{"id":9300,"date":"2009-04-25T06:04:28","date_gmt":"2009-04-25T10:04:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9300"},"modified":"2022-11-19T09:50:58","modified_gmt":"2022-11-19T14:50:58","slug":"tracking-hopes-emotional-experience","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9300","title":{"rendered":"Tracking Hope\u2019s emotional experience"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One of my favorite moments that we share is when she is in the right mood, sleeping on my pillow, and I go to rub her belly, and she thinks about it for a second and then basically launches her entire body into a massive stretch, involving every muscle in her body.  Her &#8220;fingers&#8221; splay out, her &#8220;toes&#8221; stretch &#8211; it is an awesome privilege that she trusts me so much to allow it.<\/p>\n<p>Then of course sometimes, mid-stretch, she gets a little nervous like, &#8220;Oh no.  Am I allowing her to see too much?  I am too vulnerable right now, emotionally &#8230; Is it okay?  Or &#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s like her mind splits.  Her body is still stretching but her face suddenly becomes conscious and alarmed.<\/p>\n<p>I have been in exactly the same situation before in my life.  I relate, Hope, honey, it&#8217;s okay.<\/p>\n<p>I happened to catch such a moment with my camera the other day.<\/p>\n<p>1.  Glorious uninhibited stretch<br \/>\n2.  Sudden realization, while stretching, of her own precarious emotional vulnerability<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2748639566_b0b43be68e_c.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-183543\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2748639566_b0b43be68e_c.jpg 800w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2748639566_b0b43be68e_c-200x150.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2748639566_b0b43be68e_c-400x300.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2748639566_b0b43be68e_c-100x75.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2748639566_b0b43be68e_c-768x576.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>\n<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2756885888_086c571f70_c.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-183544\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2756885888_086c571f70_c.jpg 800w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2756885888_086c571f70_c-200x150.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2756885888_086c571f70_c-400x300.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2756885888_086c571f70_c-100x75.jpg 100w, https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/2756885888_086c571f70_c-768x576.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of my favorite moments that we share is when she is in the right mood, sleeping on my pillow, and I go to rub her belly, and she thinks about it for a second and then basically launches her &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9300\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[67],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9300"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9300"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9300\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":183546,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9300\/revisions\/183546"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}