{"id":8289,"date":"2008-08-01T23:09:25","date_gmt":"2008-08-02T03:09:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8289"},"modified":"2022-10-16T10:03:44","modified_gmt":"2022-10-16T14:03:44","slug":"in-the-land-of-the-killers-a-sinners-mind-is-a-sanctum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8289","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;In the land of the killers, a sinner&#8217;s mind is a sanctum&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>His performance in <i>8 Mile<\/i> is a revelation &#8211; but at the time it came out, I remember thinking, &#8220;I&#8217;m not at ALL surprised at how good he is.  Of course he is.&#8221;  The <i>Slim Shady LP<\/i> and the <i>Marshall Mathers LP<\/i> both have moments where he really goes somewhere, somewhere in his own imagination, playing out a situation that is not real.  In &#8220;My Fault&#8221; (or as I think of it: the &#8220;never meant to give you mushrooms girl&#8221; song) &#8230; what strikes me now is Eminem starting to sob at the end of it, how he didn&#8217;t mean it, how sorry he is &#8230; It is real.  He is sobbing hysterically.  The &#8220;whoops!!&#8221; jokey tone of the rest of the song flies out the window.  He always does that: performs a jujitsu move after something particularly out-there (&#8220;I&#8217;m just playin&#8217;, ladies &#8230; You know I love you &#8230;&#8221;) The song fades out on that sound, Eminem sobbing how sorry he is.  Truth?  Sincerity?  Who cares?  It <i>gets<\/i> me.<\/p>\n<p>I fluctuate on which song on <i>Eminem Show<\/i> I like best.  I KNOW it&#8217;s not Track 9. I know I <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=3063\">covered this before<\/a>, dear Marshall, so forgive the repetition.  I don&#8217;t think many albums are perfect &#8230; there are only a couple I would give that label &#8211; Fleetwood Mac&#8217;s <i>Rumors<\/i> is the first one that comes to mind &#8230; but I do believe that <i>Eminem Show<\/i> would be what I would call a perfect album without that damn Track 9!!  I know there are those who disagree &#8230; and I wish, how I wish, I could love that track.  Just so I could succumb to the perfection.  <\/p>\n<p>The song I think that has the most long-lasting impact for me, from that great album, is &#8220;Sing For the Moment&#8221; (the one that samples Aerosmith&#8217;s &#8220;Dream On&#8221;).  It&#8217;s an anthem.  I think, too, it&#8217;s one of the reasons why he is so beloved, not just admired and feared and grooved to.  The kids <i>love<\/i> him.  Because he talks right to them.  He sees them.  He knows what they&#8217;re going through.  He was there, too.  He remembers.<\/p>\n<p><p>\nThese ideas are nightmares to white parents<br \/>\nWhose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings<br \/>\nLike whatever they say has no bearing, it&#8217;s so scary in a house that allows<br \/>\nno swearing<br \/>\nTo see him walking around with his headphones blaring<br \/>\nAlone in his own zone, cold and he don&#8217;t care<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s a problem child<br \/>\nAnd what bothers him all comes out, when he talks about<br \/>\nHis fuckin&#8217; dad walkin&#8217; out<br \/>\nCause he just hates him so bad that he blocks him out<br \/>\nIf he ever saw him again he&#8217;d probably knock him out<br \/>\nHis thoughts are whacked, he&#8217;s mad so he&#8217;s talkin&#8217; back<br \/>\nTalkin&#8217; black, brainwashed from rock and rap<br \/>\nHe sags his pants, do-rags and a stocking cap<br \/>\nHis step-father hit him, so he socked him back, and broke his nose<br \/>\nHis house is a broken home, there&#8217;s no control, he just lets his emotions<br \/>\ngo&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>{C&#8217;mon}, sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years<br \/>\n{Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c&#8217;mon)<br \/>\nSing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you<br \/>\naway&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Entertainment is changin&#8217;, intertwinin&#8217; with gangsta&#8217;s<br \/>\nIn the land of the killers, a sinner&#8217;s mind is a sanctum<br \/>\nHoly or unholy, only have one homie<br \/>\nOnly this gun, lonely cause don&#8217;t anyone know me<br \/>\nYet everybody just feels like they can relate, I guess words are a<br \/>\nmothafucka they can be great<br \/>\nOr they can degrade, or even worse they can teach hate<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s like these kids hang on every single statement we make<br \/>\nLike they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum<br \/>\nNow how the fuck did this metamorphosis happen<br \/>\nFrom standin&#8217; on corners and porches just rappin&#8217;<br \/>\nTo havin&#8217; a fortune, no more kissin&#8217; ass<br \/>\nBut then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you<br \/>\nFans turn on you, attorneys all want a turn at you<br \/>\nTo get they hands on every dime you have, they want you to lose your mind<br \/>\nevery time you mad<br \/>\nSo they can try to make you out to look like a loose cannon<br \/>\nAny dispute won&#8217;t hesitate to produce handguns<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s why these prosecutors wanna convict me, strictly just to get me off<br \/>\nof these streets quickly<br \/>\nBut all they kids be listenin&#8217; to me religiously, so i&#8217;m signin&#8217; cd&#8217;s while<br \/>\npolice fingerprint me<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re for the judge&#8217;s daughter but his grudge is against me<br \/>\nIf i&#8217;m such a fuckin&#8217; menace, this shit doesn&#8217;t make sense Pete<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s all political, if my music is literal, and i&#8217;m a criminal how the fuck<br \/>\ncan I raise a little girl<br \/>\nI couldn&#8217;t, I wouldn&#8217;t be fit to, you&#8217;re full of shit too, Guerrera, that<br \/>\nwas a fist that hit you&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>{C&#8217;mon}, sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years<br \/>\n{Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c&#8217;mon)<br \/>\nSing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you<br \/>\naway&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>They say music can alter moods and talk to you<br \/>\nWell can it load a gun up for you , and cock it too<br \/>\nWell if it can, then the next time you assault a dude<br \/>\nJust tell the judge it was my fault and i&#8217;ll get sued<br \/>\nSee what these kids do is hear about us totin&#8217; pistols<br \/>\nAnd they want to get one cause they think the shit&#8217;s cool<br \/>\nNot knowin&#8217; we really just protectin&#8217; ourselves, we entertainers<br \/>\nOf course the shit&#8217;s affectin&#8217; our sales, you ignoramus<br \/>\nBut music is reflection of self, we just explain it, and then we get our<br \/>\nchecks in the mail<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s fucked up ain&#8217;t it<br \/>\nHow we can come from practically nothing to being able to have any fuckin&#8217;<br \/>\nthing that we wanted<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s why we sing for these kids, who don&#8217;t have a thing<br \/>\nExcept for a dream, and a fuckin&#8217; rap magazine<br \/>\nWho post pin-up pictures on their walls all day long<br \/>\nIdolize they favorite rappers and know all they songs<br \/>\nOr for anyone who&#8217;s ever been through shit in their lives<br \/>\nTill they sit and they cry at night wishin&#8217; they&#8217;d die<br \/>\nTill they throw on a rap record and they sit, and they vibe<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re nothin&#8217; to you but we&#8217;re the fuckin&#8217; shit in they eyes<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s why we seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and<br \/>\nhold it<br \/>\nCause we consider these minutes golden<br \/>\nAnd maybe they&#8217;ll admit it when we&#8217;re gone<br \/>\nJust let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in our<br \/>\nsongs and we can&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years<br \/>\n{Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c&#8217;mon)<br \/>\nSing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you<br \/>\naway&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\n<p>Yeah &#8230; so?  He&#8217;s on my bulletin board.  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/sheilaomalley\/2237220234\/in\/set-72157600109048464\/\">So is Dean Stockwell<\/a>.  You gotta problem with that??<\/p>\n<p>Video clip below:<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n<object width=\"425\" height=\"344\"><param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/12wvV39aFc4&#038;hl=en&#038;fs=1\"><\/param><param name=\"allowFullScreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param><embed src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/12wvV39aFc4&#038;hl=en&#038;fs=1\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" width=\"425\" height=\"344\"><\/embed><\/object><\/p>\n<p><p>\nMarshall: come back!  Whenever you decide to come back, the entire O&#8217;Malley clan &#8211; all 45 cousins &#8211; all HUGE fans of yours &#8211; will be waiting!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>His performance in 8 Mile is a revelation &#8211; but at the time it came out, I remember thinking, &#8220;I&#8217;m not at ALL surprised at how good he is. 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