{"id":84585,"date":"2014-06-08T12:29:56","date_gmt":"2014-06-08T16:29:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=84585"},"modified":"2025-09-23T11:50:43","modified_gmt":"2025-09-23T15:50:43","slug":"supernatural-season-1-episode-20-dead-mans-blood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=84585","title":{"rendered":"<i>Supernatural<\/i>: Season 1, Episode 20: &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d49.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d49.jpg\" alt=\"d49\" width=\"847\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84827\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d49.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d49-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d49-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d49-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<i>Directed by Tony Wharmby<br \/>\nWritten by Cathryn Humphris &#038; John Shiban<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Nietzsche wrote,&#8221;When you look into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you.&#8221; I thought of that while writing the re-cap. &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; is an abyss. The longer I look at it, the more it looks back at me, the deeper it goes. The associations are dizzying. To use another image, it&#8217;s a Hall of Mirrors. It works so well because the mirrors are so omnipresent that the endless reflections actually become reality (something that doesn&#8217;t happen in more awkward episodes). That dizzying effect could be seen as a metaphor for what it is like to live in the Winchester family. Are you seeing yourself in the reflection? Or are you seeing someone else&#8217;s <i>version<\/i> of you? Are you <i>you<\/i>? Or are you just an extension of your dad, your brother? The abyss quality of &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; is reflected in the look of the episode which is often so dark you literally cannot see what is happening. It&#8217;s darker than <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=75663\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">the pilot<\/a>. Vampires are nocturnal. So are the Winchesters. The Winchesters may not be the &#8220;Undead&#8221; but they squint in the sunlight too. <\/p>\n<p>The Winchesters fight all kinds of beings but when they fight vampires, things get twisty psychologically. You can isolate all of the vampire episodes and see that, down to the disturbing one in Season 9 (one of the sickest SPN episodes ever). Vampires are symbolic, in ways that other monsters are not. There are a couple of reasons why that might be, but I prefer to let it just swim around un-named in the abyss. Because I am still seeing things and finding things in the vampire episodes. They are still revealing themselves to me. I think one of the things that happens is that vampires were once human beings, so it&#8217;s not as easy to label them as &#8220;Other,&#8221; because they look and talk like us. Also they operate as families. They run in a pack. They have fierce loyalty and even love for one another. &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; sets that up right away. Every time there has been a confrontation with a vampire on this show, it is impossible to ignore the fact that what we are seeing in the vampire world is just a dark mirror of what is going on in the human world. And Sam and Dean, alternately, get caught up in that Hall of Mirrors too. Repeatedly. Vamps reflecting your own past, your own pain. The concept of &#8220;watching&#8221; is used a lot in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; &#8220;You like to watch, don&#8217;t you? Me too,&#8221; says a vampire to his victim. Looking on as violence occurs, looking on as sexual assault occurs, what it means to watch, what it means to be the watcher, especially when what you are watching is happening to a family member \u2026 it shows up repeatedly and disturbingly in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not a huge vampire person, although I&#8217;ve read <i>Dracula<\/i>, of course, and recently had a lot of fun reading <i>The Historian<\/i> (I love that the scared mom in &#8220;The Kids are All Right&#8221; falls asleep on the couch reading that book). I&#8217;ve read the Twilight books. I&#8217;ve read Anne Rice. And there are almost too many vampire films to count. F.W. Murnau&#8217;s 1922 film <i>Nosferatu<\/i> is still terrifying today. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/0.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/0.jpg\" alt=\"0\" width=\"480\" height=\"360\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84690\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/0.jpg 480w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/0-100x75.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/0-200x150.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/0-400x300.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nYou know Serge Ladouceur has seen <i>Nosferatu<\/i>. I mean, that&#8217;s a &#8220;shadow&#8221;, isn&#8217;t it. That&#8217;s the Shtriga, too. <\/p>\n<p>Vampires tap into a deep pool of desire and repulsion. They are scary, but not like werewolves or vengeful spirits are scary. Vampires bring with them sex, and submission, as well as the possibility of eternal life. Over the years, vampires have changed and morphed, as stories do, to fit the times. They became associated with Satanic forces  (hence the idea that you could repel them by holding up a cross). But vampires are a reflection of the needs\/fears\/desires of people at any given time. You know us by our vampire lore, basically. So in <i>Twilight<\/i>, they become a glamorous symbol of self-sacrifice and the difficulties of chastity (I mean, it sounds ridiculous, and it is, but there you have it). As Dean observes in &#8220;Twihard,&#8221; vampires like that are a little bit &#8220;rapey&#8221;.  Vampires have always been a little bit rapey. They take down their victims by biting the neck, an erotic image, something that <i>Twilight<\/i> dwells on explicitly. Eric Kripke et al. were conscious of the over-saturation of vampires in today&#8217;s culture but knew they wanted to include them in the series. So the challenge was how to make them &#8220;theirs,&#8221; to distinguish them from <i>Twilight<\/i>, obviously, but also from other references. So how do they do that? Bluntly, with John informing his sons, &#8220;Most vampire lore is crap.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The structure of the episode is full of mystery. It withholds information from us, from scene to scene to scene. Sometimes we go 4 or 5 scenes where questions are posed and NOT answered. Like the Colt, for example.  The Colt hovers over the action from the teaser, and we have zero idea why, and the episode is patient enough to make us sweat it out. The characters, at all points, know more than we do. They also keep secrets from one another. But the overall effect, of information withheld, is disorienting. You want to know what John&#8217;s plan is. You want to know what he&#8217;s thinking. And, of course, isn&#8217;t that just how Sam and Dean feel? There&#8217;s a lot here about information itself: who has it, who controls it, who is in charge of it. This leads below to one of my &#8220;digressions&#8221; about cults and how they operate, an enduring interest of mine. <\/p>\n<p>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\nThe episode is called &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; In Season 1, <i>Supernatural<\/i> was pretty literal with its titles. &#8220;Bugs.&#8221; &#8220;Asylum.&#8221; &#8220;Scarecrow.&#8221; That is clearly no longer the case, the episode titles now being snarky literary-reference-heavy, pop-culture heavy, inside-jokey, clever. &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; strikes me as a curious title. While vampires are the reason for the episode, the real point of it is the introduction of the mythical Colt revolver, a game-changer. But it&#8217;s not called &#8220;The Colt,&#8221; it&#8217;s not called &#8220;Vampires,&#8221; it&#8217;s called &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; In <i>Supernatural<\/i> vampire lore, you can temporarily take down a vampire by injecting them with the blood of a dead man. Just riffing on that idea: the Winchester men have been &#8220;taken down&#8221; by the death of Mary. It has stunned them all, traumatized them all in different ways, and they have been staggering around like a stun-gunned animal ever since. You could also see it as a harbinger of what is to come, John Winchester&#8217;s influence on his sons, and the fact that he&#8217;s going to die in a couple of episodes. Vampires are susceptible to &#8220;dead man&#8217;s blood,&#8221; but we all are susceptible in different ways. Nobody is invulnerable. Nobody is a Terminator. There are chinks in the armor, things get to us, against our will, no matter our defenses. There is <i>always<\/i> a &#8220;way in.&#8221; And so those ideas connect to the Colt. The Colt is a &#8220;way in.&#8221; The Colt may very well be the most effective &#8220;dead man&#8217;s blood&#8221; there is. <\/p>\n<p><big>TEASER<\/big><br \/>\n<i>Manning, Colorado<br \/>\nPresent Day<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Stevie Ray Vaughan&#8217;s &#8220;The House is Rockin'&#8221; leads us into the roadhouse. It&#8217;s a pretty funny song choice. Certainly a favorite of dive bars everywhere, but the lyrics take on a double-meaning, considering what goes down in the teaser:<\/p>\n<p><i>Well, the house is a rockin&#8217;, don&#8217;t bother knockin&#8217;<br \/>\nYeah, the house is a rockin&#8217;, don&#8217;t bother knockin&#8217;<br \/>\nIf the house is a rockin&#8217;, don&#8217;t bother, come on in<\/i><\/p>\n<p>And the vamps don&#8217;t bother knockin&#8217;!<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d1.jpg\" alt=\"d1\" width=\"848\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84828\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d1.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d1-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d1-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d1-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nNo establishing shot yet, we have no idea who it is but we already have learned enough to know a hunter&#8217;s journal when we see one. The man is in partial darkness, like the Winchesters often are.  Gloomy, obsessive. The bartender has to say his name twice to get his attention. He looks ROUGH. This is Daniel Elkins (Terence Kelly). The bartender is kind, and when another customer jokes to her, under his breath, &#8220;I thought they caught the Unabomber&#8221; she says compassionately, &#8220;He&#8217;s a nice old man. He&#8217;s just a nut.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As she pours him another shot, you can see Mr. Elkins sense something. The door to the bar has opened and a swaggering sexy group enters, led by a hottie biker chick. There&#8217;s an aggressive and self-congratulatory, self-regarding energy in the group. &#8220;Yeah, we&#8217;re here, we&#8217;re vampires, get used to it.&#8221;  It&#8217;s like Roger Corman&#8217;s motorcycle gang pictures, or, even earlier, like <i>The Wild One<\/i>, where Marlon Brando plays the head of a motorcycle gang who terrorizes a small town. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d2.jpg\" alt=\"d2\" width=\"846\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84829\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d2.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d2-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d2-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d2-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>They take up a table near the bar, sprawling out obnoxiously. There&#8217;s a weird vibe. Elkins clearly senses it, but so does the bartender and the other customer. Vampires are &#8220;too much,&#8221; too intense. They seem like trouble. The bartender notices Elkins&#8217; abandoned drink, and looks up to see the bar door closing behind him. He&#8217;s gone. <\/p>\n<p>Up in the canyon, Elkins hurries into his cabin. It&#8217;s so dark you can&#8217;t see a damn thing. He, like Rufus, like John Winchester, shows the end result of a hunters life. It is where Sam and Dean are going. They&#8217;re still young, but they will become this. It&#8217;s a mathematical certainty. Once inside the cabin, he stops, again sensing something, and turns. Kate, the head honcho, played by Anne Openshaw, is standing there. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d3.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d3.jpg\" alt=\"d3\" width=\"851\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84830\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d3.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d3-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d3-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d3-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n(Openshaw does a great job. She brings both a voracious hunger to the role, as well as a needy sort of blank-ness, the blank-ness of the predator who needs to feed, the blank-ness, too, of a creature totally in thrall to another. There are some interesting closeups of Openshaw later in the episode where we see her anxious almost Donna-Reed-housewife energy: &#8220;See what I brought for you, baby? Aren&#8217;t I a good girl?&#8221;)<\/p>\n<p>Elkins knows what she wants. Her greeting to him suggests a history. They have crossed paths before. Elkins, knowing he&#8217;s a goner, runs into another room, barricading himself in.  Flipping the combination on the safe behind the desk, urgently, quickly, his fingers can&#8217;t move quickly enough. We are about to welcome The Colt into the series, and I, for one, am in love with it. (I wrote about how aesthetically pleasing I find guns in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=81262\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">the &#8220;Nightmare&#8221; re-cap<\/a>, a controversial opinion, but I&#8217;m trying to keep it real. So, naturally, the Colt appeals.) Elkins, frantic now, pulls out the wooden gun box, and starts to load up the silver bullets, all as she rattles at the door trying to get in.  &#8220;Don&#8217;t bother knockin&#8217;, sister. Come on in.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d4.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d4.jpg\" alt=\"d4\" width=\"848\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84831\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d4.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d4-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d4-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d4-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Then, two vampire Boondock Saints-types slo-mo crash through the windows in the ceiling. Slo-mo is not really the show&#8217;s style, but it&#8217;s impressive nonetheless.  Elkins is then pinned against the desk, just as Miss Biker Chick pushes her way into the room, strolling forward like Marlon Brando&#8217;s lazy motorcycle gang leader in <i>The Wild One<\/i>, who never hurries, is never worried. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90.jpg\" alt=\"4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90\" width=\"598\" height=\"448\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84960\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90.jpg 598w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90-100x74.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90-200x149.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/4964DE7114A51AB55D1915487DB90-400x299.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 598px) 100vw, 598px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe gun, knocked out of Elkins&#8217; hand, lies on the floor, and she leans down and picks it up. She seems tickled by it: &#8220;Nice gun. Wouldn&#8217;t do you much good, of course.&#8221;  With a cue from her, the vampires pounce on Elkins, and his screams pierce through the air.  <\/p>\n<p><big>1st scene<\/big><br \/>\nSomehow the Winchester brothers are now in Nebraska. They were last seen in upstate New York. The gaps in the timeline are always interesting to me. Their lives don&#8217;t just exist onscreen, shit is going on that we don&#8217;t see. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d5.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d5.jpg\" alt=\"d5\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84832\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d5.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d5-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d5-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d5-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThey sit in a little breakfast joint, Dean reading the paper, Sam on his laptop. It is clearly a real-life location, with the Impala parked at the curb outside. Shooting on location is one of the show&#8217;s challenges (for the production team) but also one of its strange little aces-in-the-hole. When you are filming in a real place, with a real function, it <i>shows<\/i>. You could have built a set for a little coffee joint, and there are, of course, some built sets for the show, but in general, the cast is out there in the world.  It makes it feel like the events we see onscreen could, conceivably, in some alternate universe, actually be going on. <\/p>\n<p>The conversation doesn&#8217;t start right away. Dean reads, Sam reads. Dean folds up the newspaper, sighs. The dialogue that follows (&#8220;No leads in Nebraska, you?&#8221; &#8220;Nope..&#8221;) is really just a repeat of what we just saw in the behavior. I&#8217;ve said it before that I love how <i>Supernatural<\/i>, which has so much action in it, doesn&#8217;t feel the need to be go-go-go all the time, or talk-talk-talk, a la Aaron Sorkin. They allow for pauses, breathers, silence.  <\/p>\n<p>Jared Padalecki has said that his favorite scenes in <i>Supernatural<\/i> are these types of scenes, the brothers discussing possible cases, and then deciding, at some point, &#8220;Okay, let&#8217;s go for it.&#8221; Padalecki said he admires that can-do attitude of the brothers, and in others, and so he loves these scenes in particular. I thought it was a very illuminating moment in terms of who he is as an actor. He didn&#8217;t say &#8220;I love the big fight scenes,&#8221; or &#8220;I love when there&#8217;s huge conflict&#8221; &#8211; he chose these almost mundane scenes that happen in every episode. He&#8217;s a nuts-and-bolts guy.  And he&#8217;s right. These scenes are always good, and they always find a way to make them different, unique, which is no small feat considering the format is so repetitious.<\/p>\n<p>Sam brings up one weird story he found, and Dean says it sounds more like &#8220;<i>That&#8217;s Incredible<\/i> than <i>Twilight Zone<\/i>.&#8221; I love that his frame of reference for culture is not just current-day. He is certainly up on what&#8217;s going on and he goes to see <i>Black Swan<\/i> twice, but, I mean, <i>That&#8217;s Incredible<\/i>? <\/p>\n<p>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/zFXtb9jBaBM\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>\nMemories. Light the Dark Corners of my Mind. <\/p>\n<p>Fascinatingly, Dean takes the pause following to suggest maybe &#8220;heading back East&#8221; to go pay a visit on Sarah. He manages to sound and look lecherous, but in his typically friendly way. Dean operates from a sexual place primarily. It&#8217;s his milieu. Here he is, giving Sam the full blast of it, which is kind of strange at the same time that it is endearing at the same time that it is obnoxious. I will leave you to contemplate how Ackles pulled THAT off.<\/p>\n<p>I love that the dynamic is carried over from <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=83976\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Provenance.&#8221;<\/a> Half the time in the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=81001\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Route 666&#8221; re-cap<\/a> I was be-moaning the total erasure of Cassie from the record. It was Season 1. They were still figuring stuff out and figuring out the structure. Who could have guessed that by Season 9 they would have a rotating enormous cast of recurring characters?  It felt like a twofer type show, and it WAS a twofer type show in the beginning. It sort of grew into its ensemble state, although Sam and Dean are always the center. So I can see how they would drop Cassie, not being sure if they wanted to follow up that lead, and here they are, 9 seasons later, and moronic fans like myself are still griping about it. It&#8217;s hysterical. But anyway. Dean bringing up Sarah, referencing the episode that just occurred, is a bit of a sea-change. John keeps coming back, we have continuity with him, and we have continuity with Jess, and with that larger Season Arc. But so far they aren&#8217;t referencing back to their former cases. I like continuity, obviously. Continuity adds to the feeling that (totally elementary point) these fictional characters are supposed to be human beings, with memories that accumulate.  I mean, was there an accumulation of memories with these two individuals?<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg.jpg\" alt=\"18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"250\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84655\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg.jpg 500w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg-100x50.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg-200x100.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/18k2sb3bmwd1zjpg-400x200.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nNot really. Each episode was its own distinct thing. Same job, different day. There was very little carry-over. <i>Supernatural<\/i> very easily could have been a Monster of the Week, each episode a different case, and they may have enjoyed a nice two-season run. It&#8217;s that other stuff, the grand operatic emotional thru-line, the accumulation of memories (good and bad), that hooked fans in like terminal junkies. Dean calling back to Sarah, and picking up the teasing of Sam, is just one of the small simple ways the show did that. Maybe by episode 20 they started trusting themselves more, trusting the characters more, trusted that the fans would show up the following week. Momentum was growing. <\/p>\n<p>Despite the smoochy-smooch Sam shared with Sarah at the end of &#8220;Provenance&#8221; (&#8220;That&#8217;s my boy \u2026&#8221; Stop it. Now.), Sam does not look interested in Dean&#8217;s suggestion. At all. There&#8217;s a sort of faint smile on his face, acknowledging Dean&#8217;s teasing, but Sarah is strictly in the rear view mirror. Emotions are rarely linear. People zig-zag, they backtrack, they have second thoughts, they regress. Sometimes it gets repetitive on <i>Supernatural<\/i>.  There&#8217;s continuity and then there&#8217;s beating a damn dead horse. But I do like that the emotions are not linear, because that&#8217;s real. People DO argue about the same shit over and over again, especially in a family. People DO take two steps backward, recoil, side-step.<\/p>\n<p>Sam brings up another news item about a guy named Daniel Elkins in Colorado who was mauled in his home. The name rings a bell to Dean. He pulls Dad&#8217;s journal out of his bag and starts flipping through it, coming on the contact list page and showing it to Sam.  There is an absolutely eye-achingly gorgeous closeup of his thoughtful face as he flips through the journal. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d6.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d6.jpg\" alt=\"d6\" width=\"847\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84834\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d6.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d6-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d6-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d6-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThey&#8217;re gaining in confidence now in how they film him. Look. He&#8217;s gorgeous. They know it, he knows it. How to really present that, though, is the question, how far to go with it, and how to do so while undercutting it at the same time. I wrote about this at length in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=82318\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">the &#8220;Shadow&#8221; re-cap<\/a>, in a little sub-section I called &#8220;The Importance of Beauty.&#8221; It&#8217;s an artistic conversation, something that floats up and above and around the actual plot of the series, and also floats up and above and around the fangirl-y &#8220;OMG he&#8217;s hawt&#8221; response to him (which is completely valid). &#8220;The Importance of Beauty&#8221; is, artistically, how <i>Supernatural<\/i> works. People respond to beauty, of course. People squeal about it.But I&#8217;m interested in <i>why<\/i>. Season 2 is when the aesthetic feel of the show really kicks in, when you can barely deal with the beauty presented onscreen.  But already, they&#8217;re understanding what they actually have with these two lead guys. The key is that the lighting is <em>not <\/em>glamorous, the lighting is not overtly objectifying or soft-focus. The lighting feels natural. (Not anymore. We are now in full-on Music Video Melodrama Land with the lighting by Season 9.)  The guys&#8217; looks feel like a natural phenomenon as opposed to something manufactured for fan enjoyment. It&#8217;s difficult to break down, and explain, but I will continue to try because it&#8217;s important. It&#8217;s not enough to be good-looking. Everyone in television is good-looking. Who cares. But if there is consciousness behind that beauty, if there is a conscious plan to present said beauty in a certain way \u2026 that&#8217;s when you start to get into very interesting areas. Especially when you&#8217;re talking about men, and not women.  <\/p>\n<p>Dad had a contact name in his journal with a Colorado area code. Seems like a pretty thin lead to me, and Colorado&#8217;s a big state, but the brothers know better than I do. Thank goodness I&#8217;m not in charge. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d7.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d7.jpg\" alt=\"d7\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84835\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d7.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d7-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d7-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d7-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAnd just as an exercise, for those of you who find editing\/shot construction conversations interesting or illuminating: watch this scene and forget about the plot, forget about the lines, forget about the story, and forget about the Hotties on the screen. Watch the shots. Watch the cuts, watch when we move from one image to another. Watch when the camera moves, and watch when the camera doesn&#8217;t move. Watch how we move from a closeup of Dean, seen over the top of the journal, to a closeup of the journal itself, with Dean in a blur above it. You won&#8217;t notice these things because it&#8217;s a perfect example of how to put a scene together without calling attention to the specific choices you have made. But each cut, each edit, each camera move, is thought out. The scene is put together in a very natural and fluid way. Sometimes the best work is the work that is done so carefully and thoughtfully that you don&#8217;t notice it at all. <\/p>\n<p><big>2nd scene<\/big><br \/>\nMountains are shorthand for Colorado. <\/p>\n<p>Dean and Sam, in the dead of a snowy night, break into Daniel Elkins&#8217; cabin out in the middle of nowhere. The music is ominous, and even more ominous, you can hear the wind whipping around the isolated cabin throughout the following scene.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d8.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d8.jpg\" alt=\"d8\" width=\"846\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84836\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d8.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d8-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d8-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d8-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>A word on Elkins: It&#8217;s difficult to remember that in Season 1, the only &#8220;hunters&#8221; we know of are Sam, Dean and John. There is very little sense at all that there is a larger community out there, a whole sub-culture. Dean calls &#8220;Dad&#8217;s friend Caleb&#8221; for help with something, so that&#8217;s a clue that there will be other contacts, other people out there doing the same thing they do. But Sam and Dean have been isolated. They don&#8217;t run into other hunters, it feels like they are the only people in the world who do what they do. That will change in the Finale to Season 1, when Bobby (Jim Beaver) enters the scene, and of course everything changes in Season 2 when they discover the roadhouse. Dean and Sam seem amazed that such a place existed. Daniel Elkins&#8217; existence gives us a hint of the larger world out there, the fact that Sam and Dean belong to a community, albeit a scattered and paranoid one. Bobby was a factor in their childhood. So was Pastor Jim. But in general, it was the Winchesters alone, easier for John Winchester to keep control. I like how slowly, slowly, the Winchester world opens up over the next season. Obviously the creators felt the need to introduce new regular characters. If the show was going to survive, it had to be more than just Sam and Dean. But on a story level, it works quite well: once John dies, they start to see just how much he had shielded them.  You can see Sam and Dean struggle, struggle with trusting others, outsiders \u2026 a vibe common to all hunters, and for good reason.  Nobody has a lovely open relationship to one another. Everyone is on high alert. You suspect your own mother and toss holy water in her face when she leaves the room for 5 minutes. Hunters are traumatized drunks covered in weapons. <\/p>\n<p>Sam sees salt on the floor by the door, a clear sign. Dean goes through the piles of stuff on Elkins&#8217; desk. It&#8217;s pitch-black, the only light from their flashlight beams. Sam comes to join Dean, asking, &#8220;You think this guy Elkins was a player?&#8221; Dean, engrossed in Elkins&#8217; journal, replies, &#8220;Definitely.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>They seem vulnerable. Physically.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d9.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d9.jpg\" alt=\"d9\" width=\"847\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84837\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d9.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d9-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d9-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d9-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nEven more so, when we see a dark figure standing off a ways outside the cabin, looking on.  In my first viewing, I assumed it was Biker Chick or one of her minions. I can be quite dense. <\/p>\n<p>Back in the cabin, Sam and Dean move into the overturned inner room. Glass on the floor.  &#8220;Looks like he put up a hell of a fight,&#8221; observes Dean. In the mess on the floor, Dean catches sight of what is the empty gun box. Of course Dean, the commando, would be drawn to it.  No gun. No bullets.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d10.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d10.jpg\" alt=\"d10\" width=\"850\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84838\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d10.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d10-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d10-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d10-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nBut he moves on. Dean&#8217;s flashlight beam shines over some scratches on the floor, smeared with blood. I am so easily pleased (as I&#8217;ve said, I think it is one of my best qualities), but I love how he squats down, considering the scratches, then reaches up to the nearby desk for a scrap of paper and a pencil, so he can trace over the scratches on the floor.  He gently pats the paper down on the floor, the blood making it stick. It&#8217;s a simple bit of business, done in one shot, Ackles having to actually deal with all of those objects and the activity- and it&#8217;s the simplicity that makes it effective.  <\/p>\n<p>Dean peels the paper back off the floor and hands it up to Sam, who immediately clocks it as the location and combination of a P.O. Box.  Good work, Sammy, cause I&#8217;d be like, &#8220;What the eff is that.&#8221; Dean is not surprised: &#8220;That&#8217;s how Dad does it.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d11.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d11.jpg\" alt=\"d11\" width=\"848\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84842\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d11.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d11-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d11-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d11-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And Geez, Mr. Elkins, you&#8217;re more bad-ass than I thought because AS the vampires were chewing on your neck, AS your throat was being severed, you had the wherewithal to scratch out a locker combination on the floor. It&#8217;s amazing the local cops didn&#8217;t see those scratches and decide to investigate. The Manning police force are slackers.<\/p>\n<p><big>3rd scene<\/big><br \/>\nIn a shadowy post office, Dean flips around the lock on one of the boxes. Sam and Dean look totally suspicious. Criminal. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d12.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d12.jpg\" alt=\"d12\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84840\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d12.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d12-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d12-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d12-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean pulls out a single envelope, stares at it for a second, and then shows it to Sam. Look at how dark the scene is. Look at how sketchy they both look. Their handsomeness is &#8220;taken for granted,&#8221; and the scenes are so dark we don&#8217;t get a good look at them at all. The technique plays on audience expectations and adds to the tension. It&#8217;s a burlesque act, it&#8217;s a tease.  <\/p>\n<p>We aren&#8217;t shown what the envelope says, not in that moment. But suddenly we are back in the Impala, with a closeup of the envelope, addressed to &#8220;J.W.&#8221;  Sam and Dean don&#8217;t know what to do. At that moment, a knock comes on the car window, scaring them both out of their pants, practically. Dean jumps like he&#8217;s been poked in the ass with a pin. And suddenly, there is John, at the window.  He is so out of context for them, and so unexpected, that I love the response of the two actors (both in the same frame at the same time, so neither one is privileged over the other: They are completely &#8220;one&#8221; in the moment.) <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d13.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d13.jpg\" alt=\"d13\" width=\"848\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84843\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d13.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d13-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d13-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d13-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe following scene is pretty heavy with exposition, John explaining Daniel Elkins, John talking about vampires. The Colt.<\/p>\n<p>Why the scene is such a powerhouse, though, is because of the mood <i>underlying<\/i> all of that talk-talk-talk. There&#8217;s something being revealed in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; that is so  out of control that even the creators don&#8217;t seem to be fully aware of what they are unleashing. Why the scene is so fascinating to me is because of the behavior. The small looks, the small glimpses of thought, the glances over at one another in silent reaction \u2026 It works like a three-dimensional tapestry, complex, detailed, in constant motion. It&#8217;s the abyss mentioned above, staring into the abyss and getting the sense that the abyss is staring back.  <\/p>\n<p>So I&#8217;ll break down a couple of things I notice. <\/p>\n<p>Dean and Sam glance at one another, alarmed, as Dad hustles his way into the back seat. In that moment, it&#8217;s almost like they are the parental figures, dealing with an unruly child who has gone missing, who is &#8220;acting out.&#8221;  Parents put on a united front sometimes, despite underlying disagreements, and you can see Sam and Dean both struggle to do that while in the face of their compelling and sometimes domineering father. <\/p>\n<p>Jeffrey Dean Morgan plays the hell out of John Winchester. It is hard to imagine another actor topping it. Why it works so well is that Jeffrey Dean Morgan does NOT play John Winchester as a villain. Villains don&#8217;t see themselves as villains. They often see themselves as the most reasonable man in the room. The good villains don&#8217;t telegraph their bad-ness, and that&#8217;s why they get away with so much. Seen from outside the gaslit bubble of the Winchester family, it is obvious that John is manipulative, that he loves his sons, but his love has, by this point, become something totally <i>abstract<\/i>. And look out for people whose love is abstract. You can justify anything when your love is abstract. <\/p>\n<p>Later in the episode, Sam rails to Dean about Dad&#8217;s &#8220;need-to-know&#8221; way of dealing with them, one of John Winchester&#8217;s most infuriating qualities. He cannot let go of himself as the Alpha Dog. He has erected an entire philosophical construct to justify that, and &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; ends up being all about that, where we actually get to hear him explain and defend himself (to Sam, interestingly enough). But we&#8217;ll get to that. <\/p>\n<p>Manipulators can be calculating, but if you&#8217;ve spent a lifetime manipulating, then you won&#8217;t FEEL calculating to yourSELF. And that&#8217;s what Morgan brings to the role. He&#8217;s so compelling, and he seems so emotionally connected.  A friend of mine said to me once, &#8220;I never believe what a man says. I only believe what a man does.&#8221; (We were talking about a boyfriend of mine, but you could insert the word &#8220;woman&#8221; or &#8220;people&#8221; in that sentence, it would also apply.) John Winchester&#8217;s actions, seen through his eyes, are all BECAUSE he loves his sons, BECAUSE he is honoring his wife&#8217;s memory and seeking justice (i.e. revenge, another theme that comes out in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221;).  He seems to appreciate Sam more than Dean (although the two butt heads) BECAUSE Sam shows the independence that John Winchester prizes in himself. And Dean, the good soldier, the obedient son, thinks that somehow he can be good enough to please his Dad. If he keeps his head down, and performs his tasks perfectly \u2026 maybe he&#8217;ll get that &#8220;extra cookie&#8221; (the mythical extra cookie he references in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=79486\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Asylum&#8221;<\/a>, that never came anyway, no matter how good he was).  <\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re not going to unpack or understand all of it in one episode. And whatever is revealed in each specific moment in the car scene, you can also see its exact opposite. That&#8217;s how disorienting the scene is, and how disorienting John is.  <\/p>\n<p>You get the sense that if Dean was alone in the car with Dad, Dean wouldn&#8217;t say shit beyond, &#8220;What next, Dad?&#8221; Sam, though, has questions. &#8220;What are you doing here? Are you all right? Why didn&#8217;t you come into the cabin?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>John is slightly (juuuust slightly) annoyed in his tone, &#8220;You know why. I had to make sure you weren&#8217;t followed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>We see Dean nod at that, almost imperceptibly. He&#8217;s in thrall. John then gives his sons a rare compliment: &#8220;Nice job covering your tracks, by the way.&#8221; A compliment is almost too much for Dean to handle, and two episodes later, he will understand that his father has been possessed because he is being too complimentary. That moment alone is an indictment of John Winchester. Dean&#8217;s voice is husky and gruff when he says, in a practically sycophant way, &#8220;Well, we learned from the best.&#8221; A smile is almost on his lips, but he seems to think better of that, gets rid of it. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d14.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d14.jpg\" alt=\"d14\" width=\"847\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84844\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d14.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d14-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d14-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d14-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It is one of those moments that looks entirely different once you&#8217;ve seen more of the series. Dean looks broken, almost irreparably. But the moment is gone in a flash, moving on to Sam yet again taking the initiative, something that seemed to mildly alarm Dean back in &#8220;Shadow.&#8221; You just don&#8217;t initiate stuff with John Winchester, because the man is a land-mine and he could explode in your face if you say the wrong thing, or take the wrong tone.  <\/p>\n<p>You can see how Dean gets discombobbled when John is around. All of his smarts and initiative and creativity get squashed, and his entire focus becomes propping up Dad&#8217;s sense of himself.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d15.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d15.jpg\" alt=\"d15\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84845\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d15.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d15-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d15-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d15-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJohn reveals that he and Elkins had a falling out years back, something that will become par for the course as we learn more about John. He alienated everyone. Morgan plays it with a grave and almost self-important sense of melancholy, &#8220;He was a good man \u2026&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Dean looks uncertain for a second and glances over at Sam, who says, &#8220;You never mentioned him to us.&#8221; It&#8217;s fascinating to see how Sam becomes The Voice in the scene. Even though Dean seems to fear it (&#8220;wait, what is Sammy saying?&#8221; &#8220;Wait, how is Dad reacting?&#8221;) he needs it. <\/p>\n<p>John asks for the letter and Dean almost eagerly hands it over. It feels good to be able to obey, to have obeying be something simple and easy. John scans the letter, saying, &#8220;Sonofabitch. He had it the whole time.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ah, the Colt. The MacGuffin to end all MacGuffins, although your mileage may vary. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/macguffin.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/macguffin.jpg\" alt=\"macguffin\" width=\"700\" height=\"492\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84935\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/macguffin.jpg 700w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/macguffin-100x70.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/macguffin-200x140.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/macguffin-400x281.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 700px) 100vw, 700px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nTo have a MacGuffin be of use for as long as the Colt was &#8220;of use&#8221; in the story of <i>Supernatural<\/i> is hilarious to me. Nobody could let it go. What the hell, let&#8217;s just bring the Colt back!<\/p>\n<p>By the end, it&#8217;s like the Colt is the one doing the gaslighting. Sam and Dean take an awestruck approach to it, they almost whisper when it is mentioned. The Colt does what it promised. But it also doesn&#8217;t. And yet it continues. I love the Colt. It&#8217;s such a blatant DEVICE, reminiscent of another mythical weapon that could conceivably solve everyone&#8217;s problems. <\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/2o4viqGUtrw\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Of course the underlying ridiculous-ness of that device is made perfectly clear here.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/sprrQ1OLW6g\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>If the Colt was as reliable as legend foretold, then we wouldn&#8217;t have a damn show. The Colt brings with it hope that one day all of this could be over. No wonder the brothers invest so much emotion in it. Even better, story-wise, there are a limited number of bullets. Kripke loves the Colt, knows some fans hate it, but he loves it so much he doesn&#8217;t care. To someone like myself who thought that starting a series called <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=56023\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Gun Porn<\/a> would be a good and not-weird thing to do on my blog, the Colt is awesome.  <\/p>\n<p>John asks Sam and Dean if they saw an antique gun in Elkins&#8217; cabin, a &#8220;Colt revolver.&#8221; Dean says he saw the case, in a hesitant tone.  He&#8217;s cut off, emotionally. The guy we saw in the first scene, leering and drooling over the memory of Sarah, cracking jokes, and being totally on top of his job analytically, is no longer present. <\/p>\n<p>John is out of the car before either of them can say another word, and there&#8217;s another glance between Sam and Dean, a wondering glance, a silent &#8220;what do we do&#8221; glance. A parental glance. Sam calls after Dad, leaning across Dean, &#8220;You want us to come with you?&#8221; Dean looks so <i>worried<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d17.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d17.jpg\" alt=\"d17\" width=\"844\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84846\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d17.jpg 844w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d17-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d17-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d17-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 844px) 100vw, 844px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nLike I said, something uncontrollable is unleashed in the scene in all three actors, but mostly in the sons. What they are living\/feeling\/experiencing is not on the page, it&#8217;s in a wordless space where <i>shit is being stirred up.<\/i> <\/p>\n<p>John says they need to find the gun, and there is a sudden huge closeup of Sam, urgent, unafraid: &#8220;The gun? Why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dad&#8217;s answer is: &#8220;Because it&#8217;s important, that&#8217;s why.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The trouble is already starting.<\/p>\n<p>When Dad says the things that killed Elkins were vampires, we get a sudden sharp move of the camera from Sam&#8217;s to Dean&#8217;s face. Dean says, stunned, &#8220;Vampires? I thought there was no such thing?&#8221; The camera shoots back over to Sam, who says, &#8220;You never even mentioned them, Dad.&#8221; It&#8217;s great. If there had been a cut, an edit, showing a closeup of Dean and then a closeup of Sam, we wouldn&#8217;t be getting the impression of how tight the two of them have become since the pilot, how close the brothers are, the relationship they have managed to form despite everything.<\/p>\n<p>John says, &#8220;I thought they were extinct. I thought Elkins and others \u2026&#8221; (Gordon? There&#8217;s a phone call for you, you maniac.) &#8220;had wiped them out. I was wrong.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Dean turns to look at Sam. They don&#8217;t speak. You can interpret it any way you like. Dean checking in with Sam, he needs that counter-balance. Sam&#8217;s almost grim look back. Dad admitting he was wrong. How often has that ever happened? It&#8217;s a potent full look between the brothers. You could see that if John Winchester were a more volatile type (he&#8217;s pretty coiled and controlled) he wouldn&#8217;t like the sight of Dean and Sam &#8220;bonding&#8221; (don&#8217;t like that word, it&#8217;s weak). Dean and Sam are becoming stronger as their own team. John Winchester has not received that memo. John Winchester has a mistaken belief that they are still his to protect. Dean nervous about Sam&#8217;s independence, Sam&#8217;s contempt for Dean&#8217;s obedience. You could go on and on with what is going on here. At a certain point you just have to say: &#8220;Great fucking acting moment&#8221; and move on. <\/p>\n<p>Some things actually are not to BE boiled down. That&#8217;s why <i>Supernatural<\/i> works on repeat viewings.  I get that some people see emotions like little puzzle pieces that need to fit together (&#8220;well later he says this, and that fits in with that, and then this supports that, and that supports this \u2026&#8221;) &#8211; but emotions are messier than that, and far more interesting. Sometimes things <em>don&#8217;t <\/em>fit. Or sometimes things look different depending on your perspective. If I could label what was one of the major hooks of <i>Supernatural<\/i> for me (besides the humor), it would be that it devotes itself almost entirely to the ins-and-outs and ups-and-downs of emotions. <\/p>\n<p>John quickly fills Dean and Sam in on vampires, and we are given a series of images, not quite a montage, but close enough, because everyone needs a montage.<\/p>\n<p>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/pFrMLRQIT_k\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>\nJohn voiceovers information as a sexy dark scene unfurls, showing vampires lolling about around a car in the woods, guzzling down alcohol, flashing silver translucent eyes.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d19.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d19.jpg\" alt=\"d19\" width=\"848\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84847\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d19.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d19-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d19-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d19-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThey&#8217;re not filmed like, say, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=76111\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Wendigo<\/a>. Nobody wants to be a Wendigo. But there&#8217;s something \u2026 appealing about vampires. They are who we could be if we didn&#8217;t say &#8220;No&#8221; to our darker impulses. Bad girls, bad boys, biker chicks, biker guys, strippers and drunks, tats and cowboy hats, a violent sub-culture.  A car approaches, and the vampires wait thirstily.  We see a cute normal couple in the car (Christine Chatelain and an actor named, I kid you not, Damon Runyan &#8211; Runyan\/Runyon what&#8217;s the difference), and she&#8217;s teasing him about his loud shirt. But of course he&#8217;s wearing a loud shirt. <em>His name is Damon Runyan<\/em>. The couple is so sweet and vanilla I want to punch someone in the gums already, and normalcy as we see here briefly is so far outside the Winchester experience that it actually looks almost insanely naive. You people need to get it together. Educate yourself. You are sitting ducks. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d20.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d20.jpg\" alt=\"d20\" width=\"850\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84848\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d20.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d20-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d20-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d20-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThere&#8217;s a figure lying in the road, and Damon Runyon takes times out of cruising the Manhattan underworld of floating crap games and offtrack betting to slam on the brakes. They&#8217;re in the middle of nowhere.  Girlfriend dials 911 as Boyfriend gets out to go investigate. The figure at first appears to be dead, but then of course he turns his head, opens his mouth, and huge fangs descend from his gums. It&#8217;s a very cool effect, although it grosses me out because I have a thing about teeth, and moving teeth, and teeth falling out, which naturally made the shape-shifter scene in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=77642\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">&#8220;Skin&#8221;<\/a> a shrieking nightmare for me.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d21.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d21.jpg\" alt=\"d21\" width=\"850\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84849\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d21.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d21-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d21-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d21-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nOne of the most upsetting effects in the entire show is that closeup of Dean in &#8220;Twihard,&#8221; in the dark bedroom with Lisa, feeling his fangs descending, knowing it&#8217;s happening, and knowing he can&#8217;t stop it. The look in his eyes is so terrible I am thrilled when the scene is over.<\/p>\n<p><big>4th scene<\/big><br \/>\nThe camera moves across a room, and we see Sam and Dean lying asleep on twin beds in a rustic cabin, John huddled at the nearby table listening to the police calls coming in. I feel strangely protective of those two giant men suddenly. They&#8217;re asleep. John is not. John is still working. They never have a chance to catch up to him, and besides he&#8217;s not filling them in anyway. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d22.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d22.jpg\" alt=\"d22\" width=\"849\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84850\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d22.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d22-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d22-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d22-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nLater in the episode, there&#8217;s a shot of the vampire nest in the barn, with the vampires all crashed out, horizontally across the screen, in hammocks. It&#8217;s an identical shot set-up as that one. So make of that what you will. <\/p>\n<p>John hears the police call come in, jumps up, and bats his sons on the legs to wake them up. Sam and Dean both wake up, and Dean rubs his eyes with the backs of his hands &#8211; a compulsive waking-up gesture I have written about before. It makes him look like a toddler and it makes me anxious for him. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d23.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d23.jpg\" alt=\"d23\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84851\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d23.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d23-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d23-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d23-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDon&#8217;t do that in front of your Dad, Dean. Wake up in a more manly fashion so I won&#8217;t feel nervous for you, Kthxbai. <\/p>\n<p>I implicate myself with that comment and I admit it freely. <i>Supernatural<\/i> implicates its audience repeatedly. I don&#8217;t even FEEL that way. Wake up however you want. Rub your eyes however you want. I won&#8217;t judge you. But John Winchester&#8217;s presence makes me nervous.<\/p>\n<p>Jeffrey Dean Morgan hasn&#8217;t had 20 episodes to create his character the way Ackles and Padalecki have. He has appeared in only a couple so far, and in some of those episodes he has just a brief scene. Nevertheless, he has created a full character, and full relationships to the actors playing his sons (this, despite the fact that he is really too young to be playing their father at all. The closeness in age works in the show&#8217;s favor. John is just as strapping, just as virile, just as sexually viable as they are.).   <\/p>\n<p>To see John in the flesh is jarring. But I realize, only in retrospect, just how good Morgan is when I felt a little jolt of alarm at Sam&#8217;s questioning of him. It&#8217;s like I have been wrapped up in the mythologizing of Dad, too, and it happened without me noticing it. <\/p>\n<p>John is already at the door of the cabin, and snaps, &#8220;Just follow me, okay?&#8221; And there&#8217;s such a great tone in his voice, a lot of history, a lot of frustration at his disobedient and independent son who has always, always, given him problems. Sam is left to flail about alone in his frustration, because Dean is still waking up, sitting on the side of the bed, laughing to himself about the fact that they are chasing &#8220;vampires&#8221;.  Vampires? One of those moments when his own weird life gets too weird even for him. <\/p>\n<p><big>5th scene<\/big><br \/>\nWe get a long shot of the country road, with police cars huddled around the spot, and John walking back towards Sam and Dean at the Impala. Sam is grumbling, &#8220;I don&#8217;t see why we couldn&#8217;t have gone over there with him,&#8221; which seems like a pretty weak complaint, and shows Sam&#8217;s general annoyance at <i>everything<\/i> right now. What, all three of you are gonna walk over there and ask questions? In your leather jackets and flannel? You realize how weird you <em>already <\/em>look?  John isn&#8217;t present yet, he&#8217;s on his way back, so Dean feels a bit safer to say, &#8220;Oh God. Don&#8217;t tell me it&#8217;s already starting.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all one shot, the camera starting up and moving fluidly down, and there&#8217;s a cool moment when the three Winchesters are in a diagonal line across the screen.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d24.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d24.jpg\" alt=\"d24\" width=\"850\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84852\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d24.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d24-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d24-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d24-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nLook at how dark that is. It&#8217;s grim-looking, bleak, cold. <\/p>\n<p>Sam snaps at Dean, &#8220;What&#8217;s starting?&#8221; but now Dad is upon them, so Dean drops it. <\/p>\n<p>Dean is trying to control the uncontrollable Sammy narrative, the thing they&#8217;ve been arguing about for episodes, from the very beginning: how to interpret their father. Sam&#8217;s interpretation is flying off the handle right now, Dean can feel it, knows there will be trouble, and his role is to try to make the peace. It pains him that Sam and his Dad are almost at each other&#8217;s throats (to use an appropriate analogy). Why can&#8217;t everyone just get along? We&#8217;re all working a case again. Can&#8217;t we be <i>happy<\/i> about it? Nobody said Dean wasn&#8217;t a fantasist. <\/p>\n<p>John says yes, it&#8217;s vampires, they&#8217;re headed west, we need to follow them, and Sam is already seething, and asks, &#8220;How can you be so sure?&#8221; Dean intervenes &#8211; &#8220;Sam &#8211; &#8221; (peacemaker Dean is so touching to me, for some reason. It&#8217;s who he is. It&#8217;s automatic.)  The arguments Sam and Dean have been having since the pilot have now reared up, and Sam has gone from 0 to 100 in about 5 seconds.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d25.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d25.jpg\" alt=\"d25\" width=\"851\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84854\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d25.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d25-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d25-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d25-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>John heads back to his Phallic Symbol of a truck, and as he walks by the Impala, he says, &#8220;Hey, Dean, why don&#8217;t you touch up your car before you get rust. I wouldn&#8217;t have given you the damn thing if I thought you were gonna ruin it.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s emasculating. Dean has done nothing wrong. (Neither has Sammy, but let&#8217;s ignore that for a second.) Dean has not asked questions, has done what is asked of him. Sam is being the problematic one, but Dean gets in trouble anyway. It&#8217;s a fascinating moment, another one of those abysses, made even more complex when you see Dean&#8217;s shame-faced grin over at Sam, and Sam looking back at him, almost psyched that Dean is under fire too.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d27.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d27.jpg\" alt=\"d27\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84856\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d27.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d27-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d27-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d27-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe situation is so <i>collaborative<\/i>, what is happening in the Winchester family. That hall of mirrors again. The dizzying reflections. Also the &#8220;being watched&#8221; and &#8220;watching&#8221; theme, Sam witnessing Dean getting in trouble, and how \u2026 painful that situation is. But all three of them <i>collaborate<\/i> to continue that dynamic. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s interesting to note too that when John and Sam confront one another, they look each other in the eye. John is always looking directly at Sam, even when he&#8217;s angry. But in the Impala bitch-slap, John <em>doesn&#8217;t even bother looking at Dean<\/em>. It&#8217;s a casual and contemptuous side-swipe, and the last bit is said with his back to Dean, as he&#8217;s walking away. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d26.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d26.jpg\" alt=\"d26\" width=\"845\" height=\"471\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84855\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d26.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d26-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d26-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d26-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s a reprimand but it&#8217;s handed out so <i>dismissively<\/i>. Dean isn&#8217;t even worth an eye-to-eye confrontation. And, of course, John knows how proud Dean is of his car, and how proud Dean is that it was a gift from his dad. John&#8217;s comment is a negation of that, a critique that cuts to the heart of Dean&#8217;s identity. Now it may very well be true that the Impala is a bucket of bolts and Dean needs to handle the rust. As a matter of fact, it probably is very true, and Dean knows it. What is unfair is the timing, and the tone. <\/p>\n<p>The Impala moment is John&#8217;s way of saying: &#8220;And I&#8217;m not happy with YOU either, son.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Can&#8217;t let the family whipping-boy relax too much, now can we? Who KNOWS what THAT might lead to.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogs-and-cats-living-together.png\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogs-and-cats-living-together.png\" alt=\"dogs-and-cats-living-together\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84938\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogs-and-cats-living-together.png 500w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogs-and-cats-living-together-100x56.png 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogs-and-cats-living-together-200x112.png 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogs-and-cats-living-together-400x224.png 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSpeaking of which, happy 30th birthday, <i>Ghostbusters.<\/i> <\/p>\n<p>\n<big>6th scene<\/big><br \/>\nDean rides shotgun. It seems to signify the diminishment of him that just went down. Dean is reading out loud some information on vampires, all as they careen after John&#8217;s truck. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d28.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d28.jpg\" alt=\"d28\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84857\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d28.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d28-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d28-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d28-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dean is reading about how vampires take victims to the nest and keep them alive for weeks sometimes, &#8220;bleeding them&#8221; for food. It&#8217;s a motif that will continue, horrifyingly, any time vampires come up. We saw it most recently in <i>Alex Annie Alexis Ann<\/i> (Season 9). The ultimate bait story-line, with sexual overtones (as opposed to undertones), and Stockholm Syndrome and clear statutory rape going on, with the willing participation of the girl in question just to muck up the waters \u2026 and how trauma manifests itself, and how one does what one needs to do to survive. I told ya, any time <i>Supernatural<\/i> brings vampires into the fray, shit gets psycho-sexual in an undead heartbeat. <\/p>\n<p>Sam smolders at the wheel, making passive-aggressive comments. Dean has already let the Impala moment go. His Dad is his superhero, Dad is &#8220;the best&#8221;, it&#8217;s thrilling for him to be Dad&#8217;s second-in-command (and also maybe a relief to give up the reins, to let someone else &#8220;take the wheel&#8221;). Sam&#8217;s anger pisses Dean off. It doesn&#8217;t make sense to him. What happened to your teary-eyed &#8220;I need to find Dad&#8221; sentiments? Can&#8217;t you put your ego aside? <\/p>\n<p>There is an interesting back-and-forth of almost hesitation going on. They&#8217;re still not ready to really fight yet about Dad. Dean is unwelcoming, Sam is intimidated. It&#8217;s a triangle, with Dad at the apex. Sam glances at Dean, backtracks a bit, &#8220;Look, I&#8217;m glad he&#8217;s all right, I&#8217;m happy we&#8217;re working together again &#8211; &#8221; and although Sam is clearly not done speaking, Dean acts like he is and says, &#8220;Good.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;ve been so in sync, they&#8217;ve been growing in strength, and it&#8217;s \u2026 maybe a bit shocking to see Dean regress. Sam wants Dean to get mad, too.  In a way, that&#8217;s his own codependence. Dude, Dean&#8217;s on his own schedule. Let him BE. Instead, Sam gets pissed off for both of them.  <\/p>\n<p>Sam&#8217;s litany of complaints, as they start coming out, sound whiny the way he does it. It&#8217;s his own regression. It&#8217;s Sam the teenager, buckling against the unfair-ness of his Dad&#8217;s treatment of him. He sounds very young to me: &#8220;He barks orders at us like we&#8217;re CHILDREN!&#8221; and etc. Dean is in a strict state of eye-roll-ery in the passenger seat. <\/p>\n<p>Nobody has boundaries here, Dean least of all. Sam and Dad bristling at each other affects him, it&#8217;s like it is happening TO him. But the best Dean can come up with is, &#8220;It&#8217;s just the way the old man runs things.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>I love Sam&#8217;s response: &#8220;Maybe that worked when we were kids, but not anymore. Not after everything you and I have been through.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s one of Sam&#8217;s first moments acknowledging the importance of having his brother back in his life, of their relationship. Healthy parents are thrilled when their adult children get along. I know that nothing made my Dad happier than when the O&#8217;Malley kids were all home at the same time, playing a board game in the dining room, drinking beer, and roaring with laughter. There are four of us. We care about each other. My parents revel in that, are happy about that. John Winchester has made it all abstract. His sons are abstractions, his dead wife is now an abstraction. The fact that Sam and Dean may have a relationship separate from him doesn&#8217;t seem to count at all or even register. A classic narcissist, in other words.  But Sam reminds Dean: &#8220;You and I have been through a lot. Dad cannot just sweep in here and treat us like this. No.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Sam gets pretty aggressive with Dean at the end of the scene: &#8220;Are you telling me you&#8217;re cool with just falling into line, letting him run the whole show?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d29.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d29.jpg\" alt=\"d29\" width=\"845\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84858\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d29.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d29-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d29-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d29-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nWhen Sam gets aggressive, I get excited. <\/p>\n<p>The closeup of Dean that follows is one of those small moments where Ackles <em>shows <\/em>you everything and <em>tells <\/em>you nothing. The subtext contradicts the text. And there&#8217;s a flicker, just a glimpse, of uncertainty, before his reply, &#8220;If that&#8217;s what it takes.&#8221; If Ackles had made the choice to say the line with gusto, or without that flicker of uncertainty, we would lose the nuance. In his face is the price he pays. Dean will be less and less able to pay that price. And that small flicker \u2026 you can see he doesn&#8217;t like Sam&#8217;s wording \u2026 it&#8217;s not how he sees himself, at all. When Dad is absent he is better able to prop himself up and feel awesome and like he is the awesome star of an awesome movie. Sam&#8217;s question forces the issue. And it&#8217;s just not in Dean to fight back. Not yet. And how fascinating, how compelling, to see a character like Dean Winchester, so strong and so brave and so heroic, crumble with uncertainty like that. Kudos to Ackles, kudos to the writers (these two are still obviously with the show), and kudos to the show itself to allow that dichotomy.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d30.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d30.jpg\" alt=\"d30\" width=\"849\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84859\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d30.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d30-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d30-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d30-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSam seems really taken aback by Dean&#8217;s behavior. He idolizes his older brother. In many ways, that&#8217;s <em>why <\/em>he fights back, in order to distinguish himself from Dean with the powerhouse personality and Bossypants nature who becomes a total submissive in the presence of their father.  But make no mistake, Dean is his hero. To see Dean diminished like that, and to see Dean participate in his own diminishment &#8211; willingly- it&#8217;s just not right. In many ways it may be what pisses Sam off the most. <\/p>\n<p><big>7th scene<\/big><br \/>\nThe Vampire nest, in a big abandoned barn. An orgy of anything goes. One is dancing sexily on the table. One throws money at her. The couple from the car, tied up against a post, watch. Liquor is poured down everyone&#8217;s throats. It&#8217;s a day for celebration. Elkins is gone. They have victims to bleed. Everyone is ready to start fucking.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d31.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d31.jpg\" alt=\"d31\" width=\"851\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84860\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d31.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d31-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d31-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d31-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nBeau (Dominic Zamprogna), the vampire who assaulted the guy holds out a bottle to the victims: &#8220;It&#8217;ll calm your nerves.&#8221; It&#8217;s kind and creepy: Your kidnapper offering you alcohol to calm you down \u2026 before he kills you. The whole thing is a terrible juxtaposition: the party mood of the vampires on full display for the terrified trembling victims. And the guy and girl \u2026 they can&#8217;t help one another. They are helpless. It&#8217;s haunting. You could see them, if you wanted to, as a mirror of Sam and Dean. Tied together, forced to witness the humiliation of one another. Unable to do anything about it. Autonomy removed. And it&#8217;s almost worse if your loved one has to look on. Dean can justify his autonomy being removed \u2026 or, he could, if Sammy wasn&#8217;t there to press the issue and remind him that he is an independent person. Flashback to the confrontation at the end of &#8220;Asylum,&#8221; where, yes, Sam was possessed, but, as always, there is some truth there.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d32.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d32.jpg\" alt=\"d32\" width=\"850\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84862\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d32.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d32-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d32-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d32-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe girl appears totally traumatized, in a state of almost total dissociation, as Beau forces liquor down her throat, saying gently, &#8220;Atta girl,&#8221; and she then spits the alcohol out of her mouth into his face. Kate, who has been looking on, practically drooling with delight and anticipation, stops Beau from backhanding the girl, saying, &#8220;Wait for Luther.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Luther is the Apex of the vampire triangle. Everything revolves around him, his plans, his way of running things, his predilections. Kate is certainly a badass (i.e.: a Dean-like figure), but her entire consciousness revolves around Luther. <\/p>\n<p>The barn doors fly open and Luther (Warren Christie) enters, in almost a Castiel-like entrance, with headlights streaming in from behind him, making him seem otherworldly and intimidating.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d33.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d33.jpg\" alt=\"d33\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84863\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d33.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d33-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d33-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d33-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThere is the small matter too that I find Luther <i>hot as hell<\/i>. As I&#8217;ve written ad nauseum, beauty works ON us in sometimes strange ways. We want to get close to it, we envy it, we hate it. Luther is clearly the hottest one in any room. And he knows it. It gives him part of his power. But, just to muck things up further, Luther also has a certain code of ethics. He doesn&#8217;t want to go too far. He has lines, boundaries of behavior you do not cross. Christie does a great job with his part. He is a John Winchester-like figure, in some respects, and in other respects, he&#8217;s like Dean. But Dean can also be seen as a Kate-like figure, in thrall to a more powerful figure, and also totally willing to put himself out there as bait, &#8220;if that&#8217;s what it takes&#8221;, just like she is, the two of them meeting in the dark road later in the episode, both asked to be there by stronger figures.  You could get lost in the associations.<\/p>\n<p>Kate has been quite frightening up until now, but the second Luther comes in, you see the need for him fill her face, blotting out all else. Forget the tied-up victims. Luther is her life source. <\/p>\n<p>Luther and Kate embrace and you want them to get a room. Vampires don&#8217;t mess around when it comes to their mates.  Kate, eagerly, like a little girl wanting to get an &#8220;extra cookie&#8221; tells Luther, &#8220;We&#8217;ve got presents.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Luther goes to inspect the victims. He caresses the girl. When he turns to the male, his gentleness vanishes. Luther orders, &#8220;Lock him up.&#8221; He can barely be bothered to say more because he is back to making out with Kate, but he says in almost a throwaway manner, &#8220;On second thought? Treat yourself.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d35.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d35.jpg\" alt=\"d35\" width=\"848\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84864\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d35.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d35-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d35-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d35-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Whooping and cackling like <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=81875\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">the Bender family<\/a>, the vampires cut the guy loose, drag him off, and pounce on him as a group. Screams erupt through the air, and the poor girl struggles against her binds, crying and screaming.<\/p>\n<p>When John, Sam and Dean are filmed in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood,&#8221; the light is gritty and dark. So, too, the vampires, but they are filmed with an almost painterly glamour. It&#8217;s all part of the web being woven, the web of desire and repulsion that the vampires represent. They are not filmed <i>ugly<\/i>, they are filmed <i>beautiful<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p>Kate, breathless and eager, says that they brought Luther these things &#8220;from your old friend, Daniel Elkins. I caught his scent. I thought I&#8217;d surprise you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Luther does not give her the reaction she wants. He is alarmed. &#8220;Kate. What did you do?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d37.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d37.jpg\" alt=\"d37\" width=\"849\" height=\"479\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84865\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d37.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d37-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d37-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d37-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Being reprimanded by Luther is so destabilizing for her that she breaks. You can see it happen. Her face goes blank, then anxious, then back to eager. She has no self. (<i>Supernatural<\/i> is begging us to make those associations, otherwise the dynamic would be different. They want us to identify with the creatures, to see their motivations, what they want, who they are to each other. It&#8217;s different than the Wendigo, than even other ghosts, who are not &#8220;personalized&#8221; at all.)<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d38.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d38.jpg\" alt=\"d38\" width=\"850\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84866\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d38.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d38-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d38-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d38-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAll Kate sees is &#8220;Luther is not pleased with me.&#8221; She says, &#8220;I did it for you. For what he did to your family.&#8221; To Luther, Daniel Elkins is like the demon who killed Mary Winchester. Kate has internalized that information and has sought revenge for her mate. But Luther can see further than his own circle of loss, and says, &#8220;Revenge isn&#8217;t worth much if you end up dead.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It almost \u2026 almost \u2026 crosses the line into too on-the-nose. Revenge is a major theme of <i>Supernatural<\/i>, the dangers of it, the appeal of it. When either brother starts to operate out of revenge, they lose their way. And John obviously operates solely from revenge. It&#8217;s why he has a falling out with everyone in his life. Anyone who would try to talk him down, or calm him down, or take another viewpoint, would be classified as an enemy.  It makes me think of <i>Death Wish<\/i>, a great revenge film, controversial then, and controversial still.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/deathwish.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/deathwish.jpg\" alt=\"deathwish\" width=\"619\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84940\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/deathwish.jpg 619w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/deathwish-100x76.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/deathwish-200x152.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/deathwish-400x305.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 619px) 100vw, 619px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nOr Abel Ferrara&#8217;s fantastic <i>Ms. 45<\/i>, about a woman raped twice in one day who then goes on a killing spree through Manhattan of anyone who happens to be male. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rogerebert.com\/balder-and-dash\/on-ms-45-and-revenge-movie-feminism\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">I participated in a discussion with two other critics about <i>Ms. 45<\/i> here<\/a>, if you&#8217;re interested. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/ms-45_movieposter_1386798343.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/ms-45_movieposter_1386798343.jpg\" alt=\"ms-45_movieposter_1386798343\" width=\"476\" height=\"635\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84941\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/ms-45_movieposter_1386798343.jpg 476w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/ms-45_movieposter_1386798343-74x100.jpg 74w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/ms-45_movieposter_1386798343-149x200.jpg 149w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/ms-45_movieposter_1386798343-299x400.jpg 299w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 476px) 100vw, 476px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nPeople get worried about films like <i>Death Wish<\/i> and <i>Ms. 45<\/i>, films that seem to glorify blood-lust and revenge. It&#8217;s a valid concern, I suppose, if you think human beings are sheep who can&#8217;t separate what&#8217;s on screen from reality. Revenge is a powerful impulse in people, so naturally art will want to &#8220;go there&#8221;. Art isn&#8217;t necessarily safe or cozy, art is about fantasy, and (like I wrote in my post about <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=35013\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Eminem&#8217;s revenge fantasy\/nightmare &#8220;Kim&#8221;<\/a>), fantasies aren&#8217;t just rainbows and unicorns and happy smiley people. Fantasies are often ugly and mean-spirited, which is why we hesitate to share them. <\/p>\n<p>Kate is rocked that Luther hasn&#8217;t overwhelmed her with sexy gratitude. Openshaw nails that dynamic. She nails it in a way that Dean Winchester can&#8217;t, although that one &#8220;flicker&#8221; we saw in his eyes shows where he&#8217;s really at.  Kate is representative of Dean&#8217;s internal life. That&#8217;s what it feels like in there for him.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d39.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d39.jpg\" alt=\"d39\" width=\"847\" height=\"477\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84867\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d39.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d39-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d39-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d39-400x225.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nLuther catches sight of the Colt, and picks it up, stroking it like the sexy phallic symbol that it is. Kate has no idea what the Colt is, saying, &#8220;I thought you might like that. Looks like it was made around the time you were born.&#8221; Luther looks thoughtful and worried, what she has done is bad bad news for them: &#8220;This is no ordinary gun.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Maybe you want to give Dean and Sam a call to explain it to them, Luther? Because Dad ain&#8217;t talking.<\/p>\n<p><big>8th scene<\/big><br \/>\nIn the time that has passed since the earlier driving scene, Sam has now entrenched himself in rage. It&#8217;s gotten worse, not better. Look out. Sammy&#8217;s about to blow. Dean is on the phone with Dad, all business, &#8220;Yup, okay, bye \u2026&#8221; He tells Sam to pull off at the next exit. Sam, eyes on the road, seethes, &#8220;Why.&#8221; Dean answers, &#8220;Dad thinks we got the vampire&#8217;s trail.&#8221; Sam, eyes still on the road, &#8220;<i>How.<\/i>&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Uh-oh.<\/p>\n<p>Dean can&#8217;t deal with what&#8217;s happening, so he doesn&#8217;t look, hoping it will go away.  We&#8217;ve seen enough of Dean in action without John. We&#8217;ve seen enough of his smarts, his analytical abilities, his initiative. The Dean who submerges his initiative is so not right that it&#8217;s the propulsion Sam needs to force the confrontation. At least that&#8217;s the way I see it. <i>Where the fuck ARE you, Dean? Do you see what Dad does to you??<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Sam speeds up to overtake Dad&#8217;s Penis-Vehicle, and squeals to a halt in front of it, and it&#8217;s an awesome bit of stunt-driving (something the show rarely indulges in, for obvious financial reasons. Too bad, because there is nothing I love better than a well-done car chase.)  <\/p>\n<p>The fight unfolds in an almost chaotic manner, everyone hauling their asses out of the cars, and converging, to shout in each other&#8217;s faces. John stalks right over to Sam, in a rage, you think he might punch his son out then and there. The first part of the fight goes down in one long take, no cuts, with Sam and John facing off, Dean in the middle. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d40.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d40.jpg\" alt=\"d40\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84868\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d40.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d40-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d40-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d40-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThere&#8217;s a lot of text. They chose to not go close-up to close-up, a smart move. Let the fight unfold. Let the actors create that fight. It&#8217;ll be scarier that way, I promise.  It&#8217;s also great because Sam is taller than Dad. There&#8217;s an obvious height discrepancy. And Dean? Forget it. He looks tiny. And he&#8217;s 6 feet tall.<\/p>\n<p>Our first closeup comes a while in, with John saying, thinking a direct order will still work: &#8220;Get back in the car.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I love Sam&#8217;s response: &#8220;No.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>And Dad says again, &#8220;I said get back in the car.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam, on a roll now, not afraid, &#8220;Yeah. And I said no.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dean is off-screen, but we hear his voice chiming in, a small detail I love. The fight is not about him, and he can&#8217;t stop it, but of course he tries. Dean is trying to calm the situation down, and he grabs Sam and pushes him back towards the car.  I find it so interesting that Sam mutters, with his back to John, &#8220;This is why I left in the first place.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Even now, even with a fight in full bloom, Sam is not brave enough to say that to his dad&#8217;s face. He chickens out.<\/p>\n<p>And bless Jeffrey Dean Morgan for his reaction. He looks almost <i>excited<\/i>. It&#8217;s <i>vicious.<\/i> &#8220;What&#8217;d you say?&#8221; It&#8217;s the confrontation he&#8217;s been itching for for years.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d41.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d41.jpg\" alt=\"d41\" width=\"846\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84869\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d41.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d41-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d41-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d41-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And now it&#8217;s John&#8217;s turn to sound whiny and childish, and it&#8217;s an incredible feat, seeing as Morgan is so powerful onscreen. Listen to his voice when he says, &#8220;Yes. You left. Your brother and I needed you. You walked away, Sam. YOU WALKED AWAY.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s basically a lover&#8217;s quarrel, kids. And nobody has the perspective to say, &#8220;Y&#8217;all, that&#8217;s effed up.&#8221; Dean, again, from off-screen, &#8220;STOP IT. THE BOTH OF YOU.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>But it can&#8217;t be stopped, and Sam, once they&#8217;re on that topic, lets his father have it: &#8220;You&#8217;re the one who said don&#8217;t come back. You&#8217;re the one who closed that door, not me.&#8221; Screaming. He&#8217;s so powerful.  <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a comment that will come back, brutally, in Season 4.  <\/p>\n<p>It starts to get physical. Dean intervenes. As he has done his whole life. Dean pushes them apart, shouting at them to stop it. They are re-enacting something that has gone on for years. God, these actors. Seriously. So impressed. Now that Dean has initiated himself, it&#8217;s almost like he remembers who he is. Courage comes from self-knowledge. It&#8217;s hard for Dean. But there&#8217;s a small standoff with Dad, when Dean says, &#8220;That means you too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s totally the parent here. Everyone is misbehaving. The whole thing shatters apart at that moment, and you can see it shatter in the camera moves. Back to John, back to Sam and Dean, Sam getting in the car, John walking away, Dean left alone, watching everyone shatter and break apart \u2026 the camera finally moves in on him alone. And I love Ackles&#8217; theatrical choice here, a gesture almost so big that unless it were connected emotionally it wouldn&#8217;t work at all. He does a huge shrug to himself &#8211; and says, frustrated, &#8220;Terrr-ific.&#8221; He sounds like a pissed-off harried mother-hen. It&#8217;s a big choice. Theatrical. Awesome. <\/p>\n<p><big>9th scene<\/big><br \/>\nKate and Luther are practically screwing, making the traumatized victim watch. It&#8217;s actually as graphic as the show has gotten, sexually, made even more explicit by Kate&#8217;s groaning sex noises which sound pretty legit to me. And it&#8217;s Luther who is nude, not her, not at first. Another flip-flop of what we expect, gender-wise. Vampires are all around, lying in hammocks, doing their own thing, passed out, as Luther and Kate bump and grind on the table. Hey, whatever floats your boat, but in this particular context it&#8217;s pretty awful.  Like, <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Symbionese_Liberation_Army\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Symbionese Liberation Army<\/a> awful. Forcing the girl you have kidnapped to watch you have sex, after you have mauled her boyfriend, and forced liquor down her throat, is basically saying, &#8220;Get ready, honey, cause this is what is in store for you.&#8221;  The vampires know she is watching, and they get off on it. It&#8217;s interesting to go directly from the family fight on the street, with a triangle &#8211; Dean, Sam, John &#8211; to another screwy triangle, with Luther, Kate, and victim. You could go to some pretty sick places in your mind making associations based on the choices like that made in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; Sex is intimate, but it&#8217;s also performative, it&#8217;s also a part of how you &#8220;use&#8221; yourself if you want to contribute to the team. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d42.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d42.jpg\" alt=\"d42\" width=\"849\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84870\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d42.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d42-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d42-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d42-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Luther glances over at the victim, grinning: &#8220;You like to watch, huh? Me too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>No, Luther. She doesn&#8217;t &#8220;like to watch.&#8221; She is tied up and has no choice but to watch. It&#8217;s sick. <\/p>\n<p>The following scene, disturbing and vile, reaches a kind of pinnacle of beauty (for Season 1, anyway). The fact that the screen pulsates with a dark Renaissance mood, a deep and throbbing chiaroscuro, romantic and thick, like Caravaggio \u2026 during a scene involving sexual assault and the threat of death (which is also, remember, a promise of living forever \u2026)\u2026  is sick in the extreme. It also is reflective of what I was saying earlier about our feelings about vampires and what they represent: they are scary, they could kill us, they live in the shadows, they are Undead \u2026 and yet at the same time, they represent catharsis, submission \u2026 total surrender, all things which are extremely attractive and make up so much of our fantasy world.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d44.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d44.jpg\" alt=\"d44\" width=\"850\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84871\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d44.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d44-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d44-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d44-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Luther and Kate hover over the girl, in almost a parental manner, like they&#8217;re looking down into a manger. It&#8217;s a family unit. Luther lovingly and sexily cuts open Kate&#8217;s vein, blood pouring out, which she sucks out, in a stunning shot. Kate then moves in on the victim, kissing her on the mouth, obviously pushing the blood down the girl&#8217;s throat with her tongue. Graphic as hell. You can&#8217;t see Luther&#8217;s face. You sense the ritualistic aspect of their behavior. <i>This is what they do. This is what they do for one another.<\/i> <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d45.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d45.jpg\" alt=\"d45\" width=\"846\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84872\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d45.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d45-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d45-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d45-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Luther whispers to the victim, once the deed is done, &#8220;Welcome home, baby.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s awful, and again, very Symbionese Liberation Army.  The conscious campaign to brutalize and brainwash Patty Hearst so that she would then be &#8220;welcome&#8221; into their group, but only if she denounced her past, and renounced her identity \u2026 Violence to the soul, that&#8217;s what THAT was.  <\/p>\n<p><big>Some thoughts on cults<\/big><br \/>\nCults\/brainwashing hold a fascination for me, and there&#8217;s something in how the Winchester family is set up (post-Mom&#8217;s death) that is cult-like, with John as the charismatic leader. Nearly impossible to break free from, as Sam discovers. Resistance is so threatening to John&#8217;s sense of himself that he literally cannot allow it to exist. AND, most importantly: he&#8217;s not &#8220;just&#8221; a bully. His behavior is <i>completely justified<\/i> in his own mind. Turning off your critical thinking skills is a requirement to joining a cult, and there are many ways that that process occurs (see the important work of Robert J. Lifton on brainwashing, after studying the POWs in a Chinese prison camp who underwent a program of &#8220;thought reform&#8221;, i.e. brainwashing. Lifton&#8217;s work has been used by people who study the operations of cults ever since. See Lifton&#8217;s essential <a href=\"http:\/\/www.csj.org\/studyindex\/studymindctr\/study_mindctr_lifton.htm\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">8 criteria for thought reform<\/a>, the criteria that need to be in place for brainwashing to occur). The way John set up the Winchester family shows most (if not all) of those criteria, in varying forms. <\/p>\n<p>The programming that has gone on has been intense, and you could flip-flop on who had it worse, Sam or Dean. Dean has memories of &#8220;the time before,&#8221; Sam doesn&#8217;t. So Dean had to go through the steep curve of adjustment, post-Mom&#8217;s-death, when his whole world changed and his loving Dad changed. That&#8217;s a trauma from which he has yet to recover. His boundaries were <i>assaulted<\/i> by that primary event.  Sam, on the other hand, was born into the cult and has no memory of anything else. I could make some analogies to a current cult, the one I have tried repeatedly to infiltrate, but I&#8217;m sick of writing about those bozos and am now content to just stand back and watch it self-destruct from afar. But with that cult, there are those who joined as adults, and then there are those who were born into it. I&#8217;ve read memoirs written by people who belong to both groups. In a way, the ones who joined of their own free will, the ones who actually spent time outside the cult in their lives, are MORE zealous, more intense true-believers, and the staunchest defenders of the cult&#8217;s structure and belief system. We certainly can see that  dynamic with Dean Winchester. The ones who were born into it, who had no choice in the matter, are far more prone to realizing early on: &#8220;Do all kids have such sucky childhoods? I wanna jump rope and watch cartoons. All of the adults in my world are fucking insane. I want NO PART of their belief system.&#8221;  And we can see that with Sam.  <\/p>\n<p>Now, neither one chose to be a hunter. It was imposed on them. And Dean, as a 4-year-old, was not an adult. He was a total victim and not able to choose.  Of course he was going to try to please his Dad. There is no blame on Dean. But stuck in that loop, as he is, with those vague fuzzy memories of &#8220;the time before,&#8221; it gives him all the MORE reason to hunker down and defend the childhood he experienced, because if he rejected it, or called it into question, then where would he be?  What would his whole life mean THEN? It is the ultimate con in cults and the really successful ones create a noose around the minds of their members so that they are <em>culpable <\/em>in their own victimization.  There comes a point when you actually do have to choose, and many people, once they get out, can locate the exact moment when they CHOSE to turn off their critical thinking skills. It&#8217;s chilling.  So there is the shame of realizing that you CHOSE to be duped. It is why many people feel they cannot get out. They are too embarrassed to admit that they fell for it. Add onto this the bad things you do while you are in the cult, the un-ethical things, the sometimes unforgivable things \u2026 these are the people who often dig their heels in fiercely and become loud angry spokes-models for the awesomeness of their cult. They HAVE to, because if they examined what they did, who they were, while in the group, their sense of self would shatter, they would have nothing.  <\/p>\n<p><big>10th scene<\/big><br \/>\nThe Winchester family huddles in the bushes, staking out the vampire&#8217;s nest. A battered car (the vampires, like the hunters, drive old-school gas guzzlers, duct-taped together) pulls up, and Luther greets Beau at the big barn door. The mood is grim. Luther shades his face against the sun with his hand. But there is no cringing or screaming like the Wicked Witch of the West when confronted with water. Dean is amazed at the evidence before his eyes that vampires are not afraid of the sun. Filmed like a Vietnam platoon, through the reeds, John gives his sons a crash course in the nature of vampires.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d46.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d46.jpg\" alt=\"d46\" width=\"846\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84873\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d46.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d46-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d46-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d46-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean and Sam, crowded into the same frame (I love it when <i>Supernatural<\/i> does that, and it does it all the time) look worried and intimidated. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d47.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d47.jpg\" alt=\"d47\" width=\"849\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84874\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d47.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d47-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d47-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d47-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Side by side, Dean and John pop open their respective trunks. John has a state-of-the-art weapons panel that pops open, with different sized slots for each gun. It&#8217;s totally Bat Man. It&#8217;s a bit silly. How much did that cost, bro? For real?<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d48.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d48.jpg\" alt=\"d48\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84876\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d48.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d48-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d48-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d48-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt is totally unlike the chaos of the heaping clank of metal in Dean&#8217;s trunk. Dean sees John&#8217;s set-up and you can see him get impressed\/inadequate\/emasculated. All he says is, &#8220;Wow.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Dean says, &#8220;Dad, I got an extra machete if you need one,&#8221; and John slowly draws out his own, saying thoughtfully, &#8220;I think I&#8217;m okay, thanks \u2026&#8221; and the moment is so solemn that I always laugh. They could be talking about frying pans or spark plugs. <\/p>\n<p>The music is mournful, an interesting choice for a pre-battle scene. It feels eerie and elegiac, as opposed to urgent and throbbing with anticipation. The music clues us in to the mood, the sad and lost mood of these men, the broken relationships. John is gloomy and burdened, and he has something on his mind. It&#8217;s the real reason for his suicidal plan (or, one of them), which, yeah, it might be good to fill in your underlings on what the hell they are supposed to be doing. John says, &#8220;So. You boys really want to know about this Colt?&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>That simple line infuriates me. Instead of just filling them in, accepting that knowledge is there to be shared, and duh, of course he should fill them in, John Winchester psycho-dramas it into a burlesque dance (like father like son, maybe), throwing out clues, retreating, and cloaking the entire thing in mystery. Maybe for their protection, but maybe too to retain his power. The power of withholding, as I have written about before with Dean Winchester. Go back and look at Lifton&#8217;s 8 criteria for thought reform again. The one who knows the most has the most power. <\/p>\n<p>Cult leaders often focus on a specific object (or place), imbuing it with mystical power, focusing the group&#8217;s attention solely on that one thing. That&#8217;s what John is doing with the Colt. But he is also being a passive-aggressive little bitch about it. By asking them the question, &#8220;You boys really want to know about this?&#8221;, as opposed to saying matter-of-factly, &#8220;Okay, so lemme tell you about this Colt \u2026&#8221; he puts the responsibility on THEM. <em>You&#8217;re the ones who are begging to know about this thing<\/em>&#8230;- And what are they gonna say: &#8220;No thanks. I don&#8217;t need to know about the Colt.&#8221; Or &#8220;GodDAMMIT Dad YES I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT IT.&#8221;  Of course not. They are going to be submissive and complaint and eager to hear the golden words of wisdom dropped from his lips. It&#8217;s so manipulative.<\/p>\n<p>Dean and Sam walk right into it. They look at Dad, quiet, still, and Sam says, &#8220;Yes, sir.&#8221;  After the explosion from Sam on the road, his submission is fascinating, automatic.<\/p>\n<p>They move closer to him, listening and accessible, which is what he has wanted from them all along. It&#8217;s how he keeps them in line. <\/p>\n<p>As he tells the story of the Colt, we get a dreamy montage of the gun being made, the devil&#8217;s trap etched into the barrel, the gleaming bullets. &#8220;Back in 1835, when Halley&#8217;s Comet was overhead, the same night those men died at the Alamo \u2026&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Well. <\/p>\n<p>The Battle of the Alamo was in 1836, Mr. John Winchester, so get your facts straight. It is true, though, that Halley&#8217;s Comet made its appearance in 1835, and it always makes me think of Mark Twain, who was born directly following the comet&#8217;s perihelion in 1835, and made the following comment in 1909, near the end of his life: <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\u201cI came in with Halley\u2019s Comet in 1835. It is coming again next year, and I expect to go out with it.  It will be the greatest disappointment of my life if I don\u2019t go out with Halley\u2019s Comet.  The Almighty has said, no doubt: \u2018Now here are these two unaccountable freaks; they came in together, they must go out together.\u2019 Oh, I am looking forward to that.\u201d <\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Almost too good to be true, but Mark Twain got his wish, and &#8220;went out&#8221; with the reappearance of the Comet in April, 1910. I remember when Halley&#8217;s Comet passed overhead again in 1986. My friends and I went and laid on our backs in a field in my hometown and watched it go by. Kind of a cool thing to have experienced. <\/p>\n<p>Samuel Colt, of course, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.biography.com\/people\/samuel-colt-9254072#early-years&#038;awesm=~oGv52bUSnhZEAw\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">was a real guy<\/a>. He was a businessman, a gun-inventor, an industrialist. The revolving cartridge was one of his contributions, as well as the fact that his guns had interchangeable parts. Guns became modern machines, part of the &#8220;assembly line&#8221; revolution that was going on in the Industrial Revolution. He had some false starts, but it was when the Texas Rangers ordered a bunch of his guns to fight the war with Mexico that Samuel Colt&#8217;s name was made. Samuel Colt hailed from Hartford, Connecticut (something you would never guess from <i>Supernatural<\/i>, which places &#8220;the Colt&#8221; into a strictly Wild West context). He had a factory operating in Hartford, and the guns they made were shipped to both the Union side and the Confederate side in the Civil War. Samuel Colt, like gun manufacturers before and after, was a bit of an opportunist. The Colt was also used in the Westward push of manifest destiny &#8211; alongside, in many cases, the Winchester rifle. No surprise, thematically, that a family named after the &#8220;gun that won the West&#8221; would become obsessed with another type of gun used in the same struggle. Also, just because I&#8217;ve already mentioned it, the Colt .45 is the most famous model invented by Samuel Colt, and that&#8217;s what the avenging rape victim uses in <i>Ms. 45<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Interesting side note though: Samuel Colt, the real guy, actually began production on what would be his famous revolving-cartridge gun on the day the Alamo fell in 1836. <\/p>\n<p>In the <i>Supernatural<\/i> world, Samuel Colt becomes not only an ally of hunters, but a probable hunter himself. He made a special version of his Colt revolver &#8220;for a hunter.&#8221;  &#8220;The story goes, he made 13 bullets. This hunter used the gun half a dozen times before he disappeared, the gun along with him. Til Daniel got his hands on it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The legend is that the Colt &#8220;can kill anything.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d50.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d50.jpg\" alt=\"d50\" width=\"845\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84877\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d50.jpg 845w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d50-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d50-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d50-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 845px) 100vw, 845px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The inscription along the Colt is &#8220;non timebo mala&#8221;, &#8220;I will fear no evil&#8221; in Latin. I come from a family of Latin nerds, with two great-aunts (nuns) who speak it fluently. Who also, speaking of which, were professors of Classics (Greek and Latin) at none other than <a href=\"http:\/\/www.albertus.edu\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Albertus Magnus College<\/a>. My mother went to Albertus Magnus. So did all of my aunts. Basically what I am saying is that my kickass Nun aunts were (and one still is) Women of Letters. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.reddit.com\/r\/latin\/comments\/1xhxp1\/correct_translation_for_i_will_fear_no_evil\/\" target=\"blank\" rel=\"noopener\">There&#8217;s an interesting Reddit thread about the phrase<\/a>, which obviously comes from Psalms 23, one of my favorites of the Psalms.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.<br \/>\nHe maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.<br \/>\nHe restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name&#8217;s sake.<br \/>\nYea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.<br \/>\nThou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.<br \/>\nSurely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Dean is swayed by the story, and by Dad&#8217;s power of telling it. He is intrigued, obviously, but it is Sam who understands: &#8220;Like the demon.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>The end-game has been clarified, and the Colt brings with it hope. Dad thinks that the gun might not just send the demon back to hell, but kill it. Actually kill it, something no one ever thought possible.  One wonders, too, if the conflict with the vampires is a test-run for the Colt, reckless though it may be. If they can get the Colt, and use one of its precious bullets on a vampire, then they can see if the legend has some truth to it. A dress rehearsal. Breaking into the vampire&#8217;s nest in broad daylight is part of that plan. It really has nothing to do with the poor people who have been kidnapped (and killed, or turned). It is a reconnaissance mission to retrieve the Colt.  And there is also a secret John continues to withhold, an ulterior motive for his reckless plan. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d51.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d51.jpg\" alt=\"d51\" width=\"847\" height=\"471\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84878\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d51.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d51-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d51-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d51-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJohn seems so commanding here, with the gun panel blurry behind him. Sam and Dean, staring back at him, seem both extremely young and extremely pumped-up at the same time. John&#8217;s certainty is <i>catching<\/i>, John&#8217;s belief in the Colt is infectious, it gives them strength. But at the same time that they seem strong, they also seem submissive \u2026 so, you know, it&#8217;s just part of the psychological clusterfuck that is &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><big>11th scene<\/big><br \/>\nBreaking in through the hayloft of the barn (Sam rises up into view as though he is on a motorized crane, accidentally hysterical), the Winchesters tiptoe around, all of the vampires splayed out in hammocks as though they are in the belly of a whaling ship. As is typical with the show in these earlier days, Sam and Dean are filmed as <i>though<\/i> they are villains, with darkness, and shadows, and black silhouettes, underlining the fact that they live totally off the grid, and from a legal standpoint they are actually criminals. The show does not fall into the trap of filming them <i>as though<\/i> they are heroes. And the vampires, when we get glimpses of them, seem sexy and downright attractive. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d54.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d54.jpg\" alt=\"d54\" width=\"851\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84879\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d54.jpg 851w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d54-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d54-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d54-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 851px) 100vw, 851px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dean accidentally knocks against one of the hammocks, and there&#8217;s a nice shot of the still-sleeping Beau coming towards the camera and away, towards the camera and away. Dean, get your shit together. Sam comes across the now-blood-stained girl victim, tied to her post. Meanwhile, John tiptoes into Kate and Luther&#8217;s &#8220;room,&#8221; where they lie sprawled in bed together, satiated, rolling over as one. There&#8217;s a skeevy vibe in the whole thing, John standing over their sex lair, watching.  Luther and Kate are a married couple, for all intents and purposes, and their intimacy is something John has lost, and will never have again. There&#8217;s a reason he&#8217;s the one who goes into their bedroom, and not Sam or Dean.  Dean tiptoes off to get a look at the other victims, locked inside a cage. And still, at this point, it seems the Winchesters may be all working different plans. Sam and Dean are on a rescue mission and John is looking for the Colt. What the hell are they  all DOING.  <\/p>\n<p>The eerie thing about the &#8220;plan&#8221; is what we learn about it later. John informs the boys, after the whole encounter is over, &#8220;Once a vampire has your scent, it&#8217;s for life.&#8221;  So that was the REAL plan: Put the boys into the vampire&#8217;s nest, let the vampires pick up the scent, so that the vamps will target them specifically and give chase. So let&#8217;s just think about that for a second. He dangles his offspring in front of the monsters, without their consent (they may have consented to it anyway if they had been told about it, but they were not told), in order for the vampires to &#8220;get their scent&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>Sam is untying the girl, not realizing that she is now &#8220;turned,&#8221; and Dean struggles to unlock the big padlock of the cage. There are wonderful ominous shots of all of the vampires snoozing in the hammocks. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d55.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d55.jpg\" alt=\"d55\" width=\"849\" height=\"480\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84880\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d55.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d55-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d55-200x113.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d55-400x226.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nMeanwhile, John seems to catch a glimpse of the gleaming Colt. Out in the barn, the blood-stained victim wakes up, and Sam hurriedly whispers at her, &#8220;Sh. I&#8217;m here to help you.&#8221; She then screams at the top of her lungs, and there&#8217;s a reverb on her voice, making it sound monstrous and animal-like. We don&#8217;t see her face, but Sam lurches backwards in alarm, clearly confronted with something supernatural. The vampires, as one, wake up. <\/p>\n<p>The screams wake up Luther and Kate, who see John Winchester standing over their bed like a rapist. Luther pushes against John, who is launched back across the room. Thinking quickly, he grabs a bottle and hurls it across the room, shattering the window, allowing light to stream in. Luther and Kate wince, and we hear John shout out, &#8220;BOYS. RUN.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Automatically, they obey. No questions asked. Well-trained. They run through the barn, with the vampires chasing after them. They burst out into the sunlight, and the vampires do not follow.  Running, wielding machetes, they make their way back to cover, where their cars lie hidden.  We&#8217;re in handheld camera mode now, a trope that is so tired because so overused in cinema &#8211; but <i>Supernatural<\/i> is smart with it. It uses it sparingly, it uses it to maximize effect. Ideally, handheld camera work gives a sense of jagged spontaneity to what you are seeing. It feels improvised, it feels chaotic. That&#8217;s what happens here. John is not immediately behind them, and Sam and Dean stare into the thick brush, waiting for him to appear. Finally, he emerges, running towards them. Telling them, &#8220;They won&#8217;t follow \u2026 They&#8217;ll wait til tonight.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Dean says, &#8220;What the hell do we do now?&#8221; and Dad&#8217;s comment is cryptic (what a shock): &#8220;We gotta find the nearest funeral home, that&#8217;s what.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><big>12th scene<\/big><br \/>\nNow comes a huge important scene. The only one, really, of its kind. An emotional and semi-open conversation about the past between Sam and John.  <\/p>\n<p>It is absolutely inconceivable that John would tolerate a similar conversation with Dean. If Sam is stubbornly insistent upon his own individuality, and his decampment for Stanford showed Dad that Sam actually meant what he said \u2026 so if all of that is true (and it is), then, strangely, John almost respects it. He hates it, but he respects it. Why? He respects strength not weakness, and Sam &#8220;presents&#8221; as stronger than Dean. But also, chillingly, he respects it <i>because it reminds him of himself.<\/i> I despise that kind of partiality, those who only assign &#8220;good&#8221; motives to things they understand, things they would do themselves. My first boyfriend had a little bit of John Winchester in him, which is why when I finally emerged from that nightmare it was like breaking out of a cult. Boyfriend&#8217;s attitude had infiltrated my whole personality. He was right, his &#8220;way&#8221; of doing things (from being in a relationship to going on vacation to cooking dinner) was clearly the right way. I was corrected, constantly. Now there are all kinds of reasons for why he was that way, and he had a terrible childhood with chaotic selfish (even full-blown narcissistic) parents. But whatever, I&#8217;m not a believer in the &#8220;Twinkie excuse.&#8221; I&#8217;m old-fashioned. Take responsibility for your actions. I&#8217;ve got shit in my past too. I don&#8217;t try to control others. I remember when my boyfriend would be confronted with someone who did something totally contrary to how HE would do it (someone other than myself, I mean), and he would nod, his mind twirling around trying to contextualize it, and he would say, &#8220;Huh. That&#8217;s cool.&#8221;  But he didn&#8217;t really think it was cool. He thought it was bonkers. He was in a constant state of judgment, assessment, coming down on one side or the other \u2026 I just don&#8217;t operate like that. And I like MY way better, but when I was in that fucking relationship I didn&#8217;t know which end was up.  That sort of certainty in one&#8217;s own right-ness is something that can be quite valuable, especially when you&#8217;re, say, fighting a war. You have to believe in your side. But that same certainty is DEADLY when used in interpersonal relationships.  John&#8217;s grudging approval of Sam is only because <i>he sees himself in Sam<\/i>, a classic narcissist&#8217;s attitude.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d56.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d56.jpg\" alt=\"d56\" width=\"850\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84881\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d56.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d56-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d56-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d56-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Whatever our attitudes about John are, the fact of the matter is that in this scene he tries to mend some fences with Sam. He still doesn&#8217;t say what we might want him to say, and he doesn&#8217;t apologize, but he does try to explain. They come to almost an agreement, or at least an acknowledgement of understanding.  And here&#8217;s the deal: Sam, in listening to his dad, in taking in what he has to say \u2026 he&#8217;s not totally selling himself down the river. He is too independent to be co-opted like that. The same would not be possible for Dean. Dean and John are locked in codependency with no separation between them. What Dad wants is what Dean wants. What Dad thinks is what Dean thinks. Dean&#8217;s submission to his Dad&#8217;s will and personality means John <i>doesn&#8217;t<\/i> respect him as much as he respects Sam. Anyone who has ever been in an abusive situation will recognize that dynamic. <\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a line in the Season 1 finale, where John, tormented, says to his sons, &#8220;I want you to go back to school, Sammy. I want Dean to have a home.&#8221;  Having a home is, of course, very important to Dean, and he has a way of making even temporary situations his &#8220;home&#8221;. The Impala is his home. His duffel bag is his home. His music collection is his home. He is a Sherpa, carrying his &#8220;home&#8221; around with him. I am not discounting home&#8217;s importance but it&#8217;s a very revealing line:  what, is Dean Little Orphan Annie?  He&#8217;s 27 years old. We don&#8217;t think of grown men as needing a &#8220;home&#8221; like that. We also assume that grown men have shit to do, things they want out of life, families, jobs, possessions, friends, whatever. But that&#8217;s not what John can even see for Dean. Sam is the one who has things to do in life. But Dean? The best John can come up with as an alternative life for Dean, is for Dean to &#8220;have a home&#8221;.  I am not trying to explain that line, or even come up with a thesis statement where the puzzle pieces fit together. The concept is too big for that and it lasts the entire series, and it is shown in many different facets, good, bad, indifferent, successful, failure. John seems to have no sense that Dean might want something else. Maybe Dean could join the military. Seems like it would be a perfect fit. Maybe Dean could open his own business. Maybe Dean could go to school, too.  But John&#8217;s understanding of Dean is truncated to the point that he has no sense of his son as a separate being. And Dean reflects back what Dad wants to see, reflects back the obedient &#8220;yes sir&#8221; son that Dad expects. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d57.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d57.jpg\" alt=\"d57\" width=\"850\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84882\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d57.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d57-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d57-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d57-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe loyalties are shifting. And you can think of the movement not in lateral terms, like left-to-right, but more like the natural eddies and flows of a stream racing along between its banks. The water is one entity, it&#8217;s all going in the same direction, but it scoots itself around jutting rocks or fallen logs, diverging course, but then coming back together again. These &#8220;obstacles&#8221; can cause rapids to form, sometimes dangerous rapids, but in general, the water is all going the same way.  So Sam and Dean, in working together over the past year, have cohered, and Sam, pacing back and forth, worries about how long it is taking for Dean to return, he wants to go join Dean, he wants to be with Dean. <\/p>\n<p>It is John who initiates the conversation, telling Sam that on the day Sam was born he put 100 bucks into a savings account for him. He had done the same for Dean. It was a college fund, and every month he put another 100 bucks into it.  Until \u2026 <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d58.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d58.jpg\" alt=\"d58\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84883\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d58.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d58-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d58-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d58-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sam stands in the middle of the room, listening to Dad talk, a whole conflict of emotions fighting it out on his face. John says &#8220;My point is \u2026 this is never the life I wanted for you.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>John is still wearing a wedding ring. And there&#8217;s an almost-unconscious fiddling-with-the-pen behavior going on during his monologue, evidence of Morgan&#8217;s brilliance with text and gesture. The words are pretty open (for the character). But the way he fiddles with the pen all along is the betrayer, the &#8220;tell&#8221;, of his nerves, and the fact that he honestly can&#8217;t control what is happening. If he had stood up and spoken the whole thing straight out, it wouldn&#8217;t have had that slightly uneasy <i>is he on the level<\/i> feeling that it currently has. I love the pen-gesture.  It seems to be going on without John being aware of it.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d59.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d59.jpg\" alt=\"d59\" width=\"850\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84884\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d59.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d59-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d59-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d59-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe fight on the road last night is still on their minds, and Sam asks, &#8220;Then why&#8217;d you get so mad when I left?&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>John prefaces his next monologue with &#8220;You gotta understand something \u2026&#8221; Once his wife was killed, the whole world seemed &#8220;evil,&#8221; and the only thing that mattered was keeping his sons &#8220;alive&#8221;. Not even safe. Just alive. &#8220;I wanted you prepared. Ready. Somewhere along the line, I stopped being your father. And I became your drill sergeant.&#8221; It&#8217;s quite an admission. Dean wouldn&#8217;t have even allowed John to go on.  Dean would have interrupted early on with, &#8220;You don&#8217;t need to explain yourself,&#8221; or &#8220;It&#8217;s okay, Dad, I get it.&#8221;  But Sam listens. <\/p>\n<p>Sam starts to move forward to the desk, getting closer, and the camera moves in on John, a clear clue that we are totally in &#8220;Sam&#8217;s POV&#8221; here.  The whole POV of the show is an interesting conversation in and of itself, and reminds me of an interesting comment Matthew Weiner made recently about <i>Mad Men<\/i>, that the most important character on the whole entire show, the one who really matters, the one whose point of view is the most important, is Sally Draper.  Unfortunately, I can&#8217;t find the exact quote. And you actually can see that happening in the last half-season of <i>Mad Men<\/i>, where more and more we are invited to see Don Draper ONLY through the eyes of Sally. The POV of the show is shifting, in other words. <\/p>\n<p>John says, &#8220;My only thought was \u2026 that you were gonna be alone.&#8221; He does not apologize for that attitude, if you notice. He explains.<\/p>\n<p>The key to the moment, however, is not in anything John says, and not in anything Jeffrey Dean Morgan does. The key to the moment is Sam&#8217;s reaction shots: they are so open and vulnerable and needy that he looks like he is literally <i>drinking in<\/i> Dad&#8217;s words. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d60.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d60.jpg\" alt=\"d60\" width=\"847\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84885\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d60.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d60-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d60-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d60-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAnd so that&#8217;s how you know the POV of the scene. Even when John says, &#8220;Sammy \u2026 it just never occurred to me \u2026 what you wanted \u2026&#8221;, there&#8217;s no blowup. It&#8217;s a concession to Sam&#8217;s formidable personality. Sam looks so vulnerable, so child-like. And despite everything I just said about John respecting Sam for how much Sam is like HIM (narcissism), John says, &#8220;We&#8217;re just different.&#8221; He would never give Dean that space.  <\/p>\n<p>But also consider what John now suspects about his youngest son. It gives a more sinister twist to John&#8217;s insistence that he and Sam are different. <\/p>\n<p>And then, like the rushing stream eddying around obstacles in a chaotic and yet organized way, Sam laughs a bit in response (and it&#8217;s a beautiful seemingly spontaneous moment from Padalecki). The emotions that are there are almost of the sort that would bring on tears, but a laugh comes out instead. A laugh of feeling overwhelmed with validation, recognition, and also the strange dark comedy of their ridiculous lives and all of the misunderstandings. Sam says, and it&#8217;s the first time we&#8217;ve heard him say such a thing, &#8220;We&#8217;re not different.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Look at Jeffrey Dean Morgan&#8217;s close-up response. I prefer to not label it. It is the heart of darkness, a total mystery. It could be <i>anything<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d61.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d61.jpg\" alt=\"d61\" width=\"848\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84886\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d61.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d61-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d61-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d61-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sam says that &#8220;after Mom and Jess,&#8221; he bets that he and Dad have more in common than anyone. Going in even closer to John now, he appears to be extremely <i>full<\/i>, emotionally, and it is one of those moments that looks very different once you get further along in the series. What people SAY is almost irrelevant with behavior like that. But he says, &#8220;I guess you&#8217;re right, son.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>A silence grows between them. Some kind of truce has been made. Uneasy and fragile. Then Sam says, in a &#8220;hey, I just thought of this&#8221; tone, &#8220;Dad. What ever happened to that college fund?&#8221; And from his expression, you know he knows. And you know he already thinks it&#8217;s funny.  Sam&#8217;s got a good sense of humor and an excellent sense of the absurd. <\/p>\n<p>Dad says, &#8220;Spent it on ammo,&#8221; and Sam bursts out laughing, and, beautifully, weirdly, so does John.  It&#8217;s the only moment where he betrays even the slightest sense of humor, or even the slightest sense of true self-awareness of his own absurdity. And it is Sam who allows it, who brings him there.  Again, the scene would flat out not happen between Dad and Dean. It is impossible to picture. <\/p>\n<p>It is at this moment that Dean returns, and you have to wonder what he thinks, seeing Sam and Dad sitting around like old war buddies, <i>laughing<\/i>. He doesn&#8217;t react, though. He&#8217;s too much in his own Burlesque Act of life. When I say that I mean <i>performing<\/i> your life, as opposed to just <i>living<\/i> it. Dad brings on Dean&#8217;s Burlesque. It&#8217;s like Kate&#8217;s &#8220;we&#8217;ve got presents&#8221; earlier on in the episode. Dean has had success on his mission, and we have no idea what&#8217;s going on, why he had to go to a funeral home. Dean pulls out a jar of liquid from one of his cavernous pockets, and there&#8217;s a sort of eager and almost awkward manner to him here. He can&#8217;t get the jar out as smoothly as he wants to. The wait for it to appear is just slightly longer than is comfortable. It&#8217;s vulnerable, in an unnameable way. Maybe Dad&#8217;s satisfied smile as he picks up the jar and looks at it would be enough for Dean. Dean is used to gorging himself on the crumbs from the table. If he ever had a full meal of affection from Dad, who knows what that would be like for him. Well, we find out later. It makes him suspicious and paranoid.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d62.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d62.jpg\" alt=\"d62\" width=\"849\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84887\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d62.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d62-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d62-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d62-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJohn says to Dean, &#8220;You know what to do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><big>13th scene<\/big><br \/>\nThe creepy scene by the road has generated a lot of discussion in the comments section to former re-caps, and thanks to Helena for pointing out some nuances I missed. The script for the episode withholds a lot from us, so that we struggle to play catch-up. When John says, &#8220;You know what to do,&#8221; Dean and Sam have jumped into gear, suggesting that whatever the plan is it is a well-known tactic they have used before. <\/p>\n<p>But consider the plan: Dean places himself on a lonely dark road, looking under the hood of his car. The vampires have his scent, as has been established, as John made sure of. And so now, Dean dangles himself there, as bait, for the vampires. Because it is Dean, the whole thing has a sexualized context, because it is what he invites, it is what his persona suggests (think Joan on <i>Mad Men<\/i>, Dean Winchester&#8217;s psychic and sexual twin, strange as that may seem). And if he has to, he&#8217;ll fuck whatever vampire shows up in order to get what he needs. Male or female. John probably figured out that Dean was perfect bait early on, teenage years. And so that &#8220;asset&#8221; of Dean&#8217;s, the fact that everyone, man, woman, monster, wants to fuck him silly \u2026 is something that can be used in the fight against evil. John trained Dean to use that side of himself. He has probably put Dean into incredibly sketchy situations repeatedly, because \u2026 well, because it WORKS, that&#8217;s why. And it WOULDN&#8217;T work with Sam, hunk though he is. Sam isn&#8217;t believable bait. You have to think like a predator, unfortunately, to have all of it make sense. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/joan-mad-men.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/joan-mad-men.jpg\" alt=\"joan-mad-men\" width=\"465\" height=\"327\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84945\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/joan-mad-men.jpg 465w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/joan-mad-men-100x70.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/joan-mad-men-200x140.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/joan-mad-men-400x281.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 465px) 100vw, 465px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nDean is strong, and a fighter, and will kick your ass. But he also is somehow sexually vulnerable, and everyone can sense it. Who knows how that quality would have developed if Dean hadn&#8217;t had hunting in his life.  My filter for Dean, however, is not &#8220;victim.&#8221; My filter for Dean is &#8220;survivor.&#8221; He survives his life the best way he knows. And his survival tactics change and morph over the course of the series, and he finds that some things that used to work no longer do, or some things that didn&#8217;t bother him, now do.  There&#8217;s a moment in &#8220;Twihard,&#8221; when he is being propositioned by the head vampire that is as queasy-making as the show has ever gotten, and you can see Dean&#8217;s stomach turn at what he knows he has to do, what he has done many many times before, the shame, the revulsion, the guilt at his own participation \u2026 and how can he say No NOW when he said Yes so many other times \u2026 (and on and on \u2026 you could drown in it).<\/p>\n<p>So the scene in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; is another one that looks very different once you&#8217;ve seen more of Dean through Season 3, and 4, when the Trauma Motif gets explicit.  The fact that Dean is being used as sexual bait for the vampires is not even questioned in &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood.&#8221; Not by anyone. As a matter of fact, it is handled so casually and automatically that you almost could miss it. <\/p>\n<p>Dean is a grown man. It may be gross what happens here, and it is gross, but it&#8217;s part of his life. He doesn&#8217;t blink an eye. We don&#8217;t see any hesitation.  Picture the very same situation, with Dean at 15, 16 years old. A virgin Dean. Like the young girl in <i>Alex, Alexis, and etc.<\/i> who lures men to come with her. Multiply that out \u2026 the amount of times Dean has had to use himself that way over his lifetime &#8230;. Of course it would be &#8220;rote&#8221; for him. The miracle is that Dean&#8217;s sexuality is as pleasure-loving as it is, considering his history. And that&#8217;s what I mean when I say he is a survivor.  His love of pleasure has always seemed to me to be a <i>conscious choice<\/i> on his part, something extremely <i>self-aware<\/i>, to take something that has been used against him repeatedly (his sexuality) and to make something not only good but AWESOME out of it. Cue Marilyn Monroe. Cue Joan from <i>Mad Men<\/i>. You would have to really believe that sexuality is somehow inherently bad or dirty to see them as victims. Instead, they insist that their sexuality deserves to exist, on its own terms, and of course they are &#8220;thanked&#8221; by being treated like whores, but they still stand in their belief that their curves are beautiful and that they &#8220;get&#8221; to be sexual too.  They will not be punished or shamed for it. Those women are <i>survivors<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p>The scene is made even creepier by the fact that John and Sam lie in wait in the bushes, <i>watching the sexual assault<\/i> occur, and watching Dean participate in it. If Sam feels sick to his stomach, we aren&#8217;t shown a reaction shot. It is normal to them. It is Dean&#8217;s &#8220;role.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kate approaches Dean from behind him and says, &#8220;Car trouble?&#8221; Dean turns, and we can see him gearing up for what is about to happen. It&#8217;s gross to him, but he&#8217;s done it before. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d63.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d63.jpg\" alt=\"d63\" width=\"848\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84888\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d63.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d63-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d63-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d63-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nAnd because of who he is, and because his sexuality flashes out aggressively in dangerous moments, he &#8220;goes to the Sex&#8221;, saying bitchily, &#8220;I&#8217;ll pass. I usually draw the line at necrophilia.&#8221; She whacks him across the face, knocking him to the ground. He&#8217;s hurt. He struggles to get up. (Now would be a good time to appear, John and Sam. What the hell are you waiting for.) She is on him, though, before he can gain his footing, grabbing his face between her hands with her creepy French manicure, and it looks like she is actually hurting him, digging into his face. She lifts him up into the air. Dean clearly could kick out his legs and knock her in the gut, but that&#8217;s not part of the plan. The plan is to be assaulted.  He wisecracks his way through the whole thing, God bless him, even laughing, or trying to: &#8220;I normally don&#8217;t get this friendly until the second date.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d64.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d64.jpg\" alt=\"d64\" width=\"846\" height=\"471\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84890\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d64.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d64-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d64-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d64-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>She coos, &#8220;We could have some fun. I always like to make new friends.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Just to throw yet another wrench down the Hall of Mirrors, she has also been &#8220;sent out&#8221; into the line of fire by her supposed protector, Luther. Her job is to overcome Dean, sex him up, maybe even fuck him if she has to. She and Dean are two sides of the same coin, and neither of them say, &#8220;Hey, wait a second. No, I&#8217;m not cool with using myself this way &#8211; can&#8217;t we come up with another plan?&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>She&#8217;s lowered him to the ground, to her level, and then moves in and kisses him passionately, still gripping into his cheek with her manicured nails. It feels violent, he can&#8217;t move. It goes on for what feels like forever, Dean a passive grossed-out recipient. He will gargle with mouthwash for 15 minutes in the motel later. Meanwhile, another vampire emerges from the shadows as the kiss goes on, smiling lecherously. I guess all vampires like to watch. <\/p>\n<p>When she moves off Dean, he gasps for breath, and laughs a little bit, saying, &#8220;Sorry, I can only stay with a chick so long &#8211; definitely not eternity.&#8221; So Han Solo.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d65.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d65.jpg\" alt=\"d65\" width=\"850\" height=\"471\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84891\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d65.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d65-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d65-200x110.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d65-400x221.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, with a whoosh, arrows seem to fly in from out of nowhere, one, two, piercing first the watching vampire, and then Kate, who lets Dean go. John and Sam emerge from the bushes, conquering swaggering heroes, wielding machetes and stun-guns. I love watching how John deals with Kate. He calls her &#8220;sweetheart,&#8221; first of all, a clear diminishment of her, something Dean tries to do all the time, most notably with Meg in &#8220;Shadow.&#8221; With Dean it looks like a way to handle his anxiety, a way to try to cut her down to manageable size. But with John it looks like contempt.  John can barely keep the sneering smirk off his face, especially when Kate&#8217;s face registers his words about the dead man&#8217;s blood. She collapses, falling backwards into Dean&#8217;s arms.  &#8220;Load her up,&#8221; says John, and Dean obeys. John slices off the head of the other vampire, with a huge blood splash across a tree trunk.<\/p>\n<p>John and Sam get to shoot guns and slice off heads. Dean has to get tongued by a vampire. <\/p>\n<p><big>14th scene<\/big><br \/>\nDeep in the woods, the Winchesters have built a fire, Kate tied to a tree at the far end of the little clearing. John babbles on to Dean about the different things to throw on the fire, things that will create a smoke-screen that will block their scent (and hers) for a little while. Hence, her presence. But she is drugged and comatose, and the whole thing is just so sick and CASUAL. They seriously seem like cold-blooded serial killers. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d68.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d68.jpg\" alt=\"d68\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84893\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d68.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d68-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d68-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d68-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJohn explains to them (and to us) what is happening. &#8220;The blood sickness is gonna wear off soon &#8211; you don&#8217;t have a lot of time \u2026 And then I want you out of the area as fast as you can.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Sam and Dean both protest. We don&#8217;t even know what John&#8217;s plan is. The show, again, withholds it. But we know that Sam and Dean assume that they would continue on together. Sexual bait aside, they work well as a team, it&#8217;s good to have backup. The Colt could bring them to the Demon that killed Mom, and they all should be together when they stand off against that thing. Things have changed since &#8220;Shadow,&#8221; when the family parted ways. <\/p>\n<p>Sam is getting worked up again. He feels the abandonment coming, his anger rising at being ordered around, not consulted, not considered. &#8220;But after \u2026 we&#8217;re gonna meet up. Right? Use the gun together. Right.&#8221; His tone is so serious and so knowing that it gets Dean&#8217;s attention. Dean is so swayed by John&#8217;s presence he misses things. Sam is the outside eye here. Dean needs it. <\/p>\n<p>When John hesitates, Sam knows. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t get you. You can&#8217;t treat us like this.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Like what.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Like children.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sam doesn&#8217;t sound whiny now. He sounds righteous and <i>pissed<\/i>. John pulls out the blah-blah-blah with, &#8220;You are my children. I&#8217;m trying to keep you safe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Someone ring the church bells, because Dean intervenes, and says, &#8220;Dad, all due respect, but that&#8217;s a bunch of crap.&#8221; Love the line and love that it MUST be prefaced with &#8220;all due respect,&#8221; it shows exactly where Dean is coming from, and it shows exactly how much it takes for Dean to say such a thing. How often has Dean gone up against Dad? Watch how he says it. His eyes are all over the place. He glances at Sam, looks up, looks around, and finally, looks at Dad. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a clue how rare such a comment is from him because everyone is shocked. Sam almost does a double-take. Did Dean just say that? John barely seems to understand what was just said it is so unexpected. <\/p>\n<p>Talk about changing the dance-step. Everyone expects Sam to be the loudmouth troublemaker pushing the envelope. Nobody expects Dean to have a mind of his own. John says, stunned, &#8220;Excuse me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Now that Dean has spoken, he&#8217;s got his courage, he knows where he is. He&#8217;s more direct now. He can stand off with Dad. He knows what he&#8217;s saying. &#8220;You know what Sammy and I have been hunting. Hell, you sent us on a few hunting trips yourself \u2026&#8221; and he attempts to laugh, and it&#8217;s painful to watch. It&#8217;s not a laugh at all. It&#8217;s a flash of pain and abandonment, it&#8217;s a kid who was thrown to the wolves, it&#8217;s gallows humor only. &#8220;You can&#8217;t be that worried about keeping us safe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d71.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d71.jpg\" alt=\"d71\" width=\"846\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84894\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d71.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d71-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d71-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d71-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>John is now in a position where he has to defend himself to Dean. Nobody knows how to handle it, nobody knows what to do. You can <i>feel<\/i> it. That weird laugh from Dean, mid-sentence, and John&#8217;s almost automatic answering of Dean&#8217;s comment \u2026 John is so discombobbled that he doesn&#8217;t even think to say to Dean, &#8220;You do what I tell you to do and that&#8217;s final,&#8221; the way he did earlier with Sam. John&#8217;s explanations (&#8220;I can&#8217;t do my job if I&#8217;m worried about you guys \u2026&#8221;) rings just as hollow as always and Dean calls him on it. You&#8217;re on some kind of death-wish, you just want to be &#8220;reckless&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>John pulls out &#8220;your mother&#8217;s death almost killed me&#8221; and &#8220;I can&#8217;t lose you two&#8221;, and it&#8217;s powerfully played, don&#8217;t get me wrong, but it goes back to the abstract quality of John Winchester&#8217;s love for his family. It has become entirely theoretical. It is a story he has told himself over and over and over again. Now, granted, this sometimes happens in battle situations, where the &#8220;concept&#8221; of home (or freedom, or liberty) becomes idealized, fantasized, an Emerald City of perfection \u2026 and many a soldier has kept his spirits up and found the will to go on through such abstractions.  In the midst of the shit, if you know that what you are fighting for it helps you be brave. John Winchester LIVES there, though. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d70.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d70.jpg\" alt=\"d70\" width=\"849\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84895\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d70.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d70-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d70-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d70-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nThe discussion goes on, Dean pressing his father to try to see it from their side. &#8220;What happens if you die and we could have done something about it? I think maybe Sammy&#8217;s right about this one. We should do this together. We&#8217;re stronger as a family, Dad. You know it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>John has closed back down, the shock of Dean having a voice of his own dissipating: &#8220;You do your job and you get out of the area. That&#8217;s an order.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>I wonder what his reaction would have been if it had been Sam saying those words, and not Dean. I think on some level John tunes Dean out. Dean is not worth listening to, really. <\/p>\n<p><big>15th scene<\/big><br \/>\nPanic in Vampire Land. Beau returns to report that &#8220;Hank&#8221; is dead and Kate has vanished.  At that moment, you hear the far-off rev of an engine, passing by. Luther stares off in the direction of the sound, and his dismay\/unease at being separated from her, his worry for her, his codependence with her, it&#8217;s all there on his face. &#8220;She&#8217;s in that truck,&#8221; he whispers. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d73.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d73.jpg\" alt=\"d73\" width=\"847\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84896\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d73.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d73-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d73-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d73-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s John, of course, driving by so that the vampires will catch the scent, and chase them. Time to test the Colt, basically, although none of it has been said outright. Kate is drugged and passed out in the passenger seat, and John is impassive and stoic, until he sees the headlights in the rear view mirror bearing down on him. The moment has come.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d74.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d74.jpg\" alt=\"d74\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84897\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d74.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d74-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d74-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d74-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><big>16th scene<\/big><br \/>\nBack at the almost-empty nest, Beau holds down the fort, swigging down liquor and wandering around in the near pitch-black, looking uneasily at the vast empty spaces of the barn. Suddenly, Dean is behind him. Obviously the eye of newt potion at the campfire had blocked Dean&#8217;s scent (&#8220;I&#8217;ve missed your musk!&#8221;), making it possible for him to get as close as he does without detection. Dean says, cool as a cuke, &#8220;Boo&#8221; and then hacks the machete through the air. Head. Off.<\/p>\n<p>Dean and Sam have clearly decided, on their own time, off-screen, to disobey Dad and do their own thing. I like to think of their ESP moment after John leaves the campfire with Kate. It would only need to be a &#8220;Fuck THIS&#8221; glance and they would know what to do. A couple of moments from now, John says to Luther that his &#8220;friends&#8221; are &#8220;cleaning out your nest,&#8221; but we only see Dean doing that, making us wonder, Wait \u2026 where&#8217;s Sam?  <\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, the cars chase Dad&#8217;s truck down a dark road. And talk about cool as a cuke, look at John&#8217;s face in the middle of a high-speed car chase. But then the car vanishes from the rear view, and he must have missed its sudden swerve. Whatever the case, it is no longer there. Until John swerves around a corner, and there the vampire group stands, in front of their car, like an album cover from 1983. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d75.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d75.jpg\" alt=\"d75\" width=\"850\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84898\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d75.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d75-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d75-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d75-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Luther orders, &#8220;Get out.&#8221; John does. Like John, Luther is single-minded in his loyalties, and in his sense of responsibility for his family. Survival is almost secondary to protecting his mate. Luther asks, &#8220;Where&#8217;s Kate?&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>John yanks on the rope in his hands, the one tied to Kate, and his line &#8220;Come here, sweetheart&#8221; is brutal. It is the kind of unnecessary cruelty that ends up making Dean balk at Gordon&#8217;s actions in a similar situation in Season 2, also having to do with vampires. The &#8220;vampire&#8221; episodes of <i>Supernatural<\/i> make a fascinating mini-Arc of desire, repulsion, morality, cruelty, sex, loyalty. The themes that erupt when vampires enter the scene are deep and totally out of control. <\/p>\n<p>Kate falls out of the truck into John&#8217;s arms, and he puts a knife to her throat. Luther&#8217;s entire body is taut with the desire to go to her, protect her. Instead he calls out, betraying almost no emotion, being super-calm for her benefit, &#8220;Kate, you all right?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d76.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d76.jpg\" alt=\"d76\" width=\"847\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84899\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d76.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d76-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d76-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d76-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nJohn demands the Colt be handed over. A trade.<\/p>\n<p>It almost seems like it&#8217;s no contest. Luther says, &#8220;Just don&#8217;t hurt her,&#8221; and moves forward, placing the Colt on the pavement between them. Struggling with his prey, John squats down to pick it up, and Kate takes the opportunity to punch with her tied-together hands into John, who falls backward, and there&#8217;s a crack of glass, and the ensuing fight is so dark you can barely see what happens, but John has collapsed on the ground. Luther moves towards John, and suddenly, just like before, when Dean was bait, a shot whizzes from out of the woods, felling one of the vampires. It surprises everyone, they all whirl around, and then we see Sam and Dean, Dean holding the most macho gun I&#8217;ve ever seen in my life, shooting at the group of vampires <i>as he runs<\/i>, and hitting them, a helluva feat. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d77.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d77.jpg\" alt=\"d77\" width=\"848\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84900\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d77.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d77-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d77-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d77-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nBestill my heart.<\/p>\n<p>But Luther &#8220;gets&#8221; Sam, wrestling him into position, with Sam&#8217;s machete turned against him. Dean freezes at the sight. Hall of Mirrors again. Basically two families standing off, and knowing the weak spots of the other, and using it against the enemy. I mean, it might never stop, at the way this is going, until nobody is left standing. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d78.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d78.jpg\" alt=\"d78\" width=\"849\" height=\"470\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84901\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d78.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d78-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d78-200x110.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d78-400x221.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It is now Dean&#8217;s turn to be Luther, putting down the machete, holding out his hand, like, &#8220;halt, wait \u2026&#8221; Don&#8217;t hurt Sam. Let&#8217;s trade. Luther says, and it is something we will hear from other vampires, &#8220;You people. Why can&#8217;t you just leave us alone. We have as much right to live as you do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d79.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d79.jpg\" alt=\"d79\" width=\"847\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84902\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d79.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d79-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d79-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d79-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nSuddenly, John&#8217;s voice comes from off-camera: &#8220;I don&#8217;t think so.&#8221; Luther turns, still holding Sam in front of him. John is now upright, and he&#8217;s got the Colt cocked and ready. Despite the fact that Luther is holding Sam in his arms, John fires. It&#8217;s an enormous risk, even more so than dangling Dean&#8217;s dangly bits in front of a horny vamp. We get a closeup of the bullet in the air, a la <i>The Matrix<\/i>, which hits Luther in the middle of the forehead, a strict bull&#8217;s eye. It&#8217;s a risk because he could have hit Sam, first of all, but it&#8217;s also a risk because he&#8217;s not even sure if the Colt works the way it&#8217;s supposed to. What would happen if it was all bullshit? Of course these are questions the show never asks.  But those questions reverberate beneath the surface of the plot, in its intricacy and nastiness. John Winchester needed an excuse to test the gun, so that he could then trust its powers before using it on the Demon. The stand-off with the vamps is the test. And if Sam happens to be in the way? Well, John&#8217;s a good shot, he is certain he won&#8217;t miss.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d80.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d80.jpg\" alt=\"d80\" width=\"850\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84903\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d80.jpg 850w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d80-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d80-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d80-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nOnce Luther is hit, he releases Sam, who staggers back towards Dean, and then everyone basically just stands around in the dark watching Luther&#8217;s death throes with almost a morbid scientist-like fascination. Kate screams in horror and loss, but the Winchesters just watch \u2026 Holy shit, look at him fall apart, look at him shatter, look at what the Colt does. My God, it works. It <em>killed a vampire<\/em>. The hope is enormous, heart-splitting. <\/p>\n<p>Feeling hope through watching the murder of someone else, monster or no \u2026 well, hey, that&#8217;s how the Winchesters roll.<\/p>\n<p>The other vampires, terrified at the Colt&#8217;s effectiveness, race to their cars and peel away. Sam and Dean both look stunned, and almost upset, and neither of them can take their eyes off John. Who smiles at them. It&#8217;s cold as ice.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d81.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d81.jpg\" alt=\"d81\" width=\"848\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84904\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d81.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d81-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d81-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d81-400x222.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d82.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d82.jpg\" alt=\"d82\" width=\"849\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84905\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d82.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d82-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d82-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d82-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d84.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d84.jpg\" alt=\"d84\" width=\"849\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84906\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d84.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d84-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d84-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d84-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><big>17th scene<\/big><br \/>\nDean and Sam stand over their beds, packing up their bags, and John walks in the door. He looks almost young here, the way he puts his hands in his pockets. A teenager. The betrayal, again, of his underlying nerves.<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d85.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d85.jpg\" alt=\"d85\" width=\"847\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84907\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d85.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d85-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d85-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d85-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nHe moves towards them, saying, &#8220;So, boys \u2026&#8221; and they drop what they&#8217;re doing and turn fully to him. Sam says, &#8220;Yes, sir,&#8221; and John says, &#8220;You ignored a direct order back there.&#8221; Messing with what we may expect, Sam says, &#8220;Yes, sir,&#8221; automatically. Dean doesn&#8217;t. Instead he says, &#8220;We saved your ass.&#8221; Sam is stunned, yet again. So is Dad. Nobody speaks. Closeup of Sam, closeup of Dad, closeup of Dean. John looks forbidding. Dean looks freaked out at what he just said, but holding his ground. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d86.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d86.jpg\" alt=\"d86\" width=\"846\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84908\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d86.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d86-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d86-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d86-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt&#8217;s impressive. And when John finally says, &#8220;You&#8217;re right,&#8221; it is Dean&#8217;s turn to be taken aback. He&#8217;s not sure he heard right. He&#8217;s not even sure he IS right. If John laid into him here, I expect that Dean would give up his line of attack. Instead, John concedes ground, and it seems like Dean experiences that almost as being hung out to dry. Dean says, &#8220;I am?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Excellent writing. Simple and emotional, gives the actors so much to chew on. <\/p>\n<p>John says, &#8220;It scares the hell out of me&#8221; (which gets John a big fat eyeroll from Yours Truly). Bottom line for John is, &#8220;I guess we are stronger as a family.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dean sort of takes that in. The rousing <i>Supernatural<\/i> theme starts up, soft, and then building in volume. <\/p>\n<p>Ackles does something interesting with his closeup here, something very thoughtful, again, one of those closeups it&#8217;s not necessary to label. It&#8217;s validating, for his dad to say he&#8217;s right about something, but he&#8217;s not sure if it&#8217;s to be trusted. He also doesn&#8217;t want to SHOW Dad his feelings. That is still a big no-no.  <\/p>\n<p>John, back in Commander mode, says, &#8220;We go after this thing. Together.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Surrounded by the blackness of the background, the brothers say in unison, &#8220;Yes, sir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d88.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d88.jpg\" alt=\"d88\" width=\"847\" height=\"473\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84909\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d88.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d88-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d88-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d88-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nIt is a total repeat of the same &#8220;Yes, sir&#8221; moment in &#8220;Shadow,&#8221; the one I&#8217;ve mentioned before as so thrilling to me. It&#8217;s the exact same framing, the exact same placement of the two figures. <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60.jpg\" alt=\"s60\" width=\"847\" height=\"475\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-82629\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60.jpg 847w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/s60-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 847px) 100vw, 847px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\nWhile <i>Supernatural<\/i> can be too repetitive sometimes (a situation bound to happen when you have 20+ episodes a season, as opposed to 12 or whatever), sometimes the repetition works in its favor. Themes are revisited, arguments. The family argument that makes up &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; is the exact same territory covered in &#8220;Shadow&#8221; and hinted at elsewhere. But the end result is different. Progress has been made. Sam flipped his lid. Dean stood up for himself. <\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s still impossible to ignore the fact that the episode ends with Sam and Dean saying &#8220;Yes, sir&#8221; in unison. <\/p>\n<p>One step forward. Two steps back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; closes out with a strange and captivating silent triangulation of closeups. Sam. Dean. And then John. There is togetherness there, a shared sense of purpose. But the experience being revealed is not identical. The emotions are varied. The stream running along between its banks, a catapulting current, everyone going in the same direction, but shooting out and around obstacles, coming back together, clash of rapids, re-grouping, moving on.  <\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d89.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d89.jpg\" alt=\"d89\" width=\"849\" height=\"474\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84910\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d89.jpg 849w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d89-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d89-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d89-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 849px) 100vw, 849px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d90.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d90.jpg\" alt=\"d90\" width=\"848\" height=\"476\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84911\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d90.jpg 848w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d90-100x56.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d90-200x112.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d90-400x224.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 848px) 100vw, 848px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d91.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d91.jpg\" alt=\"d91\" width=\"846\" height=\"472\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-84912\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d91.jpg 846w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d91-100x55.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d91-200x111.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/d91-400x223.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 846px) 100vw, 846px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Directed by Tony Wharmby Written by Cathryn Humphris &#038; John Shiban Nietzsche wrote,&#8221;When you look into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you.&#8221; I thought of that while writing the re-cap. &#8220;Dead Man&#8217;s Blood&#8221; is an abyss. 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