{"id":9856,"date":"2010-02-17T15:32:37","date_gmt":"2010-02-17T20:32:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9856"},"modified":"2018-02-14T11:00:49","modified_gmt":"2018-02-14T16:00:49","slug":"ash-wednesday-by-t-s-eliot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9856","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Ash Wednesday&#8221;, by T.S. Eliot"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><big>I<\/big><br \/>\nBecause I do not hope to turn again<br \/>\nBecause I do not hope<br \/>\nBecause I do not hope to turn<br \/>\nDesiring this man&#8217;s gift and that man&#8217;s scope<br \/>\nI no longer strive to strive towards such things<br \/>\n(Why should the ag&egrave;d eagle stretch its wings?)<br \/>\nWhy should I mourn<br \/>\nThe vanished power of the usual reign?<\/p>\n<p>Because I do not hope to know<br \/>\nThe infirm glory of the positive hour<br \/>\nBecause I do not think<br \/>\nBecause I know I shall not know<br \/>\nThe one veritable transitory power<br \/>\nBecause I cannot drink<br \/>\nThere, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is<br \/>\nnothing again<\/p>\n<p>Because I know that time is always time<br \/>\nAnd place is always and only place<br \/>\nAnd what is actual is actual only for one time<br \/>\nAnd only for one place<br \/>\nI rejoice that things are as they are and<br \/>\nI renounce the bless&egrave;d face<br \/>\nAnd renounce the voice<br \/>\nBecause I cannot hope to turn again<br \/>\nConsequently I rejoice, having to construct something<br \/>\nUpon which to rejoice<\/p>\n<p>And pray to God to have mercy upon us<br \/>\nAnd pray that I may forget<br \/>\nThese matters that with myself I too much discuss<br \/>\nToo much explain<br \/>\nBecause I do not hope to turn again<br \/>\nLet these words answer<br \/>\nFor what is done, not to be done again<br \/>\nMay the judgement not be too heavy upon us<\/p>\n<p>Because these wings are no longer wings to fly<br \/>\nBut merely vans to beat the air<br \/>\nThe air which is now thoroughly small and dry<br \/>\nSmaller and dryer than the will<br \/>\nTeach us to care and not to care<br \/>\nTeach us to sit still.<\/p>\n<p>Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death<br \/>\nPray for us now and at the hour of our death.<\/p>\n<p><big>II<\/big><br \/>\nLady, three white leopards sat under a juniper-tree<br \/>\nIn the cool of the day, having fed to sateity<br \/>\nOn my legs my heart my liver and that which had been<br \/>\ncontained<br \/>\nIn the hollow round of my skull. And God said<br \/>\nShall these bones live? shall these<br \/>\nBones live? And that which had been contained<br \/>\nIn the bones (which were already dry) said chirping:<br \/>\nBecause of the goodness of this Lady<br \/>\nAnd because of her loveliness, and because<br \/>\nShe honours the Virgin in meditation,<br \/>\nWe shine with brightness. And I who am here dissembled<br \/>\nProffer my deeds to oblivion, and my love<br \/>\nTo the posterity of the desert and the fruit of the gourd.<br \/>\nIt is this which recovers<br \/>\nMy guts the strings of my eyes and the indigestible portions<br \/>\nWhich the leopards reject. The Lady is withdrawn<br \/>\nIn a white gown, to contemplation, in a white gown.<br \/>\nLet the whiteness of bones atone to forgetfulness.<br \/>\nThere is no life in them. As I am forgotten<br \/>\nAnd would be forgotten, so I would forget<br \/>\nThus devoted, concentrated in purpose. And God said<br \/>\nProphesy to the wind, to the wind only for only<br \/>\nThe wind will listen. And the bones sang chirping<br \/>\nWith the burden of the grasshopper, saying<\/p>\n<p>Lady of silences<br \/>\nCalm and distressed<br \/>\nTorn and most whole<br \/>\nRose of memory<br \/>\nRose of forgetfulness<br \/>\nExhausted and life-giving<br \/>\nWorried reposeful<br \/>\nThe single Rose<br \/>\nIs now the Garden<br \/>\nWhere all loves end<br \/>\nTerminate torment<br \/>\nOf love unsatisfied<br \/>\nThe greater torment<br \/>\nOf love satisfied<br \/>\nEnd of the endless<br \/>\nJourney to no end<br \/>\nConclusion of all that<br \/>\nIs inconclusible<br \/>\nSpeech without word and<br \/>\nWord of no speech<br \/>\nGrace to the Mother<br \/>\nFor the Garden<br \/>\nWhere all love ends.<\/p>\n<p>Under a juniper-tree the bones sang, scattered and shining<br \/>\nWe are glad to be scattered, we did little good to each<br \/>\nother,<br \/>\nUnder a tree in the cool of day, with the blessing of sand,<br \/>\nForgetting themselves and each other, united<br \/>\nIn the quiet of the desert. This is the land which ye<br \/>\nShall divide by lot. And neither division nor unity<br \/>\nMatters. This is the land. We have our inheritance.<\/p>\n<p><big>III <\/big><\/p>\n<p>At the first turning of the second stair<br \/>\nI turned and saw below<br \/>\nThe same shape twisted on the banister<br \/>\nUnder the vapour in the fetid air<br \/>\nStruggling with the devil of the stairs who wears<br \/>\nThe deceitful face of hope and of despair.<\/p>\n<p>At the second turning of the second stair<br \/>\nI left them twisting, turning below;<br \/>\nThere were no more faces and the stair was dark,<br \/>\nDamp, jagged, like an old man&#8217;s mouth drivelling, beyond<br \/>\nrepair,<br \/>\nOr the toothed gullet of an ag&egrave;d shark.<\/p>\n<p>At the first turning of the third stair<br \/>\nWas a slotted window bellied like the figs&#8217;s fruit<br \/>\nAnd beyond the hawthorn blossom and a pasture scene<br \/>\nThe broadbacked figure drest in blue and green<br \/>\nEnchanted the maytime with an antique flute.<br \/>\nBlown hair is sweet, brown hair over the mouth blown,<br \/>\nLilac and brown hair;<br \/>\nDistraction, music of the flute, stops and steps of the mind<br \/>\nover the third stair,<br \/>\nFading, fading; strength beyond hope and despair<br \/>\nClimbing the third stair.<\/p>\n<p>Lord, I am not worthy<br \/>\nLord, I am not worthy<\/p>\n<p>but speak the word only.<\/p>\n<p><big>IV <\/big><br \/>\nWho walked between the violet and the violet<br \/>\nWhe walked between<br \/>\nThe various ranks of varied green<br \/>\nGoing in white and blue, in Mary&#8217;s colour,<br \/>\nTalking of trivial things<br \/>\nIn ignorance and knowledge of eternal dolour<br \/>\nWho moved among the others as they walked,<br \/>\nWho then made strong the fountains and made fresh the springs<\/p>\n<p>Made cool the dry rock and made firm the sand<br \/>\nIn blue of larkspur, blue of Mary&#8217;s colour,<br \/>\nSovegna vos<\/p>\n<p>Here are the years that walk between, bearing<br \/>\nAway the fiddles and the flutes, restoring<br \/>\nOne who moves in the time between sleep and waking, wearing<\/p>\n<p>White light folded, sheathing about her, folded.<br \/>\nThe new years walk, restoring<br \/>\nThrough a bright cloud of tears, the years, restoring<br \/>\nWith a new verse the ancient rhyme. Redeem<br \/>\nThe time. Redeem<br \/>\nThe unread vision in the higher dream<br \/>\nWhile jewelled unicorns draw by the gilded hearse.<\/p>\n<p>The silent sister veiled in white and blue<br \/>\nBetween the yews, behind the garden god,<br \/>\nWhose flute is breathless, bent her head and signed but spoke<br \/>\nno word<\/p>\n<p>But the fountain sprang up and the bird sang down<br \/>\nRedeem the time, redeem the dream<br \/>\nThe token of the word unheard, unspoken<\/p>\n<p>Till the wind shake a thousand whispers from the yew<\/p>\n<p>And after this our exile<\/p>\n<p><big>V <\/big><br \/>\nIf the lost word is lost, if the spent word is spent<br \/>\nIf the unheard, unspoken<br \/>\nWord is unspoken, unheard;<br \/>\nStill is the unspoken word, the Word unheard,<br \/>\nThe Word without a word, the Word within<br \/>\nThe world and for the world;<br \/>\nAnd the light shone in darkness and<br \/>\nAgainst the Word the unstilled world still whirled<br \/>\nAbout the centre of the silent Word.<\/p>\n<p>O my people, what have I done unto thee.<\/p>\n<p>Where shall the word be found, where will the word<br \/>\nResound? Not here, there is not enough silence<br \/>\nNot on the sea or on the islands, not<br \/>\nOn the mainland, in the desert or the rain land,<br \/>\nFor those who walk in darkness<br \/>\nBoth in the day time and in the night time<br \/>\nThe right time and the right place are not here<br \/>\nNo place of grace for those who avoid the face<br \/>\nNo time to rejoice for those who walk among noise and deny<br \/>\nthe voice<\/p>\n<p>Will the veiled sister pray for<br \/>\nThose who walk in darkness, who chose thee and oppose thee,<br \/>\nThose who are torn on the horn between season and season,<br \/>\ntime and time, between<br \/>\nHour and hour, word and word, power and power, those who wait<br \/>\nIn darkness? Will the veiled sister pray<br \/>\nFor children at the gate<br \/>\nWho will not go away and cannot pray:<br \/>\nPray for those who chose and oppose<\/p>\n<p>O my people, what have I done unto thee.<\/p>\n<p>Will the veiled sister between the slender<br \/>\nYew trees pray for those who offend her<br \/>\nAnd are terrified and cannot surrender<br \/>\nAnd affirm before the world and deny between the rocks<br \/>\nIn the last desert before the last blue rocks<br \/>\nThe desert in the garden the garden in the desert<br \/>\nOf drouth, spitting from the mouth the withered apple-seed.<\/p>\n<p>O my people.<\/p>\n<p><big>VI <\/big><br \/>\nAlthough I do not hope to turn again<br \/>\nAlthough I do not hope<br \/>\nAlthough I do not hope to turn<\/p>\n<p>Wavering between the profit and the loss<br \/>\nIn this brief transit where the dreams cross<br \/>\nThe dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying<br \/>\n(Bless me father) though I do not wish to wish these things<br \/>\nFrom the wide window towards the granite shore<br \/>\nThe white sails still fly seaward, seaward flying<br \/>\nUnbroken wings<\/p>\n<p>And the lost heart stiffens and rejoices<br \/>\nIn the lost lilac and the lost sea voices<br \/>\nAnd the weak spirit quickens to rebel<br \/>\nFor the bent golden-rod and the lost sea smell<br \/>\nQuickens to recover<br \/>\nThe cry of quail and the whirling plover<br \/>\nAnd the blind eye creates<br \/>\nThe empty forms between the ivory gates<br \/>\nAnd smell renews the salt savour of the sandy earth<\/p>\n<p>This is the time of tension between dying and birth<br \/>\nThe place of solitude where three dreams cross<br \/>\nBetween blue rocks<br \/>\nBut when the voices shaken from the yew-tree drift away<br \/>\nLet the other yew be shaken and reply.<\/p>\n<p>Bless&egrave;d sister, holy mother, spirit of the fountain, spirit<br \/>\nof the garden,<br \/>\nSuffer us not to mock ourselves with falsehood<br \/>\nTeach us to care and not to care<br \/>\nTeach us to sit still<br \/>\nEven among these rocks,<br \/>\nOur peace in His will<br \/>\nAnd even among these rocks<br \/>\nSister, mother<br \/>\nAnd spirit of the river, spirit of the sea,<br \/>\nSuffer me not to be separated<\/p>\n<p>And let my cry come unto Thee.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I Because I do not hope to turn again Because I do not hope Because I do not hope to turn Desiring this man&#8217;s gift and that man&#8217;s scope I no longer strive to strive towards such things (Why should &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/?p=9856\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[160,172],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9856"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9856"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9856\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":135602,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9856\/revisions\/135602"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheilaomalley.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}