John to Abigail Oct. 19 1775
When I shall come home I know not. We have so much to do, and it is so difficult to do it right, that We must learn Patience. Upon my Word I think, if ever I were to come here again, I must bring you with me. I could live here pleasantly if I had you, with me… What if We should? Let me please myself with the Thought however.
