“The only thing an actor owes his public is not to bore them.” — Marlon Brando

“Sending Marlon Brando to acting class was like sending a tiger to jungle school.” – Stella Adler

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“You can’t always be a failure. Not and survive. Van Gogh! There’s an example of what can happen when a person never receives any recognition. You stop relating: it puts you outside. But I guess success does that, too. You know, it took me a long time before I was aware that that’s what I was – a big success. I was so absorbed in myself, my own problems, I never looked around, took account. I used to walk in New York, miles and miles, walk in the streets late at night, and never see anything. I was never sure about acting, whether that was what I really wanted to do; I’m still not. Then, when I was in ‘Streetcar’, and it had been running a couple of months, one night — dimly, dimly — I began to hear this roar.”
— Marlon Brando

It’s his birthday today.

Let’s start off with this, a piece I had long wanted to write: Revelations about Marlon Brando in about 5 or 6 pages in David Foster Wallace’s Infinite Jest.

Next up, another piece I’ve been saying “I really should write that” for literally over a decade. Old-timers will remember its genesis here: About those movie scenes when men look at themselves in the mirror, for the Musings blog at Oscilloscope. Brando has a DOOZY in Reflections in a Golden Eye. (Great performance.)

“At Field Elementary School in Omaha, I’d been the only one in my class to flunk kindergarten; I don’t remember why,”
― Marlon Brando, Songs My Mother Taught Me

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“We all know that movie actors often merge with their roles in a way that stage actors don’t, quite, but Brando did it even on the stage. I was in New York when he played his famous small role in Truckline Cafe in 1946; arriving late at a performance, and seated in the center of the second row, I looked up and saw what I thought was an actor having a seizure onstage. Embarrassed for him, I lowered my eyes, and it wasn’t until the young man who’d brought me grabbed my arm and said, ‘Watch this guy!’ that I realized he was acting.”
Pauline Kael

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4 things about the famous taxicab scene in On the Waterfront:

1. In the closeups of Rod Steiger, he wasn’t even talking to Brando. Brando had left to go see his shrink. Steiger did his closeups looking at Kazan. You would never know. Steiger never forgave Brando for that.

2. When Rod Steiger pulls the gun on him: the way it was written was to have Brando be shocked and frightened, and say his lines from a panicked emotional “don’t shoot me” state. Brando knew it was wrong. He couldn’t say why. His understanding of acting was not a verbal one (although he could be extremely articulate about character development and script analysis. Listen to some of the things he said about Stanley Kowalski. He had thought about this shit.) Brando tried to express his issues with the gun-moment in Waterfront to Kazan before shooting. “If my brother pulled a gun on me … I wouldn’t be like this … ” He couldn’t express his feelings about it, he just knew it wasn’t real. Kazan said, “Okay – so show me how you would do it.” They played the scene. Steiger pulled the gun. And Brando’s response, now an indelible moment in American cinema, flowed out naturally. His sorrowful look, the gentle “shame on you” glance he gives his brother, the regret, shaking his head, putting his hand on the gun, gentle, gentle, like, “No, no, you’re my brother … no … this isn’t you …” Brando always chose relationship over abstraction and that stunning moment is the best example I can think of of his sense of emotional truth. Directors who didn’t trust him in that way, who didn’t trust that he knew more about emotional truth than they did, were in for a tough time with him. Kazan said later, about that most celebrated scene in Waterfront:

“What other actor, when his brother draws a pistol to force him to do something shameful, would put his hand on the gun and push it away with the gentleness of a caress? Who else could read, ‘Oh, Charley,’ in a tone of reproach that is so loving and so melancholy, and suggests that terrific depth of pain? I didn’t direct that; Marlon showed me, as he often did, how the scene should be performed. I never could have told him how to do that scene as well as he did it.”

And lastly:

3. Brando taped his lines to the top of the cab roof, so he could glance up at them for reference if he ever got lost during the scene. You can even catch him doing it at times, if you’re looking for it. Those who do not understand acting often use the “cue card” Brando thing as evidence that he was a slacker, or somehow pulling one over on us. (Peter Manso took that stance in his poison-pen biography. Honestly, I wish that people who spent so much time writing about movies and movie-making would devote just a little bit of time to researching and understanding acting. Or take an acting 101 class. Play a scene. Rehearse it. Try to “get there.” Just see what it’s like. Just to understand a little bit about this most important element of the artform they supposedly revere so much.) All I can say is: Actors who have learned their lines perfectly can only WISH they were as connected to action/objective/emotion as Brando was in those scenes where he was “just reading off cue cards.”

So after all that:

Watch.

A post I wrote about the development of Streetcar Named Desire on Broadway.

A post I wrote on Peter Manso’s biography of Brando. Some good stuff there on why I think Manso is an idiot.

An excerpt from Truman Capote’s famous New Yorker profile of Brando.

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“I never retired.” — Doris Day

“I like joy; I want to be joyous; I want to have fun on the set; I want to wear beautiful clothes and look pretty. I want to smile, and I want to make people laugh. And that’s all I want. I like it. I like being happy. I want to make others happy.”

It’s her birthday today.

It was so much fun to pay tribute to Doris Day’s tour de force performance in Love Me or Leave Me – opposite an equally tour de force performance from James Cagney – for Film Comment. People need to see this movie if they have the incorrect assumption that Doris Day was just a perky 1950s blonde. Learn your history before you judge it.

To continue the Doris Day tribute:

Mitchell and I discussed Doris Day a couple years back. I would give him the name of a star and ask him to boil that person down into one word. Then he would begin. Mitchell is prolific and thoughtful. He knows his stuff. Doris Day deserves that kind of consideration.

DORIS DAY

SOM: One word.

MF: Under-rated.

Here’s the deal with Doris Day. She was such a huge star in her day and she’s almost forgotten now, except for being a footnote to mean something about virginity or a 1950s or 60s throwback to virginity and fear of women’s rights or something like that. But that’s so not who she was. She was such an interesting woman. She was a movie star, a pop star, she had a great voice, she could dance, she could act her balls off. She was a triple, quadruple threat for many many years, a top box office star for many years. Imagine a top box office star now being almost forgotten so soon later.

MF: Her singing was swingy and big band-y, but it wasn’t brassy, it wasn’t Lena Horne, it wasn’t Judy Garland, it wasn’t even Peggy Lee. It was softer, it was more Dinah Shore. Once the 60s happened, and the youth revolution happened, her day was over. I think that most people don’t know the difference between Doris Day, Debbie Reynolds, Gidget, or Sandra Dee. They’re all lumped in together.

MF: It is so unfair. Look at Doris Day’s work in silly musicals, Doris Day’s work in Hitchcock.

Here’s the deal. That Down With Love movie with Renee Zellweger which was an attempt to re-do a Doris Day movie is a perfect example of how hard it is to do what Doris Day did. Because Renee Zellweger didn’t do it well. And we really believe Doris Day. We think Renee is slumming a little bit, we can see her acting.

MF: And watch those movies again, you don’t see Doris Day acting. You see Doris Day being this character. Those women were also, interestingly enough, often single successful working women. This was not a woman waiting for a man to take care of her.

SOM: What’s her best role, do you think?

MF: I think probably her best role that she ever got was in Love Me or Leave Me where she played the jazz singer and James Cagney was her mobster boyfriend.

MF: But my favorite performance of hers is in Hitchcock’s The Man Who Knew Too Much. There’s a scene where their son is kidnapped and James Stewart knows it but she doesn’t know it yet, and so he secretly gives her sleeping pills in her drink so that she’ll fall asleep when she finds out the news so she can’t freak out. The period of time from when she finds out to when she falls asleep is masterful acting. Her fear and her fury at her husband, and the knowledge that she’s gonna fall asleep and she can’t participate, and how dare you do this to me – and she’s playing all of it and she’s playing it gorgeously.

MF: That’s why I say she’s underrated.

Day’s image got tied to Pillow Talk. And here’s the deal with Pillow Talk: Nobody else could do Pillow Talk. Member that big argument we had with you and David and Bobby – we were talking about when Julie Andrews won the Oscar for Mary Poppins and she was up against Kim Stanley in Seance On a Wet Afternoon, a very Method dramatic performance. My argument was: other actresses at that time could have given Kim Stanley’s performance but nobody else could have played Mary Poppins.

SOM: It’s what I’ve been working on with the Elvis Presley movies.

MF: Exactly. There may have been better actors, but they weren’t doing what he was doing, because they couldn’t, because they weren’t Elvis.

SOM: And Elvis certainly felt like “This is the stupidest shit I’ve ever been asked to do”, he wasn’t wacky about it either, but sorry, Elvis, you’re irreplaceable in this kind of stuff, because you’re you.

MF: I can’t even think of any of her contemporaries who could do what she did. Even Debbie Reynolds who was the closest, being a perky blonde – not even she comes close to what Doris Day did. The only movie where you can see Doris Day acting, and it’s because it’s an over-the-top ridiculous musical and she was clearly directed that way, is Calamity Jane. But still, there’s that great scene, where she sings “Secret Love” out by a tree, and there’s this weird lesbian undertone to it, and it’s gorgeous. So in this ridiculous movie where she’s acting up a storm in this over-the-top way, she sings the song, and it’s the only famous moment from that movie, really – and it’s so real and so beautiful, and it’s a classic.

MF: I think that she deserves another looking-at. There’s so much joy from Pillow Talk and Send Me No Flowers and Please Don’t Eat the Daisies or The Man Who Knew Too Much or Love Me or Leave Me. Even her TV show was so charming. She had a situation like Joan Rivers where her husband lost all of her money, and so she had to go back to work when she thought she was set. And she did this TV show, and she was gorgeous, and it ran for 7 seasons, and it was a hit, and then she got the hell out of Dodge.

MF: And the only time she made public appearances in the last 30 years, was when she was there to support Rock Hudson when he announced he was dying, and for animal care and research, she was a big animal rights activist. And that’s it. She’s done nothing else. She’ll only show up if there’s a cause she believes in and that’s been 4 or 5 times in 30 years. She’s like Greta Garbo in a lot of ways. She made her money back, she did it with integrity, she did it with a hit TV show, and then out the door. I love that. Lena Horne left pissed. Doris Day is still reaping the benefits of the life she had lived, and I would love to see a revival of that kind of talent.

MF: You know I love a soulful singer, but I think we live in an era where white singers think they have to sound like black people. Even Adele, or Amy Winehouse. And Doris Day made no attempt to sound like anything else other than herself.

MF: And that’s out of style, too. It doesn’t take away from the fact that she was as good as anyone and as popular as anyone in their day.

 
 
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“The films I find boring are the ones that have no space for the audience’s misconceptions.” — Josephine Decker

Unfortunately, considering Josephine Decker’s recent output, much of what I say here is no longer relevant and I can’t even say how much this saddens me. I don’t wish for her to not change, of course, but watching her abandon her uniqueness, or iron out her different-ness … I almost can’t bear it, because her first four films mean a lot to me. Decker is young. Her output has fallen off, but she does have two very young children, so I am sure that’s a factor as well. Work is work and doing things “for hire” is how you keep the lights on and keep your health insurance. But in terms of art, I feel dismay at the lack of space for Decker to make the films SHE wants to make in the way SHE wants to make them. She is not a blockbuster mainstream filmmaker. There’s just no room for her level of experimentation. If you want to “meet” Josephine Decker – and I highly suggest you do – you have to go back to the beginning.

Josephine Decker has only made seven features and five are marked by her distinct gaze.

Let’s define our terms. With all the talk about “female gaze” and “male gaze” – overused terms, to the point they’ve become meaningless – when I talk about Decker’s “gaze” I mean it literally. How she sees, how she translates what she actually sees into a visual fingerprint.

I could recognize a Decker shot in a blind sample. (Decker’s regular cinematographer Ashley Connor – who shot four of her films – deserves much credit.) For Decker it’s about focus: focusing on the minute and microscopic detail, blurring out the background drastically, forcing the audience to stare at, say, a raindrop on a leaf, through which the whole world can be seen, except distorted. She peeks at the peripheral, leaving the main event a blur – this is a very destabilizing experience for the audience. She doesn’t do things “the normal way”. She doesn’t “set up” shots. Her work is un-traditional, anti-traditional, practically punk in its rejection of status quo. Her early work calls into question the rules everyone assumes are iron-clad.

She started as an actress in the “mumblecore” scene in New York, which brought us so many weird and eccentric talents. She made experimental shorts all along, inspired by Joe Swanberg’s example. One summer she attended a Balkan folk music camp in California, and found the entire experience eerie, compelling. The experience stuck with her. The following summer she got an artists’ residency in the same area of California, and realized the Balkan camp was happening the next month. She decided, spur of the moment, to film her first feature while attending the Balkan music camp. She put out the call to actor friends, she got permission from the camp to film her movie , and that’s what she did. The result was her first feature, 2013’s Butter on the Latch. With everything that’s happened since, and I don’t mean this to be contrarian, I think Butter on the Latch is her best film. It traveled the festival circuit, but didn’t even get distribution.

Seek it out on streaming, if you can find it.


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Two young women attend the folk music camp. The friendship seems to be perilous, maybe even too intense, with a lot of things left unsaid. The boundaries are nonexistent. This is true in the film’s structure as well, a fluctuating hybrid of documentary and narrative. The Balkan music camp goes on around them, and they participate. It’s the kind of footage you can only get in a documentary: real people, real experiences. But the two young women have their own melodrama, and Decker’s approach is mysterious, alluring. Butter on the Latch is often an unnerving film. Decker knows her Bergman. I think of this film sometimes in connection with Always Shine, directed by Sophie Takal, another intriguing director who came out of the same environment as Decker.


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Trailer for Butter on the Latch

The following year came Decker’s second feature, Thou Wast Mild and Lovely, which got more attention than Butter on the Latch and knocked me flat. In a way, the film is more about Decker’s distinctive visual style than anything having to do with plot or character. The film is a showcase of her style.


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There are images in the film with real staying power. The frog. The kitchen utensils in the air, against the blue sky. The final scene. In Decker’s films, the potential of losing your “self” altogether is always present, where the background is totally blurred, and the teeny and peripheral loom in the foreground. Where can the individual reside in such an environment?

Her work is unfettered from conventional filmmaking “tropes”, and sometimes it makes other films seem unnecessarily rule-bound. Who established these random rules about what a shot is supposed to look like, how a story should operate, that the best way to tell a story is long-shot-to-medium-shot-to-closeup etc.? Break rules. Do whatever the hell you want to do. People may hate it, may not respond to it, but that didn’t stop John Cassavetes.

Trailer for Thou Wast Mild and Lovely:

After Thou Wast Mild and Lovely, there was a gap of a few years. She did a couple little things, but no follow-up feature. Then came a documentary, co-directed with her boyfriend at the time, Zefrey Throwell. They documented their 8-month-long relationship and eventual breakup. It’s called Flames.


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This relationship seems to have been all-consuming, complicated by an artistic partnership. They are film-makers, they wanted to create something together. But what happens when one partner (i.e. Decker) pulls ahead of the other (Throwell)? (It’s A Star is Born.). At times I got the sense he was hitching his wagon to hers, hoping to gain success for himself. This causes stress. It’s navel-gazing in an extreme form. I would not suggest you start off your Decker journey with Flames. You might never want to move forward. I’d suggest starting with Thou Wast Mild and Lovely or Butter on the Latch. It took Decker and Throwell forever to extricate themselves from the relationship, especially since they had decided to document themselves and wanted to finish the film. If it sounds self-indulgent, it is. Your personal life is really only interesting to you. I say this as someone who has broken the rule many many times. HOWEVER. (And it’s a big “However”.) What matters is how Decker SEES. Her vision is unique, her expression and approach is her own.

Trailer for Flames:

Madeline’s Madeline was her most accessible work to date, ending up on many critics’ “Best Of” lists at the end of that year. For the first time, Decker worked with “names” (Molly Parker, Miranda July). She also directed an amazing debut performance from newcomer Helena Howard.


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There’s a “meta” quality to much of Decker’s work. Similar to Butter on the Latch‘s full-immersion into the folk music camp, actually happening in the real world, Madeline’s Madeline takes place during the rehearsals of a New York experimental theatre company. The scenes don’t appear to be set up. They show real people doing the real things they do in real life. A fictional narrative weaves through the real-ness, and so the two worlds merge. Madeline’s Madeline has a “message”, unlike her other films, and I don’t particularly groove to the message part of it. I mean, it’s fine, it’s a good message! But I appreciate movies that don’t pressure themselves into imparting a message.


Madeline’s Madeline

Whatever Decker grapples with at any given moment goes into her films. In Madeline’s Madline, Decker grapples with the responsibility of an artist, of creating community as artists, but also a more mature examination of motherhood and family. Extraordinary performances all around, particularly from Howard. Despite the realistic New York setting, this is not kitchen sink realism. Decker is not a kitchen-sink-reality director.

Trailer for Madeline’s Madeline:

What Decker does is make me question why everything we see seems so rote and recycled. Where are the people with new visions, and the boldness to attempt to put on screen what they see in their heads? Find a new way – your way – to bring what is inside of you OUT. This is what Cassavetes did and he changed the world of film forever. He put what was inside of him OUT.

Madeline’s Madeline was such a critical hit that it probably opened some doors for Decker, or at least got bigger-name actors interested in working with her. And so along came Shirley, starring Elizabeth Moss as Shirley Jackson.


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Shirley is the only Decker film I’ve formally reviewed. I had a major issue with Shirley, which I get into in the review – but since it’s a fictionalized portrait of Shirley Jackson – taking place when she was writing her extremely terrifying The Hangsaman, based on a real story of a girl who went missing in the area – I didn’t so much let it slide, as took everything else into consideration. I was trepidatious going in that Decker’s style would be conventionalized, or ironed-out, with a bigger budget. This was her first real character-based movie, AND it’s based on a real person, AND it’s starring a well-known actress. AND, this was the first film of Decker’s which Ashley Connor didn’t shoot. I was happy to see Decker’s style – all those blurred-out creepy backgrounds, and eerie shots of nature with small blurred-out figures moving through it … was still present.


Shirley

It established that Ashley Connor realized Decker’s vision, not the other way around.

Trailer for Shirley:

I haven’t seen her latest, The Sky Is Everywhere, and it’s gotten very bad reviews, from a couple of friends of mine whose opinions I trust. I won’t weigh in then except to say that the project doesn’t seem to be in her wheelhouse, at least from the description of it (adaptation of a tearjerker YA novel). Someone as individual as Decker needs to go her own way. Her talent might be too eccentric for the mainstream. Nothing against the mainstream. It’s just that there’s mainstream storytelling – coherent, graspable, mostly linear – and then there’s the avant-garde. Decker is the latter.

“Can you make a feature film for less than 10,000 dollars? You can.” – Josephine Decker

 
 
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March 2026 Snapshots

I’ve been go-go-go-go for months. Hitting a speed bump, but I’m still going. In case this isn’t clear, this means a little bit of mania. So I’m riding it out, and still saying yes to everything. Family time. Time with my mother. Phone calls – the old-fashioned way – with friends. I was gone for half the month in February and I have multiple trips planned for the next couple of months. All good stuff. Friends and family. A wedding. I’m booked until June. I just want it to be rainy days for a month where I can lie in bed reading and turn my phone off. The big event of March was I bought a new couch and Frankie had an extended anxiety attack about the change, and I’m not even exaggerating. He was so so frightened when my guy came over – with his loud electric drill – to assemble the couch. He hid so well I couldn’t find him for a couple of hours. I was afraid he snuck out when the door was (briefly) open. I did find him, but he remained scared to come out. For the next week, Frankie retreated to his furry window hammock and did biscuits, compulsively, self-soothing. He is so confident and determined, when it’s just me and him, but he was so rattled by me moving the furniture around, and so freaked out by the burly man in my living room … he was “not right” for a week.

The morning light comes through my study window. I have sheer curtains up. Frankie likes this window sill (mostly because I hang out in that room. If I hung out in my bedroom, he’d like the window there. He’s so adorable.) Look at how wild this morning shadow is. You can’t even believe his body – and the posture – is somehow casting that shadow. I don’t understand physics.

Until my guy had time to come over, this was the tableau in my living room. A motionless crouched Frankie keeping a close eye on the Threat In the Room.

Family field trip to go see EPiC. All the nieces and nephews came. Exhilarating to see it again, especially in IMAX. I reviewed for Ebert. We all went. They all know about Elvis and know my love for Elvis, but seeing him in action was a whole other level. My niece Lucy was blown away. Everyone was riveted. The youngest said later, “I wanted to get up and dance.” Heart-crack. I told him, “It would totally have been okay if you did that!” I was afraid they’d all be bored, but none of them had ever seen anything like it – of course not, how could they, IT’S ELVIS – and you could almost see this other world open for them. Here are my nephews playing around in the IMAX lobby. It was a fun family outing. Then we went to Denny’s.

Having no couch set up for 4 or 5 days meant Frankie had no access to “his” windows, which – in my normal setup – sit right above the back of my couch. Frankie sits up there on the ledge and watches the birds, flicking his tail in my face. Then he jumps down onto my lap from above, his safe space, he has his routine, he does this every day at around 7:30 in the morning. Suddenly his entire routine was disrupted. Here he is, trying to keep his routine intact, any way he could.

As I mentioned, when my guy came over to do the deed, Frankie vanished. He just couldn’t take it anymore. Hours later, nobody came when I called. I rattled his food. Nothing. I threw a bizzy ball around, nobody trotted into the room. I tried not to get freaked as I went downstairs to look around outside. I looked under my bed. Finally, I heard rustling where … God forbid … there should be no rustling. I finally found him, crouched in a space that was really not big enough for him. Look how upset he is. His whole world came crashing down with a couch moved from the wall and a new couch’s appearance. He was shattered. I gave him so much love and treats and let him crawl over my torso, even when I was reading a book. He needed it. BAD.

My street at night, with all the snow, is beautiful and quiet. That wild crooked tree in the foreground has since been cut down. I’m glad I captured it in its last week on earth.

Spent the day hanging out with my nieces and nephews while their parents were out of town and/or had things to do. My niece Lucy has her driver’s license now – I can’t believe it! – and it was the first nice day we’ve had in months and months. The sun was shining! I suggested we take the dog to the dog park, so we piled into two cars. On the drive there, I heard all about my nephews’ lives. Nonstop talk. Adorable. Pixie went WILD when she was set free and she made a new best friend.

Meredith (the hawk-rescuer) and I went to the No Kings protest in my small town. The turnout was insane. Lots of camaraderie and conversation. Beeping cars. A couple of middle fingers, which everyone responded to with laughter. It was a peaceful protest. A cold day but Mere and I reminded ourselves of the people of Minnesota. They have braved much worse and we are proud of them! So … 24 degrees Farenheit is nothing compared to what they are going through.

All I have to do is stand still in the same spot for less than an hour, and Elvis shows up. I don’t even have to try to find him. He shows up.

Joint birthday party for the boys: we gathered at a local ice cream spot, gave presents, the kids sat in a couple of booths and the adults sat in another. We caught up with each other. So lucky in the siblings department. I love my brother and sisters and brothers-sister-in-law. We miss Pat. We are doing the best we can. Things are tough and stressful right now. We are so lucky. As I said, I’m a little manic right now, and I have to force myself to stay on the earth. One way to accomplish this is to go bowling with my family after our ice cream party.

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“Here’s to better times ahead and saying goodbye to bombs and bullets once and for all.” — Lyra McKee

Born on this day, investigative journalist Lyra McKee was shot and killed in Derry in 2019, during a standoff between police officers and dissident republicans. She was there as a journalist, covering the events. A masked person fired a shot at the police vehicles, and McKee was hit. Her haunting final Tweet:

She was 29 years old. This was devastating news.

Born in Belfast, right off the socalled “Murder Mile,” she was of the generation that came of age post Good Friday Agreement. In fact, she was killed on the 21st anniversary of the Good Friday Agreement. Hers was a very perceptive take on the challenges and struggles of what she coined the “Ceasefire Babies,” her generation raised in the aftermath of decades of terror and violence (centuries, really). Her generation came up when all of it was supposedly “over” but … it wasn’t over, not really. McKee wrote:

The Ceasefire Babies was what they called us. Those too young to remember the worst of the terror because we were either in nappies or just out of them when the Provisional IRA ceasefire was called. I was four, Jonny was three. We were the Good Friday Agreement generation, destined to never witness the horrors of war but to reap the spoils of peace. The spoils just never seemed to reach us.

That this important voice has been silenced makes me so angry and so sad.

She got a lot done in her 29 years. Martin Doyle featured her in his 10 Rising Stars of Irish Writing list. She was chosen by Forbes to be in the first European version of their regular feature “30 Under 30 in Media”. McKee worked as a freelance journalist, and had just signed a book deal with Faber & Faber prior to her death. I was very much looking forward to her first book, due out in 2020, called The Lost Boys. The book was described thus:

“The Lost Boys will explore the disappearances of a number of children and young men during the Troubles. Many of them were not believed to be victims of the IRA or the UVF. Some were kids who left home for school and never came home and their disappearances were never solved by the police. McKee will investigate what happened to them.”

Her 2016 piece in The Atlantic about the high suicide rate among the “Ceasefire Babies” is what first got my attention. It’s an extraordinary piece of journalism, and I highly recommend everyone read it: Suicide Among the Ceasefire Babies

She was also an advocate for LGBTQ youths. The struggles of growing up in Belfast are unique. It’s not like growing up other places. (Read Anna Burns’ extraordinary novel The Milkman. Burns was one of the many attendees at McKee’s funeral.) McKee spoke from and to those in that particular struggle. In 2015, she wrote a letter to her 14-year-old self on her blog – the blog-post proceeded to go viral, and was eventually made into a beautiful short film.

The man who murdered McKee. was caught on camera. The statements of condemnation came from both sides of the conflict – a rare thing. And yet the following year, things reverted back to the way they were, with dissidents continuing their threats/intimidation. Her murder rocked the community. Belfast is complicated, Derry is complicated, the whole situation is complicated, with centuries of bad blood on both sides. But still: nothing happening in re: an investigation into who the hell murdered her – no sense of the pursuit of justice, etc. – was outrageous. Like … nothing happened. McKee’s friends headed up the protests to get a conviction, demanding that something be done, that the investigation not be dropped, that at LEAST charges be made. This won’t just go away.

In 2019, Peter Taylor directed a documentary for the BBC about Lyra McKee’s friends, and their fight to find the man who killed their friend. It’s called The Real Derry Girls. You can watch the whole thing here.

In the fall of 2021 – finally – two men were charged “in connection” the murder of Lyra McKee. Three years after her murder charges are filed, and yet still: “Prosecutors said the two defendants are alleged to have been with the gunman who fired the fatal shot. A judge released the two men on bail until their next hearing on Oct. 7.” In January of 2023, two men were charged with her murder.

My friends Anthony and Carrie McIntyre, two journalists who lived and worked in Belfast, knew Lyra McKee. As veterans of that conflict, they found hope for the future in her perspective. (I stayed with Anthony and Carrie when I was in Belfast almost 15 years ago.) Anthony’s site, The Pensive Quill, has a couple of different tributes to McKee, which I encourage you to read. This is such a huge loss. One of the pieces is by human rights lawyer Sarah Kay, and one is bymy friend Carrie, whose rage shimmers off the page.

The legendary Christy Moore wrote a song called “Lyra McKee”. Here he is performing it live:

The English group The Young’uns also wrote a song for Lyra (“Lyra”):

… and they went to Belfast, the land of graffiti and murals, to see the Lyra mural. They spoke to Lyra’s niece, standing in front of the mural:

 
 
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“Art indeed is long, but life is short.” — Metaphysical poet Andrew Marvell

“Andrew Marvell spans three ages like a delicate but serviceable bridge. The first length spans Charles I’s reign and fall, the second spans the Commonwealth, the third the Restoration.” — Michael Schmidt, Lives of the Poets

It’s his birthday today.

Metaphysical poet Andrew Marvell was in that generation spanning a time of huge upheaval in England: the reign of Charles 1, the Civil War, the Restoration and then the Commonwealth. Marvell was often on the losing side of these events, yet unlike some other public figures (Milton, in particular), he was not punished. He was also instrumental in saving Milton’s ass, intervening when things got hairy. He was an Oliver Cromwell stan, and his Cromwell poems were kept out of his published collections when the wind blew in the opposite direction. Marvell was a member of Parliament, writing satirical pamphlets on the hot issues of the day. His pamphlets and prose writing were more well-known than his poetry during his lifetime. He was not an ivory tower poet.

Marvell is famous most of all for the gorgeous line “Had we but world enough and time…”, but most of his poems are political. He also wrote many religious poems, but they lack the sweeping grand devotion of Milton or Donne. Marvell was more reserved in his faith. Or maybe I’m mis-reading them entirely. The political poems, too … I could be not equipped to analyze them, there may be much more ambivalence there than is perceivable to the naked eye, to the 20th/21st century eye, underneath all the “anti-Popery” hatred. The poets of this era did what they had to do to survive. If that meant toadying up to the Head Honcho, then that’s what they did. Of course there were also the true believers. As the monarchy toppled, and then resurrected, it was impossible to stay on the right side, because the “right side” swapped. You either changed sides or went into hiding or faced the consequences. That ol’ boomerang of history: it’s such an inevitability in power and politics, and yet we continue to fail to learn the necessary lessons.

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2026 Shakespeare Reading Project: The Merchant of Venice

My progress:
Shakespeare Reading Project
Henry VI, parts 1, 2, 3 and Richard III
Two Gentlemen of Verona
The Taming of the Shrew
Titus Andronicus
The Comedy of Errors
Love’s Labour’s Lost
Romeo & Juliet
A Midsummer Night’s Dream
Richard II
King John

The Merchant of Venice

First and foremost, The Merchant of Venice includes my favorite line in all of Shakespeare (if I had to choose):

How far that little candle throws his beams!
So shines a good deed in a naughty world.

Immortal.

When Shylock leaves the stage after being disgraced and punished in the trial scene, he never returns. And even though he’s awful, you miss him. Because he feels vital and alive in a way that the others, even and including Portia, do not. I’ve seen this play a number of times, and mostly the productions attempt to NOT be anti-Semitic, or to make the play a statement condemning anti-Semitism, which is totally understandable, although the dots don’t exactly link up. There are libraries of scholarship on Merchant, particularly this element. I mean, the Nazis loved Merchant of Venice. They’re not WRONG to have perceived it as an anti-Semitic work. When directors attempt to make productions of Taming of the Shrew a girlboss-feminist manifesto … the impulse is understandable, but you have to stretch the material to make it work. You can’t make a play be something other than what it is.

Shylock is a stereotype, but there are nuances in the portrayal. He is, actually, a human, not a cartoon. He is not sympathetic, but you don’t need a sympathetic character as the central figure: you just need someone WATCH-able, and Shylock is, way more than Antonio, who plays a much larger role. Speaking frankly, who the hell cares about Antonio? We’re supposed to be on his side – I guess? – but what’s to like? Fine, you lose all your ships, you are all about money, you gamble, you risk everything … and then you treat Shylock with contempt, hatred and violence? Kicking him, calling him a dog? Antonio is one of the male leads! Shylock’s motives are understandable, when you consider the treatment he receives and the prejudice he faces. Because Shylock “registers” so much more than Antonio does, it’s important to remember that Shylock is not the titular Merchant, because Jews weren’t allowed to be merchants. Antonio is the merchant. It’s so odd because Antonio isn’t the central figure, and yet he gets the title.

More explicitly than some of Shakespeare’s buddy comedies, Merchant “reads” as quite gay. Antonio and Bassanio clearly want to be together. A throuple with Portia might suit the trio better than anything strictly hetero and/or monogamous. Bisexuality, at any rate, runs through much of Shakespeare’s work – of course in the Sonnets, but also in the plays. Bisexuality – or sexual fluidity – is not subtext for Shakespeare. It’s text. Women dressing up as men is a constant feature, in Merchant and elsewhere. Cleopatra tries on Antony’s armor as a kind of sexy role-play. The friendship between men in Shakespeare’s work has a passionate quality lacking in whatever heterosexual romantic couple is at play (with Beatrice/Benedick and Macbeth/Lady Macbeth being notable exceptions, the latter couple has the most passionate ongoing marriage in all of Shakespeare’s work.) In Merchant of Venice, Portia barely seems interested in anyone besides herself. She is melancholy (for no apparent reason, almost like one of Evelyn Waugh’s languid privileged “bright young things”) and she has all the power. Portia is not a romantic. A contest is set up for her hand, involving three different caskets. Fortune-hunters flock to her door. When she chooses her man it will not be for love. (I hope not, because the man she chooses is gay!) Nevertheless, Portia will be fine. She is a winner. Even the contest, set up for her marital future, doesn’t seem unfairly imposed by her stern unfeeling elders (the way it comes across in Romeo and Juliet). The casket contest suits Portia’s sensibility. She gets to be a master of ceremonies, here and later in the trial scene.

One hears the title of the play and probably two things come to mind: Shylock and the “quality of mercy is not strain’d” speech. This is a play about money: debt and credit and taxes and capital. Even Portia’s caskets are made of precious metals/jewels: the only currency is financial. Shylock’s daughter steals from him before sneaking out to be with her lover. Shylock – and Jewish people – may be stereotyped as only caring about money – but everyone in this play only cares about money. However, of course, Shylock is punished while everyone else flourishes.

Jewish people were banished from England in the late 1200s, hundreds of years before Shakespeare wrote The Merchant of Venice. They weren’t a factor in Shakespeare’s everyday life, but they played a huge role in morality plays, seeping into the basic phantasmagoria of what was “pop culture” then. Around the time Shakespeare wrote Merchant, or maybe a little before, I don’t know, there was a famous trial and then execution of the Queen’s physician, a Portuguese Jew. To connect further, Portia could be seen as an allegory for Queen Elizabeth with her dead dad and suitors lining up at the door. Portia has power as a single wealthy woman. Marrying will mean she will lose that power. Shakespeare was probably influenced by Marlowe’s The Jew of Malta, although Barabas is a more obvious stereotype.

Portia and her maid Nerissa dress up like men, as per Shakespeare’s tradition, already at this early date, and they pose as lawyers, just in time for the trial. Portia’s grand moment comes when she takes the “stage” in the courtroom – like the leading lady she is – and talks about “mercy”. A gorgeous speech, usually quoted out of context, almost as much as Polonius’ “To thine own self be true” speech. People quote “to thine own self be true” as though it is deeply profound. But let’s not forget: Polonius is a blowhard who speaks in greeting-card platitudes, skipping from cliche to cliche. “To thine own self be true” is akin to “If you love something set it free …” You can picture Polonius launching into one of his word-salad speeches, and his kids rolling their eyes behind his back. Portia speaks beautifully of mercy, and turns around in the next moment to deny Shylock the mercy she espoused.

Irony is present – and biting – but unwelcome in the heady air of Belmont, where the “bright young things” loll about, mooning over love. In As You Like It, irony is the oxygen Rosalind breathes. Portia isn’t like that. Portia has irony but not Rosalind’s open impulsive romanticism. I am only pointing this out because the two characters are often treated as similar types, sisters from another mother. But they’re very different: you can’t swap Rosalind into Merchant of Venice or put Portia into As You Like It. It would be like swapping out Katharine Hepburn in Bringing Up Baby and putting in Myrna Loy. Or putting Hepburn into The Thin Man. This is a compare/contrast matter: not either/or. Both Hepburn and Loy are perfect but they are not interchangeable. Rosalind is effervescent, mischievous, intelligent, impulsive. Portia is a heavy-hitter leading lady with two capital L’s, but she’s the opposite of effervescent or impulsive.

Rosalind is a madcap screwball heroine like Hepburn, racing through a forest in the middle of the night, chasing after the man she loves, while also driving him away. Portia is Myrna Loy, making martinis, unruffled and unbothered, verbally gifted, the winner in any argument with her man.

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“That’s the Irish People all over – they treat a serious thing as a joke and a joke as a serious thing.” — Seán O’Casey, Shadow of a Gunman

“You cannot put a rope around the neck of an idea; you cannot put an idea up against the barrack-square wall and riddle it with bullets; you cannot confine it in the strongest prison cell your slaves could ever build.” — Seán O’Casey, The Death of Thomas Ashe (1918).

Irish playwright Seán O’Casey was born on this day in 1880. He was the first major Irish playwright to deal with slum life and the Dublin poor. He grew up working-class in a family of thirteen children. His father died when he was a boy, a catastrophic event throwing the family into chaos. Initially very religious, he eventually broke with the Church. He worked odd jobs, including gigs as an actor. He was of the generation coming to maturity during the Irish cultural Renaissance.

In the early years of the 20th century, there was a concentrated and conscious movement (helmed by those such as W.B. Yeats, and Lady Gregory) to re-claim Irish history from English domination. This wasn’t a spontaneous flowering. It was a planned effort. Yeats and Lady Gregory started the Abbey Theatre to provide a place for Irish voices: developing homegrown playwrights was one of their goals. The Irish language came back in vogue. There were classes and festivals and an all-around campaign to give Ireland back its sense of self. This, naturally, had a political component. The English were rightly worried about all this Celtic self-love going on. (And James Joyce seethed on the sidelines, finding it all ridiculous. Get me the hell outta here, he thought.)

Seán O’Casey was born at the perfect moment. His given name was John Casey. He Gaelicized it, a popular thing at the time. He learned to speak Irish. He got involved in the Gaelic League and became an Irish nationalist. Politics and art blended together. Then the upheaval of 1916 came. O’Casey lost friends in the war, as well as in the hunger strike following. It was a dangerous time. All the strife launched him into poetry. He also started to write plays. His work had a radical socialist bent, expressing his rage at the living conditions of the Irish poor, but his attitude was mocking and satirical, rather than sentimental. There may well have been a Golden Age of Satire, but you can bet in every age, in every time and place, there will be those who do not “get” it. They will share Onion articles as the real thing on Facebook, and be unable to recognize the sophisticated jokes/lampooning being made. Seán O’Casey’s work was challenging. People bristled. “But … you’re making fun of something people take very seriously …” Yes. That’s the point. Theaters shied away from putting on productions of his plays.

The time was right, though, for O’Casey. The Abbey Theatre was rising in prominence. Yeats was devoted to the Irish nationalist cause (albeit from the ANGLO side, an important distinction) and was open to the radical. O’Casey submitted a couple of his plays to the Abbey.

The first play accepted was The Shadow of a Gunman, first put on in 1923. The smoke hadn’t yet cleared from 1916. Home Rule started in 1922. There was a Civil War on. O’Casey’s play, about the slum residents of Dublin embroiled in revolutionary politics, is brilliant and biting. Then, in an extraordinary back-to-back homeruns, came Juno and the Paycock and The Plough and the Stars, in 1923 and 1924. Both Juno and Plough deal with the Easter Rising. To write just one of these plays would be a great accomplishment. To be the author of three in such a short time is … extraordinary. Sometimes war brings a fiery intensity out in an artist whose work was otherwise unfocused. O’Casey’s Socialist politics and poverty-struck childhood made him very concerned about the impact all these events had on the poor in his country.

Juno and the Paycock was a hit, but Plough and the Stars did not go over as well. The audiences rioted during the production and the actors refused to say their lines. (This is reminiscent of what happened with J.M. Synge’s The Playboy of the Western World in 1907, also at the Abbey, ie: “the Playboy riots” – if I could have a time machine to go back and experience famous theatrical productions, that Playboy riot is in my Top 10.).

Satire attacks sacred cows. It is meant to be threatening. Satire is not parody. It’s not comedy. You know satire is working when people say nervously, “Is he … serious?” For example, A Modest Proposal is satire, one of the high watermarks of the form, and reading it I feel a little nervous fluttering in my gut. This is the reaction satire encourages. You get nervous people won’t “get it”, even 400 years later. What if this gets into the wrong hands? What if someone wants to implement Swift’s proposal into policy? Satire is often local and specific, it has a target and goes after it. Because of this, some satire seems impenetrable outside of its own time. Swift’s satire is more potent once you know the background, and the same is true with O’Casey. However, remove the context of the Irish Civil War and the reprisals following the Easter Rising, and you still have brilliant powerful works, relevant to our world today. Poor people will always weigh heavily on the minds of those more fortunate, especially those who came from poverty. And so what is to be done? O’Casey worried about what was to be done.

There is a wonderful anecdote about O’Casey from his colleague Gabriel Fallon who wrote (among other things) a book about Seán O’Casey. Here is Fallon’s description of the rehearsal process for Juno and the Paycock (1924). The actors and director started out in a state of confusion: how should they approach this difficult material? The play was untraditional, it required a specific tone. O’Casey was not famous yet, not yet an Irish household name.

Here, Fallon describes the dress rehearsal:

We could make nothing of the reading of Juno and the Paycock as it was called. It seemed to be a strange baffling mixture of comedy and tragedy; and none of us could say, with any certainty, whether or not it would stand up on the stage.

The dress rehearsal would be held at 5 p.m. on March 2, Sunday. I arrived at the theatre at 4:30 p.m., and found the author there before me looking rather glum and wondering if a rehearsal would take place … Gradually the players filed in and went to their dressing-rooms. Lennox Robinson arrived shortly before 5 o’clock and was followed by Yeats and Lady Gregory. The curtain rose about 5:36 p.m. so far as I could see and hear while waiting for my cue in the wings the rehearsal seemed to be proceeding smoothly. As soon as I had finished my part of Bentham at the end of the second act I went down into the stalls and sat two seats behind the author. Here for the first time I had an opportunity of seeing something of the play from an objective point of view. I was stunned by the tragic quality of the third act which the magnificent playing of Sara Allgood made almost unbearable. But it was the blistering irony of the final scene which convinced me that this man sitting two seats in front of me was a dramatist of genius, one destined to be spoken of far beyond the confines of the Abbey Theatre …

We watched the act move on, the furniture removers come and go, the ominous entry of the IRA men, the dragging of Johnny to summary execution, the stilted scene between Jerry Devine and Mary Boyle, and then as with the ensnaring slow impetus of a ninth great wave Allgood’s tragic genius rose to an unforgettable climax and drowned the stage in sorrow. How surely was the very butt and sea-mark of tragedy! But suddenly the curtain rises again: are Fitzgerald and McCormick fooling, letting off steam after the strain of rehearsal? Nothing of the kind; for we in the stalls are suddenly made to freeze in our seats as a note beyond tragedy, a blistering flannel-mouthed irony sears its maudlin way across the stage and slowly drops an exhausted curtain on a world disintegrating in ‘chassis’.

I sat there stunned. So, indeed, as far as I could see, did Robinson, Yeats, and Lady Gregory. Then Yeats ventured an opinion. He said that the play, particularly in the final scene, reminded him of a Dostoevsky novel. Lady Gregory turned to him and said, “You know, Willie, you never read a novel by Dostoevsky.” And she promised to amend this deficiency by sending him a copy of The Idiot. I turned to O’Casey and found I could only say to him, “Magnificent, Seán, magnificent.”

Excerpted from Gabriel Fallon’s memoir: SEAN O’CASEY: The Man I Knew

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Coming soon …

Sean Abley – whom I have known since my mid-20s – and whom I interviewed about his queer horror film anthology – thought up a project late last year, and asked a couple of writers to contribute. Abley is doing this the old-fashioned ‘zine way. His idea was so hilarious and esoteric (we’re having trouble even finding the words to describe what the idea actually is: I mean, we KNOW what it is, but how to describe it is another thing). Everyone is writing with basically the same parameters, but after that, sky’s the limit. I jumped at the chance to participate. Writing what I wrote was the most fun I’ve had writing something in a very long time. This was a different kind of fun than the regular pleasure of knowing something I wrote is good and/or finally out there in the world.

Here, I had to invent and riff. And also pretend. Cathartic.

I haven’t read any of the pieces written by the other contributors – Sean, Calpernia Addams, Richard Newby, Heather O. Petrocell, Julieann Stipidis, Sarah Stubbs, Michael Varrati, and Dave White – and I can’t wait. They’re all excellent writers, many of them leading lights of the queer horror film scene (although this particular ‘zine has nothing to do with that), and I can’t wait to see how they “understood” this assignment. Sean gave me an opportunity to explore writing as a form of play. After a year and a half of research/fact/interview Frankenstein (don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining), writing my piece for Sean’s ‘zine was so freeing.

The ‘zine will be published in April. Stay tuned.

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It’s the birthday of “The Woman Who Wouldn’t Forget”: Iris Chang

Iris Chang’s research into the atrocities committed by the Japanese on the Chinese people – particularly Chinese women – during the “rape of Nanking” in 1937 – much of it dug out of buried archives and brought to light for the first time – was in service of her eventual book, The Rape of Nanking: The Forgotten Holocaust of World War II. The rape of Nanking really was “forgotten” because the Japanese wanted it forgotten. They would refer to it as “unfortunate excesses” etc., and refuse to acknowledge the sheer scope of the crime, as well as how deliberate the attack was. This wasn’t just a couple of bad apples running wild on the women of Nanking. This was an orchestrated war crime. Rape is a war crime. It is an excruciating book, and I found it very difficult to finish it (the pictures haunt me to this day) but it is an essential book for this very reason. Don’t you turn away from it. It’s one of the most important books written in the last 50 years. She wasn’t even 30 years old when she wrote it.

She went on to write two more books, also extremely worthwhile, pulling out different elements of the Chinese-American experience: The Chinese in America: A Narrative History, which is self-explanatory and very interesting, and Thread of the Silkworm, which unearths the story of Qian Xuesen, a scientist who worked on the Manhattan Project, was forced out of the program because of McCarthyism, was then deported, and went on to be a major figure in China’s space program.

This was such an important writer. Such an essential voice and mind. Her research was exquisite, detailed, she found stories that had never been told before (the Nazi dude stationed in Nanking, who took it upon himself to save as many women as he could from the attacks – he did so at great danger to himself, and he did so just because he knew it was wrong. This is the kind of ambiguity – a good and helpful Nazi – that the truth often brings us … and Chang told his story for the first time.)

It is by The Rape of Nanking for which Chang will always be known.

Excerpt:

In the 1930s, Japanese military leaders had boasted — and seriously believed — that Japan could conquer all of mainland China within three months. But when a battle in a single Chinese city alone dragged from summer to fall, and then from fall to winter, it shattered Japanese fantasies of an easy victory. Here, this primitive people, illiterate in military science and poorly trained, had managed to fight the superior Japanese to a standstill. When Shanghai finally fell in November, the mood of the imperial troops had turned ugly, and many, it was said, lusted for revenge as they marched toward Nanking.

Iris Chang paid a price for her research into these atrocities. It took an enormous toll on her. You don’t come out of writing a book like The Rape of Nanking unscathed. Chang committed suicide in 2004. Yes, she had clinical depression, but you cannot ignore the impact her exhaustive research had on her, the toll it took, the horrifying stories she felt it her duty to tell, to show the truth in the clear light of all its horrifying brutality.

We owe her such a huge debt. I still mourn the loss of Iris Chang.

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