It’s the birthday of “The Woman Who Wouldn’t Forget”: Iris Chang

Iris Chang’s research into the atrocities committed by the Japanese on the Chinese people – particularly Chinese women – during the “rape of Nanking” in 1937 – much of it dug out of buried archives and brought to light for the first time – was in service of her eventual book, The Rape of Nanking: The Forgotten Holocaust of World War II. The rape of Nanking really was “forgotten” because the Japanese wanted it forgotten. They would refer to it as “unfortunate excesses” etc., and refuse to acknowledge the sheer scope of the crime, as well as how deliberate the attack was. This wasn’t just a couple of bad apples running wild on the women of Nanking. This was an orchestrated war crime. Rape is a war crime. It is an excruciating book, and I found it very difficult to finish it (the pictures haunt me to this day) but it is an essential book for this very reason. Don’t you turn away from it. It’s one of the most important books written in the last 50 years. She wasn’t even 30 years old when she wrote it.

She went on to write two more books, also extremely worthwhile, pulling out different elements of the Chinese-American experience: The Chinese in America: A Narrative History, which is self-explanatory and very interesting, and Thread of the Silkworm, which unearths the story of Qian Xuesen, a scientist who worked on the Manhattan Project, was forced out of the program because of McCarthyism, was then deported, and went on to be a major figure in China’s space program.

This was such an important writer. Such an essential voice and mind. Her research was exquisite, detailed, she found stories that had never been told before (the Nazi dude stationed in Nanking, who took it upon himself to save as many women as he could from the attacks – he did so at great danger to himself, and he did so just because he knew it was wrong. This is the kind of ambiguity – a good and helpful Nazi – that the truth often brings us … and Chang told his story for the first time.)

It is by The Rape of Nanking for which Chang will always be known.

Excerpt:

In the 1930s, Japanese military leaders had boasted — and seriously believed — that Japan could conquer all of mainland China within three months. But when a battle in a single Chinese city alone dragged from summer to fall, and then from fall to winter, it shattered Japanese fantasies of an easy victory. Here, this primitive people, illiterate in military science and poorly trained, had managed to fight the superior Japanese to a standstill. When Shanghai finally fell in November, the mood of the imperial troops had turned ugly, and many, it was said, lusted for revenge as they marched toward Nanking.

Iris Chang paid a price for her research into these atrocities. It took an enormous toll on her. You don’t come out of writing a book like The Rape of Nanking unscathed. Chang committed suicide in 2004. Yes, she had clinical depression, but you cannot ignore the impact her exhaustive research had on her, the toll it took, the horrifying stories she felt it her duty to tell, to show the truth in the clear light of all its horrifying brutality.

We owe her such a huge debt. I still mourn the loss of Iris Chang.

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Supernatural re-watch, Season 9

If you’re following along:
Season 2
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Plus: my season recaps from back in the day:
Season 1
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Season 3

So excited to start one of my favorite seasons: the unfairly maligned Season 9.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 1 “I Think I’m Gonna Like It Here” (2013; d. John F. Showalter)
Moving backwards shows a symmetry between this ep – and Dean doing whatever it takes to save Sam – and the finale of Season 10 – with Sam doing whatever it takes to save Dean. I know they take turns but seeing them back to back drives it home. Nicely planned.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 2 “Devil May Care” (2013; d. Guy Norman Bee)
This was when Crowley had some bite, when he said wildly sexual inappropriate things, when he had manipulations and moves … by season 10, he was put into the back seat and Rowena took the wheel and the show suffered. Here’s poor Kevin: I forgot how mean Dean was to Kevin, how short and irritable he was … it’s really awful. I love it. Dean is NOT his best this WHOLE season and I am so here for it. Kind of a nothing episode, really, but the scene between Dean and Abaddon (Jeez, remember her?) is deliciously well-written and really leans into the whole possession/consent/sex thing which used to make the show so twisted, all of these people letting other people inside them, or being possessed against their will – the sexual implications of all of it – this all went away when the show got so scared of sex. And finally: because Dean is lying to Sam, and also … is basically allowing an angel to penetrate (sorry, but that’s what’s going on) his brother without his brother’s consent … so Sam doesn’t know, and Dean does, and so Dean is just LYING, in every line, LYING. This is one of the reasons why some fans just didn’t like Season 9 – it was so uncomfortable to see the brothers so unconnected. But for me, this is where the good stuff is. If their relationship seems different in season 10 – and it does – then it’s because they went through Season 9. Also, not for nothin’ but it gives both Jensen and Jared GREAT and LAYERED stuff to play. Angels falling? Demon war? Abaddon on the loose? That’s fine but the season is ABOUT Sam and Dean’s enmeshed relationship. This kind of thing is what is totally lost in later seasons.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 3 “I’m No Angel” (2013; d. Kevin Hooks)
I am annoyed all over again that Dean doesn’t know what It’s a Wonderful Life is. He knows movies. Stop making him a doofus. Granted, my track record with keeping track of Heaven’s shenanigans in Supernatural is not the best, because it doesn’t interest me and therefore it doesn’t stick in my brain. This feels like the start of the real corporate Amway vibe, which was DEATH to any sense of strangeness or “other’-ness – remember Castiel in Season 4? He was so STRANGE and EERIE. None of the new angels are. This is a very long piece – but it was this episode, or … first it was the screams of outrage from Destiel fans in response, which somehow reached me, outside of the fandom – so I decided to at least watch the episode to see what they all were so mad about. The rest is history.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 4 “Slumber Party” (2013; d. Robert Singer)
Watching this episode made me realize – again – the damage Rowena did to the show. Here: Sam was dying and so needed to be possessed by an angel. Castiel is now human. Crowley is locked in the basement of the bunker. All of these circumstances show that there is a limit to “magic”: in other words, there is no “magic wand”, no “abracadabra”. You have to make tough choices and deeply problematic compromises, for which you will have to pay later on. Even though all of this is totally fantastical, the way it’s handled – and how they’re all basically STUCK in this one spot, where they don’t want to be – makes it feel REAL. Rowena, with her powerful “magic”, ruined that. It removed some of the “we will pay for this later” tension. “I like to read books. The ones without pictures.” I don’t like it when the show thinks Dean is a dummy. Of note: Charlie notices that Sam hasn’t really moved into his room, whereas Dean’s room is immaculate. This type of psychological subtlety (Dean craves comfort, Sam doesn’t since he has no memory of it) – completely disappeared in later seasons, when they went with the cliche: Dean’s a slob, Sam’s a neatnik, yawn.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 5 “Dog Dean Afternoon” (2013; d. Tim Andrew)
Brothers in a motel room! Diamond Tim’s. Gosh, how could they just STOP doing this essential part of the show? Not a great episode but Dean playing fetch – and not being able to help himself – is wonderful. “Why are you arguing with a dog? About Styx?” Again, watching this is amazing to see how well-constructed it is: they’re just working cases, even as all the angel/demon stuff is happening – but they allow these side plots to subside to focus on the main thing which is: Dean is lying to Sam. Repeatedly and badly.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 6 “Heaven Can’t Wait” (2013; d. Rob Spera)
I do not blame Castiel for thinking this woman was asking him out. I didn’t hear one word along the lines of “I have a date, would you watch my kid?” Meanwhile though: what matters to me is Dean’s lying is spinning him out of control – it’s so subtle, the way it builds. Like, it’s not sustainable and it’s affecting everything. I can’t stand how he treats Kevin. And he can’t even be around Sam anymore because of THE LIE. God, I love Season 9. “I’ve been politely asking for reading material for weeks, and this is what you bring me?”

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 7 “Bad Boys” (2013; d. Kevin Parks)
I know I said this about “Baby” but I feel the same way here: We are 9 years in, we think we know everything about the brothers and their backstory. But … there are still gaps, pleasing gaps, gaps that inspired libraries of fanfic. Here, one of those gaps is not just used for its plot point. We actually got some new insight into Dean. This late in the game there is still stuff to learn about the brothers. I remember being so excited by how this one played out.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 8 “Rock and a Hard Place” (2013; d. John MacCarthy)
Why cast two women with long red hair of an identical shade if you’re not going to make a point of it? It’s confusing! Dean’s “monologue” in the chastity group is so fun, but my favorite moment is:
Sam: “Every woman I’ve had relations with, it doesn’t end well.”
Dean: “He ain’t lying.”
Why is this endlessly funny to me.
And only Jensen could make the praise of the porn star into something tender and sweet. “You’re the good dreams.”

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 9 “Holy Terror” (2013; d. Thomas J. Wright)
Dean lying is becoming unsupportable. His behavior indefensible. Now he’s lying constantly and it’s tearing him up. He’s not able to do it anymore. Sam is getting angry. And now we’re moving past the point of no return: Sam is not going to be thankful Dean did what he did. He is going to be furious. Dean lies to Sam every minute of every day. For months. Imagine the betrayal. We can see it coming. We can’t stop it. The ending of this episode is still legitimately upsetting.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 10 “Road Trip” (2014; d. Robert Singer)
Look at the opening sequence. The care given to where Dean is at in the aftermath. It’s traumatizing. He goes through it all: grief, rage, and then that lost confusion thing Jensen does so well. He’s lost. And he has no one but himself to blame. That’s the worst part of it. And he knows it. The journey of Season 9 is of Dean finally admitting not just what he did, but why. He’s sorry for what he did, but he’s also sorry about why. This will take episodes for him to come to. He grows a beard he’s so sad. I think this season was triggering for a lot of people because the brothers were separated for so much of it, even when they were in the same room. I love it for that reason. Not that I don’t love them together. But what’s going on here is about growth and growth is painful. Season 8 had a similar quality, although it was more nondescript (and way too orange). Season 8 was about how both Sam and Dean had to break up with their significant others in order to re-commit to each other. I mean … tell me I’m wrong.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 11 “First Born” (2013; d. John Badham)
Dean, Crowley, and hunter-with-biceps do a “location spell” to find the first blade (here we go) and I just prefer this kind of gritty ad hoc hand-made spell – with ingredients and little gross jars and etc. – to Rowena’s literal screaming of Latin terms as purple lightning bolts come out of her fingers. What a difference a season makes. Cain’s wife was named Colette. Clown College Colette?

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 12 “Sharp Teeth (2014; d. John F. Showalter)
Dean has a beard. Things are bad. One of the reasons I love this season is the emotions are so operatic: the self-loathing and shame on both sides – Sam and Dean – is unrelenting. They can barely look at each other. Sam is mostly angry. Dean can’t even BE with the feelings. The acting on both sides is so good. And the final scene between them: the unresolved nature of it, that they let the episode end without giving us what we wanted, that Sam was actually saying, “No. Things are different now. Just stop.” And Jensen, who looks like shit – and that’s not an easy thing to do – has to accept it, but he hates it. He’s so shattered inside. And this feels, to me in my memory anyway, like it goes on forever.

Next up? The Purge, which I love.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 13 “The Purge” (2014; d. Phil Sgriccia)
Dean is so depressed. His whole demeanor is different. He is barely holding it together. And it’s a very intelligent portrayal of depression: it’s so filled with shame and self-loathing. Or, not even filled with it: Shame and self-loathing is the motor. He can’t even really look at Sam. Sam being basically okay with this new “reign” is almost more shattering than the argument. We call this in my neck of the woods “changing the dance step”. Both partners have to agree to move from a waltz to a tango. If one suddenly changes it up, you have to go with it. Sam changed the dance step. Dean is SUFFERING. He feels so abandoned. He looks emptied out, anguished. That final scene is almost shocking. Sam’s refusal to play along. Asserting a boundary. Which he has every right to do. To Dean, that boundary is a betrayal. (By the way, re-watching this another element is so clear: the “breakup” with Sam leaves Dean bereft and vulnerable: and predators like Crowley sniff out vulnerability like Dean’s. It’s like he’s been waiting for his chance at Dean for years). The look that comes over Jensen’s face in the very final moment of the episode … reader, I gasped at first watch and I gasp now.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 14 “Captives” (2014; d. Jerry Wanek)
The heaven of Bartholomew is so unimaginative. It’s an office. Really? Some snippets of interesting stuff with Sam and Dean, the fallout of the conversation at the end of The Purge. Dean is HURTING. But there’s just way too many angels. It all pays off with the last moments. Kevin Tran gives them, frankly, bad advice. “Get over it. You have each other.” That’s the PROBLEM. It’s like the look on Sam’s face when Jody says, “You and Dean have something special”, like they’re a couple. It makes Sam uneasy. And so we end – AGAIN – with the brothers separated, alone, not communicating, Sam is being strong in their “breakup” – Kevin’s advice won’t work for him anymore. Dean, of course, wants nothing more than to make up – but Sam doesn’t want to. So we have now had SEVEN episodes since their “breakup”. SEVEN. Later seasons wrapped up issues and conflict in an episode after a good talk. It’s like the new team really believed Kevin Tran’s advice was workable and solid. Essentially, they didn’t get it, the subtlety of the critique, and the LENGTHS they went in Season 9 to explore this enmeshment issue (I prefer that term to “codependent”). This relationship needs to change. Dean is fighting it every step of the way. I think some fans disliked Season 9 because of this whole conflict. Like I said, it’s one of my favorites because of this conflict, and the show’s commitment to what is a very painful and uncomfortable viewing experience. Final note: Dean’s pink iPod launched a thousand ships. (Pink = girl: really? Haven’t feminists been fighting such prescriptive limited thinking for over 100 years? It’s so dismaying seeing it come back up in progressive spaces, because you know what it sounds like to me? It sounds like fundamentalist Christian wackos who won’t let their daughters wear pants. I say this as someone who wore three piece suits as a teenage girl. Stop buying into and thus reinforcing the binary. So what that his iPod is pink? What you are saying is “Girls like pink, pink is a girl color, therefore the pink iPod says something about Dean’s sexual fluidity.” You are not going to have an argument from me that Dean is sexually fluid. I don’t think “fluid” even covers it. I’ve said it before: he flirts with everything in sight including inanimate objects. He’s open for business, across the board. But saying he is that because he has a pink iPod is gross. Colors aren’t girlie or macho: it’s just society that says they are. So if he had a macho-colored iPod, or an iPod with a camo covering … you’d say it was performative, or fake? What would happen if a girl had an iPod with a camo-case? Does that mean she’s a lesbian? I mean, maybe. But not necessarily. Some of the femme-iest femmes I know are lesbians. Reinforcing surface things as identity markers is limiting as fuck – and damaging. I know it’s stupid to get lost in the weeds of this kind of silly thing, but “I KNEW he was bi, he has a pink iPod” is the really stupid thing. It reinforces the gender binary deeming pink is a girl’s color and my feminist ancestors would be rolling in their graves. I want to kill it with fire in the public square.)

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 15 “#thinman” (2014; d. Jeannot Szwarc)
“This all sounds like Sad Times at Bitchmont High.” And here’s the EIGHTH episode that ends with awkward silent non-resolution: the air thick with conflict, unbridgeable. The show’s commitment to their mutual misery is admirable. I’m actually friends (in an Instagram way) with one of the Ghost Facers: he reached out after reading something I’d written about one of my Actors Studio teachers at grad school: turns out he went there too, although years after I was there. We studied with the same people though.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 16 “Blade Runners” (2014; d. Serge Ladouceur)
The show made a huge mistake sidelining Crowley. Fascinating arc for him. And, have to say, more interesting than Castiel’s bumbling Frosties attempts to be human. What Jensen does when he holds the blade – for the first and second time – is mesmerizing and I could probably write 5,000 words on masculinity – as a concept, as an identity – and impotence – the kind of impotence that makes men flock to Andrew Tate. There’s a LOT going on there. He holds the blade and has this cosmic orgasm. Listen, I’m just describing what I’m seeing. Blame Jensen.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 17 “Mother’s Little Helper” (2014; d. Misha Collins)
I’m noticing in this binge watch how the Crowley-Dean thing really does start subtly – so much so that I didn’t really pick up on it the first time. There’s definitely an End Game in sight (black eyes) but it’s still kind of hidden, cloaked. This is what it means to groom someone and that’s what Crowley is doing. By this point, Dean is basically cheating on Sam with Crowley. Sam and Dean STILL haven’t “hugged it out”. And they won’t. Which is fascinating.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 18 “Meta Fiction ” (2014; d. Thomas J. Wright)
How many times can Castiel say “I am not a leader.” They’re forcing this narrative. And oh shit Castiel now understands pop culture. So here – where Metatron writes their story, and we see it unfold as he types … this is then repeated later, to catastrophic offensive results, when Chuck becomes the Author. It’s just so much more effective – if meta is the way they want to go – to have it be Metatron doing this. At least Metatron seems to have motive, unlike Rob Benedict’s semi-bored noncommittal “why not?” shrug.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 19 “Alex Annie Alexis Ann” (2014; d. Stefan Pleszczynski)
Such a strong episode, and – for me – its true implications are so deeply buried nobody is even aware of it. Nobody’s making the connection. But the fans did. Or at least the fans who think Dean might have had a similar experience as a teen, being used as bait, maybe even working truck stops. Jensen himself said something suggesting he had thought about what Dean might have done as a teenager to make money. The episode is also explicit on toxic family relationships, abuse, enmeshment, no boundaries, etc. The vamps all dress like Sam and Dean. Exactly. This episode is even stronger because nobody makes the connection: this is how deep Sam and Dean are “in it”, meaning their own “story”. To my mind, if you feel you must have a teenage girl on the show, Alex is 1,000 times more intriguing than Claire.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 20 “Bloodlines” (2014; d. Robert Singer)
No.

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 21 “King of the Damned” (2014; d. P.J. Pesce)
I have a vague memory of some fans being really offended at this episode because of the hostility expressed towards the Metatron “fan”. It seems a stretch to me (and besides, who cares if they DO express hostility towards fandon? I’m obsessed. I’m a fan. I can own it. I don’t need to be personally validated about this. You can’t make me feel bad about what I’m into. Believe me, people have tried. It doesn’t work.)

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 22 “Stairway to Heaven” (2014; d. Guy Norman Bee)
I haven’t even mentioned that now Castiel is a cult leader after saying “I’m no leader” for the entire season. Tessa returns. I might be confused. Are reapers angels? Did I skip a step?

Supernatural, Season 9, episode 23 “Do You Believe in Miracles” (2014; d. Thomas J. Wright)
“I Can’t Find My Way Back Home”. Ouch. They used this in the Cassie episode, way back when. I forgot how hard this one hit. Dean gets the first blade and can’t do anything with it. It’s same ol’ same ol’: Metatron blows him back, the blade falls out of his hand, blah blah. So all that cosmic orgasm and turning into a virile manifestation of the divine came to nothing. But a couple things I noticed in this backwards-rewatch: The conflict in Season 9 between Sam and Dean is not resolved. Or, at least, it’s not resolved by talking it out, coming to an understanding, crying and hugging it out. It is literally not resolved. BOLD. In the middle of the Sam-Dean “breakup”, Dean starts cheating on Sam with Crowley, which leads him to take on the mark. From that point forward, Dean is bolstered up supernaturally – beleiving he is the One, the Only One who can do what is necessary. Crowley whispers in his ear this is the case. And Dean’s radar is so shot – beCAUSE he and Sam are no longer communicating – that he believes Crowley. Dean is weak. The blade gives him artificial strength. The mark is the toxic side of things: where masculinity goes off the rails. The show explores all of this – without saying “this is what we’re exploring”. Once it becomes clear that Dean is changing because of the Mark, Sam starts to change too: his rage at Dean starts to dissolve, and his brother instinct kicks in. He “lets it go” – to the point where he works with Gadreel. That’s how dire the situation is. Dean punching Sam before going off to find Metatron is devastating, especially if you know what’s coming. Shame/self-loathing has been Dean’s cuppa for the entire season, and he can’t escape it. He thinks he can via the Mark, but in order to escape he needs to get Sam out of the way. It’s so twisted. Sam is right to be concerned about Dean doing this on his own, and nobody is quite aware of how deep Crowley has buried into Dean’s psyche, just how much damage he’s done. Even the audience isn’t quite aware of it. Until the final scene. Which still shocks me. Crowley standing at the door in shadow – looking in at Dean’s prone lifeless body is the stuff of child-predator nightmares. Suddenly we see what’s been happening. Dean couldn’t see it. Crowley offers Dean release, not escape, but a real full release. Let’s go howl at that moon. The final scene is shot brilliantly. Until the last second you might not even know what Crowley is calling Dean to do.

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“I heard Ruth Brown, and I just found my kind of music,” — Janis Martin

Cultural history is peppered with What Ifs. What if someone like Janis Martin had gone the distance? What if she hadn’t lapsed into obscurity? Would she have carved out a small space for women in rock ‘n roll (alongside the likes of Wanda Jackson)? Rock ‘n roll was so associated with men. The sexual energy coming from the stage was male, and geared towards … everyone, really. The energy did not discriminate. But, like it or not, there is a difference between a young man gyrating on a stage in front of people and a young woman doing the same thing. There are thousands of years of cultural/social history behind this being the case. Men presenting themselves as sexual objects in such a frank way was new. And controversial. It exploded norms. Women doing the same thing brought about the usual: they were sluts, they were vulgar. The boys were called vulgar too, but again: we have thousands of years of history bolstering up why it’s different when you call a woman “vulgar”. If you come into conversations like this thinking male sexuality is the default (first of all: you’re brainwashed. Work on it), thinking the rightful order is women being the objects of male sexuality … if you can’t dismantle the web of inherited associations, then of course it would make sense men would lead rock ‘n roll. You wouldn’t question the bias, you would assume it was true, you would believe the assumptions, and would believe that of course there’s just a smaller audience for women who rock. It’s not like some conspiracy or anything. Time has proven all of this to be untrue. How many artists have been casualties of these unexamined, or – worse – examined, biases?

This is not to dismiss the importance of The Boys. You don’t have to crash anyone off a pedestal when you’re questioning the underlying assumptions. There’s a reason the Boys were “the ones” and it’s not just a conspiracy against women. I’m of the opinion that it had to be The Boys who eventually broke through, and what they were doing WAS more of a threat, because it cracked the edifice of conformist masculinity, they kicked down the door for other modes of expression, their own. So, there’s that. The Boys, though, through no fault of their own, dominate the landscape of memory so totally that posterity has forgotten the others, the ones who came before, or their contemporaries who may not have been as massive but who also had an impact.

People like Janis Martin. (It’s her birthday today.) It has taken time to dig her legacy out of obscurity. In the 80s, she started performing again, and her audience remembered her. 30 years after the fact. Think about that.

Janis Martin was a child performer, born into a musical family. They lived in Virginia, steeped in a strong country music background. Just like Elvis, Janis Martin was born at the right time, in terms of the cultural upheavals to come. – 1933-1940 is really the time to have been born. If you were born in that span, you were at the right age and in the right moment when the mid-50s rolled around. Like so many others in her generation, like Carl Perkins, like Elvis, like Wanda Jackson, Janis Martin just assumed she’d be a country singer. But by the mid-50s, things were getting a little, how you say, interesting. The genres were starting to blend together. These changes were amplified by new technology, powerful radio stations: things happening in one region could carry more easily to the next. News could spread.

You could say Elvis was the one to crack it open and you wouldn’t be wrong. Just in terms of impact and reach. But it didn’t just come out of nowhere. Carl Perkins was there first. Carl Perkins was the first to sell a million records. Elvis’ success, though, showed the way for others. En masse, country singers switched to rockabilly. It took over a generation for country music to recover. Janis Martin was part of this first wave. She loved Carl Perkins. She heard what he heard.

Janis Martin loved Hank Williams, because you could move to his songs. But it was when she heard Ruth Brown that the roof blew off and she saw all kinds of possibilities (the same possibilities everybody else was feeling). In her own corner of the cultural landscape, Janis Martin was very unusual, in the same way Elvis was unusual, or Carl Perkins was unusual, and etc. One of the original DJs at WDIA in Memphis (Black-owned and run radio station, the first of its kind) said, “You can’t segregate the airwaves.” This was the real revolution. You could keep white people and black people separate in public spaces, but you literally could not stop white kids from tuning into the “black” radio stations, and you could not bar black kids from listening to the Grand Ole Opry broadcasts, even though they wouldn’t have been allowed inside the building. You could not force people to NOT be “into” music made by …. whoever. The controls were loosening.

Martin started incorporating her inspirations in her performances. Reminder: she’s still just a kid, basically. 14 years old. She was a rarity, a teenage girl rocker: her voice could be growly and sexy, but also pure and clear as a bell – like Patsy Cline’s. I love her voice. It goes right through you. Her sexy voice was not va-va-voom sexual. Oh, no. It was more threatening than that. She sounds like a regular teenage girl with regular desires. No big deal, in other words. And the powers that be can’t have THAT.

The ball started rolling when Martin recorded a demo for two songwriters whom Martin knew from the radio broadcasts she appeared on. The guys were radio announcers, and they wanted to shop their song around – a little thing called “Will You Willyum”. So Martin recorded it. The demo somehow found its way to Steve Sholes at RCA, the same Steve Sholes who had just signed Elvis to the label literally a couple months prior. Sholes was impressed with what he heard. The Elvis Wave was breaking. It was the Gold Rush. RCA signed Janis Martin on the spot, and began marketing her as the “Female Elvis”.

Let’s get down to specifics, though. Let’s look at the numbers. The real story is there. Just because Janis Martin’s name doesn’t have the recognition factor of Carl Perkins (a big influence on her) doesn’t mean her accomplishments are somehow lesser. In fact, it makes you MAD when you look at the numbers.

RCA releases “Will You, Willyum” as her first single. This, as you recall, is the demo that caught RCA’s ear in the first place. On the B-side was Martin’s own composition, a song called “Drugstore Rock ‘n Roll”.

And “Drugstore Rock ‘n Roll” was the one that “hit”, even though RCA was pushing the A-side. This is very significant. The song SHE wrote is the one people flipped over. “Drugstore Rock ‘n Roll” sold 750,000 copies. I’ll say that again. 750,000 copies. 3/4s of a million copies. Those are almost Elvis numbers. You don’t have to grade Martin on a curve. The song was a massive hit AND she WROTE it, whereas Elvis wrote none of his. And “Drugstore Rock ‘n Roll” is a banger!

She paints the picture. She includes all the details. The clothes. The jukebox. The feet tapping.

“Drugstore Rock ‘n’ Roll” is a personal song, coming from Martin’s personal experience. It’s pure rockabilly. Things were moving so quickly, things had moved far away from drinking liquor out of an old fruit jar. Now we’re having a milk shake and banana split. The transformation was so rapid nobody could get a handle on it in the moment. Eddie Cochran became the Platonic Ideal of this final transformation, with all of his hot sexy songs about drive-in movies, borrowing Dad’s car, and partying on a school night. Janis Martin said of the song, that sold 750,000 copies: “I wrote ‘Drugstore Rock ‘n’ Roll’ in about 10 minutes. Everything in that song is actually the scene that was happening for us as teenagers. The drugstore was the only place we had to go and hang out after school.”

Teenagers know authentic when they hear it.

Just for kicks, here’s the A-side. The demo.

RCA really pushed the “female Elvis” thing, which didn’t really work out in the long run, and nobody had the time or inclination to figure it out. She had fans but she also faced a lot of hostility. They forced the connection by making her record a song called “My Boy Elvis”:

Martin’s career was over almost before it began. The label discovered she had been married – in secret – to a paratrooper stationed in Germany. She got married at 15, and kept it a secret for two years. Then she got pregnant. The label tried to make her get an abortion. She refused. RCA dropped her.

And that was it for Janis Martin. It makes me angry just typing those words.

There are deep pockets of history buried within the well-known narrative. People who were dropped, people who had bad luck, people who weren’t protected, who were bad with money, who had substance problems and didn’t get help. The business is brutal. The business was also totally NEW in 1956. Everyone was just making shit up as they went. However: telling one of your artists to get an abortion, and then dropping her because she’s pregnant, is not “new”. That shit is as old as the hills. Janis Martin was a casualty of the oldest bullshit in the book.

I am happy her fans remembered her, and when she started doing little tours in the 80s, the clubs were filled with people who remembered. I hope that felt good. But still. This is not a good story.

Her music is still there to be discovered. I have such an ambivalent relationship with current technology and in many ways MISS my analog life. One of the up-sides, though, is that people like Janis Martin don’t have to be discovered only by rummaging through bins in second-hand record stores anymore. Their music lives on in the eternal present.

If you want to hear more about her origin story, and the tracks that launched her very short career, this site breaks it down in admirable detail.

My brother-in-law Ben turned me on to this great podcast 500 Songs, and one of the episodes is devoted to “Drugstore Rock ‘n Rolls.

I love “Let’s Elope Baby”, which definitely connects to her own story!

I found this clip of her performing “Drugstore Rock ‘n Roll” in 2006 – the year before she died – and it makes me so happy. She sounds great!

From the same show, and this made me cry: Ruth Brown was there too. It’s the first time she and Janis met. So Ruth performs, and Janis sits next to her, just marveling at her, and grooving with her. Beautiful.

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“As an outsider I was free to pick my own literary traditions, to build my own system of literary values.” — Dubravka Ugrešić

“Retouching is our favourite artistic device. Each of us is a curator in his own museum…Uncover A, cover up B. Remove all spots. Keep your mouth shut. Think of your tongue as a weapon. Think one thing and say another. Use orotund expressions to obfuscate your intentions. Hide what you believe. Believe what you hide.”
― Dubravka Ugrešić, The Ministry of Pain

An extraordinary writer and thinker, Ugrešić died just last year at the age of 73. It’s her birthday today.

She lived in a state of permanent exile, and one of her constant themes in all of her work was exile (her most famous book is probably The Museum of Unconditional Surrender, a “novel” about a writer living in exile, about the plight of the exile – never really feeling “at home” anywhere). But she had a lot of themes she went back to again and again: retouching ^^, pop culture, language, misogyny, “ethnicity” (quotes necessary), identity. Her opinions were often “against the grain”, but that’s a polite way of saying what she did and the price she paid. She was run out of Croatia, fleeing in fear for her life: she no longer felt safe there. She did not feel safe, even, in returning. There was practically a bounty on her head. The rage she caused in others … for not “going along with” the ideological groupthink, the nationalistic campaigns post-Yugoslavia-breakup, and the war fervor of the early ’90s. She thought a lot of it was based on bullshit and she said so and … vitriol doesn’t even begin to describe the response she got.

Museum of Unconditional Surrender is great, although she’s probably most famous for Baba Yaga Laid an Egg. In the last couple of years, I have been reading her essay collections, which are essential reading. Some titles: Culture of Lies, Europe in Sepia, Thank You for Not Reading, The Age of Skin, The Ministry of Pain, Karaoke Culture. Her subject matter is diverse: from Balkan politics to reality TV, from advertisements to ethnic cleansing. She also wrote a book about the literary world and its prejudices and blind spots.

Her biography is confusing but only because the world changed so much. She was born in then-Yugoslavia. It remained her identity, even after it was dismantled formally (in 2003, I think?) But Yugoslavia really broke up following the fall of the USSR, and the rise of Milosevic, and all of the competing nationalistic movements of brand-new countries who had been suppressed for nearly an entire century. An orgy of self-mythologizing went on, resurrecting old symbols and myths, expanding them into “destiny”, and I don’t know, I wasn’t there, but it sounds absolutely manic and terrifying the way she writes about it, particularly because she didn’t buy into it. There is a feminist critique in all of this, too, since many of these movements looked backwards, to a glorious era in the past – the 1300s, or the 1600s, or whenever the various countries were kingdoms dominating over their neighbors. And this, in her view, was macho bullshit on a rampage: Women are never included in such narratives. Suddenly, how you “identified” was of paramount importance. Differences erased: sameness prized. She took a public anti-war stance when all the wars broke out. Another no-no.

Her punishment was swift and severe. She pointed out that much of this was an illusion: she was Yugoslavian, not “Croatian” – she had no relationship to “Croatia”, she had no nostalgia for a country that didn’t exist when she was born. She couldn’t just swap identities because she was told to. She was Enemy #1, and it was even worse because she was a woman. The worst possible shit was said about her. The death threats were constant. She was shunned from literary magazines and publishing houses. Nobody would touch her. She literally fled for her life.

In an interview shortly before her death, she said:

“The majority of my fellow writers consider ethnic labelling as something unquestionable and ‘natural.’ For me it’s a form of cultural violence. I was not allowed to choose the nation with which I was associated as a writer, or whether I wanted to belong to anyone at all. I was forced to belong. When I expressed skepticism towards the very idea of belonging, I was attacked by my cultural community and expelled from it.”

She was disgusted by the resurrection of the concept of “ethnic” purity. There was enormous psychological pressure to conform. She couldn’t.

She ended up in the Netherlands, where she lived for the rest of her life. She experienced a near-constant state of dislocation, geographical and emotional. (This is what Museum of Unconditional Surrender expresses so beautifully.) She is a living embodiment of the problem of language: she wrote about it over and over again. She was Victor Klemperer-like in her devotion to paying attention to what was being done to language: how politics and “identity politics” warped language to leave someone like her – who was ambivalent and/or questioning – out of the conversation. There were things you could no longer say. When people bristle at “identity politics”, they’re often being disingenuous, but her situation shows a potential end-game in prioritizing “identity” and how one “identifies”. Her identity was fluid, complicated and contradictory. Her experience was common in the Balkans: Bosnian, Serbian, Albanian, Bulgarian, Croatian, Yugoslavian … if you were a MIX, and most people were, what were you supposed to do in the upheavals that followed? Ugrešić said NO to all of it, and refused to submit to national groupthink. And: in the phantasmagorical atmosphere, submission was REQUIRED of her. Many people submitted to the pressure. She couldn’t. She is an inspiration.

She wrote a lot about literature, and about Western literature’s narrow-mindedness, its ideological requirements, how Eastern European literature is almost fetishized, but seen as somehow “other”, in comparison to other “local” literatures. There’s the problem of translation. If something is not translated into English, it will not spread. Someone like Milan Kundera was widely translated. So was Vaclav Havel. These guys are world famous. Would they have been if they weren’t translated into every language on the planet? Important voices are side-lined because of translation. Ugrešić introduced me to so much great literature I never otherwise would have heard of. The Banquet of Blitva, by Miroslav Krleža! It is a masterpiece. If it was widely translated, it would be considered one of the world’s great political satires. Read it! It’s translated into English. No excuse!

From The Museum of Unconditional Surrender:

But, nevertheless, the same year when the names of the streets changed, when the language and the country and the flags and the symbols all changed; when the wrong side became right, and the right side was suddenly wrong; when some people were afraid of their own names, when others, apparently, for the first time weren’t afraid of theirs; when people were butchering each other, when some were butchering others, when armies with different insignia sprang up on all sides, when the strongest set out to obliterate everything from the face of their own country; when terrible heat waves laid the land bare; when a lie became the law, and the law a lie; when people pronounced nothing but monosyllabic words: blood, war, guts, fear; when the little Balkan countries shook Europe maintaining rightly that they were its legitimate children; when ants crawled out from somewhere to devour and tear the skin from the last descendant of the current tribes; when old myths fell apart and new ones were feverishly created; when the country she had accepted as hers fell apart, and she had long since lost and forgotten her first one; when she was seared by heat in her flat, as it radiated from the baking concrete and the concrete sky; when the panic-stricken light of the television flickered day and night; when she was racked by the icy fever of fear–my mother, despite everything, kept tenaciously to her dogged ritual visits to my father’s grave. I believe that it was then that she looked for the first time at the moist gravestone and suddenly noticed the five-pointed star (although it had always been there, at her request) and perhaps for the first time she had the thought, feeble and exhausted as she was, that it might be possible to paint out the five-pointed star carved into the stone, and then she thrust the thought aside in shame and kept the photograph of my father in his partisan uniform in the album–as her own. It was as though it was then, suddenly confronted with the little star above my father’s name, that she really accepted her own biography as well.

When she got home she sat down in her baking flat as in a train; she sat there with no defender or flag, with no homeland, virtually nameless, with no passport or identity card of her own. From time to time she would get up and look out of the window, expecting to see scenes of the war-destroyed country, for she had already observed such scenes. She sat like that in her flat as in a train, not traveling anywhere, because she had nowhere to go, holding on her lap her only possession, her albums, the humble dossier of her life.

There’s a reason her name was constantly on the short-list for the Nobel Prize.

She was a giant.

“I feel like I am smuggling neglected Central and East European literary values into World literature.” — Dubravka Ugrešić

 
 
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“Attention equals Life.” — Frank O’Hara

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“I am the least difficult of men. All I want is boundless love.” – poet Frank O’Hara

It’s his birthday today.

First up: I launched my column at Film Comment with a piece about American poet Frank O’Hara’s love of the movies.

Sometimes I feel I know everything I need to know about Frank O’Hara just from reading his work. His personality is on the page. You feel like he is sitting in the room with you. He operated from love and generosity, and so his talent was often drawn to tributes and celebration, although as any deep person knows: tributes/celebrations often come out of sorrow and loss. It’s not either/or. O’Hara felt things deeply. Feelings overwhelmed him. Mitchell and I reference his poem about Lana Turner all the time. One day, Mitchell did it for me as a dramatic monologue.

Poem
by Frank O’Hara

Lana Turner has collapsed!
I was trotting along and suddenly
it started raining and snowing
and you said it was hailing
but hailing hits you on the head
hard so it was really snowing and
raining and I was in such a hurry
to meet you but the traffic
was acting exactly like the sky
and suddenly I see a headline
LANA TURNER HAS COLLAPSED!
there is no snow in Hollywood
there is no rain in California
I have been to lots of parties
and acted perfectly disgraceful
but I never actually collapsed
oh Lana Turner we love you get up

Frank O’Hara lived and worked in New York City and his poems clatter with New York sounds and sights, brightness, life, bustle. Nights in jazz clubs, days on 2nd Avenue, diners, movie theatres. Frank O’Hara was not a native New Yorker, but like many transplants he SAW the city in a way those born-and-raised did not. New York almost literally made him possible. O’Hara was a very serious and precocious youth. He was in the Navy, attended Harvard on the G.I. Bill. He found the university atmosphere stifling, met a couple of other artists there, and eventually moved to New York.

O’Hara had found his “tribe”. His friends were artists, many of whom would become world-renowned. John Ashbery, Kenneth Koch, to name a few. Some were gay, some were not. What really mattered was whether or not your art was good. In New York, he could be free. People valued his opinion and turned to him for advice. He got a job as a cashier at MoMA and eventually worked his way up to being a curator (this alone tells you so much about O’Hara and what he must have been like). He curated some very important shows at MoMA, probably the most important one being the Abstract Expressionist show in 1958-59, which toured Europe, bringing William de Kooning, Mark Rothko, etc., to the world.

He died at 41 in a freak accident on Fire Island. Terrible loss.

In his poems, O’Hara doesn’t observe life. He’s in the thick of it, soaking it in.

POEM

Light clarity avocado salad in the morning
after all the terrible things I do how amazing it is
to find forgiveness and love, not even forgiveness
since what is done is done and forgiveness isn’t love
and love is love nothing can ever go wrong
though things can get irritating boring and dispensable
(in the imagination) but not really for love
though a block away you feel distant the mere presence
changes everything like a chemical dropped on a paper
and all thoughts disappear in a strange quiet excitement
I am sure of nothing but his, intensified by breathing

O’Hara loved other people’s work if it was good, celebrated and championed others. He was ambitious, but not ruthless or envious. This does not mean he loved everyone and everything, or cut people slack if he thought what they were doing was bad. He had serious issues with “confessional poet” Robert Lowell, the superstar of the Day. O’Hara was not an ivory tower/academic writer. He had a day job, so he wrote poems when he could: on the bus, on his lunch break, in the bathroom at parties. He would forget where he put them. Often, he would only have one copy of a poem. After his death newly discovered poems started arriving, at almost the speed of light. He had given one to a friend, he had ripped out a page in his notebook and it was discovered somewhere. Poetry was part of the rhythm of his life. He was very conscious of what he was doing. He thought that while you were here on this planet, you might as well enjoy yourself. This “attitude” is one of the reasons why critics sometimes pooh-poohed him. He seemed “light,” “surface”-y. (This type of critique always makes me think of Oscar Wilde: “It is only shallow people who do not judge by appearances. The true mystery of the world is the visible, not the invisible.”)

Why I Am Not a Painter

I am not a painter, I am a poet.
why? I think I would rather be
a painter, but I am not. Well,

for instance, Mike Goldberg
is starting a painting. I drop in.
“Sit down and have a drink” he
says. I drink; we drink. I look
up. “You have SARDINES in it.”
“Yes, it needed something there.”
“Oh.” I go and the days go by
and I drop in again. The painting
is going on, and I go, and the days
go by. I drop in. The painting is
finished. “Where’s SARDINES?”
All that’s left is just
letters, “It was too much,” Mike says.

But me? One day I am thinking of
a color: orange. I write a line
about orange. Pretty soon it is a
whole page of words, not lines.
Then another page. There should be
so much more, not of orange, of
words, of how terrible orange is
and life. Days go by. It is even in
prose, I am a real poet. My poem
is finished and I haven’t mentioned
orange yet. It’s twelve poems, I call
it ORANGES. And one day in a gallery
I see Mikes’ painting, called SARDINES.

As an example of O’Hara at his best, a poem he wrote in 1964 about the day Billie Holiday died.

The Day Lady Died

It is 12:20 in New York a Friday
three days after Bastille day, yes
it is 1959 and I go get a shoeshine
because I will get off the 4:19 in Easthampton
at 7:15 and then go straight to dinner
and I don’t know the people who will feed me

I walk up the muggy street beginning to sun
and have a hamburger and a malted and buy
an ugly NEW WORLD WRITING to see what the poets
in Ghana are doing these days
in Ghana are doing these days I go on to the bank
and Miss Stillwagon (first name Linda I once heard)
doesn’t even look up my balance for once in her life
and in the GOLDEN GRIFFIN I get a little Verlaine
for Patsy with drawings by Bonnard although I do
think of Hesiod, trans. Richmond Lattimore or
Brendan Behan’s new play or Le Balcon or Les Nègres
of Genet, but I don’t, I stick with Verlaine
after practically going to sleep with quandariness

and for Mike I just stroll into the PARK LANE
Liquor Store and ask for a bottle of Strega and
then I go back where I came from to 6th Avenue
and the tobacconist in the Ziegfeld Theatre and
casually ask for a carton of Gauloises and a carton
of Picayunes, and a NEW YORK POST with her face on it

and I am sweating a lot by now and thinking of
leaning on the john door in the 5 SPOT
while she whispered a song along the keyboard
to Mal Waldron and everyone and I stopped breathing

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Frank O’Hara and John Ashbery

Joan Acocella’s essay on Frank O’Hara, included in the wonderful collection Twenty-eight Artists and Two Saints: Essays, is one of the best things I’ve read about him. She reviews a biography of O’Hara by Brad Gooch, a book she does not like all that much. To Gouch, the work is secondary to the life, and that’s a real issue, especially with someone like O’Hara, whose life WAS his work. Because O’Hara died young, because he was gay, there is a lot of retrospective analysis going on (i.e. “He knew he was going to die, he was a martyr to the cause”, etc.) However, as Acocella points out, O’Hara was not “gay enough” for Gooch: Gooch scolds him for this throughout the book. For example, O’Hara slept with women sometimes too, and Gooch labels this as “self-denial”, when .. I don’t know … maybe O’Hara was the type of guy who loved sex and intimacy and loved women too, maybe his sexuality was fluid, Gooch, and also it was a different day and age, and why are you scolding the subject of your biography in the first place? O’Hara displayed attitudes that do not line up with contemporary thinking. He got annoyed by “queers”, for example, and Gooch disapproves of that. (Who cares, Gooch.) Of course O’Hara doesn’t express himself in a 21st century context because … he lived in the 1940s and 50s, not now. Why does this even need to be said?

Acocella understands why the focus of Gooch’s biography is ONLY on O’Hara’s sexual orientation. We are in a corrective atmosphere now, and that’s a good thing, for the most part. But lets not scold O’Hara for not living up to Tumblr’s rules of engagement and language requirements, which will also – incidentally – be out of date by next week! O’Hara is an important mid-20th century American artist. His sexuality is part of what made his voice what it is.

When he loved something (a person, a celebrity, a diner, a sunrise), he LOVED IT.

O’Hara’s rhythms are sexy, informed by his love of jazz and ballet and the movies. He created collages of words, just like disparate pieces of film are put together to create montage. He has a flowing lyricism, and great descriptive power. New York was O’Hara’s ultimate muse.

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At O’Hara’s funeral, one of his friends said there were about 60 people there who introduced themselves as “Frank’s best friend.” And each person meant it. Nobody was lying. Frank O’Hara was a man who had a gift for intimacy and friendship. He knew how to connect, he knew how to listen, to be there for people. Not everybody does.

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QUOTES:

Joan Acocella on “A True Account of Talking to the Sun at Fire Island”:

In the doomed-poet drama that has been retrospectively read into O’Hara’s story, this poem [‘A True Account of Talking to the Sun at Fire Island’] has been taken as a premonition of death. But to me the most remarkable thing about it is O’Hara’s sense of blessedness, an emotion that surfaces again and again in his verse. Indeed, it is one of the things (“gay, glancing”) held against him by those who feel that he was not a serious person. This, in turn, has led some of his defenders to overstress the sadness – presumably a warranty of seriousness – that can sometimes be detected in his poetry. The light tread of his lyrics, Geoff Ward says, “is only a step away from the grave.” It is true that O’Hara had the Irish sense of life, but the note of grief would be far less persuasive if it were not accompanied, as it almost always is, by the keenest possible responsiveness to life’s goodness. Even at his most depressed, when his romance with Vincent Warren is falling apart, O’Hara is witty. (“I walk in / sit down and / face the frigidaire” – presumably Vincent.) When, on the other hand, that relationship is going well, even bad things seem good to him: “Even the stabbings are helping the population explosion.”

Boyfriends aside, he finds a thousand things to like. Ballet dancers fly through his verse. Taxi drivers tell him funny things. Zinka Milanov sings, the fountains splash. The city honks at him and he honks back. This willingness to be happy is one of the things for which O’Hara is most loved, and rightly so. It is a fundamental aspect of his moral life, and the motor of his poetry.

Michael Schmidt, Lives of the Poets:

His casual attitude to his poems tells us much about him and them: it’s not that he didn’t value them, but he didn’t worry much about them after they were written. He was not especially interested in a final permanent text … He preferred to work with galleries, as though the poems were entries in an exhibition catalog, an exhibition made of his daily life.

Frank O’Hara on the “confessional poets”:

Lowell has … a confessional manner which [lets him] get away with things that are really just plain bad but you’re supposed to be interested because he’s supposed to be so upset … I don’t think that anyone has to get themselves to go and watch lovers in a parking lot necking in order to write a poem, and I don’t see why it’s admirable if they feel guilty about it. They should feel guilty.

Camille Paglia, Break Blow Burn, on “A Mexican Guitar”:

…a coterie poem with a private frame of reference and cast of characters that needs as many marginal glosses as a Neoclassical satire by Alexander Pope. Though it may never be completely decoded, O’Hara’s poem nonetheless delights and rewards the reader with its vivacious imagery, waves of excitement, and unexpected emotional turns. Indeed, our bafflement may replicate the poet-protagonist’s sense of overwhelmed imagination, his striving for meaning and reassurance and for a place in the world.

Michael Schmidt:

Though Ashbery and O’Hara are often evoked together, Ashbery is different in kind from O’Hara. He admires O’Hara’s effortlessness, a function perhaps of O’Hara’s more unproblematic adjustment to New York and his homosexuality, his natural campness, his carelessness about the opinion of others unless he loves them. Ashbery is complex. Like O’Hara he is in love with French writing (O’Hara loves Pierre Reverdy particularly, Ashbery loves Roussel). … His cityscapes are not so consistently New York as O’Hara’s. He tunes in to America and Europe and Orients, often all in the same poem. While O’Hara walks about New York and makes poems, Ashbery doesn’t … his is a different and intellectually more varied world.

Elizabeth Bishop, letter to Robert Lowell, March 30, 1959:

There is one other poet I have found occasionally good–mostly bad in the surrealist way–but I think he’s improving, and very, very clever: Frank O’Hara.

Camille Paglia, Break Blow Burn, on “A Mexican Guitar”:

The high pitch of the poem–its hectic animation, volatile mood swings, and erratic exclamation points (ten in all)–is defiantly anti-masculine. But it’s like music: O’Hara was a gifted pianist who had planned to be a composer until he was converted to poetry in college by James Joyce’s musicality of language. “A Mexican Guitar” is a capriccio–a free-form up-tempo jeu d’esprit with the lilt of a dnace tune. It has the brilliant attack and shifting opalescence of a Chopin etude. The poem is also a pastiche of American idioms, swanky to slangy, and at times parodies the convolution of formal French syntax, literally translated into English. O’Hara wrote his poems at top speed on his typewriter (as if playing the piano), and he treated them cavalierly, indifferent to their fate. That transience also characterizes the social constellation of “A Mexican Guitar,” where Jane and Violet, along with the inquisitive reader, become an impromptu foster family, held together for only so long as it takes to read the poem.

Joan Acocella, “Perfectly Frank”:

Important though he was as a curator and writer, he was probably more influential in the art world simply as a hand-holder, an encourager. He would look at his friends’ work and tell them what it was, and how wonderful it was. As Kenneth Koch described it to Gooch, “they’d have all these wonderful ideas and feelings about themselves, and they’d say ‘Duh’, and Frank would say, ‘Yes, you put that green there. T hat’s the first interesting thing that’s been done since Matisse’s Number 267.'” Larry Rivers and Grace Hartigan notably thrived under his encouragement, and so did others. Edwin Denby, though he was twenty-three years older, said that O’Hara was a catalyst for him. “But then,” Denby added, “he was everybody’s catalyst.”

Camille Paglia, Break Blow Burn, on “A Mexican Guitar”:

Like [Wallace] Stevens, O’Hara was deeply knowledgeable about modern painting: he fraternized with the New York Abstract Expressionist and Action painters and became a curator at the Museum of Modern Art. But unlike Stevens with his genteel reserve, the gregarious O’Hara recklessly plunged into direct experience. His swift, surreal poetry was a diary of his brooding longings and sophisticated, febrile life.

John Ashbery:

He had a very sort of pugnacious and puglistic look. He had a broken nose. He didn’t look like a very cordial person.

Michael Schmidt:

O’Hara begins with a rather witty, spoken simplicity, the poems in the language he used with his friends, wry, light, a little naughty, but without the scatalogical grittiness of the Beats. Ginsberg may have affected some of his poems, “Second Avenue” in particular, but while Ginsberg is always comfortably unwashed and hairy of face, O’Hara is cleanshaven and unobtrusive, keeping his own rather than everyone else’s counsel. There is a reticence about the man and the poems. In many ways he is closer to Whitman than Ginsberg ever gets; and to Lorca and Mayakovsky because he understands Futurism and Surrealism, and when his poetry surrealizes it is with a knowledge of what he wants the surreal to do for the poem. He doesn’t blunder and risk like Crane, or rant like Ginsberg. His poems are busy in the world; they haven’t the time to stand back and preach or invent monstrous forms. He is the most New York of the New York poets.

Frank O’Hara, “Notes on Second Avenue

I have a feeling that the philosophical reduction of reality to a dealable – with system so distorts life that one’s ‘reward’ for the endeavor (a minor one at that) is illness both from inside and from outside… I don’t know if this method is of any interest in taking little pieces of it. You see how it makes it seem very jumbled, while actually everything in it either happened to me or I felt happening (saw, imagined) on Second Avenue… The verbal elements are not too interesting to discuss although they are intended consciously to keep the surface of the poem high and dry, not wet, reflective and self-conscious. Perhaps the obscurity comes in here, in the relationship between the surface and the meaning, but I like it that way since the one is the other (you have to use words), and I hope the poem to be a subject, not just about it.

Camille Paglia, Break Blow Burn, on “A Mexican Guitar”:

The poem is about the movies. It dates from a period when the grittily realistic, socially conscious Actors Studio was in the ascendant and when gay men were virtually alone in taking seriously the splashy kitsch and brazen glamour of entertainment-oriented, studio-era Hollywood … O’Hara was well aware that his passionate response to Hollywood style would seem absurd or fey to most people, especially men. Here he and a woman friend (the painter Jane Freilicher) are seated in a theater and so united in admiration at what they see that they are ecstatically swept into the movie world, with its swirling conflicts and voluptuous seductions.

Michael Schmidt:

In many ways he is closer to Whitman than Ginsberg ever got; and to Lorca and Mayakovsky because he understands Furtuism and Surrealism, and when his poetry surrealizes it is with a knowledge of what he wants the surreal to do for the poem. He doesn’t blunder like Crane, or rant like Ginsberg. His poems are busy in the world; they haven’t the time to stand back and preach or invent monstrous forms. He is the most New York of the New York poets.

Frank O’Hara:

I’m not saying that I don’t have practically the most lofty ideas of anyone writing today, but what difference does that make? They’re just ideas.

Michael Schmidt:

O’Hara in love is overwhelmed, hyperbolic, preening or contemplative.

Joan Acocella, “Perfectly Frank”:

And this amoral, almost animal quality of attentiveness gives to O’Hara’s sweetness a sturdier character. What might have been sentimentality becomes large-mindedness, zest – a capacity for interest and enjoyment that can still, across the space of decades, suck us back into the minds-on-fire spirit of those years.

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Supernatural re-watch, Season 10

If you’re following along:
Season 2
Season 3
Season 4
Season 5
Season 6
Season 7
Season 8
Season 9
Season 10
Season 11
Season 12-15

Plus: my season recaps from back in the day:
Season 1
Season 2
Season 3

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 1 “Black” (2014; d. Robert Singer)
Castiel is again starting off the season in a sickly state. He doesn’t have red burning eyes but he appears to have developed tuberculosis. I totally forgot about Cole. Wow, that character was a dead end, huh. I had also totally blocked out Hannah and her rolled-up jeans (which made me irrationally angry). One look at her and I remembered the three bean surprise and I wanted to punch a wall. Not crazy about Sam’s hair.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 2 “Reichanbach” (2014; d. Thomas J. Wright)
The Castiel-Hannah road trip is deadly. Demon Dean is fascinating but the two new characters introduced – Cole and Hannah – just don’t really work. It’s weird to have Cole – who doesn’t really play much of a role moving forward – show up in the first episode, as though he’s going to be one of the adversaries of the season …. only to have it be just a side thing, an obstacle to Sam finding his brother. And Hannah I suppose represents the purity of angels, their black-and-white thinking, “learning/growing/changing” from her time with Castiel. But Hannah has no resonance whatsoever. I suppose they were trying to beef up Castiel’s side of things – but it feels random and superimposed. “We have to give Castiel something to do.” Sigh. Okay, if you feel you must. I don’t like Cole but he and Dean have an awesome fight.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 3 “Soul Survivor” (2014; d. Jensen Ackles)
Crowley being bored out of his mind post bro-romance is just not a good choice. Especially not when it lasted so long. A whole season. Some of the details aren’t clear to me but I know Crowley was neutralized. I don’t remember at this point when Rowena entered the action. This season, perhaps? Which means that they basically created her to give him conflict with someone OTHER than the brothers. I don’t understand the choices.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 4 “Paper Moon” (2014; d. Jeannot Szwarc)
Have they ever worn sunglasses before in this whole entire thing? Except for as the douchebag cops in the fake television show?

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 5 “Fan Fiction” (2014; d. Phil Sgriccia)
I haven’t watched this one in a long time. So many good moments. “A bar. Or a liquor store. Or both.” Dean jamming out to his mother dying. I can’t take it.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 6 “Ask Jeeves” (2014; d. John MacCarthy)
I’ve seen this one disparaged on social media in SPN spaces, and the disparagement is said in a tone of “well, we all know nobody likes this one.” I hate (love) to be a contrarian but I LOVE it. That ENSEMBLE. The ridiculousness of it. The Flowers in the Attic-ness of it all: evil matriarch, girls with names starting with “C” locked in the attic, a dead body in the attic – all V.C. Andrews. Clown College Colette. So STUPID and so FUNNY.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 7 “Girls, Girls, Girls” (2014; d. Robert Singer)
Oh, Hannah. Why are we spending so much time with you? This plotline will please no one. I’m sure the Castiel/Destiel fans despised it. This endless road trip has zero to do with Sam and Dean and makes the whole episode stop dead. I’m supposed to care about Hannah’s backstory?

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 8 “Hibbing 911” (2014; d. Tim Andrew)
“Jodeo.” “Jodes.” The sudden explicit attraction between Dean and the baby-faced sheriff: hostility masking (not well) “I want you. You’re hot.” The show used to just plop these little un-explored and yet enriching moments of psychological weirdness or subtext – separated from the plot but connected to the main characters. It also reminds us that Sam and Dean are real people out in the real world and real people have strong reactions to them. Of COURSE you’re going to be attracted to Dean. And maybe lash out at him – quietly – to combat your feelings of “Jesus Christ, buddy, I thought I was straight five minutes ago, but … ”

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 9 “The Things We Left Behind” (2014; d. Guy Norman Bee)
That guy Randy is a monster. We’re starting an arc that will, unfortunately, end with Wayward Sisters.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 10 “The Hunter Games” (2015; d. John Badham)
The beginning of the Rowena takeover which is also the beginning of the Crowley diminishment and I don’t like it. Also Dean is having an absolute meltdown at the bunker and that’s all I care about and they keep cutting away from it to Rowena simpering around in full makeup. By the way: Season 10 is EXCELLENT for Dean mirror moments.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 11 “There’s No Place Like Home” (2015; d. Phil Sgriccia)
The whole season, really, is about getting the mark off of Dean. It’s not something outSIDE of the brothers, heaven and hell and Hannah be damned. The real conflict is what are we going to do about the mark of Cain. And so what happens then is you get monster hunts, just like the days of yore, but you have this added intepersonal tension, where the real drama is Sam being worried and Dean losing control. Sam is right to worry. Charlie and Oz, etc., doesn’t really go deep but it doesn’t matter because the whole thing is about Dean beating Charlie up, losing himself in it. It’s so awful.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 12 “About a Boy” (2015; d. Serge Ladouceur)
I’m particularly partial to the small scene at the bar between Dean and Tina. As I keep saying, it does multiple things at the same time. And it’s a short scene, maybe a page.
1. Dean is drinking instead of working the case. He is not doing well. The Mark is working on him.
2. It quickly establishes – in a fairly in-depth way, considering it’s probably 10 exchanges – who Tina is. Tina needs to be a developed character, a sister-in-spirit to Dean, and then it will pay off at the end.
3. Casting the right person for Tina was important. She can’t be a 25-year-old hottie. She has to have been around the block. She’s “age appropriate” for Dean.
4. They very quickly establish a connection, which she clocks before he does. She sees him. “before you fall in love with me…”
5. This whole plot could be said to show an alternate path: 13 year old Dean doesn’t have the Mark. Having this be on Dean’s mind is the only way this whole monster-hunt episode is connected to the wider arc.
So it’s all very well-planned. The episode is doing a LOT. Plus we get teenage Dean again. He was so good in “Bad Boys” and it’s good to see him again.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 13 “Halt and Catch Fire” (2015; d. John Showalter)
Supernatural keeping up with the times. Hashtag-blessed. “I just favorited your post.” “OMG.” Silly. The acting of the supporting cast is … not the best. Dean schtick. Dean Burlesque.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 14 “The Executioner’s Song” (2015; d. Phil Sgriccia)
This is the season where Hell becomes insufferable and corporate. Member the visions of it earlier? Dean suspended over the abyss? The endless waiting in line? Now it’s demons rattling off percentages and Crowley is bored playing video games. I’m mainly irritated that THIS is what they decided to do with Crowley. He is yet another casualty of Rowena’s presence on the show. Like we’re supposed to care about Rowena’s Grand Coven bullshit – as Crowley stands next to her, deflated. I remember thinking when I first saw this that the fight between Cain and Dean was anti-climactic. While that may be so … what I’m present to now is how well it’s choreographed and how beautifully they both perform it. It’s not your garden-variety fist fight. It’s really thought out: who has the power, who is weaker, the emotions of both – it’s all in the choreography. These guys are not amateurs.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 15 “The Things They Carried” (2015; d. John Badham)
Member how much we all despised Cole and his “Dean-o” and “Sammy”? Then of course came all the stories of his behavior at cons and then his wild attempt to take Misha down with crazy slanderous posts on his “website”? Like wow. Poor Misha fans were freaking OUT, probably terrified that this would leave the fandom and make it to mainstream media. I don’t blame them. Maybe monitor someone’s social media profile before hiring them. Yikes. Unstable. I am not sure what Cole’s purpose was. Does anyone have any insight? He shows up, he traps Sam, trying to get to Dean. He and Dean fight and Cole loses. He returns, determined to try again, having figured out the whole demon thing. He is bested AGAIN. And now he comes back again. Like, what is the purpose of having him on 3 episodes in one season? I don’t get it in terms of the purpose in the story. Also, this may very well be the grossest monster in the entire history of the series.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 16 “Paint It Black” (2015; d. John Showalter)
I can’t believe I just watched this again. It’s so embarrassing. The nun farting out … another nun … hilarious. Dean’s confession scene is so good but the rest is as bad as this show ever got. The Italian accent, the Renaissance-era flashback, the pirate shirt, and a narrative I can barely follow because it’s too dumb and too long. Meanwhile, I always wish there was more sex on the show, at least an intimation of it – and so here they gave me what I supposedly wanted and I was like “No, please, I’m good. Stop.” The Rowena sections are ENDLESS. I actually carefully got a screengrab of the ABSURD nun-fart and it’s even funnier frozen.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 17 “Inside Man” (2015; d. Rashaad Ernesto Green)
Rowena’s takeover of Supernatural was swifter and more complete than I remember from my first watch. She has so much screen time (mostly boring) and Crowley plays bored second fiddle. There is a Macbeth/Lady M thing going on, “BE A KING. KILL HIM.” etc. but … I just don’t care. Maybe they (ie. The Show and its Runners) were concerned about the lack of women on the show and so felt they were doing their due diligence by centralizing Rowena in every other scene? I’ve said this before: I don’t like Supernatural because of its equal representation. I have so many other go-tos for that. So many great women directors, movies about women, movies centralizing women. Not every piece of art has to do the same thing. This isn’t a dis against Ruth Connell. I know she’s really loved among the fan base (excluding yours truly) but already we see how much she’s breaking the show. All that shouted Latin. All the screen time. Every. Episode. Even Castiel isn’t in every episode. First appearance of the dreaded purple Rowena light.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 18 “Book of the Damned” (2015; d. P.J. Pesce)
Dean is wearing a hoodie sweatshirt. What is this, About a Boy part 2? Aaaand here come the Southern Frankenstein family! If the Steins are after Dean, then why does he drive right back to the cabin, leading them to it? I don’t like it when they make Sam or Dean dumb in order to further the plot.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 19 “The Werther Project” (2015; d. Stefan Pleszczynski)
BENNY.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 20 “Angel Heart” (2015; d. Steve Boyam)
Claire Novak gets her own episode. I so wanted to be on the Claire train. I do think it was an interesting idea: Castiel, after all this time, coming to the realization that his actions, as an angel, negatively impacted this young girl’s life, and feeling responsible for it. I like this aspect of it (theoretically). But in reality … This is nothing against Kathryn Newton. It’s not her fault they put too much makeup on her. She’s inexperienced and she’s best in scenes where she’s forced to not ACT, but RE-act.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 21 “Dark Dynasty” (2015; d. Robert Singer)
Irritated that Charlie and Rowena couldn’t stop arguing. Charlie couldn’t put on headphones? She had to go off by herself – and sit AT THE WINDOW – even though Frankensteins were after her? Again, I don’t like it when the plot requires smart characters to act dumb. Rowena is so powerful she can dematerialize and make people’s heads boil but she can’t get out of those chains? So how powerful IS she? I mean, by the end she can move space and time. Over it. Killing Charlie was stupid. The Steins were stupid. We never ever hear about them again. They have nothing to do with anything. If Charlie has to die, at least let it be at the hands of Abaddon or Crowley or whatever, something connected to other things. Here, it’s just random.

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 22 “The Prisoner” (2015; d. Thomas J. Wright)
We came so close here to burning the bunker down. I was hoping!

Supernatural, Season 10, episode 23 “Brother’s Keeper” (2015; d. Phil Sgriccia)
Death!! Billie was fine but one-note. Death had FLAIR. And so we have Dean kill death – after the incredible scene between the brothers – with Jared absolutely crushing it – and it’s a cliffhanger: what will happen now?? We cut to Rowena and … Oscar? Some Polish person from 300 years ago whom she loved? This kind of shit will eventually engulf the whole entire show.

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“Make voyages! — Attempt them! — there’s nothing else …” — Tennessee Williams

Tennessee Williams (Thomas Lanier Williams) was born on this day in Columbus, Mississippi in 1911.

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Will you do a total stranger the kindness of reading his verse?
Thank you!
Thomas Lanier Williams

— Tennessee Williams, letter to editor Harriet Monroe, March 11, 1933

Many quotes and anecdotes below the jump, but most recently I wrote a piece about John Cassavetes and Tennessee Williams, a piece I’d been wanting to write for literally a couple of decades:

John Cassavetes, Tennessee Williams, and Intelligent Insanity

More, much more, after the jump:

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“Too many poets delude themselves by thinking the mind is dangerous and must be left out. Well, the mind is dangerous, and must be left in.” — Robert Frost

“[The poem] begins in delight, it inclines to the impulse, it assumes direction with the first line laid down, it runs a course of lucky events, and ends in a clarification of life–not necessarily a great clarification, such as sects and cults are founded on, but in a momentary stay against confusion.” – Robert Frost, “The Figure a Poem Makes”

It’s Frost’s birthday today.

I’m with Lionel Trilling. I have always thought Robert Frost was dark as hell. He’s become so “acceptable” his poems could hang on the wall in a cross-stitch pattern. And maybe, yeah, some of his poems have an almost cheery homespun tone, but “homespun wisdom” is not what moves me about his work. His “philosophy” is present, you can feel it … but somehow (maybe because I’m a depressed person?) I feel his philosophy is a defense against chaos. Which, maybe most philosophy is. But I don’t feel like people talk about Frost that way. He “goes there” in his poems: his awareness of death, of the other world beyond, of events we can’t understand … and then he usually wraps things up with a bit of wisdom, an aphorism, a two-line ending that seems to say everything is going to be okay, or at LEAST: “we understand the world we live in”. Well, okay. But I can’t forget the rest of the poem, where he hears the quietness of the house around him, or his awareness of how things could get prickly with his neighbor across the way, or where he knows the long journey ahead of him before he will arrive home. Or that the road not taken really isn’t all that different from the road he took.

What does all this mean?

What I get is the sense of Frost erecting a defense against the madness of not choosing. He is the type of man who makes a decision and then erects all the justifications and reasons afterwards. He looks back on the “two roads diverged in a yellow wood” – and what is NOT said is (for me) the most obvious: What if you contemplate the possibility that the other road was actually better? Well, therein lies chaos and upset.

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“Memphis amateurs are the world’s professionals.” — Rufus Thomas

Baz Luhrmann’s Elvis movie was filled with deep cuts, so appreciated if you care about this story, and not just Elvis’ story, but the environment from which he came. Memphis. Beale Street. Thomas was a singer, yes, and he recorded at Sun, like so many did, but he was also a popular and important DJ, who ruled the roost, and let people know the hottest records coming out, who was doing what, where you could see so-and-so play, and – in general – created a sense of community over the airwaves. Baz Luhrmann includes one of those recordings, as he moves his camera down onto bustling Beale Street for the first time, AND puts Thomas’ name on the screen. To pull him out specifically and place him in the narrative. Because he was THERE. At the CENTER.

This shit matters.

Thomas had a lot of ambivalent feelings about Sam Phillips – as many Black artists did. Phillips set up the Memphis Recording Service to record THEM, meaning the un-heard un-recorded Black voices in Memphis – and Sam did start out by doing that. We owe him a great debt: we have so many raw recordings of all of these people – giants like Howlin’ Wolf – and lesser figures too – giving us a collage of everything going on, everything in the air in the early ’50s. And then Elvis came and … poof. Sam was so busy with Elvis everything else basically ceased. The white artists at Sun weren’t happy either. Johnny Cash was like, “I need you to back me harder, Sam, I need your support or I’m out of here.” So. Thomas lived a long life and was interviewed often about that time. He wasn’t 100% bitter – he had a lot of good things to say too (“Elvis took off like a light freight and gave an injection to Black music it hadn’t had in a long time.” Think about that comment coming from Thomas! It’s complicated!) – but he was also understandably irritated by the whole thing too, by Sam Phillips more than anything else.

Still. He was a major player and a SHOWMAN.

His daughter, Carla, was also a singer, another legend, known as the Queen of Soul, who recorded at Atlantic and also Stax. They sometimes performed and recorded together.

Thomas’ other children were also successful, soul singer Vaneese Thomas and keyboardist Marvell Thomas. They were an institution as a family. Thomas was the son of sharecroppers – they all were in those early years of Memphis music – including Sam Phillips. Thomas got his start in vaudeville, so his entertainment roots went deep. He wasn’t “just” a singer. He was the whole package. He was a personality! Radio was perfect for him and WDIA out of Memphis was a perfect fit. WDIA is historic in many ways (I walked by the old building my last time in Memphis just to check it out).

It was the first radio station in the country with programming devoted solely to Black performers, geared towards a Black audience (although anyone, of course, could tune in). The on-air talent was all Black, another innovation. (It was white-owned, however.) Thomas often was a master of ceremonies at local talent shows, or music nights, where all the future legends – like B.B. King – would perform. He knew literally everyone.

Stax Records has a great bio page up for Rufus Thomas.

He wasn’t gunning to be a recording artist. He was a busy man. But he did record a single in 1950 or something like that on a small label. And …

“I just wanted to make a record. I never thought of getting rich. I just wanted to be known, be a recording artist. But the record sold five copies and I bought four of them.”

He was proud of being from Memphis. He even set himself up as a tour guide to white teenagers, taking them on blues-club-hopping tours of Beale Street, starting at around midnight. In 1953, Big Mama Thornton had a massive hit with Lieber and Stoller’s song “Hound Dog”. Sam Phillips had an idea. Why didn’t Rufus – a local celebrity – record an answer song?

“Bear Cat” was the result.

His playful personality comes through loud and clear. It’s still an essential Sun track, and also evidence of Sam Phillips’ ability to be flexible, jump on the moment, and – important – capitalize on the publicity possibilities.

Thomas did record a couple more hits. You’ve probably heard “Walk the Dog”.

He struck gold in 1972 with “The Funky Chicken”.

Also in 1972 was the Wattstax concert, a benefit concert, featuring all the major artists on Stax Records, commemorating the anniversary of the 1965 Watts riots. Wattstax was an EVENT. Stax recorded it and put out a double album, and it was also filmed and released in 1974 as Wattstax. The footage is bananas. It gives a real sense of just how wild that concert was. Carla Thomas performed too. Isaac Hayes. The film crew was primarily Black. Jesse Jackson is basically the emcee. Rufus crushes it and it gives a great sense of the command he could generate, because that was a chaotic day and he controlled things onstage AS he performed, which is kind of amazing.

Jim Jarmusch put him in his Memphis-homage film Mystery Train:

He’s in the Memphis Music Hall of Fame. Rufus Thomas was a quintessential emcee. He brought Beale Street to the world.

 
 
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“I did not begin to write poetry in earnest until the really emotional part of my life was over.” — poet A.E. Housman

OUCH.

He was born in 1859 and he died in 1936.

His generation saw so much change it boggles the mind, and I say that as a member of a generation who grew up sans internet – I didn’t get “online” until my late 20s. The change my generation went through is so gigantic I can’t get my head around it. Like … going from no internet to … internet? How did we manage it? But Housman’s generation saw an entire world end.

He’s not as well-known today as he once was, and he is not as much studied as he once was. To people growing up in the first decades of the 20th century, he was THE poet. People knew him by heart. He was beloved. (Essential reading on Housman, and a truly great work of cultural criticism, is George Orwell’s essay “Inside the Whale,” which I excerpt below, but it really needs to be read in full.)

I think my first encounter with Housman was in a college poetry class. I am not sure how I missed his sadness. I suppose because the verse itself is so perfect, the rhyme scheme immaculate … and there are funny lines, the whole thing can come off as rather arch if you don’t pay close attention. Or, more likely, I didn’t get how sad he was because I was still an adolescent, and although I was an intense adolescent, I didn’t understand yet just how sad things could get when you reach a certain age and realize your life isn’t going to work out as you planned, I didn’t understand that love could be lost forever, and you could be haunted by What Might Have Been. Housman is all about longing for What Might Have Been. At any rate, Housman just didn’t exist in my head until – while I was living in Philadelphia – I was cast as Agnes in a production of Lanford Wilson’s wonderful one-act “Ludlow Fair” (excerpt here).

Wilson gets the title of his play from one of Housman’s poems. The play itself takes place in Queens, New York – so to call it “Ludlow Fair” is mysterious, and never fully explained: once you pose the question and start digging for the answer, you fall into an abyss. When I was in that play, I needed to understand what the hell I was talking about, so I looked into “Shropshire Lad” again, but this time I was doing so not to appreciate the poetry but to understand why the hell Lanford Wilson called his play “Ludlow Fair”, and why on earth my character would remember that poem almost line for line. Wilson does not provide the answer. It’s up to the actor to fill in that blank (so fun!) This was my re-introduction to Housman. My research for that play played a role in me finally learning how to read poetry on my own, I guess. The rhyme scheme lulls you into thinking what Housman is talking about is easy for him. That was my initial mistake.

Now that I am grown, and battle-scarred, it’s as plain as day: Housman is one of the bleakest of poets, obsessed with death and suicide. He was one of those tragic Victorian homosexual poets, a man who could never be happy because the world around him would not allow it.

I will love him forever because when Oscar Wilde was imprisoned for doing OPENLY what everybody else was doing in PRIVATE, most of his friends abandoned him. Word got out that Wilde had no books in prison, and this was considered an emergency. Housman sent him a copy of his A Shropshire Lad. Housman had sympathy and empathy.

Housman had an unrequited love affair in his youth. Eventually his object of affection left for India, where he eventually got married. Housman was devastated. He didn’t start writing poetry for realz until he was 30 years old (which is very rare). See the quote at the top of this post.

OUCH.

Here is a posthumously published poem to his friend Moses Jackson:

Because I liked you better
Than suits a man to say,
It irked you, and I promised
To throw the thought away.

He did not like many of the contemporary poets of his day, and struggled to stay apart from them. His idols were William Blake and William Shakespeare. Housman was attracted to madness, to mad flights of fancy, to a non-literal approach. Yeats loved Housman and it is not hard to see why.

In the 1890s, he was deeply affected by a small item in the newspaper about a man who committed suicide, leaving a note behind expressing his love for another man. Housman kept the clipping always. It just makes your heart ache, thinking about what former generations had to bear. And why we cannot allow homophobia and bigotry to make inroads into our culture which has progressed so much. We can’t and we won’t go back.

Reading his stuff now I am truly baffled at my college-girl response to it as light, arch and rather funny verse. I hadn’t had enough heartache of my own yet to perceive Housman’s eternal sadness.

Here is what is probably his most famous poem. Breathtaking.

LXII. Terence, this is stupid stuff

“TERENCE, this is stupid stuff:
You eat your victuals fast enough;
There can’t be much amiss, ™’tis clear,
To see the rate you drink your beer.
But oh, good Lord, the verse you make,
It gives a chap the belly-ache.
The cow, the old cow, she is dead;
It sleeps well, the horned head:
We poor lads, ’tis our turn now
To hear such tunes as killed the cow.
Pretty friendship ’tis to rhyme
Your friends to death before their time
Moping melancholy mad:
Come, pipe a tune to dance to, lad.’

Why, if ’tis dancing you would be,
There’s brisker pipes than poetry.
Say, for what were hop-yards meant,
Or why was Burton built on Trent?
Oh many a peer of England brews
Livelier liquor than the Muse,
And malt does more than Milton can
To justify God’s ways to man.
Ale, man, ale’s the stuff to drink
For fellows whom it hurts to think:
Look into the pewter pot
To see the world as the world’s not.
And faith, ’tis pleasant till ’tis past:
The mischief is that ’twill not last.
Oh I have been to Ludlow fair
And left my necktie God knows where,
And carried half way home, or near,
Pints and quarts of Ludlow beer:
Then the world seemed none so bad,
And I myself a sterling lad;
And down in lovely muck I’ve lain,
Happy till I woke again.
Then I saw the morning sky:
Heigho, the tale was all a lie;
The world, it was the old world yet,
I was I, my things were wet,
And nothing now remained to do
But begin the game anew.

Therefore, since the world has still
Much good, but much less good than ill,
And while the sun and moon endure
Luck’s a chance, but trouble’s sure,
I’d face it as a wise man would,
And train for ill and not for good.
‘Tis true, the stuff I bring for sale
Is not so brisk a brew as ale:
Out of a stem that scored the hand
I wrung it in a weary land.
But take it: if the smack is sour,
The better for the embittered hour;
It should do good to heart and head
When your soul is in my soul’s stead;
And I will friend you, if I may,
In the dark and cloudy day.

There was a king reigned in the East:
There, when kings will sit to feast,
They get their fill before they think
With poisoned meat and poisoned drink.
He gathered all the springs to birth
From the many-venomed earth;
First a little, thence to more,
He sampled all her killing store;
And easy, smiling, seasoned sound,
Sate the king when healths went round.
They put arsenic in his meat
And stared aghast to watch him eat;
They poured strychnine in his cup
And shook to see him drink it up:
They shook, they stared as white’s their shirt:
Them it was their poison hurt.
–I tell the tale that I heard told.
Mithridates, he died old.

QUOTES:

A.E. Housman:

In barrenness, I hold a high place among English poets, excelling even Gray.

On his deathbed, 1936, after the doctor told him a dirty joke:

Yes, that’s a good one, and tomorrow I shall be telling it on the Golden Floor.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

At the beginning of the period I am speaking of, the years during and immediately after the war, the writer who had the deepest hold upon the thinking young was almost certainly Housman. Among people who were adolescent in the years 1910-25, Housman had an influence which was enormous and is now not at all easy to understand.

Michael Schmidt on Philip Larkin, Lives of the Poets:

His work is controversial not in itself but in what he represents to poets and critics of different camps. He certainly did as much as Housman to turn back the clock of English poetry; like Housman, he is the modern poet most often quoted – in church, in Parliament, in the classroom–by folk who latch on to a phrase or stanza, without bothering to understand what the poem as a whole might mean. His was the characteristic voice of the 1950s and 1960s, regarded by some as the most significant English poet of the postwar.

Harold Bloom, The Best Poems in the English Language, on “Epitaph on an Army of Mercenaries”:

Housman was a classical scholar, and his ultimate model here might be Simonides, the ancient Greek poet of epitaphs. Elsewhere in Housman, we are advised: “Shoulder the sky my lad, and drink your ale.” …But Housman, no Christian and a good Epicurean, makes these allusions ironic, since his mercenaries defended “What God abandoned,” unlike the loyal angels, who followed Christ as he, at God’s command, thrust the fallen angels out of Heaven. So we have a double lesson in allusiveness: is it accurate, and again is it itself figurative, as here?

Harold Bloom, Best Poems in the English Language:

Determined to be minor, Housman’s best work transcends its own intentions.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

In 1920, when I was about seventeen, I probably knew the whole of The Shropshire Lad by heart.

A.E. Housman:

I became a deist at 13 and an atheist at 21.

The Norton Anthology of Modern Poetry:

The interest in a small, predominantly rural area, the use of ballad meters, the sense of the world’s unsatisfactoriness, and the reiterated theme of unrequited love are aspects that Housman shared with the early Yeats in particular. The two poets also shared an intense admiration for William Blake, whom Housman put second only to Shakespeare. But Housman admired Blake’s subordination of idea to lyrical intensity, whereas Yeats was more occupied with Blake’s mythical system. Housman minimizes and disparages the intellect in poetry, whereas Yeats, like other poets of larger scope, recognizes the necessity of incorporating it. Housman, when he can, excludes; Yeats includes. It was characteristic of Housman to devote much of his life to editing a minor work, the Astronomicon of Manilius, rather than classical poems of greater enterprise.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

[The poems in Shropshire Lad] are the poems that I and my contemporaries used to recite to ourselves, over and over, in a kind of ecstasy, just as earlier generations had recited Meredith’s Love in a Valley,” Swinburne’s “Garden of Proserpine,” etc. etc.

William Faulkner:

“The books I read are the ones I knew and loved when I was a young man and to which I return as you do to old friends: the Old Testament, Dickens, Conrad, Cervantes, Don Quixote – I read that every year, as some do the Bible. Flaubert, Balzac – he created an intact world of his own, a bloodstream running through twenty books – Dostoevsky, Tolstoy, Shakespeare. I read Melville occasionally and, of the poets, Marlowe, Campion, Jonson, Herrick, Donne, Keats, and Shelley. I still read Housman. I’ve read these books so often that I don’t always begin at page one and read on to the end. I just read one scene, or about one character, just as you’d meet and talk to a friend for a few minutes.”

The Norton Anthology of Modern Poetry:

His poems, written mostly after he was thirty-five, deal chiefly with young men between twenty-one–or as he would say, one-and-twenty–and twenty-five. Youth and life and love end at a stroke. He extracts all possible ironies from this situation in stark, lucid, elegant verse that recasts pastoral tradition. Nature adds to the gloom either by baleful destructiveness or by its phantasmal parade of meaningless fertility and beauty.

A.E. Housman, lecture, “The Name and Nature of Poetry” (1933):

[Poetry’s function is” to transfuse emotion–not to transmit thought but to set up in the reader’s sense a vibration corresponding to what was felt by the writer.

Read George Orwell’s essay “Inside the Whale” to understand how Housman succeeded in this.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

Housman would not have appealed so deeply to the people who were young in 1920 if it had not been for another strain in him, and that was his blasphemous, antinomian, “cynical” strain. The fight that always occurs between the generations was exceptionally bitter at the end of the Great War: this was partly due to the war itself, and partly it was an indirect result of the Russian Revolution, but an intellectual struggle was in any case due at about that date… For several years the old-young antagonism took on a quality of real hatred. What was left of the war generation had crept out of the massacre to find their elders still bellowing the slogans of 1914, and a slightly younger generation of boys were writhing under dirty-minded celibate schoolmasters. It was to these that Housman appealed, with his implied sexual revolt and his personal grievance against God. He was patriotic, it was true, but in a harmless old-fashioned way, to the tune of red coats and “God save the Queen” rather than steel helmets and “Hang the Kaiser.” And he was satisfyingly anti-Christian–he stood for a kind of bitter, defiant paganism, a conviction that life is short and the gods are against you, which exactly fitted the prevailing mood of the young; and all in charming fragile verse that was composed almost entirely of words of one syllable.

Harold Bloom, Best Poems in the English Language:

Into my heart an air that kills
From yon far country blows.

This is the epitome of Housman: an air that kills. A genius for memorability sustains that negative intensity.

Introduction to Norton Anthology of Modern Poetry:

A.E. Housman’s A Shropshire Lad (1896), Edwin Arlington Robinson’s The Children of the Night (1897), and Yeats’s The Wind Among the Reeds (1899) appeared in the waning years of the nineteenth century. These books continue Romantic and Victorian traditions — a language of personal feeling, regular meters and rhymes, the imputation of human feelings to nature by the pathetic fallacy. But the poetry of Housman, Robinson, and Hardy diverges by intensified doubt and pessimism, and that of the early Yeats by its thorough internalization of the outer world and by its apocalyptic anticipation.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

What was there in [Housman’s poems] that appealed so deeply to a single generation, the generation born round about 1900? In the first place, Housman is a “country” poet. His poems are full of the charm of buried villages, the nostalgia of place-names… War poems apart, English verse of the 1910-25 period is mostly “country.” The reason no doubt was that the rentier-professional class was ceasing once and for all to have any real relationship with the soil; but at any rate there prevailed then, far more than now, a kind of snobbism of belonging to the country and despising the town…Just before, and, for that matter, during the war was the great age of the “Nature poet,” the heyday of Richard Jeffries and W.H. Hudson. Rupert Brooke’s “Grantchester,” the star poem of 1913, is nothing but an enormous gush of “country” sentiment, a sort of accumulated vomit from a stomach stuffed with place-names. Considered as a poem “Grantchester” is something worth than worthless, but as an illustration of what the thinking middle-class young of the period felt it is a valuable document.

Housman, however, did not enthuse over the rambler roses in the week-ending spirit of Brooke and the others. The “country” motif is there all the time, but mainly as a background. Most of the poems have a quasi-human subject, a kind of idealised rustic, in reality Strephon or Corydon brought up to date. This in itself had a deep appeal. Experience shows that overcivilised people enjoy reading about rustics (key-phrase, “close to the soil”) because they imagine them to be more primitive and passionate than themselves.

The Norton Anthology of Modern Poetry:

[Housman’s poems] are easily parodied, as is his aesthetic, and perhaps inseparable from an element of “camp.” Yet they have a refined agony, a stylized pain, a kind of courtly lovelornness that insures their memorability.

Hugh MacDiarmid’s response to A.E. Housman’s poem “Epitaph on an Army of Mercenaries“:

Another Epitaph on an Army of Mercenaries
By Hugh MacDiarmid

It is a God-damned lie to say that these
Saved, or knew, anything worth any man’s pride.
They were professional murderers and they took
Their blood money and impious risks and died.
In spite of all their kind some elements of worth
With difficulty persist here and there on earth.

Introduction to Norton Anthology of Modern Poetry:

In spare, pastoral lyrics set near the hills of Shropshire, Housman had sadly and stoically meditated on human transience, thwarted love, and failed lives.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

All [Housman’s] themes are adolescent–murder, suicide, unhappy love, early death. They deal with the simple intelligible disasters that give you the feeling of being up against the “bedrock facts” of life:

The sun burns on the half-mown hill,
By now the blood has dried;
And Maurice among the hay lies still
And my knife is in his side.

…And notice also the exquisite self-pity–the “nobody loves me” feeling:

The diamond drops adorning
The low mound of the lea,
These are the tears of morning,
That weeps, but not for thee.

Hard cheese, old chap! Such poems might have been written expressly for adolescents. And the unvarying sexual pessimism (the girl always dies or marries somebody else) seemed like wisdom to boys who were herded together in public schools and were half-inclined to think of women as something unattainable. Whether Housman ever had the same appeal for girls I doubt. In his poems, the woman’s point of view is not considered, she is merely the nymph, the siren, the treacherous half-human creature who leads you a little distance and then gives you the slip.

The Norton Anthology of Modern Poetry:

He was brought up in the High Church Party of the Church of England, but at eight–also the age at which he first tried writing poetry–he was converted to paganism by John Lempriere’s Classical Dictionary.

Michael Schmidt, Lives of the Poets:

When we say [Kipling] was popular, we can quantify what we mean. By 1918, Departmental Ditties, his least achieved book, had sold 81,000 copies; by 1931 it had sold 117,000 copies. Barrack-Room Ballads and Other Verses remained his most popular book, selling 182,000 copies by 1918 and 255,000 by 1931. The Definitive Edition of the poems, published in 1940, had gone through sixty impressions by 1982. Like Housman, even when his shares were no longer quoted on the intellectual bourse, and critics turned their backs on him, he remained popular with readers.

George Orwell, “Inside the Whale”:

There is no need to underrate him now because he was over-rated a few years ago.

A.E. Housman:

Experience has taught me, when I am shaving of a morning, to keep watch over my thoughts, because, if a line of poetry strays into my memory, my skin bristles so that the razor ceases to act.

 
 
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