“Well, if I can’t be happy, I can be useful, perhaps.” — Louisa May Alcott

“November is the most disagreeable month in the whole year,” said Meg, standing at the window one dull afternoon, looking out at the frostbitten garden.

“That’s the reason I was born in it,” observed Jo pensively, quite unconscious of the blot on her nose.
Little Women, by Louisa May Alcott

Louisa May Alcott was born on this day in 1832.

First of all, my recent essay on Tomboy Films is relevant. Jo March, of course, comes up.

Little Women is a book I go back to again and again. I am an adult now, long past my 12-year-old self who first read it, but I still maintain that:
— Jo and Laurie should have been together or …
— Jo should have remained single. The Professor is an unwelcome intrusion.
— Amy’s burning of Jo’s book was an appalling action and Jo being forced to forgive her was riDICULOUS.

Nevertheless: the book remains, a detailed and human portrait of four diverse sisters, and their mother, coping with the world while the Patriarch was away fighting in the Civil War. The family is poor (as the Alcotts were, until Louisa’s books hit the shelves – they were poor because their wacko father, Bronson Alcott, put the family into a state of deprivation due to his harebrained schemes). The March family all love one another and look out for one another. The sequence of Beth’s first illness, and Jo and Laurie’s all-night vigil, brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it.

Alcott grew up in Concord (I highly recommend a pilgrimage to the Alcott home). She was one of 4 girls, part of what we would now call an activist family. Her parents were abolitinists and social reformers. Her mother was a social worker. Her father was an educational philosopher whose ideas were sometimes sound, and sometimes crazy. He believed in communal living (Louisa May wrote some funny pieces about having to submit to her father’s experiments as a young girl.) Bronson Alcott (also born on this day) was buddies with Ralph Waldo Emerson, and heavily involved in the Transcendentalist movement. At the time, her father’s views on teaching were very controversial (he thought learning should be fun, that girls should be educated, that classrooms should be beautiful). He poured his heart (and the family finances) into a school which went under after a couple of years, putting the family at financial risk. Louisa May Alcott eventually, many years later, would be the sole supporter of her parents. She made a ton of money during her lifetime, quite rare for a writer.

In 1862, Alcott (determined to contribute financially to her family) traveled to Washington D.C. as a Civil War nurse. By this point, Alcott had already started getting stuff published – poems, short stories in the Gothic melodramatic vein. She actually preferred Gothic melodramas to the kinds of books that later would make her famous. (She didn’t think much of Little Women and found the writing of it extremely tedious.) Her experience as a nurse in the Civil War prompted her to publish a wonderful book called Hospital Sketches. At that point, her publisher asked her if she would write a book “for girls”. Never one to back off from a challenge, Louisa May Alcott sat down and wrote Little Women in two months, an extraordinary feat. She grew up with 3 sisters; she put her entire childhood and life into that book. She didn’t think the book would amount to much.

Little Women was published in 1868 and was an immediate runaway success. Within only a couple of weeks, the publisher begged Alcott to get to work on a sequel. Alcott did. It was another smash success. Louisa May Alcott had become a star.

Every book she wrote after that was eagerly awaited for by a breathless loving public. Success had, indeed, come – her childish ambitions to be ‘rich and famous’ came to fruition tenfold … but ‘happy’? Was she happy?

She never married. She took care of her sister May’s daughter after May died from complications in childbirth. Being a surrogate mother to this child was one of the most fulfilling experiences of Alcott’s life. She kept writing, kept publishing … although she began to get ill from mercury poisoning she received years earlier during the Civil War. Like many other Civil War nurses, she contracted typhoid fever, and at the time the proscribed cure was something called calomel – a drug laden with mercury.

Near the end of her life, Alcott became active in the suffragette movement. In 1879, she was the first woman to register to vote in Concord, for the school committee election.

Her beloved and eccentric father died on March 4, 1888. Louisa May Alcott died two days later.

Alcott didn’t care for the book that made her name and probably would have wished her legacy was different … but it is not for the artist to decide what an audience will love, love so much they pass the book on to their children, their grandchildren.

Perhaps it’s fitting, then, and even more astounding, that she wrote such a book for hire. She always was the most practical member of the family.

When she was 15 years old, Alcott wrote in her journal:

“I will do something by and by. Don’t care what, teach, sew, act, write, anything to help the family; and I’ll be rich and famous and happy before I die, see if I won’t!”

 
 
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Exeunt, pursued by hundreds of beavers. Literally.

Over on my newsletter, I wrote about one of my favorite movies of the year, Hundreds of Beavers.

 
 
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“Improvement makes strait roads, but the crooked roads without Improvement, are roads of Genius.” — poet/engraver/visionary William Blake

william-blake

“I mean, don’t you think it’s a little bit excessive?”
“The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom. William Blake.”
Pause.
“William Blake?”
“William Blake!”
“William Blake???”
“William Blake!!!”
Bull Durham

William Blake was a poet virtually unknown in his own lifetime. He was also an engraver. He did illustrations for children’s books, religious books, volumes of poetry. His artwork is now quite literally priceless.

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For Liberties: Edna O’Brien: Documentary of A Writer and A Star

Edna O’Brien, a giant of Irish literature, died this past July. The loss is almost too much to get your head around, at least not immediately. She was a prolific writer for 70 years. Her books (and memoir, and non-fiction, and non-fiction) have enriched generations of readers.

In almost eerily fortuitous timing, Blue Road, Sinéad O’Shea’s documentary about O’Brien has arrived. It opened at Toronto, and just played at DOC NYC as the opening film of the festival (the response was so positive they added another screening). O’Shea’s doc was just in time for this: the documentary features a lengthy interview with O’Brien herself, who was, almost quite literally, on her death bed at the time. Blue Road is a comprehensive look at this woman who lived so many different lives, and – like James Joyce observed about his own work – “couldn’t write without offending people”.

For my monthly column at Liberties, I interviewed O’Shea about her documentary, about the great, the dazzling, Edna.

Edna O’Brien: Documentary of A Writer and A Star

 
 
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“You can’t dance in a long dress.” — Tina Turner

I pretty much said what I needed to say about Tina Turner in my review of this year’s documentary Tina. I saw her in concert. I was there, I was present for her rise to total dominance in the culture, post-Ike, the 1980s Tina juggernaut. She was everywhere. I can’t say definitively what effect it had on me to witness a late-40-something woman as one of the biggest rock stars in the world, filling stadiums, but it had to have had SOME effect. I grew up in a moment where something like that was possible. I feel so fortunate I went and saw her in concert! I wrote about all of that in my review.

All hail Tina! And happy birthday!

 
 
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I want you to notice when I’m not around

There are different organizations around the world who put together “one day choirs”. Anyone can sign up. You show up, you are handed a piece of music, you are separated into different parts, you rehearse, and then you perform. The results are often extraordinary. This one came across my feed yesterday and I found myself in tears watching it. I watched it again. The tears continued to flow. Maybe because of the lyrics, universal always, to everyone, anyone who feels they don’t fit in, who feel hurt and rejected. I love the stunning arrangement of this extremely well-known song – if you don’t know “Creep” then you’ve had to choose to not be aware of it: it was – and continues to be – a global phenomenon, for 30 years and counting. This group of people worked on it for maybe 3 hours and here is the result. All different types of people. Putting aside their lives and the outer world to create this thing together. Strangers. Collaborating. The sound of voices swelling through the warehouse, diverse voices, everyone playing their part in creating the breathtaking whole. To me, this is what a Utopia looks like. I distrust Utopias, but not something like this. People coming together for no other reason than to work together to create something. I signed up for the Gaia Music Collective’s newsletter yesterday. I want to participate in one of these.

 
 
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“What’s the difference between an exile and an expatriate? It seems to me that an Englishman in France is an expat, but an Irishman is an exile.” — Derek Mahon

“When growing up, my bunch of friends would have thought of ourselves as anti-unionist because we were anti-establishment. We would have been vaguely all-Ireland republican socialists. But then, when theory turned into practice, we had to decide where we stood and I never did resolve it for myself. Marching for civil rights was terrific, but bombs and killing people? I never put a name to my own position and I still can’t, which suits me fine. From time to time you get a kick from some critic for not being sufficiently political, or for being a closet unionist or a closet republican. There was a time when people – much more English people than Irish – would ask, ‘Why don’t these Ulster poets come out more explicitly and say what they are for?’ But there is all this ambiguity. That is poetry. It is the other thing that is the other thing.” — Derek Mahon

Popular Northern Irish poet Derek Mahon died in 2020 at the age of 78. Today is his birthday.

A poem he wrote some years back – “Everything Is Going to Be Alright” – came back into public consciousness when it was read on an Irish news program in early March 2020, once it became clear the pandemic was spreading and a lockdown was imminent. People shared the poem endlessly on social media. It was what people needed to hear.

Everything Is Going to Be Alright
by Derek Mahon

How should I not be glad to contemplate
the clouds clearing beyond the dormer window
and a high tide reflected on the ceiling?
There will be dying, there will be dying,
but there is no need to go into that.
The poems flow from the hand unbidden
and the hidden source is the watchful heart;
the sun rises in spite of everything
and the far cities are beautiful and bright.
I lie here in a riot of sunlight
watching the day break and the clouds flying.
Everything is going to be all right.

 
 
Art can disturb, enlighten, reveal. It can also console in dark dark times. This is why we need artists.

“[Seamus] Heaney is a Wordsworth man and I’m a Coleridge man. I love the poetry, and the trajectory of his life has always fascinated me. His Biographia is a complete mess, but is still full of the most wonderful stuff.” – Derek Mahon

Born in Belfast, Mahon “came up” at the same time as other great Irish poets Seamus Heaney (one of my many posts about him here) and Michael Longley (post about him here). They all burst onto the literary scene in the late 60s. The accepted narrative is: this group of poets represented something new in Northern Ireland, a new burgeoning literary scene to support and pay attention to. The fact that all this new poetry came from a war zone was even more startling, more reason to celebrate it, and etc. Mahon rejected this interpretation. He insisted Belfast had ALWAYS had a great literary tradition.

You often hear these Mahon/Heaney/Longley mentioned in the same breath. They talked about one another a lot as well. They were good friends and rivals. Here is a story told in The Guardian in 2006:

In September 1963 Derek Mahon, Seamus Heaney and Michael Longley visited the County Down grave of the great Northern Irish poet Louis MacNeice, who had died a short time before. Longley, writing recently in the introduction to a selection of MacNeice’s poems, recalled that as they “dawdled between the graves” all three then-unpublished poets were silently “contemplating an elegy”. When they next met, Mahon read them “In Carrowdore Churchyard”: “Your ashes will not stir, even on this high ground / However the wind tugs, the headstones shake”. Seamus Heaney started to read his poem but “then crumpled it up”. Longley says he decided not even to attempt the task. “Mahon had produced the definitive elegy.”

Lovely.

Heaney, Longley and Mahon saw themselves as part of a tradition, not as something brand new. They dedicated their poems to poets from the Irish past, Patrick Kavanagh (post about him here) or Louis MacNeice (post about him here). Heaney/Longley/Mahon were hugely influential on the new generation, perhaps even holding more sway than Yeats. Such is tradition: it’s a continuum.

[Derek Mahon’s] investment in “something larger” is not so great as [Geoffrey] Hill’s: his imagination has been released from the demands of an informing culture. As a result he turns rather too readily toward his reader, wry, shrugging his shoulders, as though it is too late to find the big theme his skills might be equal to. — Michael Schmidt, Lives of the Poets

Derek Mahon grew up in an Ulster Protestant family. He attended Trinity College in Dublin. His viewpoint was never local. He loved French literature and went on to study at the Sorbonne. He translated many great French authors into English. He published a prize-winning collection of poetry in the mid-60s. (Just recently, for the third time, he won the Irish Times Poetry Now award.) He traveled quite a bit, including in America. Hart Crane was a huge influence on Mahon (my post about Crane here), as was Elizabeth Bishop (post about her here). Mahon was reviewed books, taught in schools. His lifestyle divorced him from the upheavals of Northern Ireland, although he remained interested in all of it, of course. But politics/war was not the wellspring of his art, as it was for some of his contemporaries.

Listen to this.

Dejection
Bone-idle, I lie listening to the rain,
Not tragic now nor yet to frenzy bold.
Must I stand out in thunderstorms again
Who have twice come in from the cold?

After years of traveling, he finally settled down in Kinsale. (Notice he did not return to settle down in Belfast. Unsurprisingly, he caught flak for this.). He looked in on Ireland from the outside (see his thoughts above on Irish exile, even internal Irish exile); his outsider status gave his work strength and scope. You can’t say he doesn’t have a “sense of place”. So-called “outsiders” often see their homes in a clearer fashion than those who live there. James Joyce understood this all too well.

Every Irish person knows the following poem:

A Disused Shed in Co. Wexford
Let them not forget us, the weak souls among the asphodels.
—Seferis, Mythistorema

(for J. G. Farrell)
Even now there are places where a thought might grow —
Peruvian mines, worked out and abandoned
To a slow clock of condensation,
An echo trapped for ever, and a flutter
Of wildflowers in the lift-shaft,
Indian compounds where the wind dances
And a door bangs with diminished confidence,
Lime crevices behind rippling rain barrels,
Dog corners for bone burials;
And in a disused shed in Co. Wexford,

Deep in the grounds of a burnt-out hotel,
Among the bathtubs and the washbasins
A thousand mushrooms crowd to a keyhole.
This is the one star in their firmament
Or frames a star within a star.
What should they do there but desire?
So many days beyond the rhododendrons
With the world waltzing in its bowl of cloud,
They have learnt patience and silence
Listening to the rooks querulous in the high wood.

They have been waiting for us in a foetor
Of vegetable sweat since civil war days,
Since the gravel-crunching, interminable departure
Of the expropriated mycologist.
He never came back, and light since then
Is a keyhole rusting gently after rain.
Spiders have spun, flies dusted to mildew
And once a day, perhaps, they have heard something —
A trickle of masonry, a shout from the blue
Or a lorry changing gear at the end of the lane.

There have been deaths, the pale flesh flaking
Into the earth that nourished it;
And nightmares, born of these and the grim
Dominion of stale air and rank moisture.
Those nearest the door grow strong —
‘Elbow room! Elbow room!’
The rest, dim in a twilight of crumbling
Utensils and broken pitchers, groaning
For their deliverance, have been so long
Expectant that there is left only the posture.

A half century, without visitors, in the dark —
Poor preparation for the cracking lock
And creak of hinges; magi, moonmen,
Powdery prisoners of the old regime,
Web-throated, stalked like triffids, racked by drought
And insomnia, only the ghost of a scream
At the flash-bulb firing-squad we wake them with
Shows there is life yet in their feverish forms.
Grown beyond nature now, soft food for worms,
They lift frail heads in gravity and good faith.

They are begging us, you see, in their wordless way,
To do something, to speak on their behalf
Or at least not to close the door again.
Lost people of Treblinka and Pompeii!
‘Save us, save us,’ they seem to say,
‘Let the god not abandon us
Who have come so far in darkness and in pain.
We too had our lives to live.
You with your light meter and relaxed itinerary,
Let not our naive labours have been in vain!’

Oana Sanziana Marian wrote:

His most famous poem, “A Disused Shed in Co. Wexford,” digs, too, but instead of turning soil, as in Heaney’s earthbound rural scene in (maybe his most famous poem) “Digging,” Mahon gets underneath “a burnt-out hotel / Among the bathtubs and the washbasins” and – but who would see this coming? – commemorates forgotten victims of Treblinka and Pompeii through the perspective of a thousand mushrooms crowded around light passing through a keyhole.

And oh, how I love his beautiful poem “Achill”. Achill Island is a big island off the west coast of Ireland. My family spent some time there years ago, when my parents yanked us all out of school and took us to Ireland. I was 13 years old, so my memories of Achill are often mortifying to read now (while on Achille, Easter came, and I was mainly upset I hadn’t brought my curling iron to Ireland, because I wanted to curl my hair for Easter mass, because that’s an extremely important thing to be thinking about in a foreign land), but despite the journal entry, Achill Island remains vivid in my mind: the windy wildness of it, the smell of the peat fires, the impromptu soccer games among the sheep, the itchy wool sweaters, the freckled girls on bicycles with head scarves tied under their chins, the beautiful bleakness of the landscape.

Achill
im chaonaí uaigneach nach mór go bhfeicim an lá1

I lie and imagine a first light gleam in the bay
After one more night of erosion and nearer the grave,
Then stand and gaze from the window at break of day
As a shearwater skims the ridge of an incoming wave;
And I think of my son a dolphin in the Aegean,
A sprite among sails knife-bright in a seasonal wind,
And wish he were here where currachs walk on the ocean
To ease with his talk the solitude locked in my mind.

I sit on a stone after lunch and consider the glow
Of the sun through mist, a pearl bulb containèdly fierce;
A rain-shower darkens the schist for a minute or so
Then it drifts away and the sloe-black patches disperse.
Croagh Patrick towers like Naxos over the water
And I think of my daughter at work on her difficult art
And wish she were with me now between thrush and plover,
Wild thyme and sea-thrift, to lift the weight from my heart.

The young sit smoking and laughing on the bridge at evening
Like birds on a telephone pole or notes on a score.
A tin whistle squeals in the parlour, once more it is raining,
Turf-smoke inclines and a wind whines under the door;
And I lie and imagine the lights going on in the harbor
Of white-housed Náousa, your clear definition at night,
And wish you were here to upstage my disconsolate labour
As I glance through a few thin pages and switch off the light.

1 A desolate waif scarce seeing the light of day (from a poem by Piaras Feritéar, 1600-1653, as translated by Thomas Kinsella).

I love Mahon’s poem about J. Bruce Ismay, the managing director of the White Star Line, who, famously and infamously, survived. Much to his enduring shame. Most employees were manly enough to go down with the ship. Not Ismay. The scandal dogged him the rest of his days.

After the Titanic
by Derek Mahon

They said I got away in a boat
And humbled me at the inquiry. I tell you
I sank as far that night as any
Hero. As I sat shivering on the dark water
I turned to ice to hear my costly
Life go thundering down in a pandemonium of
Prams, pianos, sideboards, winches,
Boilers bursting and shredded ragtime. Now I hide
In a lonely house behind the sea
Where the tide leaves broken toys and hatboxes
Silently at my door. The showers of
April, flowers of May mean nothing to me, nor the
Late light of June, when my gardener
Describes to strangers how the old man stays in bed
On seaward mornings after nights of
Wind, takes his cocaine and will see no one. Then it is
I drown again with all those dim
Lost faces I never understood, my poor soul
Screams out in the starlight, heart
Breaks loose and rolls down like a stone.
Include me in your lamentations.

 
 
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“[I wish] to trace the gradual action of ordinary causes rather than exceptional.” — George Eliot

“What do I think of Middlemarch? What do I think of glory?” — Emily Dickinson

I came to George Eliot late. As in, during the lifespan of this blog. I read Middlemarch (more like devoured it) in 2005, and wrote posts about it as I went. After hearing about her, and absorbing her via osmosis for decades, I experienced her first-hand and had one of those gratifying moments of delayed realization: “Oh. Okay. This is why she is considered one of the all-time greats.” It’s instantly apparent. Her domination, her sheer ballsiness – the way she draws back almost cinematically into a God’s eye point of view – perched on a cloud, looking down at humanity … Normally, statistically, this is considered a male “thing”, as in: Only men have the AUDACITY to stand far back and proclaim on the human condition. Women only concern themselves with their small domestic circle. This is reflected in the writing, the kinds of books celebrated by men, the kinds of books celebrated by women. This kind of bullshit is still present, in ways books are marketed, reviewed, etc. And women participate in this. George Eliot is a novelist, but she is also a philosopher.

I’ve said it before: I rarely “see” myself in literature. I see parts of myself, but then the rest isn’t “right”. There are exceptions (Harriet the Spy). The unnamed narrator in Mating (written by a man, unsurprisingly) is another. I don’t see myself in Dorothea Brooke so much as I get the sense – very uneasily – that I very much could have been Dorothea Brooke if I had been born in another time, and another era (and weren’t Irish Catholic in origin). Dorothea Brooke is a dark mirror. She represents my worst fears. That characterization is so acute, so specific, so on point, I was haunted by her AS I was reading it. I guess I don’t “see myself” so much as I see the plight of all women of a specific stripe – intellectually aspirational and voracious, yearning to be SEEN, trapped by convention, etc. – and this is George Eliot’s great and intimidating gift. Her characters are real AND they are representational. I don’t know how she does it. Comparisons are odious, they really are, but I’ll just throw this into the mix: Dickens was Eliot’s contemporary, and to compare the two is ridiculous mainly because they are very different kinds of writers. Dickens’ characters live, breathe, feel, proclaim – sometimes they are caricatures (exquisitely drawn), although they feel no less alive – but they aren’t particularly representational, except in broad pantomime. This isn’t true across the board, but for the sake of argument … Eliot is both down in the dirt with her characters, and circling the earth like an eavesdropping satellite … and so she sees things as representational, and as indicative of larger societal, social, and cultural upheavals. E.M. Forster is one of her heirs. Whereas John Irving is Dickens’ heir. Very different kinds of writers.

Dorothea Brooke is unique. Some quotes:

Most men thought her bewitching when she was on horseback. She loved the fresh air and the various aspects of the country, and when her eyes and cheeks glowed with mingled pleasure she looked very little like a devotee. Riding was an indulgence which she allowed herself in spite of conscientious qualms; she felt that she enjoyed it in a pagan sensuous way, and always looked forward to renouncing it.

Look at what Eliot does there in the last phrase after the comma. She leads you towards it, she “bewitches” you with the images, she lulls you into a sense of complacency and pleasure, and then draws you up short. This type of paragraph structure is constant with Eliot: her work is overwhelming in its philosophical richness.

Here you can really see George Eliot’s “God’s-eye” point of view:

Her mind was theoretic, and yearned by its nature after some lofty conception of the world which might frankly include the parish of Tipton and her own rule of conduct there; she was enamoured of intensity and greatness, and rash in embracing whatever seemed to her to have those aspects; likelyl to seek martyrdom to make retractations, and then to incur martyrdom, after all in a quarter where she had not sought it. Certainly such elements in the character of a marriageable girl tended to interfere with her lot, and hinder it from being decided according to custom, by good looks, vanity, and merely canine affection.

We’re getting to the crux of it.

It had now entered Dorothea’s mind that Mr. Casaubon might wish to make her his wife, and the idea that he would do so touched her with a sort of reverential gratitude. How good of him — nay, it would be almost as if a winged messenger had suddenly stood beside her path and held out his hand towards her! For a long whilte she had been oppressed by the indefiniteness which hung in her mind, like a thick summer haze, over all her desire to make her life greatly effective. What could she do, what ought she to do? — she, hardly more than a budding woman, but yet with an active conscience and a great mental need, not to be satisfied by a girlish instruction comparable to the nibblings and judgments of a discursive mouse. With some endowment of stupidity and conceit, she might have thought that a Christian young lady of fortune should find her ideal of life in village charities, patronage of the humbler clergy, the perusal of “Female Scripture Characters,” unfolding the private experience of Sara, under the Old Dispensation, and Dorcas under the New, and the care of her soul over her embroidery in her own boudoir — with a background of prospective marriage to a man who, if less strict than herself, as being involved in affairs religiously inexplicable, might be prayed for and seasonably exhorted. From such contentment poor Dorothea was shut out. The intensity of her religious disposition, the coercion it exercised over her life, was but one aspect of a nature altogether ardent, theoretic, and intellectually consequent: and with such a nature, struggling in the bands of a narrow teaching, hemmed in by a social life which seemed nothing but a labyrinth of petty courses, a walled-in maze of small paths that led no whither, the outcome was sure to strike others as at once exaggeration and inconsistency. The thing which seemed to her best, she wanted to justify by the completest knowlege; and not to live in a pretended admission of rules which were never acted on. Into this soul-hunger as yet all her youthful passion was poured; the union which attracted her was one that would deliver her from her girlish subjection to her own ignorance, and give her the freedom of voluntary submission to a guide who would take her along the grandest path.

I won’t speak on how this resonates with me because it’s too embarrassing to admit. Besides, why do I need to admit anything, when George Eliot has already done it so perfectly? This is the heart of Dorothea’s great mistake, and it’s a mistake “women like her” make, and it’s specific to “women like her” and “women like her” are rarely served fully in literature because nobody else has the perspective to actually GET “women like her”. Except Eliot. Who WAS a “woman like her”. I speak from the inside on this one, you’ll just have to trust me.

I love when Eliot stops everything – the narrative, the plot, the description – to sum things up, to provide a universal. Here’s just one example from Middlemarch:

We mortals, men and women, devour many a disappointment between breakfast and dinner-time; keep back the tears and look a little pale about the lips, and in answer to inquiries say, “Oh, nothing!” Pride helps; and pride is not a bad thing when it only urges us to hide our hurts — not to hurt others.

And let’s not forget humor.

Plain women he regarded as he did the other severe facts of life, to be faced with philosophy and investigated by science.

Watch her character development here. It takes such confidence not just to write like this, but to to THINK like this, to believe you have insight into how human beings ARE. Character development like this is way WAY out of style now (and maybe that’s for the best, because God save us from people who AREN’T as insightful as George Eliot proclaiming they understand everything):

Mary Garth, on the contrary, had the aspect of an ordinary sinner: she was brown; her curly dark hair was rough and stubborn; her stature was low; and it would not be true to declare, in satisfactory antithesis, that she had all the virtues. Plainness has its peculiar temptations and vices quite as much as beauty; it apt either to feign amiability, or, not feigning it, to show all the repulsiveness of discontent: at any rate, to be called an ugly thing in contrast with that lovely creature your companion, is apt to produce some effect beyond a sense of fine veracity and fitness in the phrase. At the age of two-and-twenty Mary had certainly not attined that perfect good sense and good principle which are usually recommended to the less fortunate girl, as if they were to be obtained in quantities ready mixed, with a flavor of resignation as required. Her shrewdness had a streak of satiric bitterness continually renewed and never carried utterly out of sight, except by a strong current of gratitude towards those who, instead of telling her that she ought to be contented, did something to make her so. Advancing womanhood had tempered her plainness, which was of a good human sort, such as the mothers of our race have very commonly worn in all latitudes under a more or less becoming headgear. Rembrandt would have painted her with pleasure, and would have made her broad features look out of the canvas with intelligent honesty. For honesty, truth-telling fairness, was Mary’s reigning virtue: she neither tried to create illusions, nor indulged in them for her own behoof, and when she was in a good mood she had humor enough in her to laugh at herself.

Amazing.

One last thing: Middlemarch includes one of the most perceptive – and harrowing – descriptions of what it feels like to be in debt up to your ears I have ever read. It’s excruciating. Nothing was beneath her notice. Religion, economics, technology, psychology … all of it was in her grasp, none of it was irrelevant, everything was connected to everything else.

Please enjoy, unfurling below, all of the quotes I have gathered from writers about George Eliot, from Byatt, to LM Montgomery, to Zadie Smith, to Christopher Hitchens:

QUOTES:

A.S. Byatt, “George Eliot: A Celebration”:

So I came to George Eliot late, in the days when I was teaching the modern English novel in evening classes and trying to find out how to write a good novel myself. Meeting any great writer is like being made aware of freedoms and capabilities one had no idea were possible. Reading Middlemarch and Daniel Deronda I learned several primitive yet crucial lessons about writing novels – and these lessons were also moral lessons about life. It is possible, I learned, to invent a world peopled by a large number of inter-related people, almost all of whose processes of thought, developments of consciousness, biological anxieties, sense of their past and future can most scrupulously be made available to readers, can work with and against each other, can lead to failure, or partial failure, or triumphant growth.

A.S. Byatt, “George Eliot: A Celebration”:

One of the technical things I had discovered during the early teaching of Middlemarch was George Eliot’s authorial intervention, which were then very unfashionable, thought to be pompous Victorian moralizing and nasty lumps in the flow of “the story.” I worked out that on the contrary, the authorial “voice” added all sorts of freedom a good writer could do with. Sometimes it could work with firm irony to undercut the sympathetic “inner” portrayal of a character. Consider this early description of Dorothea:

Her mind was theoretic, and yearned by its nature after some lofty conception of the world which might frankly include the parish of Tipton and her own role of conduct there; she was enamored of intensity and greatness, and rash in embracing whatever seemed to her to have those aspects; likely to seek martyrdom, to make retractions, and then to incur martyrdom after all in a quarter where she had not sought it. Certainly such elements in the character of a marriageable girl tended to interfere with her lot, and hinder it from being decided according to custom, by good looks, vanity, and merely canine affection.

There is so much in there, in the style. The magisterial authority of a Greek Chorus, or God, who knows Dorothea’s fate before her drama has really begun. Sympathy, in the author, towards the character’s ambitions, and a certain wry sense that, unfocused as they are, they are doomed. And then, in that last sentence, which is biting social comedy, the choice of the crucial adjective – “merely canine affection” – to disparage the kind of “love” thought adequate by most planners of marriages, not only in the nineteenth century.

L.M. Montgomery on Adam Bede:

It is a great novel in spite of its inartistic ending. I could have pardoned the marriage of Adam and Dinah, however, if it had not been brought about in such a hurried and artificial manner. Mrs. Poyser is a delightful creature in a book. Out of it she might not be so agreeable. The character of Hetty Sorrel is wonderfully analyzed. Dinah is just a little bit too good for ‘human nature’s daily food.’ Yet there are such people — and the rest of us are not fit to untie their shoe-laces. Nevertheless, Dinah does not enlist our sympathy or interest. We don’t care a hoot whether she ever gets a husband or not. But our hearts go out to poor, pretty, vain, sinning, suffering Hetty. After all, it is the sinners we love and pity — perhaps because they are nearer to ourselves and we recognize so many of our hidden weaknesses in them.

L.M. Montgomery on Romola:

Read Romola again. Oh, truly, there were giants in those days in literature. My books seem so trivial and petty compared to those masterpieces.

L.M. Montgomery on Adam Bede:

Adam Bede is a cup of mingled pain and pleasure … It is a powerful book with an inartistic ending. Her delineation of character is a thing before which a poor scribbler might well throw down her pen in despair.

Joyce Carol Oates:

My role models were childless: Virginia Woolf, Jane Austen, George Eliot, the Brontes.

The Norton Anthology of American Literature, entry on Emily Dickinson:

The standard works she knew best and drew on most commonly for allusions and references in her poetry and vivid letters were the classic myths, the Bible, and Shakespeare. Among the English Romantics, she valued John Keats especially; among her Englishc ontemporaries she was particularly attracted by the Brontes, the Brownings, Alfred, Lord Tennyson, and George Eliot.

Jeanette Winterson:

Who should the poet serve? Society or the Muse? This was a brand new question and not a happy one. If the woman poet could avoid it, the male poet and the prose writers of either sex could not. Of the great writers, Emily Brontë chose well. Charlotte Brontë and George Eliot continually equivocate and the equivocation helps to explain the uneven power of their work.

from “Letter to Lord Byron”
By W.H. Auden

You’ve had your packet from time critics, though:
They grant you warmth of heart, but at your head
Their moral and aesthetic brickbats throw.
A ‘vulgar genius’ so George Eliot said,
Which doesn’t matter as George Eliot’s dead

Christopher Hitchens, “The Dark Side of Dickens”:

If offered the onetime chance to travel back into the world of the nineteenth-century English novel, I once heard myself saying, I would brush past Messrs. Dickens and Thackeray for the opportunity to hold speech with George Eliot. I would of course be wanting to press Mary Ann Evans on her theological capacities and her labor in translating the liberal German philosophers, as well as on her near-Shakespearean gift for divining the well-springs of human motivation. When compared to that vista of the soul and the intellect, why trouble even with the creator of Rebecca Sharp, let alone with the man who left us the mawkish figures of Smike and Oliver and Little Nell, to say nothing of the grisly inheritance that is the modern version of Christmas? Putting it even more high-mindedly, ought one not to prefer an author like Eliot, who really did give her whole enormous mind to religious and social and colonial questions, over a vain actor-manager type who used pathetic victims as tear-jerking raw material, and who actually detested the real subjects of High Victorian power and hypocrisy when they were luckless enough to dwell overseas?

Charles Dickens, note to George Eliot about Scenes of Clerical Life:

If [the sketches] originated with no woman, I believe that no man ever before had the art of making himself, mentally, so like a woman, since the world began.

Joan Acocella, “After the Laughs”:

But [Dorothy Parker’s] unique contribution was her portrait, in the stories, of female dependence. This was a central concern of nineteenth-century women writers – Jane Austen, George Eliot, the Brontes – and also some of the men, notably Thackeray.

Zadie Smith, The Guardian, 2008:

In her intellectual and personal life, Eliot demanded continuous and varied food – and she conceived of many things. One of these things was Fred Vincy, a commonplace young man who would seem more suited to a penny-farthing romance. But it’s worth looking again at the facts, which means, in the world of Middlemarch, the emotional facts. Fred is in love with a good girl; a girl who does not love him because he is not worthy; Fred agrees with her. Maybe the point is this: of all the people striving in Middlemarch, only Fred is striving for a thing worth striving for. Dorothea mistakes Casaubon terribly, as Lydgate mistakes Rosamund, but Fred thinks Mary is worth having, that she is probably a good in the world, or at least, good for him (“She is the best girl I know!”) – and he’s right. Of all of them Fred has neither chosen a chimerical good, nor radically mistaken his own nature. He’s not as dim as he seems. He doesn’t idealise his good as Dorothea does when she imagines Casaubon a second Milton, and he doesn’t settle on a good a priori, like Lydgate, who has long believed that a doting, mindless girl is just what a man of science needs. What Fred surmises of the good he stumbles upon almost by accident, and only as a consequence of being fully in life and around life, by being open to its vagaries simply because he is in possession of no theory to impose upon it. In many ways bumbling Fred is Eliot’s ideal Spinozian subject.

A.S. Byatt

When I was younger it was fashionable to criticise Eliot for writing from a god’s eye view, as though she were omniscient. Her authorial commenting voice appeared old-fashioned. It was felt she should have chosen a limited viewpoint, or written from inside her characters only. I came to see that this is nonsense. If a novelist tells you something she knows or thinks, and you believe her, that is not because either of you think she is God, but because she is doing her work – as a novelist. We were taught to laugh at collections of “the wit and wisdom of Eliot”. But the truth is that she is wise – not only intelligent, but wise. Her voice deepens our response to her world.

Virginia Woolf on Middlemarch:

“The magnificent book, which with all its imperfections, is one of the few English books written for grown-up people”.

George Eliot, “Silly Novels by Lady Novelists”:

“Her eyes and her wit are both dazzling; her nose and her morals are alike free from any tendency to irregularity; she has a superb contralto and a superb intellect; she is perfectly well-dressed and perfectly religious; she dances like a sylph, and reads the Bible in the original tongues.”

^^^ Ouch.

One of George Eliot’s most perceptive contemporary “fans” is A.S. Byatt. You can tell the influence Eliot has had on Byatt’s work. (I wish I could track the quote down, but in a review of one of Byatt’s novels, the critic said that Eliot “writes as though James Joyce never existed.” lol It’s so true though.) I’ll point you towards this wonderful piece by Byatt in the Guardian about Middlemarch.

 
 
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“I would rather use light to draw with instead of making thousands of drawings.” — Mary Ellen Bute

“There were so many things I wanted to say, stream-of-consciousness things, designs and patterns while listening to music. I felt I might be able to say [them] if I had an unending canvas.” pioneering experimental animator Mary Ellen Bute

If ever I was born to write a piece, it’s this one: For Film Comment, I wrote about experimental animator Mary Ellen Bute, and her 1966 adaptation of James Joyce’s “Finnegans Wake”. She was a pioneer. Way out in front.

As I wrote, a lot of her work is difficult to see – meaning, not accessible, holed up in archives – so you have to keep your eyes peeled for retrospectives of her work. But some of it is on YouTube, and you can get a sense of what she was about watching these shorts:

Synchromy No. 2 (1936)

Parabola (1937)

Synchromy No. 4 (1938)

Tarantella (1940)

Spook Sport (1940; collab. with Norman McLaren)
This one is funny!


Mary Ellen Bute

 
 
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“Being understood is not the most essential thing in life.” — Jodie Foster

It’s her birthday today. She’s not my favorite actress in the world although I admire her journey, which – if you think about it – is quite exceptional. Consider the other child actors who dominated in the ’70s. Who has had her journey? None, that’s who. I will say she was “there” for me early, when I too was a little kid, and dressed like a Times Square hustler in, now that you mention it, Taxi Driver. I dressed like I could have been an urchin-pal of Jodie Foster’s character, another neglected kid-adult grown up too fast in the city streets, under the umbrella of Travis Bickle’s psychopathic concern. “Shouldn’t you be in school, kid?” “No, man, making too much bread out here.” Of course I didn’t see Taxi Driver while I was strutting around in my long leather jacket. But I did see Candleshoe, and it made an enormous impression. You could have even said that I was a little-kid cross-dresser. I was wearing full-on men’s suits in high school. I stopped short of wearing a fedora, even though Bugsy Malone had an early impact. In my 20s, I did wear an old-fashioned black derby like I was a Cockney villain in a 1930s movie – I wore it almost every day. With fancy dresses. With flannel. Always. I lost that hat somewhere along the way but almost every picture of me in my 20s I was either wearing 1. a blue bandana wrapped around my head or 2. the black derby. As a kid, I “saw myself” in little boy characters like the Artful Dodger and Huck Finn, and my biggest fantasy was dressing up as a boy, and “passing”, the way Shakespeare’s cross-dressing heroines did. So many of my favorite stories involved little girls disguised as boys. One of my favorite books as a kid was Jane Langton’s radically-titled book The Boyhood of Grace Jones. No, not THAT Grace Jones. MY Grace Jones (wrote about her here) was a little girl growing up in the 1930s, alienated by the expectations placed on girls, and carving out her own path by pretending to be a boy.

The only thing I’ve really written about Jodie Foster was a piece years in the making – on the great “tomboy films” of the 1970s. She was its leading light, its guiding star. I didn’t run around with a gang stealing hubcaps, but independence and freedom was my goal, my fantasy world, and so all those little girls in the 70s, untouched by conventional aspirations or yearning for the status quo of stereotypical gender roles were huge for me. I don’t think of them as influencing me, I think of them as reflecting what was already THERE in me. We didn’t “buy in” to all that stuff. We had other role models. I’d been wanting to write that tomboy piece for a long long time. The word “tomboy” may be out of fashion now, considering today’s discourse, but … if you are going to write, you cannot care about being out of fashion. Tomboys matter. And thankfully the tomboys showed me early what it looked like to not care what the world thought of you, to just be you, to thumb your nose at the prudes and snobs. They’re just scared. Wear a long leather jacket when you’re 10 years old. You look dope. The Artful Dodger is as valid a role model to a girl as Anne of Green Gables, even though he is a thief. Or maybe even BECAUSE he is a thief. The great thing about the 70s tomboy-kids is that the typical roles usually assigned to boys … suddenly moved into Girl Land. And I’m just glad it was mainstream popular culture when I was so young and impressionable.

 
 
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