I’m a bit too busy at the moment. My heart is racing.
Lots of fun last night at Puck Fair. Saw my great old friend Wade from grad school behind the bar … Love that man. We talked and whooped it up, catching up on our lives, laughing hysterically about our classmates. He is a kind soul. He is from Texas. He would wear Stetson hats to our voice class. He was awesome. An awesome friend.
Hung out with Aedin and her friend Dierdre, in from Ireland. Much laughter.
I have a lot on my mind these days. A ton of things I am worrying about. Aedin said I am “dwelling” on things, and she is right. I am like a dog with a bone, when I’m worried about something. So it was good to forget my troubles for a while, have some beer, eat a burger, see an old friend, hang out with a new friend, and not worry about anything.
Stumbled home at 1 in the morning, and had a restless sleep, with a bunch of nightmares. Anxiety-dreams. I have GOT to chill the hell out.
Today is a grey, cool day. My kind of weather.
I need a vacation. I need a couple weeks off where I do nothing but relax. This is ridiculous.
