{"id":8765,"date":"2009-01-11T09:26:43","date_gmt":"2009-01-11T14:26:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8765"},"modified":"2026-07-04T08:50:50","modified_gmt":"2026-07-04T12:50:50","slug":"scanning-sunday-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8765","title":{"rendered":"No wings for you"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s not often that you have a photo of yourself <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=45086\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">at the very moment a dream dies<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>I would never be so innocent or gullible again.  It was also the first moment I felt shame, embarrassment so white-hot that I had to crush it down.<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;d never know from looking at the picture that that is what is going on.<\/p>\n<p>Good game face.  Too good.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/01\/10399652_43475552631_7598_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"595\" height=\"604\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-182075\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/01\/10399652_43475552631_7598_n.jpg 595w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/01\/10399652_43475552631_7598_n-197x200.jpg 197w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/01\/10399652_43475552631_7598_n-394x400.jpg 394w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 595px) 100vw, 595px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s not often that you have a photo of yourself at the very moment a dream dies. I would never be so innocent or gullible again. It was also the first moment I felt shame, embarrassment so white-hot that I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=8765\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8765"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8765"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8765\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":205690,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8765\/revisions\/205690"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8765"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8765"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8765"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}