The Graveyard of the Atlantic

This map, of Sable Island, is the most frightening map in the world.

Those little markings all around the perimeter are the dates of shipwrecks. (There are larger versions of this map online if you want to look closer.) Also, if you Google pictures of this terrifying place, it looks like a tiny fingernail clipping surrounded by ocean. It’s frightening from the air. But what a fascinating island (you need permission from the Canadian government to visit. I have always wanted to see it. There is no town or residents on Sable Island, although there is a team of meteorologists who do live there year-round). Sable Island is also inhabited by a herd of feral horses, descended from a herd of horses owned by John Hancock’s uncle. Incredible. But that map has been haunting me for 24 hours. If you’ve read The Perfect Storm you will be familiar with the tales of Sable Island (although in the movie of the same name, when they showed Sable Island, there were trees on it. Come on. Stop it.) Finally, after centuries of shipwrecks, two lighthouses were finally put up on Sable Isalnd, and the number of shipwrecks went down precipitously.

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The Books: On the Pleasure of Hating, ‘The Indian Jugglers’, by William Hazlitt

On the essays shelf:

On the Pleasure of Hating, by William Hazlitt

How … how … can I describe this essay?? You really just have to read it for yourself, but I will give it a shot. In the first post I wrote about William Hazlitt’s essays, I gave some background as to who he was, what his interests were, what his journey was. He died in 1830, and his real years of productivity were in the last 20 years of his life. He had venues that would publish his work, a regular column called “The Round Table” in The Examiner, and a robust lecturing career. He had certainly made many enemies along the way, personal and political (he was a Whig, the Tory outlets worked hard to try to shut him down). He was always a man who had followed his own star (even just reading the bare bones facts of his life gives a sense of the chaotic nature of it: but isn’t that how life is for most of us? Life isn’t, in general, linear or neat.)

So. The essay today.

William Hazlitt, unlike a lot of intellectual-philosopher types (to generalize), had a great admiration for competitive sports, and anything involving physicality. He was writing in the early 19th century, and probably would have been apoplectic with joy in our current age, with 24/7 sports news channels. He was fascinated by athletes, by people who could DO things with their bodies. This, in general, was seen as a “low” topic at the time, although, of course, humanity has been into watching sports since probably the first cavemen played catch with a wooly mammoth bone.

As you can see in this superb essay, unlike anything else I can think of, the sheer fact of physical skill launched Hazlitt into the spheres of contemplation: what is greatness? what does it mean to be great? How is that different from genius? What can we learn from people like “the Indian jugglers”, who are so superior to us in this one thing in every possible way?

What I love about this essay (and it’s a monster: he spends about 5 pages describing the feats of the Indian jugglers, and then 10 pages discussing the Meaning of Life) is that he does not hide behind an objective narrator. He is not a dry newsman reporting just the facts. He greatly admired the essays of Montaigne, and was trying to bring back that form a little bit, in his own personal essays, where he wrote personally about his life, his travels, his books. William Hazlitt, as in, the “I” of the pieces, is IN the essays. “I did this, I saw this.” This style, hard as it may be to believe in this day and age, was not at all in vogue at the time. Hazlitt’s stuff stands out. Writing like that can be a great risk, because if the readers do not care for the “I” of the pieces, you’re screwed, in more ways than one. Because if they find you irritating, just as a voice, as a person, they won’t be able to tolerate listening to what you have to say. That’s the revolution behind Hazlitt’s essays: HE is so much in them, and when you read them it is as though he jumps back to life.

For example, in the opening paragraph of ‘The Indian Jugglers’, he watches an Indian juggler juggle four balls at one time. He is amazed at the skill and specificity of timing that that requires.

But listen to where his mind goes, immediately after his admiration for the juggler. It’s so funny, so delightful and human:

The hearing a speech in Parliament, drawled or stammered out by the Honourable Member or the Noble Lord, the ringing the changes on their common-places, which any one could repeat after them as well as they, stirs me not a jot, shakes not my good opinion of myself: but the seeing the Indian Jugglers does. It makes me ashamed of myself. I ask what there is that I can do as well as this! Nothing. What have I been doing all my life!

He did get criticism (a lot of it), for many reasons, one being that he seemed to “lift up” the lower things like sports and athletes. Wondering why/how was just not “done”. Everyone goes to the circus, but respectable people do not wonder about the circus performers. Or we do, but we certainly don’t write an essay about them, mentioning them in the same breath with Shakespeare. We do not show admiration for those who are clearly beyond the pale, in terms of respectability. Yes, we can clap and cheer when they eat fire or walk a trapeze, but that’s it. Analysis gives them far more respectability than they deserve. Like: this was actually some of the responses Hazlitt got to his pieces on sports and athletes. (And, frankly, some cerebral types today, the types who sniff “It’s only a game” in the face of some giant sports event, carry on that snobby tradition.) Hazlitt understood that sports shows us something to ourselves, it shows us our best tendencies, and what we are capable of, and it also shows us our weaknesses.

Other people may sit politely and watch a man juggle four balls, and clap, and then forget all about it. Not Hazlitt. It launches him into contemplation of the deepest kind. (It occurs to me to wonder if this may be one of the reasons why his work is still not as well-known as it should be? That people still may think it’s somewhat “silly” to go on and on and on in this way about a silly ATHLETE? It’s possible.) While, of course, this is about juggling, what it is really about is humanity, philosophy, and questioning. You can’t believe Hazlitt pulls it off.

But I’m a sports fan. I understand how sports can seem like a metaphor for … well …. everything, as well as being fascinating in and of themselves. So I try not to listen to the comments of those who do not get it, do not want to get it, and feel themselves superior (“It’s just a game. There are people starving in Africa.” Yawn.) Life’s too short for all of that.

I appreciate this essay so much, but like I said – it’s difficult to describe, or even excerpt. It’s online in its entirety in various places. Well worth your time. Hazlitt is so blown away by the skill of the jugglers, that he wants to know how … how … they got so good. And what is the nature of that goodness? Is it just skill? No, it has to be more than that. Is it greatness? Is it just timing? Is there genius involved? And what exactly is genius?

I mean, this is bold writing. Fearless. Any aspiring writer, who wants to OWN his or her topic, would do well to study Hazlitt.

On the Pleasure of Hating, ‘The Indian Jugglers’, by William Hazlitt

Greatness is great power, producing great effects. It is not enough that a man has great power in himself, he must shew it to all the world in a way that cannot be hid or gainsaid. He must fill up a certain idea in the public mind. I have no other notion of greatness than this two-fold definition, great results springing from great inherent energy. The great in visible objects has relation to that which extends over space: the great in mental ones has to do with space and time. No man is truly great, who is great only in his life-time. The test of greatness is the page of history. Nothing can be said to be great that has a distinct limit, or that borders on something evidently greater than itself. Besides, what is short-lived and pampered into mere notoriety, is of a gross and vulgar quality in itself. A Lord Mayor is hardly a great man. A city orator or patriot of the day only shew, by reaching the height of their wishes, the distance they are at from any true ambition. Popularity is neither fame nor greatness. A king (as such) is not a great man. He has great power, but it is not his own. He merely wields the lever of the state, which a child, an idiot, or a madman can do. It is the office, not the man we gaze at. Any one else in the same situation would be just as much an object of abject curiosity. We laugh at the country girl who having seen a king expressed her disappointment by saying, ‘Why, he is only a man!’ Yet, knowing this, we run to see a king as if he was something more than a man. – To display the greatest powers, unless they are applied to great purposes, makes nothing for the character of greatness. To throw a barley-corn through the eye of a needle, to multiply nine figures by nine in the memory, argues infinite dexterity of body and capacity of mind, but nothing comes of either. There is a surprising power at work, but the effects are not proportionate, or such as take hold of the imagination. To impress the idea of power on others, they must be made in some way to feel it. It must be communicated to their understandings in the shape of an increase of knowledge, or it must subdue and overawe them by subjecting their wills. Admiration, to be solid and lasting, must be founded on proofs from which we have no means of escaping; it is neither a slight nor a voluntary gift. A mathematician who solves a profound problem, a poet who creates an image of beauty in the mind that was not there before, imparts knowledge and power to others, in which his greatness and his fame consists, and on which it reposes. Jedediah Burton will be forgotten; but Napier’s bones will live. Lawgivers, philosophers, founders of religion, conquerors and heroes, inventors and great geniuses in arts and sciences, are great men; for they are great public benefactors, or formidable scourges to mankind. Among ourselves, Shakespear, Newton, Bacon, Milton, Cromwell, were great men; for they shewed power by acts and thoughts, which have not yet been consigned to oblivion. They must needs be men of lofty stature, whose shadows lengthen out to remote posterity. A great farce-writer may be a great man; for Moliere was but a great farce-writer. In my mind, the author of Don Quixote was a great man. So have there been many others. A great chess-player is not a great man, for he leaves the world as he found it. No act terminating in itself constitutes greatness. This will apply to all displays of power or trials of skill, which are confined to the momentary, individual effort, and construct no permanent image or trophy of themselves without them. Is not an actor then a great man, because ‘he dies and leaves the world no copy?’ I must make an exception for Mrs. Siddons, or else give up my definition of greatness for her sake. A man at the top of his profession is not therefore a great man. He is great in his way, but that is all, unless he shews the marks of a great moving intellect so that we trace the master-mind, and can sympathise with the springs that urge him on. The rest is but a craft or mystery. Hunter was a great man – that any one might see without the smallest skill in surgery. His style and manner shewed the man. He would set about cutting up the carcass of a whale with the same greatness of gusto that Michael Angelo would have hewn a block of marble. Lord Nelson was a great naval commander; but for myself, I have not much opinion of a sea-faring life. Sir Humphry Davy is great chemist, but I am not sure that he is a great man. I am not a bit the wiser for any of his discoveries, nor I never met with any one that was. But it is in the nature of greatness to propagate an idea of itself, as wave impels wave, circle without circle. It is a contradiction in terms for a coxcomb to be a great man. A really great man has always an idea of something greater than himself. I have observed that certain sectaries and polemical writers have no higher compliment to pay their most shining lights than to say that ‘Such a one was a considerable man in his day.’ Some new elucidation of a text sets aside the authority of the old interpretation, and a ‘great scholar’s memory outlives him half a century,’ at the utmost. A rich man is not a great man, except to his dependants and his steward. A lord is a great man in the idea we have of his ancestry, and probably of himself, if we know nothing of him but his title. I have heard a story of two bishops, one of whom said (speaking of St. Peter’s at Rome) that when he first entered it, he was rather awe-struck, but that as he walked up it, his mind seemed to swell and dilate with it, and at last to fill the whole building – the other said that as he saw more of it, he appeared to himself to grow less and less every step he took, and in the end to dwindle into nothing. This was in some respects a striking picture of a great and little . mind – for greatness sympathises with greatness, and littleness shrinks into itself. The one might have become a Wolsey; the other was only fit to become a Mendicant Friar – or there might have been court-reasons for making him a bishop. The French have to me a character of littleness in all about them; but they have produced three great men that belong to every country, Moliere, Rabelais, and Montaigne.

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I Can’t Get Enough Of This

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Graceland Details


The front room


Gladys’ dresses, hanging in her closet


Dining room table


You really can’t say that the descriptions of The Jungle Room over-state the case.


Light switch by the basement stairway. It’s the details that get me.


In the TV room. Elvis, I’m terrified of that clown.


Elvis’ turntable and his Mario Lanza record. You can see the Statesmen album peeking out from behind, a gospel group Elvis loved.


Of all the rooms, I think the kitchen is my favorite. It’s so 1970s. It’s so normal.


Even the pepper-shaker is branded.


A glimpse into the Jungle Room from the kitchen, the far-end. Check out the green shag on the ceiling.


The TV room in the basement. Dr. Strangelove is one of the things playing on one of the TVs.


The fireplace in the TV room


Porcelain monkey in the TV room. Again: I’m terrified.


Decorations, TV room


The billiard room, a full view. The folded fabric on the walls and ceiling gives this room the weirdest aspect of all of the rooms. It’s BEAUTIFUL but CRAZY. Also, God help you if you light up a cigarette in here as you play pool. It’s a very small room, crammed with crazy decorations. I love it.


The corner of the billiard room


Shelf of knick-knacks in the billiard room.


The Jungle Room. Lisa loved that big round chair. The acoustics were so good in this room (shag carpeting on the ceiling helps) that Elvis recorded here at the end, when he was really too sick to leave the house. The Jungle Room Sessions are pretty extraordinary, considering how ill he was. Again: ghosts, everywhere. The walls have soaked up the sounds.


The couch in the Jungle Room. I mean, the mind boggles.


Allison and I were both obsessed by the absolutely-nothing-special hallway downstairs, coming out of the billiard room. It’s like a hallway in any house in the 1970s, with a cheap nautical print on one wall, wood paneling, and a couple of random doors. Jerry Schilling, when he lived at Graceland, lived in one of those rooms off this hallway. It would flood if there was too much rain, and Elvis would come in to chat and basically have to puddle-jump to get to Jerry. But I said to Allison: “There’s something about that downstairs hallway…” and bless Allison she said, “I know. It was my favorite part of the house.”


At the end of the nothing-special hallway is an open door, leading to a staircase up to the Jungle Room. Just glancing at the door makes you realize you are leaving the land of Nothing Special.


On a table in The Jungle Room


The Christmas greeting from Elvis on the front lawn

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The Books: On the Pleasure of Hating, ‘The Fight’, by William Hazlitt

On the essays shelf:

On the Pleasure of Hating, by William Hazlitt

William Hazlitt is not as well known as he should be; much of this is because most of his work is now out of print. But if you can find second-hand copies of his stuff, he is so worth your time. What a fascinating individual! And what a great writer!

He was born in Kent, in 1778, in the wake of the opening salvos of the American Revolution and right as the French Revolution was starting to explode, two seismic events which would help form his mind and his philosophy. His father was a Unitarian minister, and it was expected that he would go into the clergy as well. That was not meant to be, but in the hopes of it he was sent to a Unitarian seminary which would change Hazlitt’s life. He only went for two years but it was enough to launch him as a thinker and a philosopher, at least. The writers he was introduced to, the dissenting thoughts (the Unitarians had a long history of dissent), and the overriding idea that man was an individual, and that the rights of man were paramount in the field of human life, were thoughts that he would ponder for the rest of his life. He became a fierce believer in human liberty (one of the hottest topics of his day, and our day as well, but the late 1770s were a time of global revolution, of men throwing off their chains, etc. etc.) He read John Locke, David Hume, he discovered Rousseau, which was huge for him. He believed that man was inherently good, and that if his mind was activated, if he was learned enough in the sciences and the arts, his worst tendencies would be fought against naturally. (Hazlitt had a difficult life, with much hardship, and his philosophy would develop and change over the years – another reason why I love him: he was flexible, he changed, he really was thinking.) His studies were so rigorous and in-depth that he basically lost his faith in the process, one of the reasons for him leaving the school. His belief was in Man, not God. In this way, he was very much of his day and age as well.

But what was a budding philosopher to do? How would you make a living? Hazlitt never had an easy time of it. He had so many interests, and so many talents. His brother was a portrait painter, and Hazlitt had some aptitude in that area as well. He began to spend a lot of time in galleries, studying, and hiring himself out as a portrait painter. He got intermittent work in this way for years. His stuff is dark and moody, and he was known for not flattering his subjects (this would cause him some trouble when he painted some famous folks). He spent a lot of time going to the theatre and going to lectures. He was still a young man, still being supported by his father. He needed to get on the stick and start making a real living. One night, he went to hear Samuel Taylor Coleridge speak, and this, too, was one of those life-changing events. He felt that Coleridge was a genius. He felt that he was close to the source of something essential when listening to him speak. They met. Coleridge invited him to come visit, which Hazlitt did (he was only around 20 at the time). While visiting Coleridge, he met Wordsworth, and the three would take long walks together. Hazlitt was obviously very impressionable (this is not necessarily a bad trait), and was lost in awe when in the company of these two gentlemen. He began to think of writing. He had been immersed in philosophy since a young man, and now he saw that poetry was just as vibrant a force. Not just in terms of literature but in terms of liberating the human mind. Coleridge and Wordsworth were both very impressed by their young protege.

Hazlitt continued his career as a painter, traveling around. He had ideas, things he wanted to write about. He wanted to write about the “natural disinteredness of the human mind”: this was a topic that haunted him for years, he felt it would be his great work when he finally got it done.

In the early 1800s, he met Charles Lamb (and Lamb’s mentally ill sister Mary) and this would become a lifelong friendship. He painted a gorgeous portrait of Charles Lamb.


Charles Lamb, painted by William Hazlitt

At this time, politics began to really interest him. He admired Napoleon tremendously, and saw him as the liberator of France from a savage tyranny. You can see the influence of Edmund Burke in some of his stuff, another writer he had read closely and loved. He began to publish pamphlets on some of the philosophical and political ideas he had been turning over in his head for years. None of these gained much traction. He was still trying to paint portraits. He got married (the marriage was not a happy one: Hazlitt preferred prostitutes, really, and had a pretty low opinion of women, in general).

Speaking of Charles Lamb, please read this hilarious post about Lamb nearly having to leave Hazlitt’s wedding service because he was laughing so hard.

Hazlitt struggled to make ends meet. He was a problematic friend, difficult, and there are huge flame-outs with many of his supporters. He had fallings out with Coleridge and Wordsworth. Only Lamb seemed to tolerate him (and Lamb is one of the most humanist writers out there, so this is no surprise. Here’s an amusing quote about Hazlitt in a letter Lamb wrote to Wordsworth). Hazlitt began to get jobs as a political journalist. He was hired by The Examiner to be a parliamentary reporter. His stuff was impressive. He branched out. He did literary criticism, theatre criticism, and is really one of the best models of a well-rounded journalist that we have. It’s a pity he isn’t more well known.

He wrote a book of criticism on the characters in Shakespeare’s plays. He contributed to literary magazines, not just in London, but elsewhere. His reputation began to grow. He had many fascinations, which show up in his essays. (He also was ahead of his time: he began to write personal essays, featuring an “I” narrator, which was revolutionary at the time.) He was fascinated by competitive sports (today’s essay has to do with a fight he saw in a country field). He thought that man was seen at his clearest when he was fighting for something. He didn’t care if the topic was seen as low-brow, it was what interested him. He loved to play sports as well. His essays could be controversial for this reason (today’s essay was certainly sniffed at in some circles: it seemed to lack class, it was not a topic that many people wanted to hear about). Hazlitt didn’t care.

He had a regular column at The Examiner called “The Round Table”, and many of these essays were brought out in book-form. Even today, it is heartening to see the breadth and width of his interests. He wrote about Shakespeare, Milton. He wrote about acting, analyzing the performances he had seen. He wrote about Hogarth, he wrote about Methodists. He wrote about religion and politics. All of the essays begin with the word “On”. He wrote philosophical essays as well: “On the Love of Life”, “On Good Nature”. These things should be read more widely. He is a great thinker. He is a great writer. I get so much from reading his stuff. Muscular, often funny prose, with a talent for memorable epigrams, he is fearless in his own opinions, one of the best qualities of a really good writer. No hemming and hawing, no giving room to the “other side”, unless it is to destroy it completely. You have to be a really good writer to pull that off.

He had a career as a lecturer as well, and would give talks on Chaucer, Shakespeare, and anything else. Meanwhile, his life fell apart. His marriage deteriorated. He lost many of his friends. His behavior was often erratic. He drank to excess. He could be embarrassing in public. He was difficult. His association with the Whig party became problematic for him, and he often found himself attacked by Tory publications. He sued sometimes, if he felt the attack was too vicious, and in one case they settled out of court in his favor. But it was an example of the tide turning. He began to find it difficult to get his work published. Doors began to close on him. He had his defenders, John Keats being one of them (and including the always-loyal Charles Lamb). But he had lost much. He began to think of writing a four-volume biography of Napoleon.

He continued to contribute to the periodicals that would have him, and his “late” essays are some of his best. They are contemplative, ruminative, nostalgic. He looks through old books and writes about them. He writes about Milton’s sonnets. He writes an essay about the future. He writes about the art of criticism. He writes a couple of essays which would become his most famous, although a couple were not even published during his lifetime.

These essays, on the whole, are magnificent. They display a magnificent curious mind, filtered through a man with the gift of the pen, won through hard work. Hazlitt was a man made by his influences: Rousseau, Coleridge, Burke, Wordsworth … He took from all of these people, it was as though they shined the torch to light his way. Eventually, though, Hazlitt’s voice is all his own.

He is one of the few writers where I feel I could recognize his prose in a blind sample. It’s that distinct.

He died at 52. His final years were pretty chaotic, with a new marriage (he finally got a divorce from his first wife), and a trip through Europe, and friends turning on him, and all kinds of craziness. He died in 1830. His essays and books fell out of print and so of course his reputation did not survive the ages. He was not, say, Thomas Paine, a man who has never been out of print, not for one solitary moment since he first hit the world stage. Hazlitt’s writing is subtler than Paine’s, and takes on a broader aspect. It is harder to pin down. His political writing is some of the best I have ever read (brutal, scathing), and yet I love his writing on writers the best. He is a passionate advocate for those writers he loves best. He reminds me of Christopher Hitchens in that regard. Things have been looking up, however. A couple of Hazlitt biographies were printed in the late 1990s, and, with the advent of the Internet, and things like Amazon second-hand booksellers – you can actually track his stuff down. I was so happy when Penguin issued a small book of six of Hazlitt’s essays in their “Great Ideas” series, and this is the book I excerpt from today.

Today’s excerpt is from one of Hazlitt’s most famous essays, called ‘The Fight’, published in 1822. It was hugely popular in its day, although, as I said, it got a lot of criticism from certain quarters for being too low-brow a topic. Whatevs.

‘The Fight’, which describes Hazlitt traveling out to a country town where there is going to be a boxing match in the middle of a field, shows the turn Hazlitt’s work had taken: he was moving into a more personal tone. He was writing about an experience HE had had, his trip to the country, the people he met, the conversations he had. This was just not the style of the day, but the fact that people loved this essay so much says that the public was ready for this more personal style.

It takes him 6 or 7 pages to even GET to the fight itself. In the middle of his humorous story-telling comes the startling lines of sudden philosophy that marks the best of Hazlitt’s writing.

For example:

We are cold to others only when we are dull in ourselves, and have neither thoughts nor feelings to impart to them. Give a man a topic in his head, a throb of pleasure in his heart, and he will be glad to share it with the first person he meets.

That is very very fine.

(His paragraphs are notoriously long, and may be difficult to get through on a web page. But I refuse to break the paragraph up. This is how he wrote.) He has a lot to say here about sportsmanship, too, about how to be a proper victor. I love it.

Enjoy!

On the Pleasure of Hating, ‘The Fight’, by William Hazlitt

Our present business was to get beds and a supper at an inn; but this was no easy task. The public-houses were full, and where you saw a light at a private house, and people poking their heads out of the casement to see what was going on, they instantly put them in and shut the window, the moment you seemed advancing with a suspicious overture for accommodation. Our guard and coachman thundered away at the outer gate of the “Crown” for some time without effect – such was the greater noise within; – and when the doors were unbarred, and we got admittance, we found a party assembled in the kitchen round a good hospitable fire, some sleeping, others drinking, others talking on politics and on the fight. A tall English yeoman (something like Matthews in the face, and quite as great a wag) –

A lusty man to ben an abbot able, –

was making such a prodigious noise about rent and taxes, and the price of corn now and formerly, that he had prevented us from being heard at the gate. The first thing I heard him say was to a shuffling fellow who wanted to be off a bet for a shilling glass of brandy and water – “Confound it, man, don’t be insipid!” Thinks I, that is a good phrase. It was a good omen. He kept it up so all night, nor flinched with the approach of morning. He was a fine fellow, with sense, wit, and spirit, a hearty body and a joyous mind, free-spoken, frank, convivial – one of that true English breed that went with Harry the Fifth to the siege of Harfleur – “standing like greyhounds in the slips,” etc. We ordered tea and eggs (beds were soon found to be out of the question) and this fellow’s conversation was sauce piquante. It did one’s heart good to see him brandish his oaken towel and to hear him talk. He made mince-meat of a drunken, stupid, red-faced, quarrelsome, frowsy farmer, whose nose “he moralised into a thousand similes,” making it out a firebrand like Bardolph’s. “I’ll tell you what my friend,” says he, “the landlady has only to keep you here to save fire and candle. If one was to touch your nose, it would go off like a piece of charcoal.” At this the other only grinned like an idiot, the sole variety in his purple face being his little peering grey eyes and yellow teeth; called for another glass, swore he would not stand it; and after many attempts to provoke his humorous antagonist to singe combat, which the other turned off (after working him up to a ludicrous pitch of choler) with great adroitness, he fell quietly asleep with a glass of liquor in his hand, which he could not lift to his head. His laughing persecutor made a speech over him, and turning to the opposite side of the room, where they were all sleeping in the midst of this “loud and furious sun,” said, “There’s a scene, by G-d, for Hogarth to paint. I think he and Shakespeare were our two best men at copying life.” This confirmed me in my good opinion of him. Hogarth, Shakespeare, and Nature, were just enough for him (indeed for any man) to know. I said, “You read Cobbett, don’t you? At least,” says I, “you talk just as well as he writes.” He seemed to doubt this. But I said, “We have an hour to spare; if you’ll get pen, ink, and paper, and keep on talking, I’ll write down what you say; and if it doesn’t make a capital ‘Political Register,’ I’ll forfeit my head. You have kept me alive to-night, however. I don’t know what I should have done without you. He did not dislike this view of the thing, nor my asking if he was not about the size of Jem Belcher; and told me soon afterwards, in the confidence of friendship, that “the circumstance which had given him nearly the greatest concern in his life, was Cribb’s beating Jem after he had lost his eye by racket-playing.” – The morning dawns; that dim but yet clear light appears, which weighs like solid bars of metal on the sleepless eyelids; the guests drop down from their chambers one by one – but it was too late to think of going to bed now (the clock was on the stroke of seven), we had nothing for it but to find a barber’s (the pole that glittered in the morning sun lighted us to his shop), and then a nine miles’ march to Hungerford. The day was fine, the sky was blue, the mists were retiring from the marshy ground, the path was tolerably dry, the sitting-up all night had not done us much harm – at least the cause was good; we talked of this and that with amicable difference, roving and sipping of many subjects, but still invariably we returned to the fight. At length, a mile to the left of Hungerford, on a gentle eminence, we saw the ring surrounded by covered carts, gigs, and carriages, of which hundreds had passed us on the road; Toms gave a youthful shout, and we hastened down a narrow lane to the scene of action.

Reader, have you ever seen a fight? If not, you have a pleasure to come, at least if it is a fight like that between the Gas-man and Bill Neate. The crowd was very great when we arrived on the spot; open carriages were coming up, with streamers flying and music playing, and the country-people were pouring in over hedge and ditch in all directions, to see their hero beat or be beaten. The odds were still on Gas, but only about five to four. Gully had been down to try Neate, and had backed him considerably, which was a damper to the sanguine confidence of the adverse party. About two hundred thousand pounds were pending. The Gas say, he has lost 3,000 which were promised him by different gentlemen if he had won. He had presumed too much on himself, which had made others presume on him. This spirited and formidable young fellow seems to have taken for his motto the old maxim, that “there are three things necessary to success in life – Impudence! Impudence! Impudence!” It is so in matters of opinion, but not in the FANCY, which is the most practical of all things, though even here confidence is half the battle, but only half. Our friend had vapoured and swaggered too much, as if he wanted to grin and bully his adversary out of the fight. “Alas! the Bristol man was not so tamed!” – “This is the grave digger” (would Tom Hickman exclaim in the moments of intoxication from gin and success, showing his tremendous right hand), “this will send many of them to their long homes; I haven’t done with them yet!” Why should he – though he had licked four of the best men within the hour, yet why should he threaten to inflict dishonourable chastisement on my old master Richmond, a veteran going off the stage, and who has borne his sable honours meekly? Magnanimity, my dear Tom, and bravery, should be inseparable. Or why should he go up to his antagonist, the first time he ever saw him at the Fives Court, and measuring him from head to foot with a glance of contempt, as Achilles surveyed Hector, say to him, “What, are you Bill Neate? I’ll knock more blood out of that great carcase of thine, this day fortnight, than you ever knock’d out of a bullock’s!” It was not manly, ’twas not fighter- like. If he was sure of the victory (as he was not), the less said about it the better. Modesty should accompany the FANCY as its shadow. The best men were always the best behaved. Jem Belcher, the Game Chicken (before whom the Gas-man could not have lived) were civil, silent men. So is Cribb, so is Tom Belcher, the most elegant of sparrers, and not a man for every one to take by the nose. I enlarged on this topic in the mail (while Turtle was asleep), and said very wisely (as I thought) that impertinence was a part of no profession. A boxer was bound to beat his man, but not to thrust his fist, either actually or by implication, in every one’s face. Even a highwayman, in the way of trade, may blow out your brains, but if he uses foul language at the same time, I should say he was no gentleman. A boxer, I would infer, need not be a blackguard or a coxcomb, more than another.

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The Books: The Crack-Up, ‘Descriptions of Girls’, by F. Scott Fitzgerald

On the essays shelf:

The Crack-Up, by F. Scott Fitzgerald

Most writers keep notebooks. It’s a good way to jot things down, to not “lose” anything, a stray thought, an opening line, an overheard snippet of dialogue, a description. For a writer, everything may be “of use” someday. For a writer, you know the horrors of writer’s block, you know the dread of the blank page. Keeping a notebook, something you can flip through on days when inspiration does not come, is a way to stave off the horror. Perhaps one of these snippets will launch something? Perhaps one of these caught descriptions will be the start of something substantial? One can only hope. Writers live in fear of not being able to write.

Along with the essays in The Crack-Up, editor Edmund Wilson (who had been a great friend of Fitzgerald’s) also includes Fitzgerald’s writer’s notebooks (with over 2,000 entries). It’s odd reading: it has a tendency to wash over you: pages and pages of one-liners. But cumulatively, it’s fascinating stuff. In it, you can see Fitzgerald’s supple curious mind at work. You can see what caught his fancy. You can feel him working. By the time Fitzgerald began these notebooks, his real productive days were done. Perhaps keeping these lists helped him feel that … something was ahead, that someday he would make something out of all of this. And who knows, had he lived, he might have.

He kept lists. He writes about that often. Most writers do. It’s a way to collate, organize, the mess of life, of words, into something that might be useful. Fitzgerald’s notebooks are organized alphabetically. Fitzgerald indexed his lines by category (loose categories): I imagine this was a way to easier find stuff, should he need it. Okay, I need a funny quip here, I need a description of a summer evening, I need a description of an old man … He would be able to check his notebooks. The alphabetical titles are, for example: ANECDOTES, CONVERSATIONS AND THINGS OVERHEARD, EPIGRAMS WISECRACKS AND JOKES, SCENES AND SITUATIONS, etc.

It’s really cool because you are seeing Fitzgerald’s brain working here, in a casual work-process way. Many of the lines included in the notebooks are brilliant, in and of themselves. I am sure others have gone through and figured out which lines he actually used, and which ones he didn’t. I like to just pick up these notebooks, open up to a random page, and read. Every page is filled with interest.

Here is an excerpt from the section Fitzgerald entitled DESCRIPTIONS OF GIRLS.

The Crack-Up, ‘Descriptions of Girls’, by F. Scott Fitzgerald

¶ Becky was nineteen, a startling little beauty, with her head set upon her figure as though it been made separately and then placed there with the utmost precision. Her body was sturdy, athletic; her head was a bright, happy composition of curves and shadows and vivid color, with that final kinetic jolt, the element that is eventually sexual in effect, which made strangers stare at her. (Who has not had the excitement of seeing an apparent beauty from afar; then, after a moment, seeing that same face grow mobile and watching the beauty disappear moment by moment, as if a lovely statue had begun to walk with the meager joints of a paper doll?) Becky’s beauty was the opposite of that. The facial muscles pulled her expressions into lovely smiles and frowns, disdains, gratifications and encouragements; her beauty was articulated, and expressed vividly whatever it wanted to express.

¶ Anyone looking at her then, at her mouth which was simply a kiss seen very close up, at her head that was a gorgeous detail escaped from the corner of a painting, not mere formal beauty but the beholder’s unique discovery, so that it evoked different dreams to every man, of the mother, of the nurse, of the lost childhood sweetheart or whatever had formed his first conception of beauty – anyone looking at her would have conceded her a bisque on her last remark.

¶ She was a stalk of ripe corn, but bound not as cereals are but as a rare first edition, with all the binder’s art. She was lovely and expensive, and about nineteen.

¶ A lovely dress, soft and gentle in cut, but in color a hard, bright, metallic powder blue.

¶ An exquisite, romanticized little ballerina.

¶ He imagined Kay and Arthur Busch progressing through the afternoon. Kay would cry a great deal and the situation would seem harsh and unexpected to them at first, but the tender closing of the day would draw them together. They would turn inevitably toward each other and he would slip more and more into the position of the enemy outside.

¶ Her face, flushed with cold and then warmed again with the dance, was a riot of lovely, delicate pinks, like many carnations, rising in many shades from the white of her nose to the high spot of her cheeks. Her breathing was very young as she came close to him – young and eager and exciting.

¶ The intimacy of the car, its four walls whisking them along toward a new adventure, had drawn them together.

¶ A beauty that had reached the point where it seemed to contain in itself the secret of its own growth, as if it would go on increasing forever.

¶ Her body was so assertively adequate that someone remarked that she always looked as if she had nothing on underneath her dress, but it was probably wrong.

¶ A few little unattached sections of her sun-warm hair blew back and trickled against the lobe of her ear closest to him, as if to indicate that she was listening.

¶ A square-chinned, decided girl with fleshy white arms and a white dress that reminded Basil domestically of the lacy pants that blew among the laundry in the yard.

¶ He saw she was lying, but it was a brave lie. They talked from their hearts – with the half truths and evasions peculiar to that organ, which has never been famed as an instrument of precision.

¶ “I look like a femme fatale.”

¶ After a certain degree of prettiness, one pretty girl is as pretty as another.

¶ Shimmering with unreality for the fancy-dress party.

¶ Popularly known as the “Death Ray.” She was an odd little beauty with a skull-like face and hair that was a natural green-gold – the hair of a bronze statue by sunset.

¶ He rested a moment on the verandah – resting his eyes on a big honeysuckle that cut across a low sickle moon – then as he started down the steps his abstracted glance fell upon a trailer from it sleeping in the moonlight.

¶ She was the girl from the foreign places; she was so asleep that you could see the dream of those places in the faint lift of her forehead. He struck the inevitable creaky strip and promptly the map of wonderland written on the surface of women’s eyebrows creased into invisibility.

¶ His brisk blond sidelocks scratched her cheek while a longer tenuous end of gold silk touched him in the corner of his eye.

¶ She wore the usual little dishpan cover.

¶ She was small with a springy walk that would have been aggressive if it had been less dainty.

¶ Her mouth was made of two small intersecting cherries pointing off into a bright smile.

¶ What’s a girl going to do with herself on a boat – fish?

¶ The girl hung around under the pink sky waiting for something to happen. There were strange little lines in the trees, strange little insects, unfamiliar night cries of strange small beasts beginning.
Those are frogs, she thought, or no, those are crillons – what is it in English? – those are crickets up by the pond. – That is either a swallow or a bat, she thought; then again, the difference of trees – then back to love and such practical things. And back again to the different trees and shadows, skies and noises – such as the auto horns and the barking dog up by the Philadelphia turnpike….

¶ Her face, flowing out into the world under an amazing Bersaglieri bonnet, was epicene; as they disembarked at the hotel the sight of her provoked a curious sigh-like sound from a dense mass of women and girls who packed the sidewalk for a glimpse of her, and Bill realized that her position, her achievement, however transient and fortuitous, was neither a little thing nor an inheritance. She was beauty for a hundred afternoons, its incarnation in millions of aspiring or fading lives. It was impressive, startling and almost magnificent.

¶ Half an hour later , sitting a few feet from the judgment dais, he saw a girl detach herself from a group who were approaching it in threes – it was a girl in a white evening dress with red gold hair and under it a face so brave and tragic that it seemed that every eye in the packed hall must be fixed and concentrated on its merest adventures, the faintest impression on her heart.

¶ Women having only one role – their own charm – all the rest is mimicry.

¶ If you keep people’s blood in their heads it won’t be where it should be for making love.

¶ Men get to be a mixture of the charming mannerisms of the women they have known.

¶ Her air of saying, “This is my opportunity of learning something,” beckoned their egotism imperatively near.

¶ A frown, the shadow of a hair in breadth, appeared between her eyes.

¶ The little fourteen-year-old nymph in the Vagabonds.

¶ Wearing a kimono bright with big blue moons, she sat up among the pillows, drawing her lips by a hand-glass.

¶ He had thought of her once as a bubble and had told her about it – an iridescent soap-blown bubble with a thin delicate film over all the colors of the rainbow. He had stopped abruptly at that point but he was conscious, too, of the sun panning gold from the clear brooks of her hair, of her tawny skin – hell! he had to stop thinking of such things.

¶ She was eighteen, with such a skin as the Italian painters of the decadence used for corner angels, and all the wishing in the world glistening in her grey eyes.

¶ Wherever she was became a beautiful and enchanted place to Basil, but he did not think of it that way. He thought the fascination was inherent in the locality, and long afterward a commonplace street or the mere name of a city would exude a peculiar glow, a sustained sound, that struck his soul alert with delight. In her presence he was too absorbed to notice his surroundings; so that her absence never made them empty, but, rather, sent him seeking for her through haunted rooms and gardens that he had never really seen before.

¶ The glass doors hinged like French windows, shutting them in on all sides. It was hot. Down through three more compartments he could see another couple – a girl and her brother, Minnie said – and from time to time they moved and gestured soundlessly, as unreal in these tiny human conservatories as the vase of paper flowers on the table. Basil walked up and down nervously.

¶ Life burned high in them both; the steamer and its people were at a distance and in darkness.

¶ What was it they said? Did you hear it? Can you remember?

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Diary Friday: “Mummy Gina referred to it as: ‘the infamous trip to Canada.'”

This journal entry is from early in my freshman year in college. I describe a family trip to my grandmother’s condo. This is the O’Malley side of the family. I find this entry very poignant. I sound anxious about what will happen to me when I am old. Will I be all right? Will I have happy memories? I still remember the pictures laid out on that table and I still remember my reaction to them. I love my family. I am very fortunate.

October 13
Yesterday before we went into Boston we spent a few hours at Mummy Gina’s condo. She’s really hurt her back and has to walk with a cane, but she’s as bubbly as ever. Tom was there with his girlfriend Jo and her son Christopher, who is an unbelievable sweetheart. He must be about 6 or 7.

When I’m in the bosom of my family, I just sit there watching, hoping I can become an adult as well-adjusted as all of them. They’re so nice to one another. I watched Tom help Christopher put a toy together, his head bent over it, Christopher leaning close to him —

I keep anticipating men to be egotistical and shitty. Even men in my own family. And there’s Tom, who looks like a tough guy (all the brothers call him “Gonzales”), he’s very handsome. And the way he is with Chris … the way he is with all of us … It’s wonderful.

The way my dad and all his brothers treat each other: I mean, they tease mercilessly, but they respect each other. They like each other as people. Also the family is so elastic, letting new people in with ease, like Jo and Chris.

On Mummy Gina’s table there were stacks and stacks of old photos. Not of us, but of Dad when he was little. And even older photos than that. That’s basically how I spent those three hours, studying each and every picture. Oh GOD. I wanted to take them all to make a scrapbook. I was enthralled, close to tears. History has never felt so close to me.

Last night for the first time I felt that — even if I didn’t become overwhelmingly famous and respected — it might be all right. Because by the time I die, hopefully I’ll have a lot of happy funny memories to look back on, and get satisfaction from that.

Browsing through the pictures:

Mummy Gina’s senior picture, Dad in a sunsuit, Dad with a crewcut, about 5 years old, Terry as a baby, Tony — all of them on Christmas day. Jimmy: a tough little guy with slicked hair. Terry and Joe as teenagers playing baseball in the backyard. Regina going off to all her proms.

I couldn’t drag my eyes away.

My favorites were Dad in the sunsuit.

Then there were really old pictures. Brown and blurred.

The only memories I have of Pop are of a stationary quiet old man, who sat under a blanket in the sunroom, painting color-by-numbers. He had emphysema, I think. But there were all of these pictures of him as a teenager, a young man. He was GORGEOUS.

He was born in 1901, so he grew up in the teens and ’20s. Diary, he was breath-taking. And he was crazy, too. So many of them made me laugh.

There was a group of photos from a trip Pop took once, and Mummy Gina referred to it as: “the infamous trip to Canada.” It was in 1917 or 1918, and he went to Canada with his best friends. There were about three pictures of all of them, 5 or 6 handsome college guys, in their bathing suits — really old-fashioned cloth kinds — posing on a stone wall by a river, in these mock balletic statuesque positions, legs stuck out in arabesques, heads thrown back, arms out to steady themselves. And there’s Pop among them. Just 5 nutty guys. Like today.

I guess they met 5 girls on this “infamous trip to Canada”, on a road somewhere — Everyone was referring to them as “the dancing girls.” “Have you come across the pictures of the dancing girls yet?” I can just see it: 5 guys having a great time, running into 5 just as nutty girls.

There’s one picture of all of them with their arms around each other, doing a Chorus Line kick, guys with knickers on, and boots, the girls were all flappers, wearing small hats and T-strap shoes. And everyone was laughing uproariously. They’re on a ROAD somewhere in Canada.

There was a shot of just the girls, holding hands, and being crazy. It’s a blurred picture, because they’re all dancing, in motion, but you can see their giggling faces fine. Every time I think about the whole situation, it makes me laugh a little harder.

And Pop was there —

He wasn’t born an old man. He was an extremely exquisite-looking college guy who loved to be rowdy and crazy in Canada with his four best friends.

I can’t tell you how many times I kept pulling them out again and again to stare at them — each face — I could feel my own face gliding into a grin each time I looked. The pictures were so EXCITING to me.

There were many more exciting pictures: Mummy Gina’s mother — it must have been taken at the turn of the century or before. She was so beautiful. Her beauty shone out of that dull black and white. There’s a man beside her with a shiny top hat.

Suddenly everything is real to me.

Mummy Gina was a pretty 17 year old who wore overalls and babysat.

Pop was a handsome nut who cavorted with unknown Canadian flappers and clowned around in his bathing suit.

Dad wore sunsuits, and was a baby who had no teeth

Regina was an extremely fat little baby

Mummy Gina had a MOTHER who was very beautiful.

Life … life …

Everyone has a history. What will be my history, when I’m old? What pictures will be lying around of MY life?

It doesn’t matter if your history is world-known or what — Your life is important because you’re you. I must remember that. I have to be happy. Even if I don’t become an actress. It shouldn’t matter that much.

I loved looking at those pictures. No one will ever know how much they all meant to me.

I never really knew Pop. But now I feel like I do.

It’s so so beautiful!!!!

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The Books: The Crack-Up, ‘Early Success’, by F. Scott Fitzgerald

On the essays shelf:

The Crack-Up, by F. Scott Fitzgerald

What an illuminating and honest essay. It is perhaps one of his most famous, and most often quoted. Fitzgerald’s first novel was published when he was 24 years old, fresh out of Princeton. Not only was it a hit, it was a smash hit, one of those books that ended up defining an era. It doesn’t happen often that way, and of course Fitzgerald knew his good fortune. He knew how rare his situation was. To be, at 24, so important a voice that his entire reading public was waiting with baited breath to see what he would write next. The following years were rather bumpy, although the strength of the sales of his first book were so strong (and continued to be so), that he could live in Europe, he could travel, he could buy houses and apartments, while many of his contemporary writer friends were living in cold-water walk-up flats and struggling to get a poem published. He, in one fell swoop, jumped to the head of the line.

While other writers have tackled the topics Fitzgerald does in his other essays (insomnia, depression, New York), I can’t think of another essay about “early success”. Perhaps because there are so few people who achieve it. It’s a rarity. It puts you in rare company, you are high above the fray. It is a great blessing, but as Fitzgerald expresses here, it can also be a trap. It is so interesting to have his perspective on such a rare thing, and of course his perspective comes with clarity and honesty. He does not complain. That would certainly be bad form, when you have clearly been so blessed. But that is one of the pitfalls of early success that he breaks down for us. It’s an interior pitfall. Since you “made it” so young, you have a belief that it was destined, you don’t have the same perspective as someone who struggled in the trenches of obscurity before finally hitting paydirt at 35 or 40 (the usual age when most writers “hit it big”). Your situation is unique. You may be a writer, like all your pals, but your perspective on things will be different.

Of course when talking about early success, it makes me think of someone else.

Any insight you may want to glean from what it felt like to be a 19-year-old virgin truck driver who, in a month’s time, found himself on the map (and not only on the map, but changing the map entirely), is here in Fitzgerald’s essay.

Fitzgerald, despite his time in Europe, is the most American of writers. He has so much to say about America: every line, every phrase, every thought and philosophy comes from a deeply national place. It’s still quite extraordinary to read his stuff now. We still have things to learn from him.

And Elvis, while he eventually got the love of billions of people around the globe, and while his story touches people from all different cultures, is a deeply American phenomenon. He seemed to understand that himself. Only in America could his journey have occurred. He had lots of reasons to be angry at his country of birth. Poverty is no fun. His father was imprisoned for altering a check when he was a baby. His mother worked her fingers to the bone. None of this was fair. America can be very unfair. But … but … the American dream, that you can make it if you just want it hard enough, you can change your circumstances if you work hard enough, was made manifest in Elvis Presley’s life. He loved America. When the call came for him to serve, at the height of his new fame, he uncomplainingly went off to serve. He would never have forgiven himself if he had somehow gotten out of the service, using his celebrity to do so. That would not have been right for Elvis. American had given him so much, America had given him everything.

Those who like their patriotism spiked with cynicism will be dismayed by Elvis. John Lennon stated that Elvis died when he went into the Army. Of course we all know that that was not true.

What happens to someone when they find “early success” has never been expressed before, not like Fitzgerald expressed it here. The essay is worth reading in its entirety, but I will just post the most famous passage. So much to think about here. And think about Elvis too when you read this. It’s relevant.

The Crack-Up, ‘Early Success’, by F. Scott Fitzgerald

Counting the bag, I found that in 1919 I had made $800 by writing, that in 1920 I had made $18,000, stories, picture rights and book. My story price had gone from $30 to $1,000. That’s a small price to what was paid later in the Boob, but what it sounded like to me couldn’t be exaggerated.

The dream had been early realized and the realization carried with it a certain bonus and a certain burden. Premature success gives one an almost mystical conception of destiny as opposed to will power – at its worse the Napoleonic delusion. The man who arrives young believes that he exercises his will because his star is shining. The man who only asserts himself at thirty has a balanced idea of what will power and fate have each contributed, the one who gets there at forty is liable to put the emphasis on will alone. This comes out when the storms strike your craft.

The compensation of very early success is a conviction that life is a romantic matter. In the best sense one stays young. When the primary objects of love and money could be taken for granted and a shaky eminence had lost its fascinating, I had fair years to waste, years that I can’t honestly regret, in seeking the eternal Carnival by the Sea. Once in the middle twenties I was driving along the High Corniche Road through the twilight with the whole French Riviera twinkling on the sea below. As far ahead as I could see was Monte Carlo, and though it was out of season and there were no Grand Dukes left to gamble and E. Phillips Oppenheim was a fat industrious man in my hotel, who lived in a bathrobe – the very name was so incorrigibly enchanting that I could only stop the car and like the Chinese whisper: “Ah me! Ah me!” It was not Monte Carlo I was looking at. It was back into the mind of the young man with cardboard soles who had walked the streets of New York. I was him again – for an instant I had the good fortune to share his dreams, I who had no more dreams of my own. And there are still times when I creep up on him, surprise him on an autumn morning in New York or a spring night in Carolina when it is so quiet that you can hear a dog barking in the next county. But never again as during that all too short period when he and I were one person, when the fulfilled future and the wistful past were mingled in a single gorgeous moment – when life was literally a dream.

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Another Memphis Collage


S. Main at night


The Little Tea Shop


Christmas tree on Mud Island in the Mississippi, at sunset


The most disturbing dog park I have ever seen.


Picnic tables in Overton Park


Beale Street in the rain


Walkway overlooking the riverfront, sunset


The cars at the Lorraine Hotel


Inscription on the front of Humes High


Stop sign down, early morning


The front of the deteriorating Hotel Chisca. More here.


People signing the wall outside Graceland, sunset


Memphis, taken from the vantage point of the riverfront


The skyline


Seen randomly, on a sign outside an auto parts joint


Inside B.B. King’s


Welders on Front Street.


Night fall


This is a hotel I was slightly obsessed with. Look closely. The sign is lit, there are cars, and a wreath on the door. But look closer. Look at the vines coming up the front stairs, the broken windows. It looks dissolute and yet grand, like an old Tennessee Williams character, clinging to her debutante past. I kept being drawn to this place. I should have knocked on the door.


Memphis alley.


Rainy dark afternoon on Beale Street


Evocative cluster


Early morning on S. Main


Roofs, windows, signage


A beautiful building, Beale Street


Sun rising


This awesome-looking gentleman and I had a funny interaction on Front Street and he allowed me to take his picture. Front Street was so empty (well, most of Memphis felt empty) that if you encountered someone else on the road, it only seemed polite to acknowledge it and say, “Hello” or “Good morning” or “Happy New Year.” To fail to do so would be like refusing to acknowledge another human you ran into in the forbiddingly empty Sahara. What, you’re gonna just pass on by through the whistling sand dunes and not say, “Hey, there, what’s up?” Anyway, I was taking a picture, and he had stepped out of a doorway, and found himself caught in my picture, so he froze, I laughed, then he laughed and posed, as though he were at a photo shoot. It was all very jovial. Look at him. I’m happy just looking at him.


Cannon in Confederate Park, early cold morning


The moody mercurial Pyramid


The gorgeous lobby of the Peabody Hotel, with the player-piano in the foreground, playing Cole Porter and Gershwin tunes


I have no idea what’s going on here.


Every street you look down has so much of interest.


It had rained that morning.

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Stuff I’ve Been Reading

Riveting piece called Here Is What Happens When You Cast Lindsay Lohan in Your Movie. Not to be missed. Probably not what you think either, although the nightmare aspect of it is also real.

I mentioned the scene at the house where she dissolved into tears. I may have said that she still had a gift and that it shouldn’t be squandered. Lohan’s eyes filled.

“I know. I’m trying. I’m really trying.”

But then she shook her head.

“I can’t cry. I’ve got makeup on.”

Friend Dennis Cozzalio’s beautiful tribute post to Huell Howser, who just passed away.

On that night we saw up close and personal that if Howser’s legendary gregariousness, which had endeared him to working-class Joes and hipsters alike, was even partially an act, then it was a damn convincing one, and one that Howser seemed to wear as comfortably as the casual shirts, khakis and short pants in which is most often appeared on camera.

Jounalism and Revolution: a book review of a new biography (the first really) of brilliant Polish writer Ryszard Kapuściński (one of my idols). My friend Ted gave me the biography for my birthday. I have not read it yet but I cannot wait.

Kapuściński’s genius was his dissection of comportments, his insight into politics that derived from conversations and observations of regular people. Clearly, his books were something other than traditional journalism, and he never claimed otherwise. Indeed, he was acclaimed in both Poland and the West precisely for offering a new kind of journalism. Domosławski relates the various criticisms, but suggests that the Catalan critic Luis Albert Chillón probably had it best when he wrote of Kapuściński creating a “formerly unknown symbiosis” combining “the information-gathering techniques that belong to investigative journalism, the art of observation that is typical of reportage, and a quest for a kind of poetic truth, which through a narrative mode that is closer to myths, legends and folk tales than to realistic novels, transcends the boundaries inherent in simple documentary truth.”

This entertaining piece from The Self-Styled Siren: What I Watched With My Mother: The Also-Ran Edition

Background to Danger is baggily constructed, with more than its fair share of convenient double agents and talking killers. The major problem, however, was nailed by Mom: “This needed Humphrey Bogart.” Instead you get George Raft at his most humorless and mechanical. Also includes Brenda Marshall looking marvelous in Soviet Chic, all high-necked sweaters and astrakan-collared coats. Unfortunately, all she does is hand Lorre vodka (although that’s an important task, goodness knows).

One of the most important pieces of criticism I read in 2012: Glenn Kenny’s masterful takedown of Glenn Greenwald (et al) in regards to the whole Zero Dark Thirty endorses torture meme. Not to be missed (it helps if you have seen the movie, and it also helps if you follow all of the links in that post, if you are at all behind in the conversation). I saw Zero Dark Thirty and it was in my Top 5 of 2012. I had to hold off on reading Kenny’s piece until I had seen it.

And what I saw when I watched to movie was a very well-constructed narrative that, to my mind, was concerned with knowing and with the action taken as a result of knowing, or “knowing.” I saw a movie that subverted a lot of expectations concerning viewer identification and empathy, including the use of a lead character who in a conventional good-guy-versus-bad-guy scenario would raise objections to torture but who instead, a few queasy looks and pauses aside, rolls with it as an information gathering policy. In 1976 Robert Christgau wrote this about the first Ramones record: “I love this record–love it–even though I know these boys flirt with images of brutality (Nazi especially) in much the same way ‘Midnight Rambler’ flirts with rape. You couldn’t say they condone any nasties, natch–they merely suggest that the power of their music has some fairly ominous sources and tap those sources even as they offer the suggestion. This makes me uneasy. But my theory has always been that good rock and roll should damn well make you uneasy.” I agree with Bob in all these particulars, and even more so if you substitute “good art” for “good rock and roll.” Zero Dark Thirty made me uneasy. Greenwald’s evocations of amorality are not entirely inapt. There’s a sense in which the film at least skirts outright amorality by refusing to assign any definite values to the various Xes and Ys in the equation that makes up its narrative. Its perspective, from where I sit, is sometimes flat to the point of affectlessness.

Did you know that Elvis Presley was an extra in Home Alone? Me neither. Please check this out, watch the hilarious clip, and glory in the commentary by these two hilarious girls.

April: still though, the idea of ELVIS MOTHERFUCKING PRESLEY going, “i think i’ll sneak in as an EXTRA in HOME ALONE” makes me HOWL with laughter
Millie: HAHAHA me too!
April: like, of all the movies
April: also, bare mins, he’d wink at the camera
April: i mean, come on
April: he’s a showman
Millie: right!! there is so fucking way that dude would just be relegated to a dude in a line

Open Thread: Crushes, started by the always-awesome Captain Awkward, and elaborated upon by Awkward’s incredible commentariat.

Instead of sensibly setting this letter on fire, I put it in an envelope, walked to his house, hung out with his roommate for a bit, excused myself to go to the bathroom, snuck into his bedroom, and left the note on his pillow.

:SHAME:

Because nothing says ‘We should be together!’ like ‘I snuck into the place where you sleep and left you a surprise you didn’t want!’

A wonderful essay by my friend for many years, vaudevillian impresario Trav S.D.: Elvis Presley: Vaudevillian

But as a product, he was second to none, his image is seared into our collective consciousness like that of Christ into the Sacred Shroud of Turin. This was one of the great vaudeville acts of the 20th century.

A beautiful photo essay about “Stiltsville” in Florida.

In addition to the faded glamor of its bohemian past, Stiltsville retains a liminal feel today — a sense of suspension from everyday rules and concerns that comes from being far enough away from shore for civilization to still be in view but with its effects much diminished.

In Jeremy Richey’s ongoing series 31 Performances Ripe for Rediscovery (I wrote a guest post about Elvis Presley’s awesome performance in Live a Little Love a Little), a performance by the great Oliver Reed is highlighted: Oliver Reed’s performance in I’ll Never Forget What’s’isname. Oliver Reed was burned into my brain at a young age due to his performance as Bill Sikes in Oliver!, but there is so much more to discover in his career.

As Quint, Oliver Reed is simply magnificent. His performance is one of the most moving and resonate I have ever seen. It’s one of those rare performances, like Gene Hackman in Night Moves or Mickey Rourke in The Pope of Greenwich Village, that haunts me on a near daily basis. When one of life’s many walls gets put up I always flash on the opening image of Reed carrying an Ax through the busy London Streets to destroy the office desk he has been held prisoner by and I think ‘if only’…

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