In honor of the opening of Toy Story 3 (I haven’t seen it yet, loved Glenn Kenny’s thoughts about it, and am very much looking forward), here is a link to the piece I wrote for Pixar Week last year about A Bug’s Life and Up.
In October, when I wrote that Pixar piece, I was starting to come out of the maelstrom I had been in in the summer (and, honestly, for months before that as well), and that piece was the most personal thing I’ve written yet about last year. I was asked to contribute and I immediately knew what I wanted to do and say, and hoped a more personal essay would be welcome to the mix, instead of a straight review or an examination of Pixar as a company (nothing wrong with those things, I just knew the direction I, personally, wanted to go). Todd Van Der Werf, the organizer, was open to whatever I wanted to add, thank you, sir, and he started off the week with my essay.
All of the pieces from Pixar Week were fantastic, and I was proud to be a part of it. I took a risk with that piece. Any time you are open and honest, you are vulnerable to attack. I was also the only woman who contributed to Pixar Week. I knew, too, that that could leave me open for attack. “Here’s a woman writing a drippy story about her life – why do I want to read this?” It was a tiny test for me. Yes, people may have thought that. Who knows. But it was the truth, and I had some serious shit to SAY about those two movies, and I was glad (and afraid) to put it out there. The comments over there are some of the warmest and most human I have ever received. I wrote about myself, and two movies, and in the comments section people started sharing about themselves. Amazing. A tribute to movies and what they can provide.
Here’s the link: “Talk About the Movie!”



I’ve been staring at the blank box for 10 minutes now (it looks more like a trapezoid through tears, btw) struggling to come up with words that mean thank you but go deeper than that. I don’t know any.
You are such a beautiful writer. Thank you for baring so much of yourself. I’m so sorry.
I loved that article. Well worth reading again – thanks.
Thanks, Paul.