Remembering, Honoring

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U.S. Air Force Master Sgt. Tiffany Robinson, assigned to 449th Air Expeditionary Group, kneels in front of a battlefield cross following a Memorial Day ceremony at Camp Lemonnier, Djibouti, May 26, 2014. The cross was created with combat gear representing each of the five U.S. military branches, in commemoration of fallen service members. (U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 1st Class Eric R. Dietrich/Released) From Wikimedia Commons

In Flanders Fields (1915)
By John McCrae

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie,
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

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Review: Close to Vermeer (2023)

I liked hanging out with the people in this documentary, I liked soaking up their passion and expertise. I reviewed for Ebert.

 
 
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Review: Reality (2023)

This was so interesting: a film adapted from the play Is This a Room, with script made up entirely of the transcript of the FBI’s interrogation of whistleblower Reality Winner. I reviewed for Ebert.

 
 
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R.I.P. Tina Turner

When John Lennon was 24 years old, he was in the midst of the Beatles’ meteoric rise, and he was not handling it well. He wasn’t a particularly nice person, and – of all the Beatles – his childhood was the traumatic one. Yes, yes, we all have trauma, but there’s trauma, and then there’s TRAUMA. Lennon’s reaction was to create a hard bitter shell around himself, a shell formed early. He was intimidating, often mean, and appeared to take nothing seriously. He was violent with his teenage girlfriend, later wife. He was an asshole. Finally, though, he started feeling – without really naming it – the cost of his childhood abandonment issues, and long-buried grief. I mean, he was only 24 years old, so it wasn’t buried for THAT long, but he was living “on Beatles time” not our time. Things happened fast. As the Beatles became famous, Lennon started falling apart. Everything he put off feeling started demanding to be dealt with. In later interviews he talked about how “subconsciously” he knew he needed help. The subconscious is the driving force in art. So John Lennon sat down and wrote “Help!” (The exclamation point is key. This is an urgent request.) Listen to the lyrics. This is a sad scared young man.

It’s a great song. One of their greatest. The Beatles sang it with rollicking fervor, infectious. In fact, if you didn’t actually listen to the lyrics, you might think the song was about a joyful youthful subject. But listen.

20 years later, Tina Turner, a worldwide superstar, exploded like a rocket out of her past career with her abusive husband Ike, did a version of “Help!” which obliterates any memory of the original. It’s one of those “covers” that isn’t a cover, not really. The artist NEEDS to sing the song, this song written by someone else, a troubled Liverpool young man, 20 years before, she NEEDS to sing it because she KNOWS those lyrics, she knows them in her bones, her guts, her soul. As my friend Mitchell observed: “She sings it and it’s autobiography.”

Tina Turner singing “Help!” – live – is one of her greatest live performances (and that’s saying something), not to mention one of the greatest live performances, period. In her howls and moans of anguish, in her gestures, in the sweat drenching her entire body – she FEELS the meaning of the song. She goes where the song needs to go. She takes it literally, she doesn’t hide from those lyrics, she illuminates them. It’s an astonishing performance.

This is a stadium performance. And she is having a private moment. And your hair blows back when you watch.

I’m just sad John Lennon wasn’t alive to see it. the Beatles catalog is a rich one, and the amazing covers are worthy of a book in and of themselves. This is not to dismiss their own original versions, but sometimes an artist comes along, and takes the original song to its ultimate conclusion: it takes it where it NEEDS to go. (I am thinking of Nina Simone’s rendition of “Here Comes the Sun.” Goosebumps.)

I feel so LUCKY I experienced Tina Turner’s superstardom in real time as it was happening. I am beyond grateful for coming of age in a time when one of the biggest rock stars in the world, filling stadiums, playing to 50,000 people, 80,000 people, and – 180,000 people … the numbers never end … the person doing all of this was a 45-year-old woman. I fully appreciated Tina Turner while she was here and was lucky enough to have seen her in concert at the absolute white-hot APEX of her fame. But I didn’t fully appreciate, I don’t think, the rarity of what was happening, its unprecedented aspect. A 45-50-year-old Black woman dominating rock ‘n roll? Filling stadiums? Please show me another example. I’ll be waiting. I accepted it at the time because Tina was amazing. But if you think about it for more than 2 seconds, especially taking into account her “life before” alongside Ike Turner, your mind is blown all over again.

Seeing her live was something else, man. Her gestures gripped you in your soul. She was pure flame and energy and power.

Two years ago I reviewed the documentary Tina for Ebert. The final paragraph was emotional to write at the time because … you knew it would come, as it will come for all of us. We are all mortal. We all die. But you can’t really be prepared. As I say, I am very glad I got to appreciate the explosion of Tina in real time and fully experience her dominance, the magnitude of which can’t be overstated. Her rise was an EVENT.

I’m glad I didn’t wait until she passed to pay tribute. Love you Tina. The world won’t be the same without you.

I mean …

It’s just a coincidence it’s another Beatles cover. I mean … watch.

Jesus.

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Rest with Satan, Kenneth Anger

Kenneth Anger, experimental filmmaker and notorious figure – his trajectory emblematic of ’60s chaos, but influential far beyond the local time/place – author of the vicious Hollywood Babylon, a book referenced as though it’s the gospel truth, has died. He was far far out on the edges of mainstream society. He was a fabulist and manipulator. He loved Aleister Crowley (hence my headline) and had a surreal Jean-Genet-ish aesthetic. Querelle in the flesh.

I can’t remember what came first for me, Hollywood Babylon or the whole story behind Lucifer Rising. In my memory they are nearly simultaneous, although I have a feeling Hollywood Babylon – which I bought in high school, and still have the same copy – came first. Hollywood Babylon is filled with legacy-killing gossip, much of which isn’t true, but reported as if it’s true, in the most scandal-ridden prose possible.

People still quote the gossip from Hollywood Babylon as though it is true. (Thank God Karina Longworth fact-checked Hollywood Babylon for an entire season on her podcast You Must Remember This.) I discovered Kenneth Anger for real (because the Hollywood Babylon Kenneth Anger is, honestly, the least important and/or relevant Kenneth Anger) when I discovered his films, much of which I read about long LONG before I was able to see any of them. My entryway into Kenneth Anger speaks volumes – at least about me, lol, for anyone who knows anything about anything: I discovered his films, and basically him, because of my interest in Bobby Beausoleil. Which is … pretty sick. Especially since I was like 16 or 17 years old at the time. Around the same time, I read Truman Capote’s eerie prison interview with Bobby Beausoleil, included in the collection Music for Chameleons. Bobby Beausoleil scared me, and so naturally I did a little more digging

Again, if you know anything about anything, you know the name Bobby Beausoleil, and it might send a chill down your spine. And you know he is not “famous” because of Kenneth Anger’s films but because of a far more sinister America-changing event: his involvement with Charles Manson. One of the motivating factors for the murder of Sharon Tate, her baby, Jay Sebring, and et al et al, beyond the fact that Charles Manson thought Terry Melcher still lived in the Cielo Drive house and Manson was pissed at the dashing of his rock-star dreams (I honestly think the motivation was that petty, that stupid), was the murder of Gary Hinman, Bobby Beausoleil’s sort-of-roommate at the time. The Hinman murder was the practice run for the others. Beausoleil was in jail for the Hinman murder when the Tate/La Bianca murders happened. So the idea was: maybe if there was a series of identical murders, with words written in blood on the walls, etc., it would clear Bobby Beausoleil and he’d be released. Nobody said the Manson killers were intelligent. Dummy-dumbs, all of them. Bobby Beausoleil is 75 years old now and he is still in prison. He’ll never get out. Not as long as Debra Tate has anything to say about it. But before he met Manson, he met Kenneth Anger. And we’re talking just a year before. The ’60s were wild, man. You drift into San Francisco, you hole up with a gay filmmaker living in an old mansion, performing and filming mad “magick” rituals, and then you drift on and meet another powerful older man, and his name is Charles Manson, and within months you are stabbing your roommate. Beausoleil wasn’t even 20 years old when he met Kenneth Anger. One can understand the mutual attraction. Anger loved beautiful boys, he knew what it meant to be a beautiful boy, and Beausoleil was the quintessential beautiful boy.


Bobby Beausoleil by Kenneth Anger

So. To re-cap. As a teenager, I “got to” Anger through murderer Bobby Beausoleil. This is the glory of being a teenager where nobody is monitoring your reading material making sure it’s “appropriate”.

I am no expert on Lucifer Rising, Anger’s experimental short film which went through so many transformations it’s hard to keep up – with collaborators ranging from Bobby Beausoleil, Mick Jagger, Marianne Faithfull and … many others … a film “in the works” for 15 years or longer. If you want to learn more, you can’t do better than this lengthy piece on Pleasure of Past Times. It’s FASCINATING. There are so many fragments out there, and lost and missing pieces, and different scores (one by Bobby Beausoleil’s band at the time, one score by Mick Jagger) … so there is no definitive version but I highly recommend the version on Youtube:

My pal Glenn Kenny wrote a great obit on Anger for The Decider. My thoughts here are scattered and personal, and Kenny provides context and detail. Anger was not well-liked (understatement) but he was important. His work is a landmark of queer cinema, and he has many many heirs. His heirs far surpassed him. He influenced Warhol. He influenced David Lynch. Martin Scorsese has clocked him as an influence. I mean, the list goes on and on.

Anger’s 1947 film Fireworks, filmed when he was 20:

Anger’s 1954 film Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome:

Anger’s 1966 film Scorpio Rising:

I must point to my dear friend Farran’s piece on the long-lasting unforgivable damage Anger did with Hollywood Babylon. It had to be said and nobody better to say it than Farran.

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Writing roundup

A freebie for all subscribers: Roundup of my writing over the last couple of months, plus some thoughts on Viva Las Vegas, After Hours, Ebertfest, my time in Chicago … everything I’ve been doing. Thanks for reading!

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R.I.P. Martin Amis

Here’s the first thing I thought of when I heard the news and it may be tangential but whatever:

I was reading an interview with him once, and he went on and on for about 2 minutes about a poem he loved. He said it helped him as a writer. Every time he read it, it reminded him of the mindset one should have as a writer. See things fresh, or try to. Don’t fall back on received wisdom. NEVER rely on the pat phrase. NEVER resort to cliche. Being like this takes discipline. It’s not automatic. It’s a practice. And the poem Amis talked about was there for him as an example.

I was very intrigued by how Amis talked about the poem. I had never read the poem. I hadn’t even heard of it. I looked it up immediately, read it, and it instantly became an all-time fave. I was stunned by this poem and every time I re-read it I feel the same awe, I feel what Martin Amis said he felt.

So thank you Martin Amis, and for lovers/personalizers of literature everywhere, for loving stuff like you do, and for passing on the word.

A Martian Sends a Postcard Home (1979)
By Craig Raine

Caxtons are mechanical birds with many wings
and some are treasured for their markings –

they cause the eyes to melt
or the body to shriek without pain.

I have never seen one fly, but
sometimes they perch on the hand.

Mist is when the sky is tired of flight
and rests its soft machine on ground:

then the world is dim and bookish
like engravings under tissue paper.

Rain is when the earth is television.
It has the property of making colours darker.

Model T is a room with the lock inside –
a key is turned to free the world

for movement, so quick there is a film
to watch for anything missed.

But time is tied to the wrist
or kept in a box, ticking with impatience.

In homes, a haunted apparatus sleeps,
that snores when you pick it up.

If the ghost cries, they carry it
to their lips and soothe it to sleep

with sounds. And yet, they wake it up
deliberately, by tickling with a finger.

Only the young are allowed to suffer
openly. Adults go to a punishment room

with water but nothing to eat.
They lock the door and suffer the noises

alone. No one is exempt
and everyone’s pain has a different smell.

At night, when all the colours die,
they hide in pairs

and read about themselves –
in colour, with their eyelids shut.

UPDATE: My brother was the big Martin Amis fan, and I was familiar with him mainly because I was a fan of Christopher Hitchens, and they were, famously, BFFs, along with Salman and Ian and a couple others. I also paid very VERY close attention to what writers supported Salman Rushdie during the fatwa and which ones wussed out. (Same thing with Charlie Hebdo, but I digress.) But what’s interesting to look back on and remember is just how huge he was, how omnipresent, that even someone like myself – who didn’t specifically follow him – was aware of what he was doing. I read his essays. I remember some of the reviews of his book on Stalin. And the furor he seemed to cause periodically. He had BEEFS with people. All those guys did, sometimes with each other. But what I am struck by is how … the culture, as they say, was so different then – and it was such a short time ago, really. The 1990s. Where there wasn’t some central place for a “discourse” being whipped into a frenzy on a 24-hour news cycle (i.e. Twitter). There were dust-ups and headlines and scandals, but you found out about them the old-fashioned way. Newspapers. And so books came along which seemed to just TAKE OVER. Like Infinite Jest. And you could read a couple of reviews, but you didn’t have the noise of “discourse” in your head. You were just kind of a part of the culture, and so you were aware of things that got big enough for you to be aware of, and you weren’t up-to-the-minute up to date on every mean thought, hot take, fanboy gush, and etc. This was all brought back to me (again, it’s amazing how long ago it feels) when I read Dan Kois’s piece on Slate about Amis, and that famously high advance he got, which made headlines around the world, and even though there wasn’t a Twitter to coalesce around a discourse, there were articles and interviews and shots fired and long pieces quoting every writer on the planet, weighing in on the huge advance, and Amis’ expensive dental work, and … and … and … My point is: I wasn’t even reading Martin Amis’ books at the time but I remember the scandal, I remember following it, because it interested me. It was a time when scandals had to get huge enough to even MAKE IT to people. Twitter is all-scandal all-the-time and then the collective whirls on to the next thing. Anyway, I thought I’d share Kois’ piece because I thought it was good and really captures a certain moment in time and Amis’ dominance in it.

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Heather Armstrong, aka Dooce

I wasn’t going to write about Heather Armstrong (who committed suicide a couple of weeks ago), but then realized I had some stuff to say. Wrote some thoughts on my Substack.

 
 
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103 Years Ago Today: Oscar Micheaux’s Within Our Gates

There’s this really cool site/project called NYC 1920 – a day by day archive of events in NYC exactly 100 years ago. It’s created and edited by a friend of mine, author/scholar/literature professor Jonathan Goldman, whom I met through the boisterous James-Joyce-fans/scholars-and-Modernists-fans-in-general community here in New York. Most entries in NYC 1920 are by Jonathan but he asked me to contribute. So I wrote about filmmaking pioneer Oscar Micheaux’s second film Within Our Gates, which began its 5 day run at the Lincoln Theatre in Harlem on this day. Micheaux had his own studio, he produced over 40 films (which he also wrote and directed), he was in charge of what he put out, he developed products, purchasing material and then developing it. The majority of his films are (sadly) lost.

Here’s my post on NYC 1920 about Micheaux’s Within Our Gates.

Definitely bookmark the site! It’s a pit stop I make every day since it’s laid out in calendar format, and Jonathan digs up the coolest stuff by scouring old newspaper clippings.

 
 
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Review: The Night of the 12th (2023)

I reviewed this extremely effective multiple-Cesar-winning crime/procedural film for Ebert.

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