{"id":9231,"date":"2009-04-06T08:45:49","date_gmt":"2009-04-06T12:45:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9231"},"modified":"2010-07-04T07:57:17","modified_gmt":"2010-07-04T11:57:17","slug":"dying-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9231","title":{"rendered":"Dying Dreams, by William Gedney"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Allison and I went to MOMA yesterday to see the current photography exhibit going on: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.moma.org\/visit\/calendar\/exhibitions\/97\">Into the Sunset: Photography&#8217;s Image of the American West<\/a>.  We both love photography.  There were some old favorites on display (Dennis Hopper&#8217;s &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.artnet.com\/Artists\/LotDetailPage.aspx?lot_id=1C6AD5B6389E3B47AEC0E1EB4724A12B\">Double Standard<\/a>&#8220;, for example &#8211; a photograph I love dearly), but lots of new things, and it was interesting &#8211; there were a couple of photographers I found myself drawn to, and it almost became a game.  At one point, I thought &#8211; &#8220;Well, I obviously like so-and-so&#8217;s work a lot &#8211; his stuff is continuing to CALL to me from the wall.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>One photo, by William Gedney, was my favorite in the entire exhibit.  I stared at it for maybe 15 minutes.  I can&#8217;t say what I was thinking or feeling, but I do know that my mind unhinged from itself, and floated off into memories, dreams, reflections.  The photo seemed to not just be itself, but something else.  It wasn&#8217;t didactic, like many of the photos were &#8211; trying to &#8220;make a comment&#8221;.  It just was what it was, but the implications were enormous, and very emotional for me.  I entered the photo, but not just that &#8211; it kind of ushered me into my own past, my own dreams for myself, and what it&#8217;s like when &#8230; well.  Things don&#8217;t work out, basically.<\/p>\n<p>It took me some digging on this rainy thundery morning but I found it.  I discovered an enormous <a href=\"http:\/\/library.duke.edu\/digitalcollections\/gedney\/\">online archive<\/a> of Gedney&#8217;s stuff &#8211; huge &#8211; and as I started browsing, I again got lost &#8211; in my own thoughts and memories.  Some of the images I actually recognize, but many were new to me.  He&#8217;s unbelievable.  He&#8217;s got that late 50s-early-to-mid-60s sensibility that really resonates with me.  The culture on the cusp of something.  Dennis Hopper&#8217;s stuff has that too. The &#8220;old&#8221; world still visible, the coffee shops and late-night diners &#8211; the milk bottles on the stoop &#8230; but change is coming up from below.  William Gedney made many trips across the country during that time, and many of his photos are of migrant workers, protests, Native Americans &#8230; and a lot of it is just &#8230; OBJECTS.  Which is obviously my favorite kind of photograph.  Cars at the curb, 1955.  A house with a porch at night.  An advertisement.  There&#8217;s something psychotic at work in some of these photos, and I can&#8217;t put my finger on it.<\/p>\n<p>The photo that captivated me so much during the exhibit is below the jump.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s what started the whole thing.  I&#8217;ve been thinking about it all night and all morning.  <\/p>\n<p>It seems to have something to say to me personally.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"SF0004-lrg.jpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/SF0004-lrg.jpeg\" width=\"1000\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Allison and I went to MOMA yesterday to see the current photography exhibit going on: Into the Sunset: Photography&#8217;s Image of the American West. We both love photography. 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