“If one devalues rationality, the world tends to fall apart.” — Lars von Trier

It’s his birthday today. So … happy (?) birthday to this provocative sometimes-maddening always-fascinating auteur.

Question mark due to the doubt that “happy” has anything to do with the Danish film director, who has been poking the bear from the jump, outraging people (sometimes including myself), and then saying shit that puts him “way beyond the pale” – like his notorious press conference at Cannes which got him banned. If you watch that press conference, he’s got this little smirk on his face as he’s saying the shit about Nazis. I don’t trust him as far as I can throw him. He wasn’t “accidentally” making those comments as a “slip”. He knew they were provocative. It’s why he said them.

He first came to my attention with Breaking the Waves, which every single person in my circle of friends FLIPPED over and I …. really REALLY hated. I don’t normally hate things, so even I was surprised by my reaction. I think the public fawning over it (as I saw it anyway) was partially why I rebelled against it so strongly. And so I was done with Lars von Trier. I proceeded to ignore him for a decade. He came out with films. Everyone talked about them. I ignored it all. (By the way: if your opinions have never changed over the years … you scare me.) I wasn’t working as a film critic back then so I felt no obligation to “keep up” with anything that irritated me so MIGHTILY as the guy who directed Breaking the Waves. There were plenty of other directors I loved and admired. He just wasn’t one of them.

Then … I saw Melancholia at the New York Film Festival (by that point I was working as a film critic), and …

I was flattened. Melancholia spoke to me in a way few films have … and it’s strange, but I didn’t get my proper psychiatric diagnosis until two years later, but I was already struggling – MIGHTILY – by 2011 (and had struggled since I was a kid). It was no longer even a crisis (in my mind anyway): this was just how I lived, how I saw the world, and I couldn’t make anyone understand. I couldn’t describe what it felt like. John Keats’ poem on melancholy helped. That Sylvia Plath poem where she describes what her son must see when he looks up at her from his crib: a “ceiling without a star”. That comes close to it. Emily Dickinson’s “slant of light”. These are all things which help to explain the experience – the experience which is beyond words.

Then came Melancholia. Not only is the story of a rogue planet on a crash collision course with Earth a perfect metaphor for what the approach of madness actually feels like – this is the thing sane people just can’t “get” because they are sane! – but on a more earth-bound level (heh), it’s almost a clarion call of respect for those who suffer – respect, not pity – because those who suffer are better able to face reality, the “melancholic” are WAY better equipped to face catastrophe than sane people. I mean, there’s not even a contest. Tennessee Williams’ plays are all about this: the “sensitivies”, the “fragiles”, the “broken” … they’re the strong ones. They’re the ones unafraid to face the truth of the matter. The healthy ones cringe and close their eyes.

Here’s what LVT had to say about “melancholy”:

“True values entail suffering. That’s the way we think. All in all, we tend to view melancholia as more true. We prefer music and art to contain a touch of melancholia. So melancholia in itself is a value. Unhappy and unrequited love is more romantic than happy love. For we don’t think that’s completely real, do we?…Longing is true. It may be that there’s no truth at all to long for, but the longing itself is true. Just like pain is true. We feel it inside. It’s part of our reality.”

Sane people believe the world is logical. And they call US delusional. And so logical people refuse to accept harsh reality, they push it away, saying “No No, this can’t be true.” Just like Charlotte Gainsbourg, the “stable” sister does in Melancholia. So responsible, so capable, she falls apart when the end of the world arrives. While Kirsten Dunst’s character, debilitated by depression, stares unblinkingly at the catastrophe and even – in one stunning scene – welcomes it, seduces it.

Melancholia is worth it for the insights provided in that scene alone. I don’t know if anybody is ready to listen. It’s a dangerous truth, which is why it is so rarely spoken. Nobody wants to hear the truth, that madness is sometimes preferable to sanity. That welcoming it is the only option.

The other psychological insight of the film, and the one that really matters, is: Those of us who have been drenched in psychological catastrophe since childhood, know how to accept – and endure – reality. You will just have to trust the word of the insane on this one. When things fall apart, come find the sufferers, come find the people you’ve been irritated by and have been telling to “cheer up” for 20 years. We won’t be freaked out at all when shit goes down. We’ve endured far worse in our own heads.

This is the element of Melancholia that REALLY got to me, and I suppose healthier people would think it’s a dangerous message. Like, don’t let anyone tell you there’s ANYTHING good about “melancholia”. It’s UNHEALTHY to admit that mania is sometimes fun. It’s DANGEROUS to think mood swings are sometimes productive. And etc. But Melancholia says: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, you healthy happy people have an easier time of it, but when the chips are down, when shit gets real … WE will be the ones who can face it. You will disintegrate. Your world view is WRONG. You have ALWAYS been wrong.

It’s not a particularly socially acceptable viewpoint, but … I fucking RELATE to it.

To say Melancholia changed my mind about Lars von Trier is a bit too simplistic. I still don’t care for Breaking the Waves. And there are aspects of his work I find extremely irritating. But I now understand he is a great artist. And like a lot of great artists, he is a complicated and not-always-great human being. (Who is always great, though? Please. Introduce me to that paragon because I’ve never met one.)

I have to come to things in my own way and in my own time.

I find consensus-driven thinking stifling. And always have. It’s why I quit Girl Scouts the day they had us make duffel bags and we were all supposed to be excited. I just felt my own difference too strongly and I couldn’t “fake” excitement. So I walked. I was 10. So consensus around people I’m “supposed” to like – or not like – just does not work on me.

I will make up my own mind. There are those who despise Lars von Trier. I get it. I was that person too.

I changed my mind. I went into Melancholia resistant – an important thing to remember, considering the strength of my response to it. I didn’t grudgingly concede anything to the film. I unabashedly loved it. And I continue to love it. Other people loathe it. I find it glorious, and funny and almost uplifting. Like, I get it. This is madness told from the inside.

I’ve written a couple of things about Melancholia, the first the review I wrote when it premiered at NYFF.

I also wrote about it in The Dissolve’s list of the 50 Best Films of the Decade So far (sadly, The Dissolve – a fantastic cultural site – has vanished from the internet). Here’s what I wrote about Melancholia:

In 1621, scholar Robert Burton published The Anatomy Of Melancholy, a mammoth study of the malady, in which he wrote: “And from these melancholy dispositions no man living is free, no Stoick, none so wise, none so happy, none so patient, so generous, so godly, so divine, that can vindicate himself… more or less, some time or other, he feels the smart of it. Melancholy in this sense is the character of Mortality.” Such a grand topic requires a grand film, and Lars von Trier’s Melancholia is an audacious masterpiece, operatic in scope and tone (and soundtrack: The film starts with a surreal prologue underscored by Wagner’s Tristan and Isolde.) Early on in Melancholia, Justine (Kirsten Dunst), in her fluffy wedding dress, stops and stares up into the night sky. She asks her sister Claire (Charlotte Gainsbourg), “What star is that?” It’s actually a planet on a collision course with Earth. Justine’s depression prepares her for mortality better than the stable Claire, who falls apart. In one of the most gorgeous scenes in the film, Justine goes out at night and lies naked in the grass, luxuriating in the bright glow of the oncoming planet. There has rarely been a better depiction of the siren call of melancholy. And so despite its grim fatalism, Melancholia puts into images an experience so difficult to describe that even great writers falter. “There it is,” the film says. “That’s what it’s like.”

I also posted something about it on Twitter back in 2018, and it generated such a discussion over there – mostly from people who hadn’t seen it and then saw it because of my recommendation – that I opened up a thread over here to continue the discussion. It’s a great one!

Then I reviewed his truly wacky and truly audacious (words fail) two-part erotic-intellectual manifesto, Nymphomaniac, Vol. 1 and Vol. 2.

The movie is everything at once: smart and silly, pretentious and simple, erotic and gross. After all of it, after watching both films … that last scene blew my hair back. I still think about it.

And I loved House That Jack Built, the movie deemed too controversial to be allowed in theatres, the movie people erupted in outrage over without having seen it … and where it was considered socially unacceptable to even SEE it, let alone have any reaction to it other than pearl-clutching horror. Fuck that. I thought it was amazing. Dillon gives one of his best performances in years, I wanted Uma Thurman to get SOME kind of award for her one scene alone, and it was also quite funny, in such a weird deadpan way.

Back in the day, with Breaking the Waves, I was so irritated at Lars von Trier’s views of women. Yeah, well, I was younger then. I get it now.

A humorous exchange around the time Nymphomaniac came out: at a film critic party, a younger 20-something male, who had barely let me get a word in edgewise as he talked AT me about the horrors of misogyny (being a good ally, you understand) – told me how offended he was by Lars von Trier’s misogyny. This guy was so sure of himself, so sure that I – the poor woman afflicted by such a harsh society (these guys truly don’t realize how Victorian they are in sensibility) – would be so GRATEFUL that I had an ALLY in my fight against nasty mean old Lars von Trier – that he looked totally dumbfounded when I said, “Misogynistic? Really? I don’t think he’s a misogynist at all! Why do you say that?” (I didn’t go to acting school for nothing. I played dumb. Like I had never before heard that critique. Like I had never once felt the same way myself. Like, I was TRULY surprised to hear him say those words.) This poor guy literally had no idea what to do. I suppose he could write me off as “retro” or “unenlightened” because I’m older, but I hope it at LEAST made him feel a little less secure in his hyped-up look-at-me-be-a-great-ally attitude, and hopefully a little bit more hesitant the next time he feels like lecturing a woman about who is or is not a misogynist.

People always talk about how they “feel seen” by this or that story, and how important it is to “feel seen” by something happening onscreen. It’s important. And no one, male or female, has expressed the experience of mental illness and madness and depression – visually or otherwise – the way he did in Melancholia – in a way where I felt “seen.”

He still irritates me sometimes. He says some stupid thing and everyone gets mad and I roll my eyes, thinking, “Oh, come ON, Lars.”

But all of that is fine and really beside the point. I’m here for the art, after all. Lars von Trier has earned my undivided attention.

I’m going to end with a quote from the great Chantal Akerman. Very gratifying to hear what she has to say. She echoes my thoughts about Lars von Trier and women:

Lars von Trier is very, very, very clever about women. He gives the woman a space that I don’t know any filmmaker does. Because in Breaking The Waves, protagonist Emily Watson is the Christ. Which man is doing that? I don’t know any man giving that space to a woman. No one.

Take THAT you self-satisfied “feminist” manboy.

“My films are about ideals that clash with the world. Every time it’s a man in the lead, they have forgotten about the ideals. And every time it’s a woman in the lead, they take the ideals all the way.” — Lars von Trier
 
 
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“A woman came up to me after one of the screenings with tears pouring down her face and sobbed, You’ve defined my entire life for me on the screen.” –Jill Clayburgh

This was part of a larger series. I would throw a name at Mitchell, ask him to describe that person in “one word” and then we would discuss. Here’s our discussion on Jill Clayburgh, whose birthday it is today.

SOM: One word.

MF: Awkward.

You know I have this whole thing about the 70s, and 70s filmmaking and 70s actresses. Jill Clayburgh, in much the same way Diane Keaton was, was so awkward. Even when she was playing women who were successful, she was still always a little bit awkward and unsure. She was this beautiful woman who wasn’t a knockout, she was a successful woman who wasn’t always competent. I think my favorite Jill Clayburgh movie is Starting Over with Burt Reynolds. It’s marvelous.

MF: Jill Clayburgh got to be famous in a very brief window of time that was tied to women’s liberation. She wasn’t famous for very long although she continued to work. She made An Unmarried Woman, and Starting Over, she played the first fictional woman on the Supreme Court in First Monday in October.

MF: She got to play grownups. She didn’t have to play child-brides or coquettish victims. She got to play grownup women with all of their power and neuroses intact, and not many people had that. Even Jane Fonda had to start as a sex kitten. Diane Keaton got to do it. The thing with Diane Keaton, of course, is that – not to take anything away from Diane Keaton – but she was Woody Allen‘s muse –

SOM: And Warren Beatty’s. She was tied to the two most powerful men in Hollywood at the time.

MF: She reaped the benefits of her incredibly interesting love life. Not that she didn’t deserve those parts, or that she slept her way to the top, but that the collaboration, emotionally, sexually, professionally, was fabulous, and she did it the way a man would do it. And she didn’t get shit for it. Like, “Look at Diane Keaton fucking to get a part.” She earned it. But that’s what Jill Clayburgh represents to me: the 70s woman. Diane Keaton, Jill Clayburgh, Jane Fonda… They got to play grownups. As the 80s came, and suddenly blockbusters came, and we had Tom Cruise, and Risky Business, suddenly an actress as beautiful and skilled as Rebecca De Mornay has to be a sex kitten for a horny teenager. We went backwards. Imagine if Rebecca De Mornay had become famous in the 70s. Imagine the roles she would have gotten.

MF: Jill Clayburgh escaped that. She started in the theatre, she was in the original Pippin, she comes up on my Shuffle every once in a while. And then she went back to the theatre, basically.

SOM: I loved seeing her in Bridesmaids.

MF: She’s so good and so real. It’s so sad that she passed away, in so many ways. Because, of course she’s playing Kristen Wiig‘s mother. Of course she is.

MF: In some ways, the character that Kristen Wiig is playing is the daughter of the neurotic “I hope I’m getting this right” character that Clayburgh played in the 70s. There’s a continuum there that I think is really great in Bridesmaids, and it would have been interesting to see her have that opportunity to play that in more dramatic parts. You know, play the mother of the daughter that she raised, in the Hollywood sense. There’s a daughter in An Unmarried Woman, and it would be interesting to see: where is she right now? How did her parents’ divorce and her mother’s response to it affect her life? It’d be interesting. One of the things I love about Catherine Deneuve‘s career is that she’s continuing to play interesting women who are the older versions of the women that we loved from her when she was younger.

MF: So many of Deneuve’s films are about what it must have been like to be such a beautiful woman. It is a part of her character. In France, they still revere her, and they revere women of a certain age, and in America we don’t. Jill Clayburgh wasn’t Rebecca DeMornay or Tawny Kitaen or Kelly LeBrock. She was a grownup woman playing grownup women, but after that brief window of time in the 70s, there was only room for Meryl Streep.

MF: Meryl Streep or Glenn Close but Glenn Close was sort of asexual in a lot of ways. She was either a sexual threat or she had no sex whatsoever. Except for the golden age of Hollywood when the studios made “women’s pictures”, there’s very little room for the female movie star.

MF: In a world that caters to blockbuster fan-boys, using the Kelly LeBrocks of the industry … in that world, there’s no place for Jill Clayburgh.

 
 
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“Political satire became obsolete when Henry Kissinger was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize.” — Tom Lehrer

It’s his birthday today.

Tom Lehrer was a staple in our household. Just like the Raunch Hands were. We had a Tom Lehrer songbook and we’d play it on the piano. I had no context for him. It was like my equal love around the same time of Max Shulman, another “relic” from the generation before, whom I tripped over by accident and adored. All that Cold War paranoia etc. I still understood something about that, Evil Empire “Star Wars”, etc. These people were MAD magazine people, still a force to be reckoned with at the time. I was drawn to the vibe just naturally, in the same way I was naturally drawn to P.J. O’Rourke later, without really connecting the dots. I was a child of the 80s and their anti-establishment nothing-is-sacred satire was in the air I breathed. I didn’t know Tom Lehrer’s background , but I loved his clever funny songs. “New Math”. Still cracks me up. I didn’t understand every reference but I certainly understood the objects of his mockery.

Which leads me to …

It was a tradition where I went to high school that the junior class would put on a variety show every year. It was meant to bond the class together ahead of the senior year. The show was student-organized, student-directed, with very little administration interference (can you believe this? Like, they did not oversee us and all kinds of insanely inappropriate things happened on that stage!) Its purpose was sound, though. The show was definitely a bonding agent for the class. We had to work together. Nobody was rejected. You want to come on and do a juggling act or a mime act? Go for it. Two of my good friends, Beth and Anne, were the emcees.

We wrote skits and sketches. There were lip synch re-creations of MTV music videos. People dressed up as the teachers, we lampooned the administration, etc. There were musical interludes where kids from the band would play songs. A couple of girls did soulful duets.

I made a bold move on my own to sing a solo. My friend Peter accompanied me on piano. My song was not soulful. I did not, for example, sing the theme from Ice Castles. I chose to sing Tom Lehrer’s gleefully sarcastic anti-war song “So Long, Mom (I’m off to drop the bomb)”. I wore camo pants, combat boots and a military jacket. I marched onstage waving an American flag.

Who the hell did I think I was??

I belted out those crazy funny lyrics with maximum bombast and patriotic fervor. Did I even know what I was saying? Well, in the specifics, no, i.e.

While we’re attacking frontally
Watch Brinkally and Huntally
Describing contrapuntally
The cities we have lost

I mean, okay? But what?

But the rest of it? I knew exactly what he was saying. I lived in fear of war and nuclear winter. Sign of the times. So I belted out lines like

I’ll look for you when the war is over
An hour and a half from now

with rage powered by razzle dazzle jazz hands. And big exaggerated military salutes.

I brought down the house. I was very proud, especially since – I won’t lie – I had a couple of insecure moments backstage, holding my flag, wearing my camo, surrounded by girls in frilly mini skirts and heels, practicing their dance moves … wondering uneasily if I was way too out on a limb all by myself. The other girls all looked so pretty and cute! Whereas I …

Here’s the man himself, singing it:

I got the message.

Don’t believe the bullshit. Interrogate the propaganda coming at you from all sides. Resist it as hard as you can. Make fun of it. Be loud. Be smart about it. Upholding the status quo and submitting to consensus thinking is for control-freaks and scared bores. At the very least, question everything. Puncture the self-serious. ROAST them. If something feels like bullshit, it probably is. Resist the group. Very important lessons for a teenage kid!

Thanks for the music, Tom Lehrer. Thanks for your satirical bite. I “got it” at 15 and I’m the better for it.

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“When I started counting my blessings, my whole life turned around.” — Willie Nelson

“Ninety-nine percent of the world’s lovers are not with their first choice. That’s what makes the jukebox play.” – Willie Nelson

Legend.

It’s his birthday today.

I will never ever forget his performance of “America the Beautiful” in the telethon on September 21, 2001. The date alone says it all.

It was heartbreaking to watch this then, when I was traumatized by what I had seen and experienced that day, and where I could see what I still call the hole in the sky out my bedroom window. But it’s even more heartbreaking to watch this now.

^^Photo by yours truly

I saw him in 2017 at Outlaw Fest, and it was such a thrill. One of the things that was a revelation, seeing him live, was the distinct jazz-like riffing quality of his guitar playing. His guitar speaks. It provides a counter to whatever is going on in the melody or in Willie’s voice. It has its own conversation going on, meditative, dreamy. Whatever is happening with the guitar is, of course, the melody – but it is a fractured prismatic version of it: Willie’s VOICE is the melody. It was unbelievable experiencing this live. It’s like he’s doing a DUET with the guitar.

This is one of the greatest Tweets/Pictures I’ve ever seen.

I also want to point your way towards Waiting for the Miracle to Come, a film directed by Lian Lunson, starring Willie Nelson and Charlotte Rampling. The film was shot on Willie Nelson’s ranch in Texas. Willie sings a song written by Bono (who executive produced the film) over the end credits. Soundtrack is also available. I interviewed Lian about Waiting for the Miracle to Come here – and there’s a great Willie Nelson/Bono anecdote included.

I’ll end, though, with a poignant tender duet he did with Dolly Parton for his album of duets in 2014. She had already recorded it, and she wrote it with Kris Kristoffersen – evidence I think of Willie’s humility. It’s so beautiful, so heart-achey.

I love Willie Nelson. I feel like I have to prepare myself for the next phase. Because it’s coming. I can’t imagine the American landscape without him being there. This obviously isn’t a career overview: I’ve written about him quite a bit, what he and Waylon Jennings did for country music – exploding the establishment and basically becoming establishment – how he continues to forget his own path. So many amazing songs (and films).

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It’s (not) a beautiful day in the neighborhood …

Michael, the “star” of a couple of pieces I’ve written here has a movie hitting streaming called Monkey’s Magic Merry-Go-Round (which … lol). I don’t post about all the cool shit he does, because I’ve got my own cool shit to deal with … but I DID thank Michael in the acknowledgements section of my Frankenstein book (along with a lot of other people), because we started out as young actors together, supporting each other in whatever cool shit the other one was doing and … somehow … we just kept doing that. To this day.So this is fun because he’s acting again, not writing or directing. The trailer is hilarious, perhaps because I know him – I was in tears the first time I watched it – him strolling around singing, etc. Mr. Rogers tormented by the puppets in the Land of Make-Believe? It looks scary too. I can’t wait!

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“I don’t cook and I don’t care.” — Ann-Margret

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Ann-Margret entertaining US troops in Vietnam, 1966

Today is Ann-Margret’s birthday. Her autobiography, Ann-Margret: My Story is wonderful. What a career. And it’s still unfolding. There are so many classic scenes. Tommy. Carnal Knowledge.

Of course, too, there is the Elvis connection and that is what I will write about today, although there are so many other phases to her extraordinary career. These are edited re-posts on Viva Las Vegas, the one film she did with Elvis. One of his best, partially because of her presence, and their onscreen chemistry. In a perfect world, the two of them would have made 5 or 6 movies together, instead of just the one.

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More on Viva Las Vegas – and him, and her – below the jump:

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2026 Shakespeare Reading Project: Julius Caesar

My progress:
Shakespeare Reading Project
Henry VI, parts 1, 2, 3 and Richard III
Two Gentlemen of Verona
The Taming of the Shrew
Titus Andronicus
The Comedy of Errors
Love’s Labour’s Lost
Romeo & Juliet
A Midsummer Night’s Dream
Richard II
King John
The Merchant of Venice
Henry IV, Part 1
Henry IV, Part 2
The Merry Wives of Windsor
Much Ado About Nothing
Henry V

Julius Caesar

If King John should have been called “Three Mothers and One Illegitimate Man,” then Julius Caesar should be called “Brutus”. Caesar is assassinated at the halfway mark, and except for his Ghost, we never see him again. Brutus is the center of the play, morally and emotionally. He is the least “clear” of the characters, the one most privately tormented by his actions, the one with an interior life. He has to be convinced to join the conspiracy, and Cassius plays him like a violin – “seduces” him, which Cassius does deliberately, using the word. Brutus is not easily flattered – he’s man of moral upstanding, not really given to outward displays of emotion (see his botched oratory at Caesar’s funeral), but Cassius’ arguments do flatter him. Cassius’ tactic is, at first, “You are so wonderful, I wish you could see yourself the way others see you.” This would be difficult for most people to resist. The first two acts of the play involve the seduction of Brutus.

Brutus lives by a code. He has specific ideas about how the world should work. People like this, unfortunately, are often more susceptible to whispering seduction than those who are independent loosey-goosey. People don’t join cults. They join groups who share their strong beliefs about how the world should work. Brutus believes in abstract concepts like honor. He turns himself inside out to justify the murder of Caesar, he says he cares more about Rome than he cares about Caesar. He totally identifies himself with Rome. We can see what happens when someone totally identifies themselves – their whole world and persona – with a political cause or political group.

We know things are going wrong when Brutus starts referring to himself in the third person, like Caesar did. Brutus has been all “I” “I” “I”, and confidently so, but after Caesar’s death the third person creeps in. In order for Brutus to be “in politics”, he needs to kill the part of himself who knows who he is. His wife Portia feels this too. He has shut her out. This is one of the few good marriages in Shakespeare’s plays. You feel the love they have for each other. Brutus’ tenderness towards Lucius – his child servant – is also truly touching.

Julius Caesar is relatively short, compared to Shakespeare’s other works, and the language is noticeably different than anything in any other of his plays. There are almost whole entire scenes where the language is monosyllabic. It’s striking! It sounds weird and “other”. Perhaps this was Shakespeare’s idea of how ancient Romans spoke, and maybe they did speak like that, who knows … but the overall effect is very strange in a way that serves the play. The language is appropriate for blunt feelings and actions, and also a language where interiority has no place – or, at least, the language is not built to express ambivalence. Brutus murmurs his interiority late at night to himself, and Antony the extrovert blasts out his feelings during HIS funeral oration, in marked contrast to Brutus’ abstract rhetorical speech. In Antony’s speech, something else – something informal, something primal – – is allowed to speak.

You could say that in Antony’s speech, he is consciously playing the crowd, manipulating them: he knows they are fickle and easily swayed (he’s right: no matter who’s screaming at the podium, they scream back in agreement). Antony is also furious at what has been done, and is already plotting his revenge. Antony goes out there, knowing what he wants to accomplish, but his words are not just crowd manipulation. Brutus and the conspirators don’t stand a chance against Antony’s powerful eloquence.

When you watch Marlon Brando do the speech in the 1953 film … you see the real feeling powering those manipulative brilliant words. By the end of the speech, Brando is drenched in sweat – real sweat, you watch it appear on his face in real time, and he’s clearly on the verge of losing his voice. Brando uses the repetition built in – all of those “Brutus is an honorable man” – each time he hits them, they’re different, the ditch of the speech gets larger and larger. He’s using the words to do what he wants them to do, while pouring in complexity and real feeling. The whole “Marlon Brando mumbled” thing is stupid. No, he didn’t. He didn’t mumble in Streetcar. He doesn’t mumble here, either. I also have to point out what Brando does with the penultimate line: “when comes such another?” His voices rises, and he elongates the vowels into a scream: “when comes such anOOOOTHEEER”. Goosebumps.

The speech is all cut up in pieces on YouTube – the whole thing has to be about 15 minutes long:

Surrounded by classically trained heavy-hitters like James Mason and John Gielgud – who are both excellent and so fun to watch – Brando strolls in with slicked-down hair, a toga and sandals, and he seems like … he actually LIVES there. He shocked everyone at the time, and the hoity-toits were like, “This is an OUTRAGE.” He worked hard. He listened to tapes of Shakespearean actors saying the speech, he paid close attention to Gielgud, whose prosody/pantameter was immaculate, who also had played Mark Antony onstage. He talked to Gielgud, he asked for advice. I found this absolutely charming little conversation between Dick Cavett and John Gielgud about Brando in Julius Caesar:

I am not an expert at ALL, but one of the things about Shakespeare which takes getting used to is that the thought is IN the line. I think Olivier said that? I can’t remember. George Bernard Shaw had a lengthy correspondence with celebrated actress Ellen Terry, and in a discussion about Shakespeare, Shaw wrote: “Play to the lines, through the lines, but never between the lines. There simply isn’t time for it.” The thought is in the line, follow the punctuation, stay on beat, and there’s the thought. This isn’t the case with modern plays. With other scripts, you need your backstory and subtext. A well-placed pause can be very eloquent, but rarely in Shakespeare.

There is such a thing as talent. I won’t discount it. Brando just knew “how to work” – he had technique, he had been on Broadway, he knew. He was not precious with himself, he got Gielgud on tape saying the speech so he could hear how a legend would do it. Technique means you do what’s necessary to sneak your way in to a role or a theatrical context and you have lots of tools at your disposal, not just one or two tools.

Watching John Gielgud or Richard Burton or Lawrence Olivier “do” Shakespeare shows how you don’t really need to ADD much. What you need is there on the page. I am sorry I wasn’t alive to ever see Ralph Richardsom in action – his Falstaff was legendary – although his performances in The Heiress and Long Day’s Journey Into Night provide more than enough evidence of his uncanny vocal power. And with him, it might have been a trick, it might not have been, it really doesn’t matter: the voice went straight to his soul.

Manipulating the voice to bring out the text is a skill, especially since the language is amazingly fast! If you’re used to doing modern plays and suddenly you’re doing Shakespeare, you’re going to be tossed around in a whirlwind. You don’t have time to “set up” an emotional moment in between lines. You can’t keep up. “Listening and talking” takes on a whole different meaning in these plays. “Listening talking” is built into the language already. Don’t slow shit down. Like Shaw said, “There simply isn’t time for it.”

All of this is to say: in the “friends, Romans, countrymen” speech, Brando’s emotion is IN the line. One could never look at the performance and say “He’s singing the language”, but he is doing what the language demands, and he is doing it without complicating it. Emotion/thought is in the line. Also, what he’s doing is very CLEAN, and yet he sacrifices none of the emotion required.

Antony takes up less space in the narrative than Brutus and Cassius. They all take up more space than Caesar does. Antony exits the narrative mostly after his oration until he roars back at the end. Interesting what is missing here: there’s a lot of reference to how much Caesar loved Brutus. Brutus was Caesar’s “angel”. But except for a small moment in the opening, we barely them together. This seemingly central relationship does not exist in the text. We just have to take everyone’s word for it!

Cassius is not exactly Iago in his manipulations because there’s understandable motivation behind Cassius’ behavior, he knows he needs Brutus to “legitimize” the assassination. He must soften Brutus up. Still, there is a Iago-like sense of Cassius corrupting the pure. Brutus is too naive be in politics, probably. Politics are dirty. Brutus is Jimmy Carter. Brutus treats Antony with generosity, giving Antony permission to speak at Caesar’s funeral. Cassius balks, pulling him aside to say “I don’t think that’s a good idea.” And – as we have just discussed – it was NOT a good idea.

Hamlet is coming down the pike for Shakespeare, and Brutus – insomniac suicidal Brutus – does feel like an early version of Hamlet, but there are also elements of Macbeth/Lady Macbeth in there, the guilt, the sleeplessness – and the other spooky things Shakespeare is getting more comfortable exploring: ghosts, madness, visions. Julius Caesar is one of the most supernatural of Shakespeare’s plays thus far, and until we get to The Tempest. The Soothsayer’s warning is just the tip of the iceberg. Brutus’ wife Portia feels the dread to a prescient degree. She knows something isn’t right. Calpurnia has prophetic dreams, and begs Caesar not to go the Senate that day. (The women, of course, have intuition the men lack). Nature itself has gone berserk: Thunderstorms. Lightning. A lion is seen in the Capitol. An owl is seen during the day. Comets whizz through the sky. (Shakespeare uses “whizz”, which I assumed was a very modern word but … I guess it’s not!)

The play lays out such a stark conscious difference between day and night. There’s a clock striking one, two, three … never mind the anachronism. We are marching towards the Ides of March. When it’s night, you feel the darkness, the shadows, the comets whizzing by above. The first three acts take place in a 24-hour period, and with each scene darkness descends even further. The scene where the conspirators show up at Brutus’ house at 2 o’clock in the morning is one of the most chilling scenes in Shakespeare. They’re hiding their faces “even in darkness”, clustered at Brutus’ door.

In grad school, I took a “classics” class with Doug Moston, whom I paid tribute to in my first year of this here blog. GREAT class. Moston’s dad was Murray Moston (the guy who got his hand blown off in Taxi Driver, the subway token-taker in After Hours), and Moston didn’t even graduate high school, I don’t think, but he was a deeply learned guy and a GREAT teacher. He was the one who organized publication of Shakespeare’s first folio in facsimile (I still have my copy). He taught us how to read it, he made us play scenes FROM it, he handed out rolls of paper (“roles”) with only YOUR lines on it and had us play from that, because that’s how it used to be done. He taught us about how Shakespeare put everything in the language because there weren’t elaborate stage directions. The most elaborate he got was “Exeunt, pursued by a bear” – perhaps the greatest single stage direction in theatrical history.

So, to use an obvious example, if the scene takes place at night, then the characters will talk about how it’s night. This is where “O I am slain” comes from. It’s a clue to the actor about what is happening, and it’s all in the lines people say. One exercise I won’t forget: Doug handed out sides, randomly assigned us each a part, and had us read it out loud. Don’t worry about acting it, just read. The scene was Act II, scene i, of Julius Caesar, the conspiracy scene. He had us read this:

CASSIUS:
This is Trebonius.

BRUTUS:
He is welcome hither.

CASSIUS:
This, Decius Brutus.

BRUTUS:
He is welcome too.

CASSIUS:
This, Casca; this, Cinna;
And this, Metellus Cimber.

BRUTUS:
They are all welcome.
What watchful cares do interpose themselves
Betwixt your eyes and night?

Pretty straightforward. Introductions being made. But Doug had us listen carefully, to close our eyes. Because yes, there’s the thing happening in the scene, but he didn’t want us to get distracted by the acting. He wanted us to hear what Shakespeare was doing with the language.

Read it out loud and notice the frequency of the letter “s” – not just in the introductions – although that’s where it’s most obvious – but in the scene overall. Everyone’s name has an “s” in it. When you hear the language (it’s only perceivable when you hear it out loud), disregard the words they’re saying … all you really hear is “ssssssss”. The SOUND of the scene is whispered gossip. “Psst”. “Psst.” “Psst.” “Whissssper …” “Whisssper”. It also sounds like snakes hissing, and we’ve already heard Brutus mention an adder and Caesar compared to a serpent’s egg.

Theatrically, “S” is a sound that carries. If people whisper over the water cooler and don’t want to be overheard, they should stick to vowel sounds: “o” or “e” don’t carry across space, but an “S” will ricochet across a room as though there is a megaphone attached to it. In a theatre, this is even more true.

The ACTION of the scene – what the characters are DOING (conspiring to assassinate someone in a secret meeting) – is IN the language. Ssssssssss … the whisper of conspiracy.

This post is all over the place. I am not a scholar! But this is what comes up for me with Julius Caesar.

Quotes on the play

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“When April’s here and meadows wide …” — Jessie Redmon Fauset

“Better the wound forever seeking balm
Than this gray calm!”
–Jessie Redmon Fauset, from “Dead Fires”

Jessie Redmon Fauset, whose birthday it is today, was a “forgotten writer” for many years, after her heyday in the 20s and 30s. Her work was resurrected by feminist academics and scholars in the 1970s, after which awareness of her has risen (complete with full biographies and critical studies of the groundbreaking aspects of her work at the time when she was writing it).

She was born into poverty in 1882. I believe Fauset’s mother died when Fauset was young, but not before the importance of education was communicated to the child. Fauset was valedictorian of her mostly-white high school class. She set her sights on Bryn Mawr but was rejected due to her race. Cornell, however, accepted this promising young student. At Cornell, she studied classical languages, and then got a Master’s in French from the University of Pennsylvania. Fluent to the point where she was bilingual, she visited France often, and translated many black European and African authors into English for the first time.

She taught French at a prestigious and exclusive black high school in Washington D.C. (where poet Anne Spencer was the librarian for 20 years – post about Spencer here. The two knew one another, were colleagues, members of the NAACP: there’s probably a good story about their friendship!) During the ‘teens of the 20th century, Fauset taught for the school year and spent summer vacations in France, studying at Le Sorbonne, or visiting France’s colonies in Africa.

Fauset joined the NAACP and – in around 1917-1918 – she started contributing to the organization’s magazine, The Crisis, founded by W.E.B. DuBois. Fauset’s op-eds, poems, essays, journalism, etc. so impressed DuBois he offered her the editor-ship of the entire magazine. She accepted. DuBois asked Fauset to move to New York and she did, placing herself at the vibrant center of the Harlem Renaissance. She was a major figure. She basically “discovered” Langston Hughes. Hughes wrote:

“Jessie Fauset at The Crisis, Charles Johnson at Opportunity, and Alain Locke in Washington were the three people who midwifed the so-called New Negro literature into being. Kind and critical—but not too critical for the young—they nursed us along until our books were born.”

Most of the Black writers she championed had zero experience in being published anywhere. She was often the first editor they encountered. So she was nurturing, but also exacting. In this fashion, she was a great mentor to not only Hughes, but Claude McKay (post about him here), Countee Cullen (post about him here), Jean Toomer (post about him here), her former colleague Anne Spencer. Fauset served as editor from 1919 to 1926.

At the SAME time, she co-founded and edited a popular children’s magazine called Brownie’s Book (you can read more about Brownie’s Book at my friend Jonathan’s site NY 1920).

Fauset eventually got another teaching gig at a high school in the Bronx, where she taught French and Latin for 20 years. She also wrote 4 novels in the 1920s and 1930s; novels which took place mostly among the Black middle-class (an unheard-of ‘category’ in literature at the time.) The hierarchy of skin color in the Black community was one of her main themes, but she also addressed feminism, economics, as well as what it was like to be part of the generation whose parents and grandparents had been slaves. There can’t be a bigger generation gap than that.

Her first novel, There Is Confusion, was rejected by a publisher (white, of course), whose comment was “white readers just don’t expect negroes to be like this”. The title of the book came from a poignant and troubling line from Tennyson’s “The Lotos-eaters”:

There is confusion worse than death,
Trouble on trouble, pain on pain–

If you want to learn more about this amazingly learned pioneer, in researching this piece I stumbled upon this essay in The New Yorker, which is well worth checking out.

Here are two of her poems, as well as an excerpt from There is Confusion.

Dead Fires

If this is peace, this dead and leaden thing,
Then better far the hateful fret, the sting.
Better the wound forever seeking balm
Than this gray calm!

Is this pain’s surcease? Better far the ache,
The long-drawn dreary day, the night’s white wake,
Better the choking sigh, the sobbing breath
Than passion’s death!

Rondeau

When April’s here and meadows wide
Once more with spring’s sweet growths are pied
I close each book, drop each pursuit,
And past the brook, no longer mute,
I joyous roam the countryside.

Look, here the violets shy abide
And there the mating robins hide—
How keen my sense, how acute,
When April’s here!

And list! down where the shimmering tide
Hard by that farthest hill doth glide,
Rise faint strains from shepherd’s flute,
Pan’s pipes and Berecyntian lute.
Each sight, each sound fresh joys provide
When April’s here.

Excerpt from her first novel There Is Confusion (notice how she gets an entire world and its context and its generation gap into her specific description of one young man’s journey):

But alas for poor Joel! His idea of greatness and his Mammy’s were totally at variance. The kind of greatness he had envisaged had been that which gets one before the public eye, which makes one a leader of causes, a “man among men.” He loved such phrases! At night the little boy in the tiny half-story room in that tiny house in Virginia picked out the stories of Napoleon, Lincoln and Garrison, all white men, it is true; but Lincoln had been poor and Napoleon unknown and yet they had risen to the highest possible state. At least he could rise to comparative fame. And when he was older and came to know of Frederick Douglass and Toussaint l’Ouverture, he knew if he could but burst his bonds he, too, could write his name in glory.

This was no selfish wish. If he wanted to be great he also wanted to do it honestly and faithfully, the things that bring greatness. He was to that end dependable and thorough in all that he did, but even as a boy he used to feel a sick despair,–he had so much against him. His color, his poverty, meant nothing to his ardent heart; those were nature’s limitations, placed deliberately about one, he could see dimly, to try one’s strength on. But that he should have a father broken and sickened by slavery who lingered on and on! That after that father’s death the little house should burn down!

He was fifteen when that happened and he and his mother both went to work in the service of Harvey Carter, a wealthy Virginian, whose wife entertained on a large scale. It was here that Joel learned from an expert chef how to cook. His wages were small even for those days, but still he contrived to save, for he had set his heart on attending a black seminary. Some day he would be a minister, a man with a great name and a healing tongue. These were the dreams he dreamed as he basted Mrs. Carter’s chickens or methodically mixed salad dressing.

His mother knew his ideas and loved them with such a fine, if albeit uncomprehending passion and belief, that in grateful return he made her the one other consideration of his life, weaving unconsciously about himself a web of such loyalty and regard for her that he could not have broken through it if he would. Her very sympathy defeated his purpose. So that when she, too, fell ill on a day with what seemed for years an incurable affection, Joel shut his teeth and put his frustrated plans behind him.

“Sometimes I think no matter how one is born, no matter how one acts, there is something out of gear with one somewhere, and that must be changed. Life at its best is a grand corrective.” — Jessie Redmon Fauset

 
 
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“I have been done in by both men and women. I don’t have any preference.” — Anita Loos

“I’ve had my best times trailing a Mainbocher evening gown across a sawdust floor. I’ve always loved high style in low company.” — Anita Loos

Anita Loos’ screenwriting credits are so extensive it’s impossible to absorb them. She’s most well-known for writing the book Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, which was made into a successful movie a couple of times – first in 1928 and then again in 1953. The 1953 version, starring Jane Russell and Marilyn Monroe, is the one everyone knows.

According to IMDB her earliest credit was in 1912. Born in 1889, she started out writing treatments and scenarios with the Biograph when she was just a teenager. Many people wrote treatments and scenarios for films that weren’t ever even made, but Loos’ WERE turned into films. She had a knack for the gig. She also wrote titles for silent films (including, famously, the interstitial titles for DW Griffith’s Intolerance).

With the advent of sound, moving into the pre-Code era, she continued churning out scripts, logging multiple credits a year. She wrote the screenplay to the shocking (still) Red-Headed Woman, starring Jean Harlow and directed by Jack Conway. I love this jokey pic of Loos and Harlow:

Loos also wrote the hard-hitting Midnight Mary, directed by William Wellmann and starring Loretta Young as a young woman who emerges from a destitute childhood and descends into the criminal underworld.

Loos was a finger-on-the-pulse writer, and this was one of the reasons she was so valued by studios. She grew up in and around show business and from her earliest memory she was surrounded by shady rakish barely-socially-acceptable humans, from the lower rungs of society’s ladder. The outlaws, the actors, the reprobates. Her familiarity with the denizens of that world infuses her writing. Middle-class aspirations were not her thing. She SAW all of it around her and lampooned it.

She wrote original works and also adapted popular works for the screen too, like The Women, a legit classic almost 81 years later. Think about that. Claire Boothe Luce’s hit play was in good hands.

Loos wrote Babes in Arms, a film dealing with a situation she had lived it: the transformative journey from vaudeville to silent films to talkies, all happening in one generation. Babes in Arms predates Singin’ in the Rain by 20 years.

Her marriage to Jack Emerson was not easy. She was, by far, the bigger name, and he had a problem with that. Little did he know just how much bigger her name would get. She wrote Gentlemen Prefer Blondes almost on a whim, in 1926, piecing together a bunch of different scenarios into one uproarious farce, with acute observations about men, women, money, sex. It didn’t take her long to write it or to find a publisher. She had a deep friendship with “the sage of Baltimore,” H.L. Mencken, at the height of his fame. That such a staid guy, living at home with his mother, would become an emblem of the Jazz Age is one of American culture’s little mysteries, but that’s what happened. Mencken got a kick out of Loos, and they exchanged many letters. Mencken loved Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, saying to to her in a letter “You’re the first American writer to ever poke fun at sex.” And of COURSE a woman would be the first in that arena. Women have much more of a sense of humor about the absurdities of sex (obligatory and tiresome #notallmen) and they are less sentimental about the whole thing. They can’t afford to be sentimental, not with the specter of childbirth/rape looming over everything, even the most casual of encounters. Mencken helped usher Gentlemen Prefer Blondes to publication and reviewed it favorably in his column. His column was read by millions. Gentlemen Prefer Blondes was a bestseller.

This article in The Missouri Review has a lot of great information about Loos.

Here’s a really interesting interview with Anita Loos in a 1972 issue of Interview magazine.

Anita Loos – a real role model – died in 1981.

 
 
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“For a long time, I was a caretaker — until finally I wised up.” — Patricia Bosworth

“One must know a bad performance to know a good one. You can’t be middle-of-the-road about it, just as you can’t be middle-of-the-road about life. I mean, you can’t say about Hitler, I can take him or leave him. Well, I can’t be middle-of-the-road about a performance, especially my own. I feel that if I can vomit at seeing a bad performance, I’m ahead of the game.” — Patricia Bosworth

The great Patricia Bosworth died from Covid-19 within the first month of quarantine. She was 86 years old. At the time, she was working on a new book. So far it hasn’t come out.

Bosworth was an actress, journalist, professor, writer. She wrote the best actor biography ever written, and I would also argue it’s one of the best biographies period – and I’ve read a ton: her biography of Montgomery Clift: Montgomery Clift: A Biography is a masterpiece. Compellingly detailed, based on first-hand interviews (she knew all the players: everyone talked to her), Clift emerges from the pages as a three-dimensional living breathing hurting soul, with a delicate yet powerful talent, and a fragility which overwhelmed him. The final section, where she lays out his rapid decline, is one of the most harrowing things I’ve ever read in any biography. His pain exhales from the page, expressed through Bosworth’s compassion but also her willingness to tell the truth. About all of it.

“In close-up, Monty was absolutely riveting. One was practically absorbed into his eyes, which were clearly formidable and perhaps his best asset as an actor. Large, grey, infinitely expressive in his beautiful but rather deadpan face, they could register yearning, intelligence, and despair in quick succession.” — Patricia Bosworth, Montgomery Clift: A Biography

I met her many times at the Actors Studio, where she was a lifetime member. She studied with Lee Strasberg back in the heady excited 1950s. Arthur Penn was the first to cast her in something and it is how she began a career, not really knowing what she was doing (it happened early for her). She learned on the job.

When I met her, I had already read her Clift biography. It made me a fan for life. I have read everything she has written since, including her fascinating biographies of Jane Fonda and Diane Arbus. (Here’s an interview with her about Diane Arbus.)

Her small biography of Marlon Brando, an entry in the Penguin Lives series, is a necessary corrective to all the bullshit that’s out there about him, written by people who know nothing about acting. Read it: Marlon Brando. Bosworth knows about acting. She’s sensitive and specific about what he is actually DOING. I rely on that biography a lot in my own writing.


Patricia Bosworth, her mother Anna Gertrude Bosworth, brother Bartley Crum Jr. and father Bartley Crum.

Bosworth approached her subjects understanding that life is complex and so are people. She didn’t put people on pedestals, and so she didn’t feel the need to go around tearing them down. Her father and her brother committed suicide. Her father was an attorney, famous for defending the Hollywood Ten and other victims of the HUAC so-called “red scare”. For this, he paid a price, lost most of his clients and status. Like so many other victims of that horrific period of un-American ANTI-American persecution, he eventually couldn’t take it. Even more horrific, his son committed suicide committed suicide six years earlier, during his freshman year at college. The family never discussed any of this, and Patricia Bosworth said that she never said a word about ANY of this for forty years.

Bosworth’s first memoir is about growing up in those HUAC years, at the epicenter of it in her father’s home. She got married when she was 17. “I was a child bride,” she said. She was flung out onto her own. She was an actor. She was a bohemian but also a wife. (The marriage didn’t last. Shocker!) It was New York, early 1950s.

She saw, without a shadow of a doubt because she lived it, that some people are, let’s say, more special than others when it comes to being artists. It’s not a level playing field. And that’s just the way it goes. And so let’s dig in to WHY someone is special. This goes against the grain of many biographers who look for the chinks in the armor, or highlight the controversies, rather than dig into the art. Bosworth digs into why. She asks: What made Clift stand out as an actor? What was it about him? Everybody felt it. It was undeniable. She was interested in how people worked. She understood the problems of the creative process, she understood what it meant to try to be a good actor, and she understood that understanding “how someone works” is essential and you have to get a handle on it if you want to be a writer.

You always feel like you are in good hands when you read something by Patricia Bosworth.

Her two memoirs are wonderful, not just for her writing about her personal life, but for the portraits they give of long-gone eras. She knew and interacted with so many of the famous players, because of the family she was born into. She writes about herself in the way she writes about her other subjects. She is honest. She does not flatter herself.


Teenage Bosworth in her hideout

The first memoir, Anything Your Little Heart Desires: An American Family Story, was about the impact the Hollywood Blacklist had on her family.

Her second memoir has the evocative title The Men in My Life: A Memoir of Love and Art in 1950s Manhattan. She puts you back into 1950s Manhattan with so much vividness you can practically taste the sugary Coca Cola. It’s the kind of book I would love to someday write.

Bosworth was a famous writer and journalist but I knew her as the white-haired woman at the Actors Studio who was so nice to us newcomers. I am so pleased, in retrospect, that I got to tell her in person how much her book about Montgomery Clift meant to me. I read it in college, when I was studying acting, and seeing as much as I could of the “old” actors. Her book was such a good guide, and I told her how much I learned about acting just from reading that book. She was so gracious. I’m sure so many people came up to her over the years saying the same thing, but she seemed as touched and moved when I said it as though it was the first time. This is the kind of person she was.

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