R.I.P. Jeanne Moreau

This week has been rough. We lost an icon of American theatre and also one of the greatest cinema actresses of all time. I haven’t had a chance to breathe since I’m working on a number of deadlines at the moment but it didn’t seem right to not acknowledge her passing. My friend Dan and I have discussed Moreau numerous times. She is one of his favorite actresses. He has played Sherlock Holmes in seeking out many of her harder-to-see titles (there is much of Moreau that I still have not seen). When I heard the news, I felt that momentary swoon of loss, of “Oh no …” and my next thought was of Dan.

It’s meant to be. Dan wrote THE most incredible essay on Moreau for Ebert: Jeanne Moreau: 1928-2017. He’s included an excerpt, too, from an interview he conducted with her in 2001. This is the kind of essay where you need to clear your schedule a little bit, sink into it. Dan’s writing is so worth it. Consider this. Nobody else writes like this, with this attention to detail.

Moreau reaches the crest of her power on screen in “Moderato Cantabile” at 39 minutes and 46 seconds in, as the camera holds on her staring, unblinking face until at 40:08 she shuts her eyes hard and falls away from the frame. I’m not sure what this 22 seconds on Moreau’s face is supposed to mean. I only know that it is so cutting that you will never forget her face here once you have seen it.

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Patti Smith on Sam Shepard

I’m sure most of you have read this by now, but just in case: Patti Smith has written a devastatingly gorgeous piece of mourning, loss and celebration for her long-ago boyfriend and long-time friend Sam Shepard. I read it and felt like I needed to go take a nap. Or get drunk. Or collapse in a puddle of tears on the sidewalk. On some level, I was waiting for her words. I knew that they would come.

Going over a passage describing the Western landscape, he suddenly looked up and said, “I’m sorry I can’t take you there.” I just smiled, for somehow he had already done just that. Without a word, eyes closed, we tramped through the American desert that rolled out a carpet of many colors—saffron dust, then russet, even the color of green glass, golden greens, and then, suddenly, an almost inhuman blue. Blue sand, I said, filled with wonder. Blue everything, he said, and the songs we sang had a color of their own.

For The New Yorker: My Buddy: Patti Smith Remembers Sam Shepard.

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My Work Here Is … Done?

I’m working in a new space these days and I co-opted someone else’s computer – well, not illegally – I’m just not at home – so anyway this means that I have lost many passwords, I also don’t have bookmarks, or browser history to get me to my regular pit-stops. Including my own site. I went to the browser and started typing in my own name.

Look at what came up first. Not Elvis. But …

I laughed out loud.

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“It’s a goddamn bad story, isn’t it, Hawk?” Twin Peaks, episode 12

This shot … this shot …

And then the closeup of that ceiling fan. Even seeing the exterior of the Palmer house gave me the willies.

Finally: Audrey. Although she doesn’t seem to be doing so well.

It was a static episode, filled with people staring at one another. Back, forth, back, forth, standing like statues. Audrey never approached the desk. Albert and Cole stood there, separated, staring, until Cole bridged the gap by reaching out to hold Albert’s shoulder. Dougie and his son stand separated in the backyard, the space between them vast. Laura Palmer’s mom staring at the kids behind the counter, at Hawk at her front door, back, forth, back, forth, back forth. I am sure some found it maddening. I found it frustrating and interesting. It’s interesting BECAUSE it’s frustrating. Something else starts to happen in those spaces between people, there’s reverb, there’s emotion, there’s memory and the unspoken.

Anyway: Here’s Keith’s piece over at MUBI. I look forward to reading his recaps so much. And God, I love his summation line. My thoughts exactly.

And here’s my pal Dan’s re-cap of episodes 9-12. I LOVE his thoughts on Candie, who has already become one of my favorite fictional characters to appear this year. And I love this too:

Lynch and his performers are working in uncharted psychic areas that most of us do what we can to keep at bay, and this is what gives this new Twin Peaks such liberating and profound force. I know several very hard-boiled critics with very high standards who have been brought back to a level of nearly childlike “what comes next?” suspense while watching the new season of this show.

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“Is that a man?” “You damn right it is.” R.I.P. Sam Shepard

Maybe you’d have to be a theatre person to really – and I mean really – “grok” what Sam Shepard meant. It’s one thing to be an audience member, listening to his words, experiencing his plays, Fool for Love, True West, Buried Child (etc.), and it’s another thing entirely to be a part of that world, to have to grapple with his plays by actually PLAYING them, or directing them or – as a playwright – trying desperately to get out from under his awesome shadow in order to find your OWN voice, a voice AS indelible as his. You get to know a playwright on an intimate level when you get up in an acting class or a rehearsal studio and say his lines, be those characters, try to work stuff out, get into his dreamspace. Because it is a dreamspace. He is one of the dreamiest of playwrights. The yowls of pain from theatre people today have a particularly personal sound to it, one I share. It was already a bad morning because of the loss of Jeanne Moreau (not to mention the general state of the world: every morning is a bad morning), but Sam Shepard too? He was one of OURS. We grappled with him, loved him, were intimidated by him, NEEDED to work on his stuff … because if you’re an actor, you need to try Shepard, just like you need to try Chekhov, Shakespeare, and Williams.

I want to share one of my favorite things I’ve read today, from my friend Dan Callahan, actor, writer, theatre folk:

When I lived in the East Village, I would sometimes see Sam Shepard at Cafe Orlin off Second Avenue and St. Mark’s Place. He was always by himself, and always seated under the Brassai photograph of a man and an ecstatic-looking woman in a booth. Shepard was always reading a book, brow furrowed, unsmiling, very solitary, very romantic in the Eugene O’Neill sense of that word. He wrote many major and very funny plays; they’re tragic plays, but there’s usually a laugh every other line, too. When I saw him, I would often say under my breath, “Why Harry York,” which is what his long-time partner Jessica Lange says to him in the last scene of “Frances” (1982). I liked having my eggs and coffee near him because he was clearly not pleased about anything, and I felt like that was an example. He had our number.

There are a couple of famous productions I wish I could go back in time to see. Sam Shepard and Patti Smith in Cowboy Mouth is one of them.

Many have written gorgeous essays about his film career. His presence as an actor. The indelible mark he made whenever he appeared.

But the plays … THE PLAYS …

In that spirit, I want to point you to my pal Isaac Butler’s beautiful essay in Slate, told from a theatre artist’s perspective. The Genius of Sam Shepard Was Relentless, Without a Break

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Where It All Began: The Overton Park Shell, July 30, 1954


Overton Park Shell. All pictures taken by yours truly

Overton Park is a beautiful park to the east of downtown Memphis. The Memphis Zoo is there, as well as a war memorial, and a golf course. There’s an arts center, too. But mainly it is rolling stretches of grass and trees, with picnic tables and benches. We went there on our first morning in Memphis. First, we drove to find the Whole Foods which was all the way out on Poplar Avenue. On our way out there, we passed Overton Park, our next stop. I saw the entrance and felt a wave of emotion. Standing on the ground where something important happened, whether it be Elvis’ first major live show, or where a battle took place (the bullet holes still in the walls of the Dublin Post Office, for example): it gives reality to something that had been abstract, albeit understood.

There it was: Overton Park. Suddenly I thought of Elvis’ parents driving out to the park with relatives, and Elvis’ girlfriend at the time – Dixie Locke – going out there too, driving with Elvis, excited for him, nervous, overwhelmed at what had been happening, and scared that he wouldn’t get a good reception – knowing how that would affect him. Dixie had been on vacation with her family in Florida when “That’s All Right” exploded in July of 1954, and was alarmed by the urgent telegram sent to her by her boyfriend back home: “HURRY HOME. MY RECORD IS DOING GREAT.” Dixie was like: I’ve only been gone for 2 weeks. What the hell is going on back there?? WHAT record? You cut a record?

After declaring to Marion Keisker in the tiny front office of the Memphis Recording Service in the summer of 1953 that “I don’t sing like nobody”, Elvis waited a year before the call from Sam Phillips came. Finally, on July 5, 1954, Elvis – and the two guys Sam had hooked him up with: Scotty Moore and Bill Black – hit the Mother Lode. Local DJ Dewey Phillips played the song over and over the following night, and calls started pouring in, and Elvis found himself famous/notorious. In Memphis, at least. Except for two talent shows, one when he was 10, and one when he was 16, 17 – he had not performed live. But he had been playing guitar for his friends and his family ever since he first got a guitar for his birthday. But he had no experience in front of big live crowds. None. Nada. Zip.

Nobody knew what he would be like live. He was a teenager. He could barely play the guitar. But he had something. Would it translate?

So as “That’s All Right” poured out over the airwaves, Dewey and Sam Phillips set up a plan. Elvis and Scotty and Bill would play in a hillbilly show out at the Bon Air Club (a place Elvis couldn’t even get into as a customer, since he was a minor). There would be other acts playing, and Sam got Elvis/Scotty/Bill added to the bill. At that point, the trio only had two songs under their collective belts. “That’s All Right” and “Blue Moon of Kentucky”. Sam Phillips described the crowd at the Bon Air as “pure redneck”, and Elvis stuck out like a sore thumb in his bright suit and greasy pompadour. The trio bombed.

Although Sam would later say that Elvis “came off real good”, Elvis was crushed by the negative reaction of the crowd. He said to Sam afterwards that he felt like he failed. Sam tried to reassure him, but he knew the truth: Elvis looked miserable onstage, and far too nervous to enjoy a moment of it. There was hostility in the crowd towards this newcomer who was singing hillbilly music but with a blues sound.

Elvis was a mystery – not only to himself, but to Sam, Dewey, Scotty, Bill, and every established musician in that joint. He didn’t look like anyone else. He “didn’t sound like nobody.” Who did he think he was, coming on THEIR stage playing THEIR music but in THAT way?

Sam called Bob Neal (who eventually would manage Elvis for a year) and had Neal add the trio to a “hillbilly hoedown” at the Overton Park Shell, an outdoor amphitheatre with a giant lawn. There were a ton of musicians on the bill. Slim Whitman was the star of the night. Bob Neal added the trio to the list of acts. The show was scheduled for July 30, 1954, not even a full month after Elvis first recorded “That’s All Right”.

Elvis was still driving a truck for Crown Electric. Dixie came back from her vacation. Elvis was relieved to have her back: you can feel his separation anxiety in the telegrams he sent to Dixie during her absence. Dixie would go on his truck delivery route with him, and they would go roller skating at night, and listen to the radio. His two songs would come on, and they would get quiet, listening to Elvis’ voice on the speakers. It felt like something was about to happen.

The first advertisements for the Overton Park show started to appear. Some of the posters spelled Elvis’ name wrong.

Meanwhile, on the ground, strange things were happening. Elvis’ two records were in constant rotation on pop music stations, folk/hillbilly music stations, and what was then called “race programs” – black radio stations. The three diverse and normally separate audiences were all listening to the same songs. This was unprecedented. The songs started to sell outside of Memphis. Orders poured into Sun from all around the South. Only a month before, Elvis’ main goal had been to join a gospel quartet. And now …

On the night of July 30, 1954, Elvis drove over to the show with Dixie. Dixie went out onto the lawn to sit with Mr. and Mrs. Presley. Elvis stood on the steps behind the shell, having a nervous breakdown, and that is where Sam Phillips found him.

Sam Phillips describes Elvis’ demeanor on July 30, 1954.

“When I got there he was standing on the steps at the back of the shell looking kind of pitiful – well, maybe pitiful is the wrong word, I knew it was the way he was going to look: unsure. And he just grabbed me and said, ‘Man, I’m so glad to see you, Mr. Phillips. I – I – I – I —‘ You know, that was just the way Elvis did. ‘I – I – I – I just didn’t know what I was going to do.’ Well, you know, it’s like when somebody’s mother is real sick and you tell them everything is going to be all right, and yet you know there’s the possibility that his mother might die. I said, ‘Look,. Elvis, we’ll find out whether they like you or not.’ And then I said, ‘They’re gonna love you.‘ Now I didn’t know that, and if you want to call me a liar or a fake for saying something that I didn’t know to be the truth – but I believed that once he started to sing and they saw him, I don’t mean the stage act, once they heard that voice and the beautiful simplicity of what those three musicians were putting down … “

The show began. Then it was Elvis’ turn. He entered the stage and Scotty remembers that Elvis was shaking so badly that Scotty could almost hear Elvis’ knees knocking together. Elvis held onto the mike, and Scotty remembers he gripped it so hard his knuckles turned white. They had played only that one live show, but this environment was something else. There were 4,000 people out there. This was insane pressure.

Elvis reminisced many years later about what happened next:

“I was scared stiff. It was my first big appearance in front of an audience, and I came out and I was doing my first number [‘That’s All Right’], and everybody was hollering and I didn’t know what they were hollering at.”


Elvis Presley backstage at the Overton Park Shell, July 30, 1954

One theory goes that it was the nerves that made him shake that left leg, trying to get rid of extra tension, also that nerves made his lip curl up into a sneer. I don’t buy it. Plenty of people choke when they experience that level of nerves. The majority of people, actually. Nerves are something human beings do their damndest to AVOID. Nerves impact the entire body. Nerves make you dry up – physically (you lose your voice, your throat closes up, your breath shallows, leaving you unable to produce sound) – but emotionally. Most normal people have a fight-or-flight response. This is how we are wired. Fear is a great motivator: tunnel vision is one of our best survival techniques. Great fear makes your choices clear: get the hell OUT OF THERE.

But performers have to learn how to cope with nerves, embrace them, use them, turn that stress into expression. It sometimes takes years to master. This is why actors spend so much time in classes learning relaxation techniques, because it’s all well and good to be brilliant alone in your bedroom, but when an audience is suddenly looking at you, or a camera pointed at you with a gigantic crew standing around watching you, shit starts happening to your body that you cannot control. You have to anticipate that as an artist: “Okay, I am going to have a dry mouth and throat, so make sure to drink a lot of water, and vocalize.” “Okay, being scared is a given, so I need to find a way to relax IN THE MIDDLE of a very stressful situation.” This takes training. It takes practice.

Athletes like clutch hitters are those who can come up BIG in very stressful moments. They do not lose their nerve. They are special people, different from most of us. Nerves do not affect them in a detrimental way. On the contrary: nerves are what make the clutch hitters get focused and brilliant. They perform their best when the stakes are high.

Elvis is the definition of a clutch hitter. The unique thing about him is that he had no practice at it. He didn’t even know that he would be a clutch hitter. He only knew his own desire to be in front of people, to be what Dave Marsh so perfectly described as “an unignorable man”. But on July 30, 1954, trembling backstage, all he knew was that he was pissing his damn pants, riding the waves of vertigo, confronting a huge bottomless fear of being laughed at or, worse, dismissed. He walked onstage with no training, but with a universe of perfect instinct.

The second he launched into “That’s All Right”, Scotty Moore remembers Elvis suddenly going up onto the balls of his feet, his body quivering all over … and, as would become par for the course, the audience went apeshit. It was a spontaneous response. A visceral automatic response to the viscerality of the performer. A roar went up, erupting over the lawn. Interestingly enough, Scotty also remembers that afterwards, Elvis had no concept of what had happened. When he heard the crowd response, Elvis initially had thought they all were laughing at him.

Most hillbilly singers stood still and tapped their foot to the music. Elvis moved. He jiggled, shook, and leaped around. Scotty remembered later,

“That was just his way of tapping his foot. Plus I think with those loose britches that we wore – they weren’t pegged, they had lots of material and pleated fronts – you shook your leg, and it made it look like hell was going on under there.”

Bill Black was a showman, and on their second number, “Blue Moon of Kentucky”, he turned the bass sideways and rode it like a horse, slapping on it. It spurred Elvis on. They only did two numbers because, yeah, they only knew two numbers, and Elvis came offstage afterwards, confused about what was going on. He had to be told that the crowd was screaming for HIM, screaming for more from him. He didn’t get it. Bob Neal told Elvis that the crowd had flipped out because of how he moved, and how he jiggled his leg. Elvis hadn’t realized. (If you believe the story. I’m not sure Elvis was that naive, to be honest, but let’s just continue with the memories of those who were there.) The trio went back out onstage to play one more (they just sang “Blue Moon of Kentucky” again, having run out of songs), and Elvis – smarter now – jiggled his leg on purpose in the encore. The crowd went crazy. He listened to the screams, knowing now that they were not laughing at him. They loved him. And it was HE who made them make that sound.

It is difficult to express just how quick a study he was. In the middle of a high-stress situation (the highest stress yet for Elvis, except for maybe first opening that door of the Memphis Recording Service), he understood his own power, and didn’t fight it, question it, or second-guess it. He went back out there, with his new-found knowledge, and immediately used it on purpose. It takes some performers 15 years of live performances to really understand how in charge they are, how to conduct an audience and control them. Elvis got the memo in 10 minutes.

Bob Neal watched the encore from backstage and watched Elvis jump around, jiggling and quaking, now doing it confidently, and on purpose, and could not believe that that was the same shy boy with the debilitating stutter backstage only moments earlier. Nobody could have seen that The Sex Thing (as I call it) was about to come exploding out of this young boy, a boy who was most definitely still a virgin at this point. Nobody could have predicted that. Nobody saw it. (Well, Marion Keisker saw it. Important to remember that the first person who saw the “potential” in Elvis was a woman. Let’s not discount her reaction to his beauty. The men wouldn’t be able to admit to something like that, although clearly it was working on them as well). Elvis learned his power onstage in an instant. Bob Neal said later, “He just automatically did things right.”

Dixie Locke had an odd experience watching all of this in the audience. She knew her boyfriend. She had seen him in action, playing for her and her friends, horsing around. She was familiar with his constantly jiggling leg. Hadn’t it driven her insane on their dates, when he couldn’t sit still? Hadn’t her parents said to her after their first time meeting Elvis, “Can’t that boy sit still?” But to watch him do that same thing in front of a crowd, and watching the Memphis girls erupt into screams – the first girls to scream for Elvis – she wondered what was going on. She felt possessive and wanted to tell the girls to leave him alone. She felt lonely, sitting out there, watching him. Suddenly he didn’t belong to her.

But she was happy for him too, because he was so happy afterwards. He was high. He didn’t sleep for two days.

Dixie said later, “I don’t think he was prepared for what was about to happen. He knew this was what he wanted to do and that it was breaking for him, but I don’t think he ever thought that everybody would just go crazy.”

Visiting the Overton Park Shell on our first morning in Memphis was one of the highlights of my trip. It was a bright and mild morning, and people were walking their dogs, but in general the place was deserted. We had the Shell all to ourselves. We went up onto the stage. We talked to each other across the stage (the acoustics are incredible: you can speak in a soft voice and you are perfectly heard by the person on the other side). We wandered around. Jen sang a bit of “Hound Dog”. Nobody bothered us. Nobody else was there.

Except for all the ghosts.


Approaching the shell through Overton Park


The stage of the shell


The steps behind the shell, where Sam found Elvis freaking out


On the stage of the shell. What Elvis would have seen. Except it would have been night. A packed lawn, an estimated 4-5,000 people out there, which would have been overwhelming


The door onto the stage, where Elvis entered, knees shaking.

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Review: The Incredible Jessica James (2017)

Well worth seeing. It’s on Netflix.

My review of The Incredible Jessica James is now up on Ebert.

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“There’s no backup for this.” Twin Peaks, episode 11

My pal Keith Uhlich’s re-cap of the latest episode for MUBI.

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Review: The Girl Without Hands (2017)

The animation in this film is so gorgeous and unforgettable it’s worth it to see the film for that alone. I can’t get it out of my mind! This is an adaptation of the Grimm’s Tale (which is, of course, GRIM.)

My review of The Girl Without Hands is now up at Rogerebert.com.

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“The Truman brothers are both true men.” Keith Uhlich on Twin Peaks, episode 10

A couple of re-caps from my friends Keith and Dan. A couple in real life. Re-capping Twin Peaks in different outlets. It’s been so fun to follow along with their thoughts.

Here’s Keith in MUBI on episode 10.

Here’s Dan.

Random:

— I was surprised at how unnerved I was by Miriam’s murder and how it was filmed.

— Richard Horne is a DICK.

— Albert and Constance flirting! With David Lynch and “Tammy” looking on excitedly? Leave it to Lynch to create a legit “warm fuzzy” in the midst of all this disturbing stuff.

— Now we have footage of Harry Dean Stanton singing “Red River Valley” and I could not be happier about it.

— AUDREY, MY LOVE. WHERE ARE YOU. I YEARN TO SEE YOUR FACE.

— Laura superimposed over Lynch and then Albert was breathtaking.

— I love love love the footage of adorable Candie on the monitor babbling at Tom Sizemore, talking to him about … whatever it was she was monologuing about. I love her so much! I love those three women. I said on Twitter that I feel like I WAS one of those women in a former life.

— Kyle McLachlan’s arms bouncing up and down during sex. I freakin’ DIED.

— I should just write a post on my feelings about Rebekah del Rio (she’s included in my Master List of Ladies I Love). I have too much to say for this format.

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