09f9dd5f61-400x218.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nSissy Spacek in <i>Badlands<\/i>. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9766\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Thoughts here.<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s25.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s25.jpg\" alt=\"s25\" width=\"717\" height=\"392\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82578\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s25.jpg 717w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s25-100x54.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s25-200x109.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s25-400x218.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 717px) 100vw, 717px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAlain Delon in <i>Le Samourai<\/i>. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=65251\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Thoughts here.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13.jpg\" alt=\"vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13\" width=\"600\" height=\"511\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82579\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13-100x85.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13-200x170.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/vlcsnap-2012-08-03-23h27m53s13-400x340.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJeremy Renner in <i>Hurt Locker<\/i>. I have referenced his character a lot already, in conjunction with Dean Winchester, and it will come up again. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fandor.com\/keyframe\/full-range-ferocity-jeremy-renner\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Thoughts here.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/PDVD_001-22.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/PDVD_001-22.jpg\" alt=\"PDVD_001-22\" width=\"475\" height=\"356\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82580\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/PDVD_001-22.jpg 475w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/PDVD_001-22-100x74.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/PDVD_001-22-200x149.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/PDVD_001-22-400x299.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 475px) 100vw, 475px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nPeter Lorre in almost everything he did. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/nightofthehunter.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/nightofthehunter.jpg\" alt=\"nightofthehunter\" width=\"500\" height=\"380\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82581\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/nightofthehunter.jpg 500w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/nightofthehunter-100x76.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/nightofthehunter-200x152.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/nightofthehunter-400x304.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nRobert Mitchum in <i>Night of the Hunter<\/i>. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=26172\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Brief thoughts here.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse.jpg\" alt=\"barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse\" width=\"356\" height=\"462\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82582\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse.jpg 356w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse-77x100.jpg 77w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse-154x200.jpg 154w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/barbara-stanwyck-double-indemnity-rose-blouse-308x400.jpg 308w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 356px) 100vw, 356px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nBarbara Stanwyck on occasion. The cold calculating look of a predator. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1.jpg\" alt=\"1\" width=\"630\" height=\"352\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82583\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1.jpg 630w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 630px) 100vw, 630px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nCharlize Theron in <i>Young Adult<\/i>, one of my favorite movies of that year. Screw <i>Monster<\/i>, this is her best performance, and nobody else could have pulled it off. <\/p>\n<p>The &#8220;blank face&#8221; is harder than it looks. It is the ability to drain oneself of recognizable human impulses, to &#8220;blank&#8221; oneself out. It can be a cliche, but when it is done well, it is incredibly frightening. It&#8217;s one of the reasons I love the Sam-Soulless Arc so much because it delves into this &#8220;blank-ness&#8221; in a psychological way. And Padalecki does some of his best work in the entire series with the eerie &#8220;blank face&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>And Meg goes suddenly blank, in between her imitations of being a normal human. The flashes of random blankness is extremely off-putting. Nicki Aycox does &#8220;blank face&#8221; great. <\/p>\n<p>As Sam and Meg have a &#8220;wow, what are the odds&#8221; conversation, Dean comes up behind them, hovering there. Waiting to be noticed. Or at least introduced. He&#8217;s going to have to wait a long time. Dean isn&#8217;t used to that. Meg is babbling on about her time in California, how LA was fine, she met &#8220;something Michael Murray at a bar,&#8221; (inside joke, especially when Sam expresses confusion as to who that even is). <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/963286722_small.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/963286722_small.jpg\" alt=\"963286722_small\" width=\"310\" height=\"400\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82501\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/963286722_small.jpg 310w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/963286722_small-77x100.jpg 77w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/963286722_small-155x200.jpg 155w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 310px) 100vw, 310px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nMeg keeps monologuing, she left LA, now she&#8217;s in Chicago for a while, and la la la, life is grand! Dean&#8217;s behavior in the background almost steals the entire scene. He can&#8217;t believe she&#8217;s not even looking at him, first of all. He glances over at Sam, periodically, trying to telegraph, &#8220;Please introduce me so I can get in on this,&#8221; but Sam isn&#8217;t paying attention to him either. Dean may not like to be the center of attention but he sure as shit doesn&#8217;t like being ignored. It is totally outside his normal experience. Also, he&#8217;s the big brother. He should get first pick of girls. All of that is going on in the symphony of silent behavior Ackles is giving us. He&#8217;s trying to basically insert his energy force into the mix. I mean, look at this.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s14.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s14.jpg\" alt=\"s14\" width=\"845\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82585\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s14.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s14-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s14-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s14-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s actually kind of sad. It also makes me laugh. He even clears his throat once. No dice. <\/p>\n<p>Sam is staring at Meg, not taking his eyes off of her, behavior which Dean misinterprets. But what is really happening (and Padalecki plays it great) is that something is very very wrong, running into her like this, but he can&#8217;t let her know he feels that way \u2026 but he also might as well do his best to get some background information out of her. In other words, Sam is <i>working<\/i>, and it doesn&#8217;t LOOK like he&#8217;s working. He&#8217;s good. He asks her if she&#8217;s from Chicago, and she tells him, no, she hails from Andover, Massachusetts. Perhaps that&#8217;s a mistake on the Demon&#8217;s part. Perhaps the Demon underestimates Sam Winchester.<\/p>\n<p>Meg is coming on to Sam <i>hard<\/i>. Dean, more obviously now, clears his throat. There is no WAY that he should be excluded from this conversation. And in that moment, Meg turns on Dean, looking at him for the first time, saying, &#8220;Dude. Cover your mouth.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Dean has been being obnoxious, but her rude-ness is an ice-pick. Another red flag. Dean sort of draws himself up and glances at Sam, not sure what&#8217;s happening. He&#8217;s not insulted, not yet, just curious and wondering why everyone isn&#8217;t looking at him. He looks so short, in his placement behind Sam. The big brother looks totally Minz. <\/p>\n<p>I love how Sam says, reluctantly, &#8220;Yeah &#8230; I&#8217;m sorry Meg, this is my brother Dean.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>He says it in a kind of loaded way, obviously referring back to their conversation at the bus station when he opened up to her about Dean. The way he says it leaves Dean to hang out to dry. Maybe he feels a little bit awkward, because he is now remembering that he let Meg in too far during that weird time in the bus station.  He knows she&#8217;s a bit off. She&#8217;s probably gonna say something about it.  <\/p>\n<p>She makes this big surprised face, and says, &#8220;So this is Dean!&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Dean gets all pleased. Finally. He&#8217;s not invisible. And even better, they were TALKING about him, whenever the hell it was that they met.  THANK you. I actually EXIST.  He laughs and says, &#8220;So you&#8217;ve heard of me.&#8221; She sucker-punches him: &#8220;Nice. The way you treat your brother like luggage.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ackles&#8217; response is simple and real. No acting. He&#8217;s been sort of behaving like a buffoon up until this point, because he just got laid yesterday with Amy the Sagittarius, and that&#8217;s what happens when Dean satisfies himself \u2026 and now he wants more of it, because it helps relax him, but suddenly, in that moment, it&#8217;s like he&#8217;s been slapped. <em>She CAN&#8217;T have just talked to me like that. <\/em><\/p>\n<p>Meg is still working what she was working in &#8220;Scarecrow:&#8221; drive open that space between the brothers. Get a wedge in there, chip away at it, open up doubt in Sam&#8217;s mind, destabilize the relationship. She says to Dean, &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you let him do what he wants to do??&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Sam finally intervenes. I would have drop-kicked that bitch into next week if she spoke to my sibling like that. You&#8217;re an ASS. HOLE. <\/p>\n<p>Dean is stunned at the attack, on a lot of levels. Who the fuck is this broad talking to him like that? Where did she come from? How does Sam know her? And, what, Sam was complaining about him to her? But he needs to get out of that environment right away, he&#8217;s too pissed, so he whistles, says, &#8220;Okay! Awkward!&#8221; and then walks off to the bar, throwing Sam a seething glance. <\/p>\n<p>Meg apologizes to Sam, saying, &#8220;It&#8217;s just that the way you told me he treats you \u2026 If it were me, I&#8217;d kill him.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>The puzzle here is very complicated. Dad, so far, is not playing into it at all. There are things the brothers can&#8217;t see, they are working in a half-lit environment. It&#8217;s extremely dangerous for both of them.   <\/p>\n<p>Sam is so calm he&#8217;s practically Zen. I really like how Padalecki chose to play this scene. He&#8217;s mixing lies and truth with every word. He says, almost calming her down like she&#8217;s the crazy high-maintenance little Miss Thing she is, &#8220;It&#8217;s all right. He means well.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s15.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s15.jpg\" alt=\"s15\" width=\"847\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82587\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s15.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s15-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s15-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s15-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Painful words, but it&#8217;s also a way of closing ranks with his brother against Meg. It&#8217;s the second time someone has said that about Dean in the series, the first one being Missouri Mosley.  &#8220;He means well&#8221; gives the feeling that we are supposed to make excuses for Dean, that we are supposed to understand the intentions behind what he does, not just the sometimes-awkward end result. It&#8217;s interesting to consider where that type of conversation has led us to, in Season 9, with Dean insisting to Sam he did what he did because it was &#8220;the right thing to do,&#8221; and Sam insisting that that is the problem.  No more letting Dean off the hook with &#8220;he means well&#8221;. That ship has sailed.<\/p>\n<p>Still, it&#8217;s an interesting choice of words on Sam&#8217;s part. It shows his detachment from Dean, his healthy boundaries. He doesn&#8217;t lay into her, he also doesn&#8217;t commiserate with her. He can see Dean with some objectivity (unlike Dean, who can&#8217;t see Sam with any objectivity). He can see that Dean &#8220;means well&#8221;. Dean would hate that comment if he heard it. The show plays with us, plays with our identification with these guys, our investment in them being in sync, together, in a good head-space. We may want Sam to say, &#8220;You were pretty out of line just now, Meg \u2026&#8221; but he doesn&#8217;t.  <\/p>\n<p>She snaps back to fun party girl Meg and says they should hook up while he&#8217;s in town, &#8220;I&#8217;ll show you a hell of a time,&#8221; she coos like Mae West. Sam asks for her number (and Dean is seen in the background, between them, looking over.)  She gives him her number (312 area code again!), and then he says, &#8220;You know, I never got your last name.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s17.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s17.jpg\" alt=\"s17\" width=\"848\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82586\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s17.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s17-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s17-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s17-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Masters,&#8221; she says.<\/p>\n<p>Sam is at work. Getting the information he needs to do a little research on this dame with the pixie haircut. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s18.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s18.jpg\" alt=\"s18\" width=\"851\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82588\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s18.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s18-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s18-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s18-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><big>3rd scene<\/big><br \/>\nDean and Sam emerge from the bar and Dean is immediately on Sam, pissed off and very aggressive. &#8220;Who the hell was she.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Sam knows she was just rude to Dean, he&#8217;s not an idiot, but he is caught up in his uneasiness, his sense that something is happening. Sam says, inarticulately, &#8220;I only met her once \u2026 I don&#8217;t know. It&#8217;s weird.&#8221; Dean is not interested in Sam&#8217;s feelings, he wants to know what the hell happened back there. It could get ugly between them, like in &#8220;Scarecrow,&#8221; if Sam decided he wanted to fight back. Dean is itching for a fight. He wants to punch something. Dean says, &#8220;I treat you like <i>luggage<\/i>?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>By the way: the whole opening section of this scene is done &#8220;in one&#8221;, the two of them coming out of the bar, crossing the sidewalk, crossing the street. Walking and talking. No cuts. When there&#8217;s a cut here, it actually means something, it means the fight is starting for real. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s19.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s19.jpg\" alt=\"s19\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82589\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s19.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s19-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s19-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s19-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nCutting from face to face to face is so common in television (it&#8217;s efficient, it tells the story quicker) that you barely notice it, but when you see how those techniques are utilized in <i>Supernatural<\/i>, you realize how old-school the vibe of the show really is. Closeups and edits should MEAN something, signify something. It&#8217;s hard to even realize this because we are in such an era of constant closeups and quick-edit-cuts. But go back and watch the movies in the 30s and 40s. You would maybe get three or four major closeups in an entire picture. Peter Bogdanovich points out that the first close-up of Hepburn in <i>Bringing Up Baby<\/i> comes almost 25 minutes into the film. She&#8217;s already been in four entire scenes, with no closeups. That would flat-out just not happen today. Today, her entrance would be hailed with a gigantic star close-up. But by holding back on moving in close to her face, there is a beautiful tension that arises, invisibly, and when Howard Hawks finally does move in close to her face, it has great emotional meaning, it is the moment when we see her motivation, we see her emotions, we see her think: <em>&#8220;I love this man. I am going to GET him if it is the last thing I do.&#8221;<\/em> <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bringingupbaby.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bringingupbaby.jpg\" alt=\"bringingupbaby\" width=\"602\" height=\"330\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82838\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bringingupbaby.jpg 602w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bringingupbaby-100x54.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bringingupbaby-200x109.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bringingupbaby-400x219.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 602px) 100vw, 602px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><i>Supernatural<\/i> works like good old-fashioned cinema in this regard, and I&#8217;ll get to that later. <\/p>\n<p>Dean is pissed about what Meg said to him, and he&#8217;s not taking Sam&#8217;s concerns seriously, twisting it all into, &#8220;If you want to get laid, Sammy, don&#8217;t try to turn it into a case. Just go get her. She&#8217;s a horrible person, but whatever floats your boat.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a scene later in the episode which, all things considered, may very well be the most important scene in the entire season. It is a HUGE reveal. For both sides. You see how lost Dean is. How resigned to his fate he is. But also how nostalgic he is for something that never really existed. Sam, in comparison, is complete. He will work this job, he needs to do it, but he knows he can go back to school, and he will.  That scene is starting here, in the confrontation outside the bar. Meg is helping to start it. Meg is a catalyst. <\/p>\n<p>But also consider who shows up at the end of the episode. Consider what&#8217;s about to happen.  <\/p>\n<p>Dean is already flailing in anticipation of that, and he doesn&#8217;t even know it. It&#8217;s a very well-structured episode.  <\/p>\n<p><big>One or Two Thoughts About Sex<\/big><br \/>\nDean was the one who explained sex to Sam when they were kids. I am sure it was a hilarious conversation. In one of the flashback episodes, we see Sam ask Dean, &#8220;How do you talk to girls?&#8221; Dean provides answers. Who else is gonna show Sammy the ropes? We saw Dean get his first kiss in &#8220;Bad Boys&#8221; (Season 9). He was 16. I had always assumed Dean was sexually precocious. &#8220;Bad Boys&#8221; says &#8220;Not so fast &#8230;&#8221; Pulled out of the boys&#8217; home by Dad, the next time we see him as a teenager is in &#8220;After School Special&#8221; (Season 4). He&#8217;s 17 years old.  (No offense to the actor who played young Dean in &#8220;After School Special&#8221;, but it wasn&#8217;t good casting. Not the kid&#8217;s fault, his face was too lean and hard, it didn&#8217;t have that palpable softness in it that would already have been showing up in Dean at that point.) But anyway, moving on, we&#8217;re talking about the timeline: By the time he&#8217;s 17, in &#8220;After School Special&#8221;, one year after &#8220;Bad Boys,&#8221; he is a swaggering promiscuous guy, calling the teachers &#8220;sweetheart&#8221; and two-timing a couple of high school girls in the same damn broom closet. Like, dude, at least change location. Dean creates all this drama in the mere week that he attends that school. This is the havoc that Erotic Muses bring with them. So something obviously happened between &#8220;Bad Boys&#8221; and &#8220;After School Special&#8221;. Dean was clearly surprised by being kissed at 16, and devoted himself to practicing getting better at it with his new young love, and then he was yanked away from that life, and that romance, by his Dad. It hurt. He cried. And, well, he&#8217;s not gonna go through THAT twice. He probably set out to lose his virginity soon thereafter, and it was probably horrible and awkward but he had to get it over with. Possibly he was raped. Maybe he had sex a couple times for money, because he gambled away the food money and Sam needed to eat. All of this going on while getting molested by demons and spirits, all as Dad looked on. Gross. Whatever happened, though, and we don&#8217;t know for sure, it happened fast. He ran from innocence. He probably slept his way through whatever high school he was plopped into for the next year, before dropping out altogether. He would have discovered by then that people wanted him, desired him, and he would have gone to TOWN with that knowledge. He would be hanging out in bars with fake IDs, banging older broads in the bathroom. And this is how Sam would have observed Dean when he was a 13, 14 year old kid.  It makes his reaction to the fact that Dean had actually fallen in love with Cassie that much more understandable. Dean? In love? With someone cool?? Meanwhile, Sam was playing soccer and appearing in school plays, and secretly applying to Stanford. Once there, he met Jess. She is sympathetic, fun, and smart. His first love. I&#8217;m guessing he lost his virginity to her. Unless Dean bought him a hooker like he did with Castiel. But Sam probably wouldn&#8217;t have gone for that. &#8220;I don&#8217;t pay, Dean,&#8221; he says at one point. (Well, that certainly changes, but he had to lose his soul to get there.) Falling in love with Jess, on his own terms, in his own time \u2026 he wouldn&#8217;t have had Dean to talk to. He went through that entire formative experience completely outside of any Dean influence. Maybe that was for the best, but I&#8217;m not so sure. Who knows how their relationship might have changed if the two guys had actually had to DEAL with each other as men, as separate beings, EARLIER. If Dean had to DEAL with Jess earlier, and get over himself, and display some manners, and get to know her, and seeing what Sammy saw in her, approving of it &#8211; you know, all the things normal close siblings do. These guys have done none of that. They see each other as CONCEPTS, set in stone. AND, as I mentioned in &#8220;The Benders&#8221; re-cap, the last time Dean really &#8220;hung out&#8221; with Sam, Sam was 17 or 18. Still a kid, really. They weren&#8217;t going out to bars, playing wingman for each other. That would not be Sam&#8217;s style, although Dean would have loved it. So now, here they are, out in the world, in a bar, as men. But it&#8217;s claustrophobic. You can&#8217;t even hit on someone without getting the third degree. And if you WANTED to have sex with the bartender, you had better go to her place, because you basically live in the same room with your brother. It&#8217;s weird. It makes them weird. It&#8217;s an unnatural situation. The claustrophobia part of it is familiar to them, it&#8217;s how they grew up. But being grown-up men dealing with each others&#8217; sex lives is actually new. It&#8217;s easy to forget that.<br \/>\n<big>Digression Over<\/big><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s20.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s20.jpg\" alt=\"s20\" width=\"846\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82590\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s20.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s20-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s20-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s20-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dean is pissed as hell, and Sam is uneasy as hell. They are in different worlds. They aren&#8217;t even speaking to each other: <\/p>\n<p>Dean: &#8220;Am I keeping you against your will, Sam?&#8221;<br \/>\nSam: &#8220;Something strange is going on here.&#8221;<br \/>\nDean: &#8220;Tell me about it. She wasn&#8217;t even that into me.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Dean keeps bringing up sex, and Sam keeps trying to bring them back on track, and it doesn&#8217;t go over well, but Sam is very strong, as he always is when he gets certain about something. That spidey-sense is alarm-belling all over the place. But the conversation goes nowhere because Dean can&#8217;t stop sexualizing every comment.<\/p>\n<p>Sam: &#8220;There&#8217;s something about this girl I can&#8217;t quite put my finger on.&#8221;<br \/>\nDean: &#8220;I bet you&#8217;d like to.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Like, that is the level of discourse.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a funny moment when Dean throws Sam&#8217;s earlier comment back in Sam&#8217;s face: &#8220;Maybe you&#8217;re thinking a little too much with your upstairs brain, huh?&#8221; He sounds like a drunken uncle making a ribald speech at a wedding, horrifying everyone. Especially the &#8220;huh&#8221;. Dean is being totally obnoxious, but Sam is treating it in that interesting way he does throughout the episode. He&#8217;s finding it exasperating, but he&#8217;s finding it funny too. Being teased about sex is \u2026 I don&#8217;t know \u2026 maybe the most normal they&#8217;ve been as brothers up until this point. It&#8217;s almost fun. But Sam is a dog with a bone. He tells Dean to please go back to the hotel and see if there really is a Meg Masters from Andover, and also to do more research on the symbol. Dean rolls his eyes. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And what are you gonna do?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;I&#8217;m gonna watch Meg.&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd then we&#8217;re right back into the schtick: &#8220;Yeah, I bet you are!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He starts off on his own, calling Sam a &#8220;pervert&#8221; over his shoulder, and Sam is left behind, still sort of laughing. The joking is already tiresome, but it&#8217;s a nice vibe between them. The edge is off.<\/p>\n<p><big>4th scene<\/big><br \/>\nBack in the moodily lit motel room, or, more likely, a seedy SRO, Dean is busy with his assignments from Sam. He picks up the phone and calls Sam. Both sides of this conversation are gorgeously lit, like achingly gorgeous, and I&#8217;ll get into that when we get there. It&#8217;s Kim Manners at his moody romantic best. Dean starts right in: &#8220;Lemme guess. You are sitting outside that poor girl&#8217;s apartment.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I love how Sam says, &#8220;No.&#8221; It&#8217;s so unconvincing. Then has to cave, &#8220;Yes.&#8221; Ha. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s21.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s21.jpg\" alt=\"s21\" width=\"846\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82591\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s21.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s21-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s21-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s21-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s a great conversation because both brothers are in charge, in their own ways. Sam is working a case, Dean&#8217;s teasing notwithstanding, and Dean is working his end of it, and having some fun at his brother&#8217;s expense. It&#8217;s not Dean&#8217;s fault Sam is such an easy target. Dean says that Yes, there is a Meg from Andover. And really, it&#8217;s not necessary to be such a creeper about your affections. He launches into slightly contemptuous big-brother advice: &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you go knock on her door and invite her to a \u2026 poetry reading \u2026 or whatever it is you do \u2026&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam, surrounded by rain on the windshield, and blurry lights in the background, rolls his eyes, tolerating it, and asks about the symbol.  Dean has some Intel, and reads from a book in a shot so beautiful it makes my eyes ache.  Believe me, the Importance of Beauty Conversation is coming. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s22.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s22.jpg\" alt=\"s22\" width=\"848\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82595\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s22.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s22-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s22-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s22-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean figured out the symbol is is Zoroastrian, and it&#8217;s a sigil for something called a daeva.  (I love sigils.) Dean is now in charge of the Lore, and you know how I love &#8220;the Lore&#8221; conversations, and how the brothers switch off handling them. Usually it&#8217;s Sam, but here it&#8217;s Dean. And this is a big-ass Lore monologue.  Daevas are centuries older than Christ. No one has even seen one in over 2000 years. They&#8217;re bad bad news. &#8220;Animalistic, savage.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan_2010-896.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan_2010-896.jpg\" alt=\"456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan,_2010-896\" width=\"456\" height=\"599\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82499\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan_2010-896.jpg 456w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan_2010-896-76x100.jpg 76w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan_2010-896-152x200.jpg 152w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/456px-Stamps_of_Azerbaijan_2010-896-304x400.jpg 304w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 456px) 100vw, 456px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nI will now proceed to have nightmares. <\/p>\n<p>Sam listens, impressed. &#8220;How&#8217;d you figure that out?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dean gets offended. He can do research too. <em>Everyone under-estimates me. Ignores me. It is totally not fair, because I am a ROCK. STAR. I am the STAR of an AWESOME movie and I don&#8217;t know why other people don&#8217;t understand that.<\/em> <\/p>\n<p>Sam says &#8220;Name the last book you read.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dean is honestly stumped. The whole &#8220;Dean as reader&#8221; thing is given a curve-ball in a later episode when Dean reveals he&#8217;s enough of a Vonnegut fan to have read all of his books and know the difference between the different Vonneguts.  But, in general, the jokes about reading are made at Dean&#8217;s expense. It&#8217;s actually a little annoying. If you are going to throw in a huge intriguing lead like that Vonnegut line, then you should at least follow up with it.  It makes it look like a mistake, or like a one-off joke, and the show really isn&#8217;t like that. Things carry over from episode to episode. The inconsistency there is not as egregious as when a writer forgets that Dean has seen every movie ever made.  That&#8217;s just lazy script-writing. But in this instance, no, Dean does not read for pleasure. He reads for information only. And then has to be totally honest, confessing, sort of laughing, &#8220;I called Dad&#8217;s friend Caleb. He told me.&#8221; Sam starts laughing. It&#8217;s very brotherly.  There&#8217;s something a bit easier between them in this episode. Dean isn&#8217;t pumping himself up and hoping Sam buys his lies. And Sam is laughing at Dean&#8217;s persona, and Dean&#8217;s allowing it. They enjoy it. Air is let out of their dynamic, they have a bit of space to maneuver, relax with each other. <\/p>\n<p>Just in time for Dad to show up.  <\/p>\n<p>Caleb told Dean that a Daeva has to be summoned, so someone is in control of it. Someone has called it to Chicago. Dean says, &#8220;These suckers tend to bite the hand that feeds them.&#8221; So the summoner is often on the chopping block as well. Dean goes on: &#8220;Summoning a demon that ancient? Someone really knows their stuff. I think we got a major player in town.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_lxco6g9Iru1qg84pq.gif\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_lxco6g9Iru1qg84pq.gif\" alt=\"tumblr_lxco6g9Iru1qg84pq\" width=\"300\" height=\"240\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82472\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<big>The Importance of Beauty: A Digression<\/big><br \/>\nThis whole scene is so romantically filmed: rain, blurry lights, gorgeous shadows on their faces. The camera is <i>loving<\/i> their faces. The whole point of the lighting, on both sides, is to highlight their beauty, and to make a <i>point<\/i> of it. Kripke was talking about the first episode he directed, and how he knew he wanted to re-create the &#8220;Kim Manners closeup&#8221;, it was very important to him to get it right. It&#8217;s a real signature look: foreheads cut off, bottom of the chin cut off, dramatic lighting, shadows, with the eyes somehow brought out, light able to play in their depths. The faces are under a microscope. Close-ups like these are psychological, yes, but they also serve as a way to give us time to revel in the beauty. Film-making isn&#8217;t really about that anymore. We prefer more grit, more reality now. But watch any classic film from the 1940s and you&#8217;ll see that each shot is set up for maximum gorgeousness. The plot isn&#8217;t sacrificed, the momentum isn&#8217;t sacrificed, but dammit, Joan Crawford is onscreen, and every single second of the film is <i>devoted<\/i> to her angular and striking beauty. It&#8217;s almost fetishistic, but it goes beyond that. It&#8217;s art. It&#8217;s Titian. Rembrandt. Drowning in beauty. <\/p>\n<p>And that&#8217;s what Kim Manners brought to the show, setting the bar. <i>Film these guys this way. They&#8217;re beautiful. Don&#8217;t shy away from it. Highlight it.<\/i>  <\/p>\n<p>Like this.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s23.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s23.jpg\" alt=\"s23\" width=\"848\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82596\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s23.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s23-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s23-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s23-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nOr this.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s24.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s24.jpg\" alt=\"s24\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82597\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s24.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s24-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s24-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s24-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>In <em>Sunset Boulevard<\/em>, aging silent film star Norma Desmond (played by actual aging silent film star Gloria Swanson) says about the old silent era: &#8220;We had <em>faces <\/em>then!&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s Gloria Swanson in her heyday.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/m197701882809.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/m197701882809.jpg\" alt=\"m197701882809\" width=\"504\" height=\"634\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82744\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/m197701882809.jpg 504w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/m197701882809-79x100.jpg 79w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/m197701882809-158x200.jpg 158w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/m197701882809-317x400.jpg 317w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 504px) 100vw, 504px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSuperstar. Talk about a face. <\/p>\n<p>We are in a more generic age now. We are in an age when all of the women have the same haircut, long straight hair with the little flip down the side, in imitation of, what, the <i>Real Housewives<\/i>? So what ends up happening is the bizarre situation that major movie stars all start to look alike, and Reese Witherspoon looks like Kate Hudson looks like Katherine Heigl.  Make no mistake: the level of homogenization going on now amongst movie stars is a new phenomenon. Julianna Marguiles, on <i>E.R.<\/i>, had gloriously gigantic hair, curly and massive, and a face full of freckles. Those days are no more. Her hair is straightened, the freckles have vanished. I am not saying anything disparaging about these women&#8217;s talent. They are all extremely talented. But the Lunatics are in charge of the Asylum currently.  In what universe is homogenizing your looks the way to stand out? It&#8217;s like everyone is using the same stylist. (I understand the issues and the peer pressure, I honestly do. But that won&#8217;t stop me from posing the question.) The homogenization happens less with men, although it still operates, particularly when it comes to body type. But back in the day, you would never mistake Katharine Hepburn for Barbara Stanwyck for Bette Davis for Joan Crawford. These women were individuals. Each one had her own hairdresser and makeup guy who helped create her look, and most of them had lighting designers who followed them from picture to picture and knew how to light their slightly bizarre and individual faces.  These women had LOOKS. Like I said, that&#8217;s not so much in now. We like our actors to be more chameleon-like now. You know, walk with a limp and win an Oscar. Some very good work has been done in that realm, but we have lost much in the transfer. There are still old-school stars circulating among us, and, no surprise, many of them are the most bankable stars of their generation. They look like THEMSELVES (knockouts, to be sure, but themselves), not like anybody else.  <\/p>\n<p>So let me suggest a small compare-and-contrast: Look at that photo of Gloria Swanson, taken in the 1920s. It looks entirely modern to me. Therefore, it is timeless. In the future, people will look back on the time we are living in now, and see the red carpet pictures of our biggest actresses, and the long straight hair with the little flip down the side that they ALL sport will completely date each actress to this very specific period in time. That look will not date well at ALL. It&#8217;s like long feathered hair on a guy. You know immediately what era they are from. But Crawford? Swanson? Hepburn? Timeless.  It&#8217;s a great lesson.<\/p>\n<p>The homogenization of female beauty that I have seen taken place in my lifetime has been radical. Now, women&#8217;s bodies are always up for grabs, to be commented on, dismissed, criticized. Don&#8217;t ever say the words &#8220;Real women have curves&#8221; to me and think I will take it for a compliment, stacked though I may be. Because what you are actually saying is that skinny women, or women who don&#8217;t have hips or have small breasts, are not &#8220;real&#8221; women. Real women come in all shapes and sizes. No one says that bullshit to me twice! <\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m not talking about socio-political views of women&#8217;s bodies. I am talking about STARS. And when we talk about stars, we are talking about something different.There is a boundary between fetishization and reveling-in-beauty, but that boundary is blurred. The pleasure comes from the blurred boundary. You know, you see an actor\/actress walk onto the screen, and suddenly you are overwhelmed with PantsFeelings at the beauty, and you get discombobbled, and you can&#8217;t wait to see that character again just so you can revel in the beauty again. Every shot of Cary Grant in <i>Notorious<\/i> is more beautiful than the last. You can&#8217;t get enough of it. And neither can Hitchcock. No other director got in this close to Grant. At least not in this way.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/n26.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/n26.jpg\" alt=\"n26\" width=\"713\" height=\"534\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82746\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/n26.jpg 713w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/n26-100x74.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/n26-200x149.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/n26-400x299.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 713px) 100vw, 713px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nI&#8217;ve written about this before. Regular old civilians have a complicated reaction to beauty. They desire it, they envy it, they feel some hostility. Hitchcock knew that and so he loved to put Cary Grant in compromising positions, scrabbling through the dirt in his immaculate suit, clinging to Mount Rushmore, or \u2026 playing an ambiguous damaged dark character, so different from the charming screwball guy in other films. Hitchcock, not an attractive man, had a lot of envy towards Beautiful People, and he channeled that envy into his disturbing films. Janet Leigh is gorgeous and sexy and he revels in killing her in the shower in <i>Psycho<\/i>. There are many more examples.<\/p>\n<p>One of the reasons I love <i>Supernatural<\/i> is its understanding of the importance of beauty, its return, again and again, to those Kim Manners closeups. In Season 1 they are still figuring out how to light each guy.  They&#8217;re experimenting. Sometimes there&#8217;s too much makeup going on. Sometimes, in the broad natural light, they look like shit (as much as it is possible for them to do so). The actors have completely different complexions, and the entire team really worked to find the right look for each one. One size does not fit all. Season 2 is when the Beauty Factor really kicks in.  They CLEARLY figured it out. They clearly had some meetings about it. The look is strikingly different between seasons. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s obviously not news that Jensen Ackles&#8217; face is sprinkled with freckles. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500.png\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500.png\" alt=\"tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500\" width=\"500\" height=\"744\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82766\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500.png 500w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500-67x100.png 67w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500-134x200.png 134w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/tumblr_myzkfnV3Mu1ryqn05o1_500-268x400.png 268w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt is one hell of a face. <\/p>\n<p>And so I would suggest that while Norma Desmond was right, &#8220;we had faces&#8221; back then, we have faces now, too. The difference is that nobody knows how to light faces in the way that they used to. It&#8217;s just not the style anymore in film, so the skill set needed to light weird intense beauty like that freckled face up there has disappeared. It&#8217;s almost a lost art. But it still exists on <i>Supernatural<\/i>. It&#8217;s part of the point of the whole damn thing. <\/p>\n<p>In Season 2, there are some episodes where his freckles are so noticeable he almost looks like Anne of Green Gables. It&#8217;s awesome because although he is beautiful, it&#8217;s a very <i>unique<\/i> look. Joan Crawford was beautiful, but you would never call her generic. Nobody else looked like her. The <i>Supernatural<\/i> team recognized that about Ackles, in particular, although they had their challenges with Padalecki as well, and figured out how to point up and underline and revel in that which makes him <i>unique<\/i>, as opposed to smoothing out his skin tone into something more homogenous. I get that &#8220;flaws&#8221; are difficult to work with, and people are afraid of flaws. Makeup people especially. &#8220;How should we handle the mole by her lip?&#8221; &#8220;What do we do with the weird little scar on her cheek?&#8221; &#8220;Should we cover up the freckles?&#8221; I&#8217;m freckled myself and sometimes I flat out hate them. Some actors have mixed feelings about their &#8220;flaws&#8221;, and it&#8217;s certainly not difficult to understand why, when the public can be such a vicious critic. You know, if an actor has crooked teeth, a space between teeth, moles, whatever \u2026 you can certainly be forgiven for wanting those flaws fixed. But how often is it that these flaws are THE THING that becomes the &#8220;signature look&#8221; for any given actor? <\/p>\n<p>Phone call for Lauren Hutton. The pressure on her to close up that gap was enormous. She resisted. And she is still laughing all the way to the bank about it.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/LaurenHut_RonG_4972694_600.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/LaurenHut_RonG_4972694_600.jpg\" alt=\"Ron Galella\" width=\"476\" height=\"600\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82894\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/LaurenHut_RonG_4972694_600.jpg 476w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/LaurenHut_RonG_4972694_600-79x100.jpg 79w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/LaurenHut_RonG_4972694_600-158x200.jpg 158w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/LaurenHut_RonG_4972694_600-317x400.jpg 317w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 476px) 100vw, 476px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nHer look, and that &#8220;flaw&#8221;, was a mini-revolution. It happens when people decide to <i>be themselves<\/i>. I love Padma Lakshmi for always, ALWAYS, wearing sleeveless tops and spaghetti-strap gowns. Good for her. That kind of bravery with one&#8217;s owns flaws (i.e. individuality), is what we don&#8217;t get so much of now. When even Oscar-winning actresses look identical on the red carpet and you can&#8217;t tell them apart, you know you are in some strange Land where the Plot has been lost.  Go back and watch Oscar telecasts from the 70s. You would never mistake Diane Keaton for Barbra Streisand. Honest to GOD, it drives me crazy. I applaud those who resist. <\/p>\n<p>We don&#8217;t see the freckles much in Season 1.  They&#8217;re still figuring him out, as a team, how to light him and highlight him. And, like I said, in many ways lighting design like this is almost a lost art. It&#8217;s extremely old-school what they are doing. There are a couple of closeups in Season 2 that are almost baroque in their beauty.  Ackles is still doing his thing, obviously, as Dean Winchester, and acting the hell out of his part. He&#8217;s not stopping to pose, or to ham it up. The camera is doing 90% of that work for him. And the skin tone and complexion and shape of face couldn&#8217;t be more different than Padalecki, who is brown, almost swarthy, and his cheeks flush bright red (seemingly spontaneously). His eyes seem dark sometimes, but they aren&#8217;t, that&#8217;s just because of his big forehead casting shadows. When his eyes do catch the light, they blaze. You know. These guys are stunners.  Part of the show is acknowledging that. <\/p>\n<p>And the actors know, obviously, what they are bringing to the table. Robert Singer has said that both of them are superb technical actors, in terms of knowing camera angles, and understanding their OWN angles. It&#8217;s part of being a competent actor. <em>Okay, if I give you my three-quarter profile, and look slightly down, the key light over there will pick up what it needs to pick up, and I will also be doing my deep brooding acting at the same time, but you can bet I won&#8217;t miss my mark and I will make sure I &#8220;find my light.&#8221;<\/em> These guys can do that, automatically, AND they can repeat it from take to take. Singer has said it is frustrating to work with actors who can&#8217;t do such things, and who can&#8217;t repeat, because it makes it nearly impossible in the editing room to match takes. Padalecki and Ackles are masters, so that the takes always match up, and so it gives the director OPTIONS in the editing room, something all directors love. <\/p>\n<p>The consciousness that has to be going on to work with your own looks in that way, and to understand the needs of the camera and the lighting guys, as well as the makeup, is similar to what was going on with the Grand Mistress of knowing how to do all that, Joan Crawford.  <\/p>\n<p>I mean, really.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/9899949_ori.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/9899949_ori.jpg\" alt=\"9899949_ori\" width=\"462\" height=\"462\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82493\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/9899949_ori.jpg 462w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/9899949_ori-100x100.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/9899949_ori-200x200.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/9899949_ori-400x400.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 462px) 100vw, 462px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/rainnewmain1114.gif\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/rainnewmain1114.gif\" alt=\"rainnewmain1114\" width=\"616\" height=\"595\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82494\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/coveroption22low.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/coveroption22low.jpg\" alt=\"coveroption22low\" width=\"700\" height=\"522\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82495\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/coveroption22low.jpg 700w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/coveroption22low-100x74.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/coveroption22low-200x149.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/coveroption22low-400x298.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 700px) 100vw, 700px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>As my friend Mitchell said <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=57123\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">when we discussed Joan Crawford<\/a>: she basically invented modern film acting, and everyone around her &#8211; directors, lighting technicians, photographers &#8211; honed their skill set working with her. Everyone upped their game in order to present her properly. They discovered the heights of their own craft through learning how to light that extraordinary face.<\/p>\n<p>This is important stuff. It&#8217;s about Art. And it has a lot to do with <i>Supernatural<\/i>&#8216;s success, because there is a conscious effort behind all of the demon-hunting and Impala-driving and celestial-battling to revel in the Beauty of these two guys, the two guys on which the entire thing rests. To dismiss that element of it, or to scoff at it as just girlie-screaming-fodder, is to completely misunderstand the actual nature of Show Business.  Who do you think keeps the whole thing afloat? Screaming girls. It&#8217;s been that way from the get-go. There is nobody as loyal as a 13-year-old fangirl. Win her heart then and she&#8217;ll be buying memorabilia forever. Look, I stand in line at Graceland, and see 80 year old women hanging around who probably saw Elvis live when they were 13. You know, the geriatric version of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=65241\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">of this fabulous girl.<\/a> The devotion!!  You can make fun of that devotion if you want. But again, if you do: you are completely missing the entire point of what it means to be a Star, what it means in the emotional sense and also the financial\/economic sense. Hell, if <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3736\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Ralph Macchio<\/a> ever made a comeback for real, I&#8217;d be the first in line to buy tickets. Women are the most loyal and powerful demographic in terms of buying power. We stick around, man. <i>Supernatural<\/i> is very very smart: it <em>counts <\/em>on that. I think the show will have a very long shelf-life, even after it&#8217;s gone off the air. It won&#8217;t date as badly as some of the other shows currently running. It&#8217;s too classic old-Hollywood for that. That shit was built to last.<br \/>\n<big>The Importance of Beauty Digression Over \u2026 For Now<\/big><\/p>\n<p>Despite the scary-ass Daeva, Dean isn&#8217;t taking this whole thing seriously. Sam seems to think Meg is a &#8220;lead,&#8221; as in a LEAD lead. Dean persists in thinking Sam is just crushing on that little bitchy girl, so says, &#8220;Now why don&#8217;t you go give that girl a private strip-o-gram?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;d like to see. <\/p>\n<p>Sam, again, is almost lackadaisical and humorous in tolerating the teasing. He feels the friendliness behind it, and as long as Dean has done his homework, then fine, he&#8217;ll put up with it. But he hangs up on Dean abruptly when Dean tells him to &#8220;bite her \u2026 only not so you leave teeth marks \u2026 just enough so that &#8211;&#8221; Click. Dean, I think Sam knows not to leave teeth marks.  Although considering what Sam is like in the sack when we finally get a glimpse of it \u2026 I don&#8217;t know. Maybe Sam DOES need that advice. It&#8217;s also classic Dean to loop in a violent image, a monster-type image, when talking about sex. I mean, Meredith was just torn to pieces by a wild animal, and here Dean is babbling about love-bites.  Fine line. Walk that fine line!<\/p>\n<p>Sam sits on his stakeout, staring up at Meg&#8217;s window. She appears, strolling around in her bra. Sam knows that what he is doing is pervy, even though he honestly doesn&#8217;t mean it that way. He wishes she had a top on, probably, so HE would be off the hook. He sort of glances up and down the street, nervously, and it is at that moment that a woman knocks on his car door, angrily. She glances pointedly up at Meg in her bra in the window, and then glares at Sam. Sam blusters, laughing, &#8220;No, no, I&#8217;m just \u2026&#8221; and it&#8217;s hysterical, because would YOU believe him? I wouldn&#8217;t. She stalks away. Poor Sam. He&#8217;s getting it from all sides.<\/p>\n<p>Meg emerges into the night and Sam gets out of the car to follow her. I know this isn&#8217;t actually filmed in Chicago, but the location was perfectly chosen. This looks like the North side of Chicago, or the West side, with the wide avenues and the industrial buildings, and the random neon. <\/p>\n<p>Gotham.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s26.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s26.jpg\" alt=\"s26\" width=\"850\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82598\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s26.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s26-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s26-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s26-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>He follows her through the graffiti wall into a warehouse space. The stairwells are locked. The shadows in the little foyer area are out of control, vertical bars of shadows projecting themselves onto Sam&#8217;s body. The whole thing looks like a jail. Instead of picking the lock, he finds an empty elevator shaft, heaving the iron grate open, and staring up into the shaft, towering above him. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all very <em>Angel Heart<\/em>, if you recall the elevator-to-Hell motif of that film. Example from <i>Angel Heart.<\/i> <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1760_5.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1760_5.jpg\" alt=\"1760_5\" width=\"728\" height=\"409\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82533\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1760_5.jpg 728w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1760_5-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1760_5-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/1760_5-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 728px) 100vw, 728px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAnd now here is Sam, climbing up that elevator shaft.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s28.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s28.jpg\" alt=\"s28\" width=\"850\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82599\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s28.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s28-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s28-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s28-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe big opening scene between the brothers in the Pilot reminded me of <i>Angel Heart<\/i>, too.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/spn12.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/spn12.jpg\" alt=\"spn12\" width=\"846\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82760\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/spn12.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/spn12-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/spn12-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/spn12-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nClimbing up that shaft seems pretty high-maintenance to me. Also noisy. Way to totally announce your arrival. He comes to an open elevator door, with a grate halfway shut. There&#8217;s some sort of area over to the side with candles lit, and he peeks at it, trying to get a better look, when suddenly Meg strolls right past him. Calmly, quietly, she walks to the candle-lit table, and standing on the table is the big gleaming bowl, which we already saw in the stunner of a last scene in &#8220;Scarecrow&#8221; when she slashed that poor guy&#8217;s throat in order to make a phone call. <\/p>\n<p>What she says on her end of the conversation is fascinating, especially if you try to forget you know what happens next. I was wondering: who is she talking to? The Devil? Who? &#8220;I don&#8217;t think you should come. &#8212; Because the brothers .. they&#8217;re in town &#8211; I didn&#8217;t know that &#8212;&#8221; She is obviously interrupted. I wonder how that sentence would have been finished. &#8220;Yes sir. Yes I&#8217;ll be here. Waiting for you.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s29.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s29.jpg\" alt=\"s29\" width=\"848\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82600\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s29.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s29-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s29-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s29-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sam&#8217;s position is very precarious. He could be discovered at any minute, and he is also hanging over a yawning <i>Angel Heart<\/i> abyss. <\/p>\n<p>Once he&#8217;s sure Meg is gone, Sam struggles his way up into the room and makes his way over to the altar. The domed windows cast enormous shadows on the wall behind him. It&#8217;s an incredible-looking space. The altar is covered in candles, beads, and there is that symbol again, the Daeva symbol, painted on a mirror in what looks like blood. Sam is freeeeeeaked.<\/p>\n<p><big>5th scene<\/big><br \/>\nMotel Room alert! It looks like they&#8217;ve booked a room in a grubby SRO, not a motel. There&#8217;s a kitchenette. There&#8217;s a main room. There are two rickety beds with white-painted bedsteads. The walls are gloomy dark green. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s33.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s33.jpg\" alt=\"s33\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82605\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s33.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s33-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s33-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s33-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s34.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s34.jpg\" alt=\"s34\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82606\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s34.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s34-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s34-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s34-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe shadows are always creeping up around the brothers.The windows have some kind of sheer curtains and the light outside gives them a pinkish glow.  Then there are the small golden table lamps. But other than that, it&#8217;s darkness. The guys&#8217; faces emerge into pools of light, which, if you think about it, reflects what&#8217;s going on psychologically and story-wise. This conversation could never occur in broad daylight walking down a street. It wouldn&#8217;t be right. The shadow world is where they operate, anyway. These are nocturnal guys. It&#8217;s late-noir lighting, <em>Kiss Me Deadly<\/em> type lighting, when the shadows threaten to overwhelm the entire screen like living entities.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21.jpg\" alt=\"disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21\" width=\"765\" height=\"459\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82496\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21.jpg 765w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21-100x60.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21-200x120.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse21-400x240.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 765px) 100vw, 765px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15.jpg\" alt=\"disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15\" width=\"765\" height=\"459\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82497\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15.jpg 765w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15-100x60.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15-200x120.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/disque-en-quatrieme-vitesse15-400x240.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 765px) 100vw, 765px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sam enters the room, urgently, and the brothers meet up in the middle of the room, saying in unison, &#8220;Dude, I gotta talk to you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Whatever has happened to Dean while Sam has been climbing up elevator shafts has changed his perspective.  Also, kudos to the actors to making this semi-cheesy speaking-in-unison thing TOTALLY work. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s31.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s31.jpg\" alt=\"s31\" width=\"849\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82602\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s31.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s31-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s31-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s31-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s30.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s30.jpg\" alt=\"s30\" width=\"850\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82603\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s30.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s30-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s30-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s30-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sam goes first. Dean asks, &#8220;Meg is summoning the Daeva?&#8221;  And because he has a one-track mind, he shakes his head and says, teasingly, &#8220;Sammy&#8217;s got a thing for the bad girls.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>In later seasons, demons become so omnipresent that the boys throw holy water on one another after they go out for coffee, basically. You could totally be possessed while you&#8217;re taking a dump behind a closed door in the bathroom, so it&#8217;s best to be sure. EVERYONE is susceptible, and appearances are rarely what they seem. Even as they grow in knowledge about them, they are still fooled from time to time, At this point, though, demons are pretty rare in their world. The only ones they really know of is the &#8220;thing that killed Mom&#8221;, and probably the thing that killed Jess, and also the thing that was possessing all of those people in &#8220;Phantom Traveler&#8221;. The first time we meet Bobby (Jim Beaver) in the season finale, he mentions that in a regular year, there are usually around 4 demon possessions he&#8217;s heard of. But this year? There&#8217;s been 27. So something is escalating.  All of this is to say that in later seasons they would have immediately suspected Meg as being a demon, and not just some girl who is into Zoroastrian mythology for whatever strange reason. <\/p>\n<p>Sam tells Dean about the bowl: &#8220;She was communicating with someone. Someone&#8217;s giving her orders. Someone&#8217;s coming to that warehouse.&#8221; Dean is starting to look totally freaked out. This is getting above his pay grade. But now it&#8217;s his turn to share. He&#8217;s got a bad bad feeling based on what he has learned.  <\/p>\n<p>He says, &#8220;I pulled a favor with my \u2026 friend. Amy. Over at the police department.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sorry but I just love that while Sam has been buying coveralls with name tags and reading newspaper clippings and climbing up elevator shafts, Dean has been having this whole relationship going on.  We never see her. We don&#8217;t need to. But he wormed his way in, she probably knew he needed information, but thought, Fuck it, tequila is fun, and so is Dean.  But it&#8217;s this whole thing we never see, and for some reason it cracks me up.  Dean doesn&#8217;t have boundaries, as I keep saying. It&#8217;s a liability, but sometimes it is an asset. He threw himself on Amy&#8217;s mercy, she responded, they rolled around together, and then he asked if she could do some digging for him for whatever bullshit reason he gave her, he would really appreciate it, and she said Sure. It&#8217;s this Dean plot-line happening that we never even freakin&#8217; see and it&#8217;s very funny to me. He&#8217;s having this whole life going on outside the frame.<\/p>\n<p>Amy gave Dean the complete records of the two victims, and Dean has pored through the files. &#8220;We missed something the first time,&#8221; he says to Sam. Both victims were born in Lawrence, Kansas. <\/p>\n<p>Sam is so stunned he has to sit down. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s the significance of Lawrence though and how do these Daeva things fit into it?&#8221; Sam asks. Dean&#8217;s like Hell if I know. Dean, Mr. Shoot First, wants to go destroy the altar, find Meg, &#8220;and have ourselves a friendly little interrogation.&#8221; Violent interrogation will become a huge part of their lives in future seasons. It&#8217;s almost like once they really enter into close quarters with demons, up close and personal, breathing them in, tying them up, torturing them \u2026 well, it changes both of them.  It&#8217;s like the character of Dan (Jason Clarke) in <i>Zero Dark Thirty<\/i>. He&#8217;s a CIA interrogator. He spends his time in secret black-op sites, torturing people. Later in the film, he tells Maya (Jessica Chastain) that he&#8217;s getting out, going back to Washington. He says something like, &#8220;I&#8217;ve seen too many dicks.&#8221; He doesn&#8217;t go on and on about it, but the stink of those rooms, the stink of human fear and bodily functions and being in the presence of that kind of agony \u2026 has gotten to him. It&#8217;s inside him. While it&#8217;s always clear in <i>Supernatural<\/i> that the demons are not human beings, and are evil and manipulative monsters \u2026 you&#8217;re still gonna have <i>feelings<\/i> about stabbing someone in the chest, or leaving them tied up in their own drool. The agony the demons feel is real. You&#8217;d shove your feelings down when faced with it. You&#8217;d drink a lot to take the edge off. The Special Ops guy I knew (and still know) handled all of that by throwing himself passionately and obsessively into his various hobbies, which included aviation history, Maureen O&#8217;Hara (not only a great actress but the first female CEO of an airline), UFO lore, old movies, environmentalist causes (in particular the saving\/helping of various endangered species in the marine world) and stories of espionage (he could be encyclopedic on Christopher Marlowe). He spent days and nights researching these things, traveling around the world tracking down leads. He would send me emails giving me updates on his various projects (all launched merely because of his own fascination), &#8220;Getting close to understanding what happened in that mysterious airplane crash in 1932 \u2026 it&#8217;s really exciting.&#8221;  He was Special Ops, he has clearance. There&#8217;s a certain nerdy glory in all of it, especially because he had seen some horrible shit. Everyone has a different way to survive. But those feelings are real, and need to be \u2026 handled.  We haven&#8217;t seen Sam and Dean in action as interrogators yet. But it&#8217;s nice to get a glimpse that Dean has been down that road with Dad, so has Sam, and that this is a part of how they operate. They&#8217;re scary fucking guys. <\/p>\n<p>Sam, cooler-headed, says no, they shouldn&#8217;t tip her off. They need to do a stakeout at the warehouse and see what is coming to meet her. <\/p>\n<p>Dean says, &#8220;I&#8217;ll tell you one thing. I don&#8217;t think we should do this alone.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><big>6th scene<\/big><br \/>\nScrew John Winchester&#8217;s re-appearance, THIS is the most important scene in the episode (if not in the entire season). If it had come earlier, it would have been too much. We needed to hang back, evaluate Dean through his own obfuscations and blustering, we had to be given space to make up our own mind, before we see what goes on here.  <\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think my first reaction to the scene was quite as powerful as it was once I had seen the whole series. I mean, I knew it was a great scene, but boy it takes on a whole other level when you know where they are going to go in their lives, in their relationships. Everything that needs to be said is said here. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s32.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s32.jpg\" alt=\"s32\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82604\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s32.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s32-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s32-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s32-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean sits on the bed, leaving a message for Dad, telling him he and Sam may have a lead on what killed Mom. Once Dean finishes imparting the information, his energy drops, the vulnerability comes pouring in, and he says, &#8220;Dad, if you get this \u2026 get to Chicago as fast as you can.&#8221; Behind him, Sam enters, coming through bands of shadows, a shadow himself, a black silhouette.  He slings the heavy duffel bag down on the bed, startling Dean, who has quietly hung up. Sam has loaded up the bag with every weapon in the trunk. Who knows what they might need tonight. <\/p>\n<p>And you know I&#8217;m happy because we get a couple of shots of Sam and Dean loading up their guns.  The mood is grim, businesslike, focused. Nobody speaks. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s35.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s35.jpg\" alt=\"s35\" width=\"847\" height=\"478\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82608\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s35.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s35-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s35-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s35-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s36.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s36.jpg\" alt=\"s36\" width=\"848\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82609\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s36.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s36-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s36-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s36-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nKripke wrote the hell out of this scene. <i>Supernatural<\/i> is his baby, his idea. Once he clicked into the brothers-road-trip idea, everything fell into place for him. That would be the hook. That would be the emotional thru-line.  We&#8217;ve seen that relationship operate in many different ways. It is rarely static. Sometimes Dean rises, sometimes Sam does. Sometimes they battle for dominance. Sometimes they both surrender. They don&#8217;t know how to talk to each other about the past, but the situation is starting to force them to have to figure it out. But they&#8217;ve never talked like this. Kripke sort of chips away at the mystique, and brings up all of the unspoken hard-to-talk-about issues that make Sam and Dean act the way they do. Here it all is.  It&#8217;s beautifully structured, almost scary in how it unfolds (the brothers are in dangerous territory without planning for it, or being prepared). The issues that rise up are so huge it threatens to overwhelm them both. Neither of them have spoken to one another in this manner.  <\/p>\n<p>As they load up their guns, the perspective is set up: Sam is filmed head-on, and Dean is filmed from below. They start to talk, but that skewed-unbalanced perspective persists. <\/p>\n<p>So we get Sam saying something, seen from this angle.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s38.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s38.jpg\" alt=\"s38\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82610\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s38.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s38-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s38-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s38-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean responding, shot from this angle.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s37.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s37.jpg\" alt=\"s37\" width=\"851\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82611\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s37.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s37-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s37-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s37-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThis is totally artsy film-making. Dramatic and flashy. Eye-grabbing. Sam and Dean are having a conversation, and normally that would be filmed in a closeup-to-closeup kind of way, suggesting a conversation occurring on a level playing field, two participants. Here, everything&#8217;s messed up. They aren&#8217;t in the same head-space at all and that&#8217;s reflected in how each guy is framed. Sam is straight-up excited and anticipatory about all of it being maybe almost over, and Dean is \u2026 about to spin off into space. <\/p>\n<p>They have a little &#8220;Are you nervous&#8221; exchange. Sam can&#8217;t help but take a moment to wonder about what it will be like when all of this is over. This is heading into dangerous waters for Dean, and maybe Sam senses that, but he certainly doesn&#8217;t know the extent of it. The closest they came was in the car ride after leaving Cassie, and Sam wonders if meeting a girl like that makes you question putting stuff like having a family\/wife on hold. Dean grins, puts on his sunglasses, and lies back to take a nap. So that didn&#8217;t really go very far. Does Sam wonder: &#8220;What is it like to BE Dean?&#8221; Siblings rarely do that with one another. Hell, people rarely do that with one another. I&#8217;m talking about something even deeper than empathy, about truly trying to see the world through the eyes\/experience of another person. And Dean doesn&#8217;t walk around like an open book. He&#8217;s as open as he wants to be, he needs to feel he has control over what he lets people see. Here, Sam casually explodes a land-mine under Dean&#8217;s feet and doesn&#8217;t even realize he&#8217;s done it until the crisis starts to unfold, and he stares at his brother, wonderingly, curiously. It&#8217;s not a fight. It&#8217;s a scene of <i>realization<\/i> for Sam.  As it unfolds, Dean shatters. There&#8217;s no other word for it. And Sam has no context for understanding his brother in this way, but that&#8217;s why I say what I see on Sam&#8217;s face is not annoyance, but realization. It&#8217;s quite moving. Dean is like a kid who grew up in a Romanian orphanage or a Sudanese refugee camp. Or a soldier who spent 7 years in a POW camp enduring deprivation and torture. He operates from a place of scarcity, a place where there will never ever ever be <i>enough<\/i>. Now he&#8217;s a man. Without Sam, without hunting, he has nothing. <\/p>\n<p>Ahem. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/hurtlocker-05.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/hurtlocker-05.jpg\" alt=\"hurtlocker-05\" width=\"536\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-74595\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/hurtlocker-05.jpg 536w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/hurtlocker-05-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/hurtlocker-05-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/hurtlocker-05-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 536px) 100vw, 536px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It will be a theme. Jeremy Renner in <i>Hurt Locker<\/i>, home from Iraq, sent to the grocery store by his wife to get some cereal. In Iraq, he defuses IEDs under life-or-death stressful situations, and he is a total motherfucking rock star in combat. But looking up and down the aisles, he cannot decide. He is overwhelmed, totally. Soldiers deal with this disconnect all the time. Civilian life is disorienting in the extreme. The <i>abundance<\/i> alone is disorienting. You&#8217;d think it&#8217;d be a relief to get back to safety and plenty. The opposite is more often the case. <\/p>\n<p>Maybe because the vibe between the two brothers has been so relaxed during this episode (all the teasing) Sam feels comfortable enough with Dean to say, &#8220;Man, I&#8217;d sleep for a month. Go back to school. Be a person again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Imagine what those words sound like to Dean.  &#8220;What. You&#8217;re not a PERSON now? When you&#8217;re with me? Are you saying I&#8217;m not a PERSON?&#8221; Of course that is not what Sam is saying at all. Dean is an unreliable narrator. Not his FAULT, but it&#8217;s true. We are all, in our own ways, unreliable narrators. Especially when feelings get hot and personal.  I got an email this week about a project I was hired to do, and the email stressed me out so much that it took me a full 24 hours to realize that the entire thing led off with a gigantic compliment of my work. Like, words to put up on a bulletin board, a compliment to remember. But it took me time to be able to even perceive that. If you had asked me what that email was about before I re-read it and got a better perspective, I would have said, &#8220;I am clearly a disappointment.&#8221; That is not what the email said at ALL. Now maybe some of you out there are healthier than I am, and healthier in how you respond to what comes at you. But I do battle all the time with how I interpret stuff. I ALWAYS go to the negative first. And so I totally missed that the entire email was basically saying, &#8220;You are great. Here are some next steps.&#8221; It&#8217;s super-tiresome, I won&#8217;t lie. I fully own that I am, at times, an unreliable narrator. So I don&#8217;t feel the need to &#8220;protect&#8221; Dean or make excuses for him. That&#8217;s just not an interesting way to respond to stories, in my experience. I like to examine motivation and behavior, see what it might reveal. Feeling &#8220;protective&#8221; of characters is fine but not if you miss the subtleties of storytelling going on and elements of character development. The show is about complexity, it&#8217;s about the grey areas. Sam is more complete, Sam is somehow whole. (When he stops being &#8220;whole,&#8221; the whole show tips off its axis. Sam is the key to so much, when you really think about it. It is HIS involvement that keeps the ship afloat. Dean thinks that HE is the one keeping it all together, but he&#8217;s not. Everything disintegrates if Sam changes.)  <\/p>\n<p>And so what happens here for Dean is total regression. We haven&#8217;t seen anything like this since the pilot, and we haven&#8217;t seen it stated so vulnerably or baldly. Dean was pissed and cocky in the pilot. He&#8217;s not pissed and cocky now.  (We can imagine that the experience with &#8220;The Benders&#8221;, and with opening up to Officer Kathleen, has brought the truth of his life and situation to the forefront for him. And now here is Sam saying he can&#8217;t wait to go back to SCHOOL?? But if Dean&#8217;s job is to protect Sam \u2026 then where will that leave him?)<\/p>\n<p>Dean&#8217;s behavior is suddenly closed and unwelcoming, sensing the threat, sensing the land-mine, and Sam picks up on it. Sam tries to be encouraging, tries to involve Dean in looking towards the future. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What are <em>you <\/em>gonna do when it&#8217;s all over?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;It&#8217;s never gonna BE over. There&#8217;s gonna be others. There&#8217;s always gonna be something to hunt.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;But there&#8217;s gotta be something that you want for yourself.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s beautiful. It&#8217;s caring. Wouldn&#8217;t it be great if Dean had some Plan B that he could invest in?  There&#8217;s the scene in &#8220;Wishing Well&#8221; (Season 4), when Dean asks Sam what he would wish for if he threw a penny into the well. Wife, kids, picket fence? And Sam shakes his head, no, he&#8217;s past all that now. He thought he wanted it once, but not anymore. I thought of that later scene when I just re-watched &#8220;Shadow&#8221;.  Like I&#8217;ve said elsewhere, in many ways Sam&#8217;s transformation is even more radical than Dean&#8217;s, and it&#8217;s in moments like that when you realize how this life has altered him.  <\/p>\n<p>But in Season 1, he&#8217;s still close enough to his old life to look forward to getting back to it.  <\/p>\n<p>Dean explodes, but with vulnerability and fear; it sounds like anger, but it&#8217;s not: &#8220;I don&#8217;t want you to leave the second this whole thing is over!&#8221; It&#8217;s so vulnerable it shocks Sam, it&#8217;s so vulnerable that Dean walks away, basically to get away from the space of floor where those words came out of his mouth. But the conversation is going to happen now, Dean is losing it, and it&#8217;s coming now, his truth, the truth that exists on an even deeper level than what he shared with Officer Kathleen.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve talked about the concept of spines before, most in-depth <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=75116\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">here<\/a>. It&#8217;s a familiar concept to theatre people, in terms of script analysis, and Elia Kazan worked with it extensively as a director. Spines exist on multiple levels, multiple dimensions in any given work. The series as a whole has a spine. Each season has a spine. And then within that, each episode has a spine. (This spine is reflected in everything: the performances, the production design, the music: the entire team has to be on the same page.)  If you want to drill down further, each SCENE has a spine. The spine should be simple enough to be stated in a sentence. You don&#8217;t need a thesis paper to express it. Each character has a spine. The spine could be described as &#8220;what does this person want.&#8221; And whatever it is, it will be simple. &#8220;I want to find love.&#8221; &#8220;I want to get back home.&#8221; And so in a long-running series like <i>Supernatural<\/i>, the spines of the characters work themselves out and show themselves in a million different ways. But, and this is key with spines, they are rarely spoken out loud. They are felt through the BEHAVIOR of the characters. At least that&#8217;s the case with good scriptwriting. Here, in this scene, Dean actually expresses his &#8220;spine&#8221;. The spine is always emotional, rather than practical. For example: &#8220;finding the thing that killed Mom&#8221; is an action; it&#8217;s important, but it&#8217;s not a spine. But &#8220;I want to get my family together again&#8221; \u2026 THAT is a spine. That is the emotional space from which he operates, from which everything else follows.  Saying your spine out loud is an incredibly vulnerable thing to do. <\/p>\n<p>I love Sam&#8217;s line, as he stares at his brother, who has moved away from him: &#8220;Dude. What&#8217;s your problem?&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Not &#8220;What&#8217;s wrong&#8221;, not &#8220;stop trying to control me&#8221; &#8211; but &#8220;what&#8217;s your problem?&#8221; And he doesn&#8217;t say it angrily. He&#8217;s curious, he&#8217;s stunned. Kripke knows what the hell he is doing with dialogue like that. Dean turns his back on Sam, putting his hands out on the dresser, and actually collapsing his head down onto his chest. It&#8217;s lonely and pained. Sam doesn&#8217;t know what to do.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s39.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s39.jpg\" alt=\"s39\" width=\"846\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82613\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s39.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s39-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s39-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s39-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe moment has exploded around them, no time to prepare for it or gear up. So Sam just waits, waits to hear what Dean will say next. So obviously what goes down next is very important. Dean is vulnerable to the point where we can actually see him as a sheer fantasist, completely out of touch with reality. But that&#8217;s what hope often feels like. That&#8217;s why people who have been bruised and battered and disappointed feel suspicious about hope. I am one of those people. Don&#8217;t talk to me about the light at the end of the tunnel. Fuck you AND your tunnel. The comment from Meg comes back, the one about Dean treating Sam like &#8220;luggage&#8221;, but now Dean is hurt and scared instead of pissed. He actually looks like he&#8217;s about to break down. &#8220;Why do you think I drag you everywhere?&#8221;  Sam, both gentle and confused, says, &#8220;To find Dad \u2026&#8221; blah blah, and Dean explodes AGAIN, &#8220;No, it&#8217;s MORE than that, man!!&#8221; and his whole body <i>winces<\/i> away from the moment, turning away, back to the dresser, where he can hold on and try to stop himself from flying out into outer space. <\/p>\n<p>Ackles&#8217; work is heartbreaking here. Dean seems very young, and not all that developed.  Primal. A kitten who was weaned too soon. That&#8217;s the level of regression we see going on in his face and his wincing shoulders and his dropped head. These actors are so great together. Padalecki never takes his eyes off his scene partner. Dean, naturally, would rather not have this conversation at all, but he rises to the occasion, and says, &#8220;I want us to be a family again.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Consider what he might actually be referring to. Childhood. Mom alive. Sam a tiny baby. Or him, Dad and Sam, in the years following. The Winchester Men against the world. He says &#8220;again&#8221;, he wants them to be a family &#8220;again&#8221;. But what exactly is he talking about? Remember: not all questions are meant to have answers. Drama comes from that which remains <i>unresolved<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Dean is in his mid-20s. Comfort was ripped away from him too soon. He wants to keep Sam with him forever. And if they can find Dad, then maybe they can all be together again. <y rational brain thinks: \"And then what, Dean. Hanging out with Sam and Dad was no great shakes. Also: families are meant to go their own way, it's the natural order.\" \n\nHis words are <i>touching<\/i> in their level of fantasy. The words show, actually, just how bad things are for this young guy.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s40.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s40.jpg\" alt=\"s40\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82614\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s40.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s40-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s40-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s40-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;ve never had this conversation before. And when they would touch on it, it would be an argument, Dean calling Sam selfish, Sam telling Dean to back off, same ol&#8217; same ol&#8217;. But the need, the sadness, the loneliness in Dean&#8217;s eyes \u2026 it&#8217;s actually almost alarming to Sam, to know you are needed THAT much. It&#8217;s a pretty unstable house of cards. <\/p>\n<p>Sam is very very gentle in his responses to Dean. He says, &#8220;Dean. We ARE a family.&#8221; Watch Ackles&#8217; wordless response. It&#8217;s eloquent, and I don&#8217;t want to put words on it. It says it all. Sam sees the response, understands it, and keeps talking. Dean has a fantasy of family. It&#8217;s not reality. He has a nostalgia for something that never existed. (I am paraphrasing that line from Nancy Lemann&#8217;s novel <i>Fiery Pantheon<\/i>, which I went into quite a bit in the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=77298\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">re-cap for &#8220;Bloody Mary&#8221;<\/a>. The lead character, a Southern belle who tries to downplay her beauty but fails, reminds me of Dean Winchester, especially in her compulsive batting-eyelashes behavior. In regards to this same character, Nancy Lemann writes -and it&#8217;s my favorite line in the novel: <em>&#8220;She had a nostalgia for a life she had never lived.&#8221; <\/em>)<\/p>\n<p>So, too, does Dean. Childhood was brief. There was no extended period where the family was together, sharing dinner, going on family trips, hanging out, playing board games. That doesn&#8217;t exist. But what they DID have is all he&#8217;s got, and he wants to get back to it. Why can&#8217;t he get back to it? It&#8217;s the &#8220;happily ever after&#8221; thing that he believes in, not for himself, but for others. For him &#8220;happily ever after&#8221; is in the past, for others it&#8217;s in the future. It&#8217;s also the &#8220;are we okay? we good?&#8221; thing that he does that I&#8217;ve <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=76111\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">gone into before<\/a>. He wants peace, calm, safety, and stasis. He acts like they once had it. They really didn&#8217;t, not in a meaningful way. But Sam&#8217;s right: they already ARE a family. <\/p>\n<p>One of my acting teachers in college used to say to us when we were bitching about whatever show we were doing, and how the cast was all wrong, or we didn&#8217;t like the set, or whatever: &#8220;It may not be the show you want, but it&#8217;s the show you got.&#8221; He wanted us to give up our dream of what it SHOULD be, and deal with the reality of what it WAS. It&#8217;s the same thing with family, and Sam has accepted that more than Dean has.  Dean, Lisa and Ben were a family, and Ben&#8217;s final scene with Dean nails the issue home: &#8220;You realize you&#8217;re walking out on your family,&#8221; It&#8217;s devastating. And it&#8217;s true.<\/p>\n<p>But for Dean there is only one possible family. There are no substitutes.<\/p>\n<p>When Sam starts speaking the truth, look out. Because he goes all the way. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s41.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s41.jpg\" alt=\"s41\" width=\"849\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82615\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s41.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s41-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s41-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s41-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nHe leaves Dean no wiggle-room. Dean is looking at him in a way that can only be described as fragile. Sam realizes he has to be very very clear with Dean right now, because Dean is so open he actually might be able to HEAR him. Sam is clear and blunt in his language, but his tone is gentle: &#8220;Things will never be the way they were before.&#8221; Maybe Sam didn&#8217;t realize how much that hurts Dean. I don&#8217;t think Sam understood the full extent of it at all, but now he does. <\/p>\n<p>All Dean can get out is a weak, almost questioning, &#8220;Could be\u2026?&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>So now we know. Now we know where Dean is coming from and what Dean REALLY wants. And what he wants is neither possible nor healthy. Sam has to address that. He has to do it now. It takes a lot of strength for Sam to say what he says next, he has to really make the decision to go there: &#8220;I don&#8217;t want them to be.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m proud of Sam for that. Couldn&#8217;t have been easy. Even if we COULD go back, I don&#8217;t want to.<\/p>\n<p>Communication is not necessarily agreement.  What they are doing here is true communication. <\/p>\n<p>Dean can&#8217;t speak anymore. He is clearly picturing that the second they kill the Demon, Sam will take off to the bus station saying, &#8220;&#8216;Kay man, smell ya later!&#8221; Sam sees where Dean is at, and knows that trouble will eventually come out of it. So he says, and it&#8217;s gentle, but it&#8217;s also a warning, &#8220;When this is all over, you&#8217;re gonna have to let me go my own way.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hell of a scene.  I had forgotten its power until I went back and re-watched it. It has an even more explosive quality considering what&#8217;s going on right now in <i>Supernatural<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p><big>7th scene<\/big><br \/>\nMeg stands by her creepy altar, as the Winchester brothers haul themselves up the elevator shaft, with a duffel bag full of clanking guns and swords, and we&#8217;re supposed to believe that nobody hears them coming. She is intoning in Latin over her damn bloody bowl, and they crawl out of the shaft, guns drawn, hustling to the back of the space where they hide in the shadows. <\/p>\n<p>I love the random mannequin.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s44.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s44.jpg\" alt=\"s44\" width=\"847\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82616\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s44.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s44-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s44-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s44-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt reminds me of <em>Blade Runner<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bladerunner21.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bladerunner21.jpg\" alt=\"bladerunner2\" width=\"700\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82537\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bladerunner21.jpg 700w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bladerunner21-100x42.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bladerunner21-200x85.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/bladerunner21-400x171.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 700px) 100vw, 700px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>She addresses them directly, without turning around, startling them.  No way you can climb up 5 stories loaded down with swords and shot-guns and not be heard. I mean, come on. I know, I know, she knew they were coming anyway. <\/p>\n<p>I love how she is filmed, with the dark windows behind her, the building across the way, the darkness: depth of frame, baby, that&#8217;s what we want. It helps spaces feel alive.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s43.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s43.jpg\" alt=\"s43\" width=\"851\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82617\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s43.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s43-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s43-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s43-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a standoff. Super hot.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s45.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s45.jpg\" alt=\"s45\" width=\"849\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82620\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s45.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s45-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s45-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s45-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nMeg is arrogant, still, and coiled. She says the shotgun won&#8217;t do much good against the Daeva, and Dean says, &#8220;Don&#8217;t worry, sweetheart. The shotgun&#8217;s not for the demon.&#8221; To completely beat a dead horse, once he&#8217;s in a violent situation \u2026 it becomes sexual for him. He is not in control of that, it is an automatic knee-jerk response. He doesn&#8217;t know Meg is possessed. He&#8217;s looking at a petite blonde woman, and he hates her, and he&#8217;s afraid of her, and he hates being under her control. Under anyone&#8217;s control. Violence is a sexualized experience for him. It comes out in the language he uses, his body language, his entire energy, a potent dangerous mix of &#8220;come and get me&#8221; and &#8220;you know you want me, so take your best shot,&#8221; and &#8220;fuck you fuck you fuck you.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s46.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s46.jpg\" alt=\"s46\" width=\"849\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82618\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s46.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s46-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s46-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s46-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSam&#8217;s not like that at all in the same situation. Sam is cold as a steel trap. And in a way, this is worse for him, because he knew Meg. He had befriended her. He had let her in a little bit. But his experience of being afraid\/dominated does not come out in sexual ways. It&#8217;s kind of a fascinating side-by-side glimpse, this scene, in how the brothers react to threats. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s47.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s47.jpg\" alt=\"s47\" width=\"852\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82619\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s47.jpg 852w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s47-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s47-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s47-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 852px) 100vw, 852px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nMeg is going to try to get under their skin and it&#8217;s gonna get gross.  No surprise.  But this isn&#8217;t torching a faceless Wendigo. This is new, it&#8217;s personal. And she&#8217;s human (or as far as the brothers know, she is). Dean calls her &#8220;sweetheart&#8221; to deal with the anxiety of the situation, of not knowing what he is dealing with. Let me cut her down to size. Sam calls Meg &#8220;Meg&#8221;, and asks her, from behind his shotgun: &#8220;Who&#8217;s coming? Who are you waiting for?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As I said earlier, ever since &#8220;Scarecrow,&#8221; the brothers have seemed extremely vulnerable because we know more about the situation than they do. So it&#8217;s not a surprise to us when Meg says, &#8220;You&#8221; but it sure is chilling to the brothers.They knew they were getting close to something. Sam knew it was a lead. But to hear it point-blank \u2026 What the hell is going ON here?<\/p>\n<p>Then we see the Daeva coming, launching itself down through the air, casting shadows on the walls. The attack again, a la <i>Cat People<\/i>, a la Meredith, happens in the shadows reflected on the wall, the Daeva attacking first Sam, then Dean, clawing them up and throwing them across the room.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s48.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s48.jpg\" alt=\"s48\" width=\"849\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82621\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s48.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s48-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s48-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s48-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s49.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s49.jpg\" alt=\"s49\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82622\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s49.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s49-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s49-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s49-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><big>8th scene<\/big><br \/>\nOne of those &#8220;we have been knocked out cold and when we wake up our hands are bound&#8221; <i>Supernatural<\/i> scenes. <\/p>\n<p>Sam and Dean come to, tied up against pillars, with bloody scratches across their faces. Honestly, the wounds they all receive in this episode alone should leave scars for life. Meg stands at a distance, smiling at Sam, the same intimate and yet coy &#8220;I&#8217;ve got a secret&#8221; and &#8220;I know you better than you know yourself&#8221; smile she&#8217;s used with him from the beginning. <\/p>\n<p>Dean goes to the sex, immediately, we shouldn&#8217;t be surprised: &#8220;Sam, don&#8217;t take this the wrong way, but your girlfriend? She&#8217;s a bitch.&#8221; He&#8217;s feeling exposed. He needs to call her names. Women don&#8217;t like being called &#8220;bitch&#8221;. Maybe it will hurt her feelings. Or, at least, HE&#8217;LL feel a little bit more in control. Sam is realizing the level of the trap: meeting her in Indiana, meeting her again in Chicago, the two people killed, the Lawrence Kansas connection \u2026 She has just played him like a violin. <\/p>\n<p>Dean wisecracks: &#8220;You trapped us. Good for you. It&#8217;s Miller Time.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Han Solo, I&#8217;ve missed your musk. <\/p>\n<p>Meg almost laughs in Sam&#8217;s face, at his sheer egotism. &#8220;This trap isn&#8217;t for you.&#8221; Sam gets it before Dean does. Dad. It&#8217;s all about Dad. It was always all about Dad. <\/p>\n<p>Dean calls her &#8220;sweetheart&#8221; again and says in the most condescending mansplaining way possible: &#8220;Dad would never walk into something like this, he&#8217;s too good.&#8221; She says, &#8220;He is pretty good.&#8221; Her words suggests a history. <\/p>\n<p>What the hell, Dad. Couldn&#8217;t you have clued your sons in just a little bit so they wouldn&#8217;t just walk right into this thing? Honest to GOD, John Winchester.<\/p>\n<p>And the way she is filmed is absolutely gorgeous. The bands of shadow cross her body, blacking out her face. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s50.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s50.jpg\" alt=\"s50\" width=\"849\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82624\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s50.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s50-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s50-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s50-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nShe strolls over to Dean, towering over him, and clearly kicks his legs apart, which is alarming, suggestive, leaving him exposed and open as she squats down between his legs. Dean is recoiling at the closeness. Way too close. Dean hates being touched except for, you know, people like Amy who want to be with him where he feels safe &#8211; but any other touch \u2026 always seems to come as a surprise. Once he&#8217;s in a fight, he goes balls to the wall in defending himself, but other touches? It&#8217;s hard for him. Dean&#8217;s the one who makes &#8220;bad touch&#8221; jokes (&#8220;nobody bad-touched me there, I consider it a win&#8221;). Sam never says those words, but Dean says them a couple of times.  Infer from that what you will. It&#8217;s clearly suggestive. Having no boundaries is a precarious situation and being touched is a huge deal to Dean, he is always on high-alert.<\/p>\n<p>Dean&#8217;s face, as he&#8217;s dealing with this, with her leaning into him, with the sexualized connotation of her body language, is interesting: he&#8217;s falling back on cocky, over-it &#8211; which is understandable, but the shit she&#8217;s saying keeps getting through. She says yes, Dad is good, but Dad is vulnerable when it comes to his sons. Dean may have considered this before, but hearing it from her lips drives the danger home. It is that comment that will propel his actions in the final scene of the episode. <\/p>\n<p>Also, Meg seems to know EVERYTHING. Who IS this chick in yellow leather from Andover? She knows John IS in town, and you can see both Dean and Sam hear that, realize it. Dad as mythical creature, Dad as the ultimate &#8220;shadow&#8221;, Dad as a being with no substance but who looms large on the walls of their psyches. The shadow is as real as the thing that casts the shadow. Realler. <\/p>\n<p>Sam intervenes, maybe he senses Dean swirling around in his own psychodrama, and calls over, &#8220;Why are you doing this, Meg?&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>She says it&#8217;s the same thing that motivates them, love and loyalty. She then crawls over to Sam, with an exhale, almost a grunt, that would be sexy if it wasn&#8217;t nasty. She then proceeds to sexually assault Sam, a la the Woman in White in the Pilot.<\/p>\n<p>She&#8217;s the sexual aggressor, turning a violent attack into a form of sexual harassment. Sam is her target. And Dean is forced to look on. He watches her sucking on Sam&#8217;s neck and groans, &#8220;Get a room, you two.&#8221; It&#8217;s sick (your brother is currently being assaulted) but also funny (due to the inappropriate factor). Meg is kissing Sam&#8217;s neck and breathing in his face, and Dean takes the opportunity to click open a blade hidden in his sleeve. She hears the click, takes the blade from Dean and then goes right back to Sam. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s51.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s51.jpg\" alt=\"s51\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82625\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s51.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s51-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s51-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s51-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSam, who is awesome, has cut his own hands free in the meantime, and ferociously head-butts her, knocking her backwards, hurting himself in the process. It&#8217;s so damn badass. Sam, ropes dangling from his wrists, wincing with pain, staggers over to the altar and tips it over. <\/p>\n<p>And then we see the Daeva coming again. Flying shadows on the wall. As we have learned, from good old Caleb (who, unfortunately, is killed by Meg later in the season), the Daeva bites the hand that feeds it. In this case, it pounces on Meg and drags her backwards, screaming across the floor, until she plunges out of the window, 7 stories up. <\/p>\n<p>Sam and Dean, torn up, run to the window and look down at Meg&#8217;s body, sprawled on the sidewalk below.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s98.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s98.jpg\" alt=\"s98\" width=\"850\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82772\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s98.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s98-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s98-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s98-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>A lot of shit has gone down. There&#8217;s a lot to talk about. Dad is in town, apparently. Meg knows about Dad. Meg set a trap for Dad. But what does Dean choose to say in that moment? &#8220;Sammy, next time you want to get laid, find a girl that&#8217;s not so buckets of crazy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;re just pissed she never gave you a double-take and you know it.  <\/p>\n<p><big>9th scene<\/big><br \/>\nDean and Sam, with these freakin&#8217; wolf scratches on their head, walk down the hall to their motel room door. I swear, there are Venetian blinds where there aren&#8217;t even windows to cast shadows like this. You go, lighting team, with your awesome selves.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s55.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s55.jpg\" alt=\"s55\" width=\"847\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82626\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s55.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s55-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s55-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s55-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAlso, I love the small practical matter they have to handle here: They are about to enter the room and a fight is about to go down. Of course Sam and Dean don&#8217;t know that. In order for the upcoming fight scene to work, Sam has to have his duffel bag of weapons with him. But why would he bring it inside? You know that some nerd would ask that question. So they kill off the question with easy dispatch in two lines of dialogue:<\/p>\n<p>Dean: &#8220;Why didn&#8217;t you leave that stuff in the car?&#8221;<br \/>\nSam: &#8220;I&#8217;ve said it before and I&#8217;ll say it again. Better safe than sorry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Issue handled.  <\/p>\n<p>They come into their dark room and they both see a dark figure standing with his back to them against the window. Just like Mary Winchester saw through the door of the nursery. It&#8217;s practically an identical image. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s56.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s56.jpg\" alt=\"s56\" width=\"848\" height=\"471\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82627\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s56.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s56-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s56-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s56-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean calls out, &#8220;HEY&#8221; and Sam struggles to turn on a light, and slowly the figure moves from out of the shadow at the window, into an even deeper shadow, where he disappears completely, before emerging into a beam of light, and he&#8217;s smiling, and very full emotionally (one of Jeffrey Dean Morgan&#8217;s signatures as an actor), and it&#8217;s John Winchester. Everyone just stands there staring at each other for a while. It feels like it goes on forever. Dad is smiling, with tears in his eyes. Part of what is so good about this performance is Morgan&#8217;s inherent sympathetic quality. His power of emotion and connectedness. He demands that you feel with him, you see his emotions. Dad could have been a cartoon villain. Clearly evil. But that&#8217;s not human. That&#8217;s not complex. We barely know John Winchester at this point. We&#8217;ve seen him through Dean&#8217;s eyes, Sam&#8217;s eyes, and, peripherally, through Missouri&#8217;s eyes. We&#8217;ve never seen them all together. <\/p>\n<p>I will never forget my experience watching this scene for the first time. I stared at the screen greedily, trying to download every glance, every pause, into my brain.  <\/p>\n<p>Dean and Dad move across the room to each other, and hug, Dean&#8217;s hands clutching Dad&#8217;s back like he&#8217;s a little kid. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s58.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s58.jpg\" alt=\"s58\" width=\"850\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82628\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s58.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s58-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s58-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s58-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s59.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s59.jpg\" alt=\"s59\" width=\"848\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82630\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s59.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s59-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s59-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s59-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s so vulnerable you almost want to look away.<\/p>\n<p>Sam looks on with a ton of things going on on his face. It&#8217;s a moment that is not &#8220;one thing&#8221;. He&#8217;s emotional. He&#8217;s scared. He doesn&#8217;t think he would ever feel free to hug Dad like that. That makes him sad. He&#8217;s getting on a deeper level how much Dean needs him, how much Dean needs Dad. It&#8217;s all there. But maybe he feels left out too. <\/p>\n<p>The hug breaks apart, and Sam moves forward to join the group, Dad still holding onto Dean, and Dean, who looks like he&#8217;s just been blasted apart into a million pieces, throws a glance over at Sam. One of those rare &#8220;help, are you here with me, what do I do&#8221; looks. That look only comes when family is involved.  <\/p>\n<p>Sam and Dad don&#8217;t hug. I love that they don&#8217;t hug right away. <i>Supernatural<\/i> doesn&#8217;t provide easy catharsis, and doesn&#8217;t think it should feel any obligation to provide an easy catharsis. It refuses to grant audiences what they want. Good.  Keep &#8217;em hanging. Keep &#8217;em guessing. Keep the tension unresolved. That&#8217;s how you make it to 10 seasons. The conflict is vibrating between Sam and Dad, and that makes them hesitate towards one another. Also consider what John now knows about Sam. Maybe something in him re-coils from his own son. Maybe something in him hesitates to embrace this strange son, who was the (unwitting) cause of so much. This is one of those scenes that looks almost ENTIRELY different once you&#8217;ve seen more of the series. <\/p>\n<p>Listen to Dean&#8217;s voice when he is in Dad&#8217;s presence. It is submissive. And even worse, <i>eagerly<\/i> submissive. Racing to put his head on the chopping block. &#8220;Dad, it was a trap. I didn&#8217;t know. I&#8217;m sorry.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s painful to see Dean submissive like that.  And it&#8217;s so automatic. <\/p>\n<p>Dean glances over at Sam. And suddenly \u2026 it&#8217;s subtle \u2026 but they can&#8217;t really look at each other anymore. Just quick shared glances, then looking away. Dad completely changes their dynamic. Inhibits their intimacy, inhibits their senses of self. If they look at each other, maybe they&#8217;d remember who they are, who they have become to one another, but Dad&#8217;s standing right there, so it&#8217;s probably best to just not look at each other anymore. It&#8217;s awful.<\/p>\n<p>Dad says he got there just in time to see &#8220;the girl take the swan-dive.&#8221; He adds, &#8220;She was the bad guy, right?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam and Dean say flatly, in unison, &#8220;Yes, sir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60.jpg\" alt=\"s60\" width=\"847\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82629\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I won&#8217;t forget my reaction to that moment the first time I saw it. I felt totally <em>excited <\/em>is what I felt, the way I do when I know I am in the presence of a kickass STORY. I felt the show&#8217;s interest in the complexity of this familial relationship, and the brothers with Dad, with each other, with him personally \u2026 and it was such an excellent choice, to show them slip back into military mode with him, droning a monotone &#8220;Yes sir&#8221; and I immediately missed THEM, the guys I had come to know, Sam&#8217;s certainty and strength and Dean&#8217;s fire and humor \u2026 it vanishes in a flash. When I saw that, I got thrilled. These writers\/actors know how to develop character. <\/p>\n<p>Dad elaborates a little bit: He thinks he found a way to kill the Demon, not just exorcise it or send it back to Hell, but kill it outright. (Of course he&#8217;s talking about the Colt, perhaps one of the longest-running <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/MacGuffin\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">MacGuffins <\/a>in television history. No, not &#8220;perhaps&#8221;. Definitely the longest.) Kripke has said he is aware that some fans hate the Colt, but he doesn&#8217;t care, he loves it. I&#8217;m with Kripke. I fucking LOVE the Colt.  Talk about your <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=56023\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Gun Porn<\/a>. I LOVE its mythical status, I love the limited number of bullets, I love how obsessed Sam and Dean are with it and how their whole faces change when it re-enters the story \u2026 they get all hushed and whispery: &#8220;the Colt??&#8221;  It&#8217;s as though Ava Gardner has just walked into the room.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/comp2_Ava-Gardner.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/comp2_Ava-Gardner.jpg\" alt=\"comp2_Ava-Gardner\" width=\"666\" height=\"879\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82490\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/comp2_Ava-Gardner.jpg 666w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/comp2_Ava-Gardner-75x100.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/comp2_Ava-Gardner-151x200.jpg 151w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/comp2_Ava-Gardner-303x400.jpg 303w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 666px) 100vw, 666px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSomething like that has an effect on your molecules. It makes you awe-struck. It makes you whisper in its presence. I love Sam and Dean&#8217;s Colt behavior. They are unabashed members of the Cult of the Colt.  And it&#8217;s a MacGuffin. It does serve a purpose, and it does what it is supposed to do, but its real purpose is just to <em>exist <\/em>as a plot device in order to drive the story along, to embody the search, give the search some focus.  It&#8217;s blatant. It&#8217;s the &#8220;uranium ore&#8221; in <i>Notorious<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p>The actual Colt isn&#8217;t going to be mentioned for a couple of episodes.  But you can see Sam and Dean&#8217;s faces go all wondering and curious. What the hell could Dad possibly be talking about? <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s61.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s61.jpg\" alt=\"s61\" width=\"850\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82631\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s61.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s61-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s61-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s61-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dean asks, &#8220;How?&#8221;, and Dad gives him a confidential grin and says, &#8220;I&#8217;m working on it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Please watch Dean&#8217;s half-smile in response. I find it tragic. His father is acting quite intimately towards him, inclusive, huggy, emotional. John&#8217;s comment is a small Tough Guy joke, &#8220;I&#8217;m working on it&#8221;, something Dean would say, something Dean <em>has <\/em>said. But Dean&#8217;s reaction is stilted. He&#8217;s not comfortable. He&#8217;s also flustered, in almost a teenage-girl way, at the attention from his dad. There&#8217;s an almost shy &#8220;oh shucks&#8221; thing happening. And it&#8217;s vulnerable, he doesn&#8217;t want Sam to see him like that, he can&#8217;t look up at Sam.  Whatever it is, he can&#8217;t be himself, he can&#8217;t be free, he is also not aware of the extent of the problem. Having Dad grin at him like that gives him a huge warm fuzzy that explodes through his solar plexus. That&#8217;s why I say it is tragic. The subtlety and complexity of a reaction shot like that, lasting half a second, is all on Ackles to create, think up, execute. Nobody is going to say to him, &#8220;Be awkward with your Dad, get flustered and flattered when he includes you.&#8221; No one would NEED to say that to him. He already knows. He has made some serious choices about how Dean feels about family, and about what happened with Dad (stuff he the actor has made up since he wouldn&#8217;t have the scripts for all the seasons yet, of course), and so a moment like that, a faux-little-half-executed smile, trying to respond to the buddy-buddy thing his Dad just threw his way, being flattered and flustered \u2026 that&#8217;s on the intuition of the actor to bring out.  I just want to point this out because directors get way too much credit for shit like that. I&#8217;m not saying Kim Manners isn&#8217;t running the show, but you can also bet that Kim Manners felt BLESSED to have such an actor in front of him, where all you have to do is point the camera at him, and you get THAT. <\/p>\n<p>Sam says to Dad, urgently, &#8220;Let us come with you. We&#8217;ll help.&#8221; and Dean glances up at Sam, alarmed. You don&#8217;t take initiative with Dad. You just follow orders. Even though Sam is intense and ready for the fight, taking initiative like that is against the rules. Dean would never rush forward with a comment like that, a comment that isn&#8217;t a question or a submissive apology but a statement of intention. No way. It&#8217;s horrible, because when Dad isn&#8217;t around, Dean is awesome at making decisions and leading the way and focusing the energy. Yes, he&#8217;s obnoxious, but he doesn&#8217;t lack confidence in his abilities, in his assertiveness.<\/p>\n<p>Dad, too, seems to take in Sam&#8217;s comment. He&#8217;s not used to initiative around him. He tells you how it&#8217;s gonna go and you do it. There are all kinds of complex things going on there in his feelings about Sam anyway. His desire to keep Sam (in particular) as far away from this fight as possible &#8230; He says no to Sam, the time isn&#8217;t right yet. &#8220;I don&#8217;t want you caught in the crossfire. I don&#8217;t want you hurt.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam&#8217;s already IN the crossfire. His fucking girlfriend is dead. Half of his face is currently clawed off. He&#8217;s alREADY hurt. Besides, Sam wants and needs to help: &#8220;You don&#8217;t have to worry about us \u2026&#8221; and John says, and it&#8217;s heartbreaking how he says the line, &#8220;Of course I do. I&#8217;m your father.&#8221; Jeffrey Dean Morgan, man. Hats off. <\/p>\n<p>This moment is enough for Dean. It&#8217;s like a warm embrace, a sentiment like that, and he looks over at Sam, his face going into shadow. It&#8217;s horrible to see Dean so lost. It&#8217;s also great. Character development. Each episode a crucial piece of the puzzle. Or, better image, another layer peeled away. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s64.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s64.jpg\" alt=\"s64\" width=\"847\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82632\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s64.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s64-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s64-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s64-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSam is in tears. John&#8217;s comment brings that old conflict between them roaring back and John decides to address it. I love how this next bit is written:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Listen Sammy, last time we were together we had one hell of a fight.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Yes, sir.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;It&#8217;s good to see you again. It&#8217;s been a long time.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Too long.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s so UNDER-written, the best thing about it. Too often writers over-write. I did it myself in the first draft of my script. And then came a huge paring-down process where you cut stuff that is TOO clear. Because people, in general, do not speak clearly. They don&#8217;t always say what they mean. Or they try, but they skirt around the hard stuff. That small exchange is a great example. You think, at first glance, that it is a cathartic moment, that they are &#8220;clearing the air&#8221;. But that&#8217;s not the case at all. There&#8217;s no apology. There&#8217;s no explanation. It&#8217;s fascinating. Also fascinating is how Sam doesn&#8217;t completely disintegrate into an entirely different personality when he&#8217;s in the presence of Dad, like Dean does. If anything, as we will see in later episodes, he becomes even MORE his true independent self. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s65.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s65.jpg\" alt=\"s65\" width=\"849\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82634\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s65.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s65-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s65-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s65-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And so that small conversation reverberates with what ISN&#8217;T being said and that is my favorite kind of acting (and scriptwriting). <\/p>\n<p>They hug finally and Dean looks on and doesn&#8217;t know what to do.  I mean, this is what he wanted. He wants it so bad. But now that it has actually come, it doesn&#8217;t look or feel the way he thought it would.  Whatever Dean wants; it will never. ever. be enough. Or: it may not be the family you WANT, Dean, but it&#8217;s the family you GOT.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s67.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s67.jpg\" alt=\"s67\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82635\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s67.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s67-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s67-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s67-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe small tearful tete a tete hovers in the air, and then suddenly, the Return of the Daevas! The shadows are back!!<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s68.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s68.jpg\" alt=\"s68\" width=\"849\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82636\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s68.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s68-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s68-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s68-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Outside the SRO, dead Meg emerges from the swirling red and black shadows, holding her necklace, staring up at the lit windows in the building beyond. <\/p>\n<p>And once again: Sam and Dean are left out of this secret, just like they were in &#8220;Scarecrow&#8221;. We know more than they do. They drive off at the end of this episode, assuming Meg is dead, and it makes them seem more vulnerable than they already are.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s69.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s69.jpg\" alt=\"s69\" width=\"846\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82637\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s69.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s69-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s69-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s69-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nBlank face alert.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s70.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s70.jpg\" alt=\"s70\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82638\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s70.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s70-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s70-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s70-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><big>10th scene<\/big><br \/>\nMeanwhile, back in the Shadow Land.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s73.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s73.jpg\" alt=\"s73\" width=\"844\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82639\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s73.jpg 844w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s73-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s73-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s73-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 844px) 100vw, 844px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJeez. <\/p>\n<p>Dean is curled up on the floor, being attacked by something invisible. This is an example of what I call the &#8220;Bang Bang You&#8217;re Dead&#8221; School of Acting (I wrote about it <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8189\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">here<\/a>). Bang Bang You&#8217;re Dead is what children shout at one another as they play cops and robbers. And watch a 7 year old&#8217;s totally committed swan dive when someone shouts &#8220;Bang Bang You&#8217;re Dead.&#8221; That little boy freakin&#8217; DIES with all his heart and soul! Much of acting is remembering how to do that, the thing you did so naturally when you were a kid, which is, basically, play make-believe. So here we have grown-up men pretending 100% to be attacked by claw-baring shadows and we believe it. <\/p>\n<p>Dean and Dad are both so incapacitated that Sam, who is also wounded, saves the day, and I love his smarts, his resiliency, and the mere fact that he is able to even HAVE an idea while he is being attacked by a 3,000 year-old SHADOW.  He&#8217;s almost as much of a Badass here as he was screaming an Exorcism ritual in &#8220;Phantom Traveler&#8221; as the plane plummeted down through thunderclouds. He scrambles for the bag (that he had to bring into the motel room in order for this moment to occur &#8211; see how that works?) and shouts, &#8220;These things are shadow demons. So let&#8217;s light &#8217;em up.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Yes, SIR. Tell me what to do, big boy, and I&#8217;ll DO it.<\/p>\n<p>Sam tosses out flares which blaze the room into light and you see these shadows cringing into nothing-ness on the walls, and the bloody Winchester men sprawled out beneath them.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s71.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s71.jpg\" alt=\"s71\" width=\"845\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82640\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s71.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s71-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s71-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s71-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It is so well-conceived and executed. And it&#8217;s done with minimal special effects. It&#8217;s mostly lighting. <\/p>\n<p>Wrecked, bloody, coughing, they stagger out of the room.<\/p>\n<p>The management of the SRO will be like, &#8220;Aaaaaand, never come here again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s74.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s74.jpg\" alt=\"s74\" width=\"841\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82641\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s74.jpg 841w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s74-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s74-200x113.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s74-400x226.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 841px) 100vw, 841px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>They lurch out into the alley, helping one another. Sam has suddenly become the clear leader of the trio. It&#8217;s fascinating. Dean and Dad are holding each other up, and Sam hustles in front of them to get to the car first. And by the way, if you think Dean&#8217;s Impala is a phallic symbol, check out Dad&#8217;s wheels. What, did he borrow the racist&#8217;s monster truck? <\/p>\n<p>I love how they are filmed in the alley. No faces, darkness, with light around their heads. Beautiful. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s75.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s75.jpg\" alt=\"s75\" width=\"844\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82642\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s75.jpg 844w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s75-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s75-200x113.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s75-400x226.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 844px) 100vw, 844px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Now we come to the final crushing scene. Sam&#8217;s plan is that they all have to take off now, before the Daevas regroup and come back to get them. Dean stops the momentum harshly. Dean was so unstable in the presence of Dad, and maybe Sam taking the initiative so strongly doesn&#8217;t feel right to him. But something else is going on, and he doesn&#8217;t wait for Dad&#8217;s word on it, which is difficult for him. You can tell. Beaten and bloody, he says, barely able to look at his Dad, &#8220;Dad, you can&#8217;t come with us.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam is shocked, starts to fight back. There&#8217;s probably a level for Dean where he hates &#8220;getting into it&#8221; with Sam in front of Dad. It&#8217;s just not right for him and Sam to relate to one another without including Dad. It makes him uneasy. The whole thing feels wrong. It&#8217;s vulnerable, the two of them being men and making autonomous decisions in front of their strong tough father.<\/p>\n<p>Dean says, &#8220;We almost got Dad killed in there.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Not to mention yourselves. But right, that doesn&#8217;t matter. Only Dad matters. He says it so automatically. <\/p>\n<p>Struggling with feelings of guilt and loss that stretch back over his whole life, Dean says, &#8220;They&#8217;re gonna <em>use <\/em>us to get to him. Meg was right. Dad&#8217;s vulnerable when he&#8217;s with us.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Dean&#8217;s dream is dead. Family, the thing he most wants, is also the Achilles heel. Their love for one another will be used against them. That situation will never end. It is a risk to stay together. <\/p>\n<p>Sam turns desperately to Dad, to plead his case, and there&#8217;s a great switch-of-focus as we see Dean in the foreground turn away, loaded down with the pain of his decision. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s78.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s78.jpg\" alt=\"s78\" width=\"851\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82644\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s78.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s78-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s78-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s78-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s all so elegantly set up. Dean wants &#8220;you, me, Dad&#8221; to be together again, a family. He just said that, like, two hours ago. But it&#8217;s a pipe dream. Ain&#8217;t gonna happen. The reality of that is terrible for him. <\/p>\n<p>And it&#8217;s terrible for Sam, too, who has all kinds of conflicting feelings about Dad. As a matter of fact, over the course of the season, it&#8217;s Sam who seems urgent in a different way about finding Dad, the urgency of having to clear the air, to maybe forgive and forget, before it&#8217;s too late. Dad can&#8217;t die without knowing that Sam loves him. All of that. And now here Dad is, and Sam holds onto his shoulder (it&#8217;s a great gesture). He doesn&#8217;t want to let go.  Not after all they have been through to find him. Dad is almost tender in the presence of Sam&#8217;s urgency and pain. He holds onto Sam&#8217;s arm, and says, &#8220;This fight is just beginning and we are all gonna have a part to play.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s79.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s79.jpg\" alt=\"s79\" width=\"844\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82648\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s79.jpg 844w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s79-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s79-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s79-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 844px) 100vw, 844px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Hmph. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s80.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s80.jpg\" alt=\"s80\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82647\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s80.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s80-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s80-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s80-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dad says, &#8220;You gotta trust me, son. You gotta let me go.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It is an interesting echo of Sam&#8217;s final comment to Dean in the big scene in the SRO room: &#8220;You&#8217;re gonna have to let me go my own way.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Nobody can let go here. That&#8217;s what trauma will do to you. <\/p>\n<p>Dean looks especially ruined. The light gone from his eyes. There&#8217;s shame there, too. Somehow he will work out that this whole thing is his fault. And that he somehow has let Dad down. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s81.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s81.jpg\" alt=\"s81\" width=\"848\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82646\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s81.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s81-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s81-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s81-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It is not what is <i>finished<\/i> in characters that makes us root for them, love them. It is what is <i>unfinished<\/i>. Dean is the ultimate in unfinished. <\/p>\n<p>Wonderful shot of the three men in the same frame. Dean&#8217;s posture is eloquent. His head bowed, his shoulders hunched in. He&#8217;s injured, but looking directly at Dad is hard for him. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s77.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s77.jpg\" alt=\"s77\" width=\"852\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82645\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s77.jpg 852w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s77-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s77-200x110.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s77-400x221.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 852px) 100vw, 852px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dad&#8217;s exit is filmed in a very specific iconic way: Dad going off alone bravely to his huge racist truck, standing looking back at his sons, as the steam swirls around him. These are not ambiguous images. They are presenting him heroically. The show is so much from Sam and Dean&#8217;s point of view, it makes sense. In my first encounters with the character of John, I didn&#8217;t &#8220;like&#8221; him, but I understood that the boys loved him, and I saw him through that filter. Also, Jeffrey Dean Morgan is so emotionally raw, so <i>present<\/i>, that he draws you in like a magnet. (In <i>Grey&#8217;s Anatomy<\/i>, you totally believe that Katherine Heigl would fall in love with him, merely by playing Scrabble with him while he is in her care: Not many actors could have pulled that off. He did, in spades). Casting him as John Winchester, then, was a perfect choice. It immediately tips us in his favor. He&#8217;s just that kind of actor. If he had been more obviously hard, or openly mean, it would have stacked the deck against him. It also would have been way too EASY.  <i>Supernatural<\/i> wants to stack the deck in his FAVOR, because they have tricks up their sleeve, and they want you invested, thrown off your certainty, discombobbled. They want you to question what you are seeing, and <em>think <\/em>about it. <em>Worry <\/em>about it.<\/p>\n<p>Those who want 100% consistency in characters remind me of one of Emerson&#8217;s most famous quotes: &#8220;A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.&#8221; Ouch. But true.  <\/p>\n<p>How many 100% consistent people do you actually know? <\/p>\n<p>John Winchester is not revealed all at once. We see him for almost an entire season only through his sons&#8217; memories of him, and even they cannot agree on who he is. When he does show up, Jeffrey Dean Morgan is so appealing, so <em>emotional<\/em>, that you sort of fall under his sway, even as you resist it, because you don&#8217;t like seeing Sam and Dean buckle under his control.  It&#8217;s a complex character. That&#8217;s as it should be. <\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;ll tell you one thing: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=80141\">Dean changing his posture when he talked to Dad<\/a> on the phone, and Sam and Dean saying &#8220;Yes sir&#8221; in unison \u2026 those things made me look at John with a side-eye. Other than that, the show sort of creates this mythology &#8211; and continues to do so (&#8220;Our dad \u2026 is a superhero\u2026&#8221;) and it&#8217;s great because it&#8217;s all about who remembers what and how they remember it.  That&#8217;s family. Once we get flashbacks, like &#8220;Something Wicked&#8221;, which is coming \u2026 we get to judge for ourselves, but up until now, it&#8217;s been through Sam and Dean. And who knows who you can trust there. Every family has their own versions of how everything went down. <\/p>\n<p>And here, in &#8220;Shadow,&#8221; as Dad leaves his sons in the alley, with a quick look back at them, with the music sort of building and swooning beneath \u2026 that&#8217;s a hero&#8217;s exit.  <\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s set up that way. It&#8217;s a sucker-punch, or it will be. The slow-reveal of John Winchester is one of the most fascinating and illuminating parts of these early seasons. It&#8217;s so key. If he were just a cold sonofabitch all the time, it wouldn&#8217;t have worked. Because cult leaders &#8211; and he is one, essentially &#8211; have charisma, they have certainty on their side, they can sway you into believing that their way is the only way. They often do so by using sudden bursts of affection, <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Love_bombing\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;love bombing,&#8221;<\/a> or truth-telling moments where they &#8220;own&#8221; what they have done wrong. In the wrong hands, these are lethal manipulative tactics. <\/p>\n<p>Dad drives off. Sam and Dean climb into the Impala, freaked out, injured, I love how they look at each other and don&#8217;t say anything. Just a day before Dean was teasing Sam about bite marks and tattoos and Sam was enduring it patiently and humorously, but all that has changed now. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s84.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s84.jpg\" alt=\"s84\" width=\"850\" height=\"471\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82649\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s84.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s84-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s84-200x110.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s84-400x221.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSam looks upset. Dean looks <i>shaken<\/i> to the core.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s83.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s83.jpg\" alt=\"s83\" width=\"845\" height=\"470\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82650\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s83.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s83-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s83-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s83-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean backs out of the alley, moving off in the opposite direction of Dad, and the episode ends with a gorgeous long shot as the car disappears through the city. <\/p>\n<p>And, as a final button, Meg emerges from the nearby subway stop, watching the Impala drive off. And just like in &#8220;Scarecrow,&#8221; &#8220;Shadow&#8221; closes out with Meg&#8217;s face. The boys still in her crosshairs. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s85.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s85.jpg\" alt=\"s85\" width=\"851\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82651\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s85.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s85-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s85-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s85-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Directed by Kim Manners Written by Eric Kripke &#8220;Sam, this is bigger than you think.&#8221; &#8211; John Winchester said. I&#8217;ll say. 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