
Brandeaux Tourville, the director, and John DeGomez, production assistant. There’s a craft services table back there, and there’s Matt Magallon, the producer. And later, a taco truck pulled up into the back driveway of the bar, a dude set up his grill, and we would go out there and order tacos. At 10 o’clock at night, the cool air of the night in contrast to the heat of the lights inside. The surreal quality of it all, it was great. We wrapped up shooting at around 2:30, and Matt joked, “Wrap party. The taco truck is coming back. Breakfast burritos for everyone.” Matt, by the way, was hilarious. The two characters in my script have a mutual friend named Brian. He’s referenced once, when Jack says to Neve, “I hear things about you, mainly from Brian … he says he worries about you.” Late in the shoot, like 1 o’clock in the morning, I’m sitting next to Matt and he says, a propos of nothing, “Brian is my favorite character in this whole thing.” I’m still laughing.

Men at work: Brandeaux, Peter Mosiman (DP), and Aaron Gambel (1st AC). They’re all looking at the monitor. This was early on, when they were filming atmospheric shots, before the actors arrived: pool balls, ceiling fans, whatever. The camera was gorgeous, an Alexa Plus. The images crisp, glamorous, sexy, moody, bah, so beautiful.

Peter Mosiman, DP. So talented! So funny! You can check out his work here. He told me at the end of the night he had been excited to shoot my script because he had been wanting to do some more strict formal narrative stuff. I loved watching him LOOK at things. When the actors were in the makeup chair, he’d come over, stand there, and just LOOK at them, the camera already rolling in his mind. He’s an artist. He and Brandeaux are good friends. I am so glad Brandeaux thought of him for the project.

Focus. They’re filming the glasses on the bar. Neve has a glass of whiskey, Jack has a glass of beer. The whiskey was tea, of course, and Annika Marks, the phenomenal actress playing Neve, drank it all night. Please note the Green Bay Packers stuff all over the place and the CHEESEHEAD DRIVE over the front door. Much of that had to be struck, or at least covered up. That’s Brandeaux behind the bar, and Lani Wasserman, the 2nd AC beside him, she who ran the slate. She rocked.

Gaffer Mike and Tim Davis (swing) planning what to do/where to put lights/how best to begin. These guys are work-horses, man. Neither of them stopped moving for the entire 8 hours.

Back of the bar. The two actors on the left: the amazing Robert Baker and the magnificent Annika Marks, their little costume-rack at the end of the bar. I repeatedly got goosebumps, watching them act the scene. So natural, so real. Next to them, Peter talks with Johnny Kubelka, the “sound guy.” Super-nice. And to the right are Matt, the key grip, and Tim, the swing guy, who was just awesome. Racing around making all the last-minute adjustments before every shot. I was so impressed. Matt’s T-shirt read: “I AM TWO GIRLS AWAY FROM A THREESOME,” if I recall correctly, and early on in the day, when everyone was gathering at the location, Brandeaux and I were standing at the bar talking, and Matt walked by, loaded down with equipment, and we watched his shirt go by, silently, not saying a word to each other at first, just taking note of it, and then we glanced at each other and burst out laughing.

Robert and Annika in position. That’s where they were for the rest of the night. There was black cloth hung up in the middle of that open space, to control the light, and the monitor was placed behind it. I sat back there with Brandeaux, Peter (on occasion), Matt, and Monica (the makeup artist).

3 o’clock in the morning. Everyone catching up on all they had missed during the busy day. Seen in the background is Madison, a bartender at the actual bar, who was there with us the whole night. She was great.

Monica Giselle was hair and makeup. She was awesome. She set up shop over to the side, and did her work with both actors. She and I ended up having a great time together. We discussed Rob Lowe’s autobiography. Loved her. Because of the ongoing “Monica” “Annika” confusion (Brandeaux would call out, “Annika?” and Monica would think he was calling for her and respond, “Yes??”), Monica said to call her “Mo.”

Check out all the bottles of tea on that bar. Humorous moment early on (there were so many): Brandeaux and Peter et al were filming close-up shots of her glass on the bar. Brandeaux put some ice in the glass, poured in the tea. Peter squinted at it. “That doesn’t look right.” He shouted out into the room, randomly, “Who here drinks whiskey?” Brandeaux, who was standing right there, said, “I do.” Peter was like, “What kind of ice do you put in a glass of whiskey?” Brandeaux said, “One big cube.” Peter said, “The ice cubes are too small. It doesn’t look right.” But the bar didn’t have any big ice cubes, and then began a long discussion about what they should do about that. I don’t know, it may sound stupid, but it was one of my favorite moments of the night. The sheer level of detail. The care put into every aspect – of something I wrote – even into making sure the ice cubes looked right! I also just loved Peter yelling out into the air to the group at large, “Who here drinks whiskey?” and Brandeaux saying, right next to him, “I do.”

Aaron. The carnage of film-making. But it was amazing how quickly everything was packed up and loaded out.

My view of the entire proceedings. Hidden behind that black cloth, headset on, staring up at the monitor, sitting with Brandeaux, exchanging glances occasionally (he and I are now 100% ESP-compliant. I did not even know this person before December, and we have already reached a point where we do not need language. I’d glance at him, he’d already be looking at me, we’d have an entire silent conversation, and he’d nod, like, “Yup. Totally agree.” Hilarious.)
This whole thing came about because my cousin Mike, who executive produced (and also produced the workshop of the script in 2011) happened to think of my script when Brandeaux told him he was looking for a project to direct. Mike and I had already been talking about next steps, and I’ve got representation out here, but movement has stalled, so I had been moving my thoughts to Chicago, as well as westward. So in November or whatever, Brandeaux, who’s an AD, told Mike he wanted to direct, and was looking for a project. Mike was like, “Aaaand, here is a script I just happen to have in my back pocket.” You know, this is how these things often go. Mike hooked Brandeaux and me up via text. We set up a time to chat. Brandeaux called me from the golf course. It was so L.A. I liked him immediately and I liked his thoughts on my script. I didn’t have to explain myself. He clicked with it. More conversations happened. I started to trust him. He has been worthy of that trust, and then some. And then, in mid-January, suddenly everything started moving at warp-speed. Annika said Yes to the project. Robert said Yes. I loved them both. They both seemed perfect. At a certain point, there was no turning back. And even if I got hit by a bus or fell on the ice and was laid up in traction and couldn’t make it out to LA, the shoot would still go on without me. That’s the kind of momentum I’ve been looking for, pushing for.
I said to Mike later, “I don’t know how to thank you for your hard work–” and he cut me off. “Listen, you did the really hard work. You wrote the damn thing.”
Yes. I did. And somehow it led to two grown men standing in a dive bar in Burbank discussing with desperate seriousness the size and shape of ice cubes.
Peter, Brandeaux, John, Matt and I emerged from the bar at 3:30 in the morning. It was chilly and foggy. The street was deserted, the mountain hidden in the distance. There was a slap-happy vibe, and all of those guys were going golfing at 10 a.m. that morning. Like, in a couple of hours. They were joking about driving to the golf course and sleeping in the parking lot so they wouldn’t miss their tee time. Good guys, all of them. Happy to know them now. It feels like the beginning of something.
