How I Found Supernatural: A Multi-Part Essay Involving Hobbits, Tumblrs, Destiel, and Nervous Breakdowns

Summing Up

The show premiered in 2005. I didn’t start watching until late October of 2013. 3 episodes into Season 9 is when I started watching from the beginning. The show had been going on for 8 years when I jumped into the raging river of it. Like most people, I discovered it and then binge-watched the entire thing in a month or so. If I recall, the entire thing was on Netflix at the time. I went into a fugue state of binge-watching. 9 seasons is a lot to absorb. I had a lot of catching up to do, before I could join the current season. I’ve been watching ever since.

They just announced that the next season, season 15, will be the last.

I have always wanted to describe the path that led me to watching this show. No time like the present.

This Is Going to Be Convoluted. Keep Up.

Over 20 years ago, there was a semi-scandal in the Lord of the Rings fandom. I am not going to name names but all of this will be easily discoverable. Briefly, a certain individual basically ran a cult, a “Hobbit cult,” claiming he was channeling cast members, as well as fictional characters. No harm no foul, except for the people trapped in this cult (the stories are terrible). So into LOTR was this person, that he created a charity, looping in some actual cast members to participate. A big “con” was planned, with this person heading it up. However, the “con” failed, with two cast members stranded at the airport from New Zealand, having to crash on the sofa of the “hobbit cult” headquarters (you can’t even make this stuff up), with no “con” to speak of. The person in charge, the cult leader, had bilked a lot of $ from someone, who charged all this stuff on her credit card. She wrote a book about her experience. Learning about this individual is a deep deep hobbit hole. Somehow, this cult came on my radar around 2006. I’m interested in cults of personality, and this one was a doozy. One of his main victims wrote a series of essays of her experience in thrall to him, and her blog continues to be a regular pit-stop for me. She’s an excellent writer and thinker, also excellent on how mind control works. She may have been how he initially came on my radar, since her words were so compelling. Turns out, the LOTR cult was just the tip of the iceberg. This individual has been rampaging through fandoms for 20, 25 years now, leaving a swath of drama behind him in each fandom. What happens is, is he blazes into the fandom with a sense of entitlement and “insider knowledge,” he writes extremely detailed fanfic, which morphs into gigantic encyclopediac alternate versions of reality. After LOTR, he moved onto Harry Potter, writing a gigantic TOME, which had its own fan base, which in turn became a kind of cult. This person would “channel” different characters. Anyway, you get the idea. Once the LOTR shitshow (articles have been written about this) went down, I started keeping my eye on this individual. I was fascinated by his online persona, which was so … obnoxious, and verbose, and know-it-all-ish, and seemed to naturally attract followers, especially the credulous, sweet, and kind-hearted members of fandom. He has done a lot of damage. He had a hugely popular Tumblr (it no longer exists), and there are many sites out there – one in particular – devoted to tracking his movements, basically to warn others. He has been run out of fandom on a rail. Repeatedly. The most recent upset happened last summer.

Okay, so you got all that?

I “followed” him, checking in on his Tumblr from time to time. I watched as he moved from fandom to fandom. I believe this person – working under another name – first appeared in the Due South fandom. Multiple names, aliases, disguises, phony backstories have always been utilized. It’s a hall of mirrors. He went around for a couple of years pretending he was Irish, pretending he had fought in the IRA. He appeared as a guest on a Harry Potter fandom radio-show, speaking in a HORRIBLE Irish accent, and yet … nobody questioned it.

Then Hobbit Cult Leader Got into Supernatural

So at some point in around 2012, I started seeing more posts about something called “Supernatural” on this person’s Tumblr. And my God, what posts. Lengthy, dazzlingly articulate, but with a bossy “I know how stories work, I know what they’re really doing, listen to me, follow me, young credulous fans, I know the score” kind of tone. I admit it, it was addictive. I had no idea what “Supernatural” even was. The show was not on my radar at ALL. I had no idea who “Jensen” was, or “Jared” or “Misha” –

and made no attempt to research it. I was more fascinated by this person’s investment in it. A part of me understood what I was seeing. I watched this person go from such in-depth Harry Potter fandom that he went on a radio show pretending to have an Irish accent … to dropping Harry Potter (after being run out of his own fandom-cult, due to people complaining about his abuse) entirely and moving onto the next thing … which was Supernatural. I understood this cycle. I go through it myself. I watched it occur on this person’s Tumblr, going, “Oh. Okay. Yesterday he was an expert in Harry Potter, so much so that he DISSED JK Rowling … HIS fanfic was better than hers … and today he’s an expert in some other thing called Supernatural … and wow, I do this too. I get it.”

I read all of his Supernatural posts, without looking into the source material. I was fascinated by what I was reading. The lead character was named Dean, whom this individual called homophobic, a man trapped in toxic masculinity, clearly gay underneath, sleeping with women as a front, tormented, misogynistic, a real “bro” and etc. I accepted all of this. Eventually, the posts morphed into something else: why something called Destiel was canon.

Because I didn’t watch the show, I assumed Destiel was a character. So Destiel was … gay, apparently. Like Dean was gay. Only, according to cult-leader, the show-runners were homophobic (boy, did Hobbit-Cult-Guy come across like someone who actually worked in a writer’s room in the business). I was like, “Oh, okay, so the Destiel character is gay but the show won’t admit it, or something, okay.”

I was very confused. But I found this person’s constant – and when I say constant, I mean constant, I mean he was literally never offline – posts on Destiel, and how it was “canon” and he had scenes to back it up, moments, quotes at cons, the whole thing – very engrossing. I still knew that this person had done horrible things, and he was extremely obnoxious, and the way he talked about “Misha” like he knew him personally, I remember thinking, “I hope Misha has a security detail because this person is … unhinged.”

But for whatever reason, none of this made me decide to check out Supernatural. I was more interested in the reactions, and the reactions I was reading was all in this “Destiel” grouping. I followed the Tumblr links. They were all Destiel tumblrs. I know it’s hard to believe that I didn’t pick up on what Destiel actually was, but I didn’t. The way it was referenced, it was like a single character, and the show was sci-fi, or sci-fi-ish, so someone could conceivably be named Destiel. I was interested in this person’s reactions to “masculinity” … although so often reading his stuff made me think, “Do you actually KNOW any men? Because your stereotypes are super broad. A man wearing flannel and work boots and fucking a woman isn’t automatically misogynistic, and if you knew any actual men you’d know that.”

None of this is meant as a dis on “Destiel” fans. Or Destiel. I don’t judge how other people get into things. Whatever floats your boat. Buried eroticism and repressed sexual impulses is part of the pool in which this show swims. But in this essay, I’m just trying to describe how it was that these Destiel-Tumblrs worked in my own discovery of Supernatural, and how I put all the pieces together, and what led me to finally discover for myself what the fuss was about.

Then Came Episode 3 of Season 9 and the Shit Hit the Fan

On October 22, 2013, episode 3 of season 9 aired. Since I didn’t watch the show, I had no idea what happened, but when I went to check my Destiel tumblrs, I found that people had lost their minds. People were FURIOUS. They went APE. SHIT. People were Tweeting at show-runners, saying they were sobbing, saying they felt erased, “how could you, how could you, how could you” – this is not an exaggeration. People were writing long raging posts on their Tumblrs, linking to one another, “trauma” was mentioned constantly, it was a shitshow of EPIC proportions. I read, agog. I was not making fun. These people were truly upset. They felt personally betrayed. Many of these Destiel Tumblr people were extremely articulate, and I read their posts, and still didn’t understand much of what was going on. The person I mentioned above always positioned himself as the “calm cool head of reason,” racing into upsets like this, lecturing everyone on how stories operated, and “never fear, Destiel is still canon.” People clung to his words. “Why do you think so??” He wrote thousands of words about why. He liked to be an expert. IN fandom but ABOVE it, if you get my drift.

This shit-show was the final straw for me. I HAD to know what these people were talking about.

I wasn’t like “Jeez Louise, everybody calm down”. I wasn’t in the fandom. That’s not my position at all. Telling other people to calm down is not my thing. Now that I’ve SEEN the show, I have feelings about all of that, as well as the responses to episode 3 of season 9, and can weigh in with my own “take.” But also: these people were legitimately upset, for their own reasons. I get it. At the time, I was so fascinated by this response – these shrieks of rage pouring out of Tumblr – I finally was like, “Okay, fuck sitting on the sidelines, I have GOT to know what these people are upset about.”

The problem was: I had 8 seasons to get through before I could put into context the weepings and wailings of the Destiel tumblrs. Was there any way for me to just watch episode 3 of Season 9 and understand why they were so upset? I figured: No. There is no way. I gotta at least watch a couple of episodes from season 1 to get more background.

My thought was: This is a fascinating situation, this eruption of fandom (and I had also read enough to know that there were wars in the fandom, sharp delineations between the Destiel Tumblrs I followed and everybody else. These wars were vicious. So I knew that the Destiel people’s howls of despair about episode 3 of season 9 were not shared by the rest of the fandom, and were also mocked by many members of the fandom.) It was hugely complex and in order to understand it I’d need to watch myself. I thought I would like to write something about it. (Ha. Look at what has happened.) My initial idea, though, was to write something about fandom and how Tumblr operated as an alternate universe to the actual show actually unfolding. But in order to write something about the Supernatural fandom, then clearly I would need to, you know, WATCH Supernatural.

October 2013: Initial Reactions

I thought it was good. But I was slightly confused. The main characters were “Dean” and “Sam” and okay, I had heard about them on the Tumblrs. But there was no “Misha” so I wondered when Misha would show up. And I also wondered when “Destiel” the character would show up, so I could get cracking on my article about the Destiel-fandom. Oh, Sheila.

I liked the pilot a lot. I loved how dark it was.

The two lead guys were so gorgeous it hurt to look at them. I wondered though how long it would take for me to understand why everyone was flipping out about episode 3 of season 9, so I could write my article.

The second episode was okay. Didn’t really make much of an impression.

The third episode was when I felt some familiar … stirrings. Stirrings of personal investment. A layer of complexity was added to what I was seeing. There was a mournfulness in episode 3 that I responded to, a deepening of this Dean character.

(Meanwhile, by the way, I’m comparing what I’m seeing to the Hobbit-Cult-Leader’s descriptions on the Tumblr, and I was like, “Wow, this show really must go through a serious change at some point, if this Dean guy is going to transform into a homophobic macho misogynist.”)

Then came episode 4. Not a great episode, but it was when Jensen Ackles suddenly became revealed to me. As well as the weird undercurrents of the show. First off, there was the camera pan up his sleeping body as his brother stared at him in the doorway. I thought, “What. the HELL. is THAT about.” But then there was the whole Burlesque of Dean being terrified to fly, and it was like a curtain was drawn back. Ackles had been wise-cracking in the pilot and the second episode, and yes, he was beautiful to look at, but nothing really struck me about him. The third episode deepened the character and I saw his sensitivity. So, okay. I’m investing. But then, showing that he could be funny too – in a really broad way – and poke fun at himself – forget it.

It was episode 4 where I was like, “Okay. That’s it. I’m in. I’m watching for ME now.”

I began a binge-watch, realizing eventually that Destiel was not a character, but a mash-up of Dean and the angel Castiel. Everything started to make sense. I laughed at myself for not getting it. The reaction to Episode 3 of season 9 now made sense. I am not a Destiel person, although I don’t think it flat out doesn’t exist. Like I’ve said, I think Dean is sexually available to pretty much anyone and anything, inanimate objects included. He’s equal opportunity. But it did strike me that I had only been reading Destiel tumblrs. Castiel doesn’t even show up until Season 4. As far as they were concerned, episode 1 of Season 4 was basically the pilot. I had been introduced to the show through a very skewed lens and it was fun to discover what else was there.

I don’t say “skewed” to mean “wrong.” Just that it was an extremely slanted take, and I didn’t recognize the show at ALL compared to all the shit I had read about it, and so it was a blast to clear everything away and see what was there for me, without all of these other interpretations.

I have the Destiel fans to thank for me deciding to watch the show in the first place. So if I’ve never said it: THANK YOU. And I am sorry for the trauma of episode 3 of season 9, but it was your howls of outrage that made me finally get cracking. I am grateful.

And, really, the weirdness is that the genesis of all this for me was when some crackpot formed a Hobbit Cult in the early 2000s and pissed off/hurt so many people that blogs are devoted to his exploits to this day. His victims are legion. So he’s really the reason – in a roundabout convoluted way – why I started watching.

Slight Personal Backstory, to Provide Context, and Having Nothing To Do with Hobbit Cults

I was diagnosed bipolar in early 2013. I had spent the year before in a haze of what I now see as mania. Mania is productive though. Don’t let anyone tell you different. But a crash was coming. The crash came around my birthday in November 2012. I was still writing on my site this whole entire time. If you look at the posts moving into the fall of 2012, they become extremely alarming. Or, they’re alarming to me anyway. After a series of increasingly violent crackups, in November, then December, then January … I was forced into treatment, and got diagnosed. The same day I got diagnosed, Roger Ebert emailed me asking me to write for his site.

Then came a time of change and recovery. Learning how to be well. Working with doctors. Trying to calm down.

It was a very tough year, 2013. But a good year too.

On the flip side, though, I was afraid to even look at or think about Elvis. He seemed so attached to my sickness, I was afraid. If I listened to Elvis, or watched his movies, I was afraid I would slip into being sick again. It was devastating, because he’s always been such a comfort. I felt adrift. I was afraid I’d never be able to love Elvis again, the way I had before. (Now I know better. But in 2013, that was not at all clear.)

Fast-Forwarding Yet Again to October/November 2013

It was into this environment that episode 3 of season 9 of Supernatural aired, the outraged response to which made me watch the pilot.

After episode 4 in Season 1 of Supernatural, I knew I was in for a huge binge-watch, but now … post-2012, and weaning myself off of Elvis … I wasn’t sure if I even should. If it was allowed. The first day I saw the doctor at the mood clinic, I had refused to take off my winter coat. Just to let him know I could walk out at any time. I had said to him, furiously, “If you tell me I’m not allowed to listen to Elvis anymore … or that I’m not allowed to get obsessed with things anymore … you and I are done.” Loving things is how I get through life, it’s how I survived being so sick for so long. He said to me, totally calm, thick Italian accent, “My darling, when you get well you will be able to love these things even more and be more productive in your response to them.” I did not believe him. (He was right.)

Supernatural was going to be a test. I failed at first. My obsession took over my life. I was watching it all day, when I could. I wasn’t so obsessed I wanted to run out and form a Hobbit cult, but I was VERY into it. It was filling a void. I KNEW it was filling a void, this is how I operate, but it made me uneasy. I was very very committed to managing my illness. I had changed my whole entire life so that I could try to reverse the damage that has been done. I slept 8 hours a night. I exercised. I sat in the sunshine for vitamin D purposes. I turned off the computer. I cut out sugar and alcohol. But suddenly Supernatural arrived and it felt like it was heroin being offered to me after being clean for a short time. I didn’t know how to be obsessed while also being mentally stable. It didn’t seem possible.

I threw caution to the wind. I was pissed. Everybody ELSE gets to binge-watch things without fear of hospitalization. Why can’t I?

But I was recognizing certain signs. Nervousness. Irritability. Recklessness. So I came clean to my doctor and told him what was happening with Supernatural. This was around December of 2013. All he said was (nothing throws him): “Only watch two episodes a day.” That didn’t seem achieveable in my current state, but I was so frightened of getting as sick as I was in 2012 (and 2009, let’s not forget) that I obeyed him. I cut my viewing down to two episodes a day. And Supernatural took on its proper size. I stopped feeling nervous and irritable. I started just enjoying the show. It was so much pleasure and I had been avoiding pleasure for a year, afraid of pleasure. But this was pleasurable and it was okay!

Forget About Manipulative Abusive Hobbits, Now I’m Into the Show All On My Own

I started to feel like I wanted to write something about the show. Not about the fandom. I was done with that idea. I thought I might have something to add to the rhetoric. I thought I had something to say, that my take was worth sharing. Part of it was in reaction to a lot of the stuff I had read on Destiel Tumblrs (again, no diss on Destiel! I’m not saying I’m right – just that my take is my take), and my thoughts on sex and personae and burlesque and erotic muses – a lot of which I wasn’t seeing expressed in said Tumblrs. I thought maybe it would be fun to try to put it into words.

But I was afraid. I didn’t know if I was ready to launch myself full-throttle into an obsession. I didn’t feel strong enough yet.

This was my solution.

That post – not even a post at all – just a picture and a headline – was all I could handle at the time.

Amazingly – (not amazing now, but it was then) – that picture/headline generated over 50 comments.

I still wasn’t done with my binge-watch, and now that I had been forced to only watch two episodes a day, my pace had really slowed down. I still didn’t know what was so outrageous about episode 3 of season 9, but I found I had a TON to say about Jensen Ackles, and I figured, let me work on a piece about it. Let me focus on the comedy element. (That was another thing about the Tumblrs I read: just going off the Tumblr content, you would think this was the most serious show ever created. You’d never ever know it was often very funny.) I wanted to focus on Ackles’ weirdo gift/feel for comedy, using as my launching-off point the “Don’t objectify me” exchange from “Red Sky at Morning.”

Working as calmly as I could, doing only a little bit a day, not over-taxing myself, not allowing myself to go into a fugue state, I finally published this piece on Jensen Ackles and schtick.

A piece like that is my version of putting a flag on a hill. Not to own it. Because nobody owns narrative or interpretation. But to say, “Hello. I’m here. I’d like to join the conversation, please, and here is my take.”

That piece has traveled far and wide. Maybe the farthest of anything I’ve written. The response was overwhelming.

Meanwhile, I was slowly stabilizing. It took a good year to stabilize after 2012. Once I got stable, and once Supernatural took on its proper size – as just another obsession, one I wanted to write about, not something that was going to derail my life – I knew I wanted to start writing about these older episodes. Do an episode re-cap of earlier seasons. I felt ready. I thought I could handle it. I thought it would also be good for me.

Be obsessed with something but don’t let it make yourself sick. That was the challenge. I’ve been doing this my whole life. I’ve gone from obsession to obsession and these obsessions have enriched my life. In many ways, these obsessions have made life worth living. I don’t say that to be ungrateful. I have amazing friends and family. But in my solitude, obsessions have helped, they have allowed me to feel things I haven’t been encouraged to feel out in the world, they help me hone my analysis skills, they provide comfort, company, the whole nine yards.

I decided to let the leash off. This post about TV pilots was the lead-up to what I wanted to do, episode re-caps of earlier seasons. I found I had a lot to say.

And, as they say in Field of Dreams, if you build it, they will come.

January 2014: The Great – In My Mind Anyway – Re-cap Project Began

I started my recaps in January of 2014 … and boy, did the people come. They’re still coming.

We have now been squatting here talking about the show for six years, although that doesn’t even seem possible.

As so many people have been saying, they found Supernatural at a dark time in their lives, and something in the show spoke to them, something about it engrossed their energies in a time they needed it. The show became a container for all kinds of personal things, where you put some dreams, or fantasies, or ideas about trauma and family … whatever, the show is flexible enough (or was) to handle all of it.

For me, one of the hooks was the humor, as I mentioned, but the other thing was the burlesque-erotic-muse-beauty aspect of it, which I have explored and developed in recap after recap. It has been so much fun. I have no idea how many words I have actually written on the show. Those re-caps are insane. I still want to get back to them at some point.

Obsessions Make Other Things Possible

Supernatural will not be the last thing I obsess over. I have been an obsessive from the earliest age. I discovered “Underdog” at age 4, and forget it, I was never the same again. But Supernatural was the first thing I allowed myself to get obsessed over after I got diagnosed. It was a risk. I thought it might be too soon. I didn’t know how to fall in love with something without getting manic, without getting sick. In some ways, my obsession WAS too soon. So much so that I confessed and told my doctor about it, and he gave me a program. “You can love the show. But you can’t watch more than two episodes a day.” I thought: Okay I can do that.

As my life went on in 2014, with crazy upheavals and my writing career really picking up speed … Supernatural became this North Star, keeping me steady. It took its proper place. It grounded me. It focused me. A lot of other things became possible because of it.

Next season will be Supernatural‘s last. It’s time. I am grateful for the show. For what it has given me.

And I still laugh at the image of clueless me scanning the cast list on IMDB for the name “Destiel.”

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“Masters of the Acting Art”: An Interview with Author Dan Callahan

Dan Callahan is one of our best writers on the craft of acting. Not only does he describe why a performance is good, he digs into the much thornier issue of how it is good. This is where most critics fail. They have no idea “how” something is good, and if they tried to describe it, words would fail. What quality in an actor’s voice expresses a moment? What makes a certain gesture so eloquent? What is going on in a particularly famous closeup? Callahan breaks apart the nuts and bolts of moments, so we can see what might be happening, while also acknowledging that there is a beautiful mystery involved with great acting talent.

Callahan has had a busy couple of years. In 2012, his first book, Barbara Stanwyck: The Miracle Woman, was published. In 2014, he wrote the first biography of Vanessa Redgrave, Vanessa: The Life of Vanessa Redgrave. (I interviewed Dan about his Vanessa book for Rogerebert.com.) What distinguishes these two works from other more conventional biographies is Callahan’s well-considered analysis of Redgrave’s and Stanwyck’s acting gifts, not just who they were and are, but who they are as actresses. Last year came two books from Callahan: his beautiful first novel, That Was Something, about a movie-mad undergraduate in 1990s New York (I wrote about it here), as well as The Art of American Screen Acting, 1912-1960, where Dan writes about figures as varied as Lillian Gish and James Dean. (I interviewed Callahan about this book for Slant.)

The Art of American Screen Acting 1960 to Today, the second volume, was published last month. In it, Callahan writes about 40 actors, 20 men and 20 women, whom he considers to be, as he says in the interview below, “masters of the acting art.” From Jack Nicholson to Patricia Clarkson, Callahan turns his insightful focus onto what these actors did (and still do), and – more important – how they do it.

It was a pleasure to sit down and talk with Dan about his book.


Faye Dunaway, “Bonnie and Clyde”

Were there unique challenges for you in putting together this second volume? It takes us through a very different era of acting, so I’m curious how you handled it.

The narrative arc of the first book – from silent-era Lillian Gish to Method-based Kim Stanley – is very clear. The arc here isn’t as clear. I knew I needed to present some contrasts because so many of the people in the book – Al Pacino, Faye Dunaway, Jane Fonda – studied with Lee Strasberg at the Actors Studio. This is why I brought in the English actors and the influence of Olivier. Someone like Daniel Day-Lewis is torn between the two. He’s influenced by Montgomery Clift and a lot of the Method actors but then he’s also influenced by Olivier, especially as he gets older. In interviews he will often speak against Olivier. Anthony Hopkins sometimes does too.

Is this like “the anxiety of influence”?

Yes. They want to get away from Olivier’s influence.

In the book, you use a famous anecdote to illustrate this contrast: the exchange between Laurence Olivier and Dustin Hoffman while filming Marathon Man. Olivier watched Hoffman’s preparations to play the role and said, “Why don’t you just try acting, dear boy?”

That anecdote is almost always told in favor of Olivier. People take Olivier’s side. I think they’re both right and both wrong. What Hoffman’s doing in his performance in Marathon Man is way too much. On the other hand, Olivier does some very bad work towards the end of Marathon Man because he doesn’t care enough. Olivier doesn’t care enough and Dustin Hoffman cares too much. The ideal would be to care just enough. So much of acting comes down to proportion.


Laurence Olivier and Dustin Hoffman, “Marathon Man”

That’s the problem with the Actors Studio actors sometimes. They give their all for every single part and if they work a lot, they start to look promiscuous. You’re giving your soul for every little episode of Law & Order. Anne Jackson said that unless Kim Stanley went into a frenzy of emotion, she didn’t feel like she was giving it her all. But you don’t always have to go into a frenzy of emotion. I sound like a Stella Adler student, which is what I am.

Another dichotomy you lay out so well is the difference between the teachings of Stella Adler and Lee Strasberg. So many people in the book studied with either one or the other, and it becomes a theme almost, or an organizing principle for the book. To those who don’t know about the disagreement between the two teachers, could you sum it up?

There was a war between Stella Adler and Lee Strasberg, mainly on her side. She said that acting is all about the imagination and research and the physical, whereas Strasberg went into sense memory, private moments, and using your own life and emotions for your characterization. What Stella Adler said was: if you are playing a Queen abdicating her throne, what in your puny little life is going to possibly be analogous? You have to do research, you have to use your imagination for that.


Stella Adler

Robert De Niro studied with Stella Adler and he is the type of Method actor who does research and wants to become the character. Whereas, when I interviewed Ellen Burstyn, I asked her: “Do you ever look outside of your own experience when you do a characterization?” and she said no. I was somewhat surprised, even though I knew in the back of my head that she worked this way. She is the shining star of the Lee Strasberg style.


Lee Strasberg

But we have moved away from all of this, and the reason for that is Meryl Streep. She – almost single-handedly – moved acting away from the Strasberg style. Al Pacino, when he was interviewed by Lawrence Grobel, said he saw Sophie’s Choice, and was very inspired and so when he did Scarface, he wanted to do all of these physical transformations. When Streep studied at Yale, she was offended when the Actors Studio people and the old Group Theatre people told her to use her own emotions. So throughout the 80s, she did all these movies, using Olivier-type acting, with wigs and accents, and it had a profound effect on everyone.


Meryl Streep, “Sophie’s Choice”

That’s why acting began to change in the 80s, and that’s why actors now can pick and choose how they want to work. You don’t have this orthodoxy of the Strasberg students of the 70s which – as impressive as a lot of their work is – is overly gloomy. So many of the films in this book – as compared to the films in the first book – are bleak tragedies, without any hope, or even a catharsis.

Not too many romances, either.

No! It’s a very male era. That’s why the men come first in this book, whereas the women were first in the first book. The men take over in the 70s. Now, this was 50 years ago, and we’re moving away from that again. I included Ben Whishaw – whom I love – because he is unthinkable in any other time than our own. He’s a “right now” kind of actor. He’s very poetic, he works in the theatre, he allows himself to be fragile.


Ben Whishaw, “Beat”

Gérard Philipe and River Phoenix were like that too. River Phoenix is an important actor and what he did in My Own Private Idaho in particular is still enormously influential, but I also think you can’t go any further with that kind of self-destructive acting. Phoenix didn’t study with Strasberg, but what he’s doing in that movie – which I love – is the end of that 60s/70s ripping-yourself-to-shreds for a part. River Phoenix in My Own Private Idaho is the end point for that.


River Phoenix, “My Own Private Idaho”

You did not include Meryl Streep and Jessica Lange in the book.

These are really survey books and Streep and Lange are both too big as subjects for this type of book. Meryl Streep is the Apollonian and Jessica Lange is the Dionysian, so I do want to treat them at some length at some point.


Jessica Lange, “Frances”

Of all the people I left out of the book, I wish I had included Robert Duvall. It was between him and Gene Hackman and Gene Hackman got in because of Another Woman. So Robert Duvall should be in the book. When he turns up in movies now as an older man in character parts, he lifts up the game of everyone around him.

With the Pacino chapter fresh in my mind, over the last two days I watched the Godfather trilogy. His performance as Michael Corleone is so famous it’s almost in danger of being taken for granted. Talk to me about why Michael Corleone is so important.

Pacino’s performance as Michael Corleone impressed me the most of any of the performances in the book, particularly the scene in the Italian restaurant where he has to decide if he’s going to kill for his crime family. That’s why it’s the image on the cover of the book. With every shift of his eyes, it’s like a whole Dostoevsky novel right there on his face.


Al Pacino, “The Godfather”

Right before he stands up, his eyes go up into the back of his head. It’s like he’s erasing himself morally. When Greta Garbo dies at the end of Camille, her eyes go up into her head, but his eyes go up because he’s killing himself while he’s still alive. And then there’s his great physical movement of tossing the gun away. He doesn’t do it in a showy way. The proportions of the performance are all perfect. Like I said, great acting is all about proportion. The arc of the character, the moral decay of the character, is complete in that first movie.

De Niro has said that everyone in Hollywood read for Michael. It’s the part every actor wanted. One of the things you do in the book is to highlight the distinct qualities of whatever actor you’re discussing. These people are not interchangeable and it’s difficult to imagine them swapping roles. This is most obvious in the case of Michael Corleone, since practically every male actor in your book read for the role.

I can imagine Jack Nicholson as Sonny, but not as Michael. De Niro and Dustin Hoffman could play aspects of Michael and they probably would have done it really well. But none of them could do the full picture like Pacino did.

And what is that? What is the full picture?

Pacino has this dangerous seductive thing, which De Niro and Hoffman don’t have. Nicholson and Warren Beatty don’t have it, either. It’s this evil romantic seductive thing, based in vulnerability. Pacino is small, with a delicate face and large eyes. There’s something feminine there. All the great stars have a mixture of the two sexes. Pacino is a great actor in his best work because of this feminine strain in him and the delicacy of his face. He’s at his best when you don’t see anything that he’s actually thinking. You only see little glimmers of it behind the mask of the face. That’s Lee Strasberg work. Michael Corleone is a perfect part for the Strasberg technique.

Have you seen Paterno?

I hadn’t seen Paterno when I turned in my book. I think it’s one of Pacino’s best recent performances.


Al Pacino, “Paterno”

He plays a man presenting a front to the world, and it’s so convincing that you don’t know as an audience member what this guy knows or thinks. It’s only at the end that you see he’s been lying the whole time. Pacino’s only shown you tiny glimmers. Everything is internal and he barely shows you anything and yet you feel all this stuff going on.

Your book inspired me to track down The Local Stigmatic on Youtube! It was so fantastic.

We were just talking about him being seductive. He is so seductive in The Local Stigmatic. It’s a perfect Pacino performance.


Al Pacino, “The Local Stigmatic”

Pacino is so in touch with evil, and he didn’t need to be. He could have done cute victim parts, which he did in Scarecrow. But his actual interest is the underside of being cute and seductive which is: this cute seductive person might be evil. In The Local Stigmatic, he plays more of a small-time crook than Michael Corleone and yet it’s more concentrated in a way because it’s a short film. The Godfather is Pacino’s great statement on evil.

I guess now is the time to address the vast subject of Robert De Niro. You really put him into context, I think. He stands alone.

When I was writing the book, I dug into the De Niro-Scorsese collaboration and I really understood for the first time how unique those films are and how important what De Niro did in them is. I admired the films they made together, but the accomplishment of them wasn’t as apparent to me until I put it in the context of everybody else in the book. What De Niro does in those movies – Taxi Driver and Mean Streets mostly – it isn’t like anything anyone else has done.


Robert De Niro, “Taxi Driver”

It’s somewhat like Brando – and of course he played Brando’s character as a young man in The Godfather II. De Niro’s work is like Brando’s in that his performances are ALL physical. Robert De Niro is a great example of a Stella Adler actor. There isn’t any of this Pacino-Hoffman stuff of “I’ve done all this work and it’s churning away in me.” No. De Niro does a lot of work … but where is it? You do not see the work at all. In Mean Streets it’s like he’s catching a flame, and then in Taxi Driver and the few films after that – he took what Brando was doing and went as far as you could go with it, you cannot go any further, that’s it, you hit your head against the wall. It’s not crowd-pleasing work at all. With De Niro’s work, you have to ask questions like: Where is the self? IS there a self? Somehow he has gone on for 30 years as a huge star even though he can’t do any of the things that stars usually do. He can’t be warm. He can’t really interact with other people.

You compare him to Robert Ryan, which I think is brilliant.

No charm. Nothing seductive. Nothing ingratiating.

I re-watched Mean Streets this week. He is completely unselfconscious.

There is no self. That’s the thing. That’s what happens with Travis Bickle in Taxi Driver. He’s so unselfconscious that … there is no self. Robert De Niro is like an alien who doesn’t know what human behavior is. But we all feel that sometimes, don’t we?


Robert De Niro, “Mean Streets”

I think that’s why the alienated characters he played still have such a big impact. It’s why, 40-50 years later, he still has that reputation. People keep trying to imitate what he did.

But you can’t follow De Niro. There is nowhere else to go. He’s already done it. It’s over. De Niro’s accomplishment is a lonely one.

You really get into it with Anthony Hopkins. Looks like I need to see War and Peace as soon as possible.

As far as men go, Anthony Hopkins is probably the most all-around talented of the 20 men in the book. He’s got danger. Volatility. His performance as Pierre in the BBC mini-series of War and Peace knocked me out. Everything about this part stimulates him. The series lets him develop the characterization over many episodes. All of the facets of a human being are there.


Anthony Hopkins, “War and Peace”

How does he work? What’s his process?

He trained with Olivier. If you see him in Three Sisters from 1970, he’s stuck with these British actors who are singing the lines and it’s all very dead, this embalming of the classics. He knew he needed to get away from that. What’s fascinating is: If you look at his filmography, there’s a lot of trash! He has a great taste for trash. So he’ll do Hollywood Wives, and then he’ll do a difficult Ibsen play, brilliantly, and then he does A Change of Seasons where he’s tussling in a hot tub with Bo Derek. Or Magic. Magic is vital genre material and it unleashes something in him.


Anthony Hopkins, “Magic”

War and Peace does too. Because of his theatrical training, he has great versatility, unlike Pacino – as great as he is in Godfather and Dog Day Afternoon. Hopkins found the perfect balance between what he learned from Olivier and the classics and what he got from American genre material and he blended it all together. The Remains of the Day is probably his best feature film performance. There’s that great scene with Emma Thompson when she tries to look at the book he’s holding.


Emma Thompson and Anthony Hopkins, “The Remains of the Day”

He’s very feminine in the scene, like a little girl almost, soft and yielding. And yet the man he’s playing is a fool.

Which is the tragedy of the character. The character has wasted his life.

And here’s the thing: There’s nothing sentimental about Hopkins. It wouldn’t work if he was playing for sympathy. He doesn’t. You sympathize with the character because he the actor doesn’t play for sympathy. That’s why he’s so good. He’s tough. You have to be tough like that. We all want to be liked, but actors can’t worry about that and Anthony Hopkins doesn’t.

Daniel Day-Lewis is a very important figure in the book. You compare him to so many different people and styles: Charles Laughton, James Cagney, silent film stars, Paul Muni, Method actors …

Daniel Day-Lewis is the best and the worst of all of these.

Can you talk about that?

He has a large reputation which I feel is based a little too much on publicity and his persona. He is at his best when he is working in the vein of Charles Laughton or Montgomery Clift and that’s what he does in My Left Foot. He’s just as good as Laughton at his best in that movie.


Daniel Day-Lewis, “My Left Foot”

But when you get to There Will Be Blood, he’s decided to not do a Laughton-Clift thing, and instead he works in the way Olivier worked, and some of it feels like Olivier at his worst. When you work as seldom as Daniel Day-Lewis does, everything has to count. His work is erratic and it wouldn’t matter as much if there was more of it. If you look at his young performances, you can see him coasting on his looks and his natural charisma. He’s very good and very personal in Phantom Thread. I think he’s returned to the Montgomery Clift-Al Pacino way of working which is “I’ve got all this stuff going on and I’m only going to show you a little bit of it.” The Method style works for him very well. The more heightened style of Olivier and Meryl Streep can lead him into disaster.

Jane Fonda, Faye Dunaway, and Ellen Burstyn all studied with Lee Strasberg.

And it shows. Jane Fonda is as good as she is in They Shoot Horses, Don’t They? because the situation of the dance marathon gets rid of all her tension. Tension sometimes blocks her as an actress. I say in the book that the part is playing her, rather than her playing the part.


Jane Fonda, “They Shoot Horses, Don’t They?”

It’s very effective and touching, but you can only do that once. Like I was saying about River Phoenix in My Own Private Idaho, Fonda in They Shoot Horses – you can’t make a career of performances like that.

You describe Faye Dunaway as having almost a dissociated quality.

Like in Puzzle of a Downfall Child. In Puzzle of a Downfall Child, where she plays a mentally disturbed character, she completely detaches from the meanings of words. The mental instability of the character allows her to be as artificial as possible. Thankfully, Dunaway got parts in the 70s where her artificiality works.


Faye Dunaway, “Chinatown”

Evelyn Mulwray in Chinatown is artificial because she has a secret, she’s hiding behind a mask. Diana Christensen in Network is so artificial it’s almost like there’s a human component missing. Faye Dunaway had some great parts in a row and then she did Mommie Dearest which blew it all up. And Mommie Dearest wasn’t really her fault, it was the director’s fault. But still, Dunaway found some good parts for her Strasberg technique, where it’s all internal, and the audience only sees little bits of it. I end the chapter with her best credits. No one’s going to care about the silly films she’s done in the 21st century, and that reality contest show. Her legacy is secure.

Ellen Burstyn is an interesting case. You write about how her performance in Requiem for a Dream raised the stakes for acting.

Burstyn’s red dress monologue in Requiem for a Dream is like Pacino’s restaurant scene in The Godfather. She’s ready for the moment as an actress but then she suddenly somehow channels something else, a kind of soul, this frightened thing, and it’s like she’s going down the drain.


Ellen Burstyn, “Requiem for a Dream”

When I interviewed her, she said she didn’t want to do more than one take of the scene. See, that’s very Strasberg, very un-Olivier. She couldn’t repeat what she did in that scene. It’s like Fonda in They Shoot Horses, or River Phoenix in Idaho. It’s a particular strain in American acting, based on self-destruction and as impressive as it is, I shy from it. I prefer the Lillian Gish style, the Anthony Hopkins style.

The Maggie Smith style?

If you were to ask me who is the best actor of the 40 in the book, right now I would say it’s Maggie Smith. I don’t know how she does what she does. There’s something very mysterious about her talent. Have you seen her as Violet Venable in Suddenly Last Summer? She plays that part in the damnedest way. She makes Violet frightened but evil at the same time. Maggie Smith is the most talented because she can play the greatest range of roles.


Maggie Smith, “Suddenly Last Summer”

And how can she do that? Training?

Training, yes. She always went back to the theatre to replenish herself. She played great classical parts. Why is she able to play Violet Venable so effectively? I think it’s who she is as a person. Maggie Smith is an intelligent woman. She has a very strong reaction and response to life. People love her because they see the surface of this, like “Oh, she’s bitchy,” and yes. She is. But it’s more than that. Of course the bitchiness is enjoyable, but the wellspring of her talent is that she sees what life is, and her judgment about it is negative. Her judgment is negative and authoritative. That is why she is at her most brilliant in Bed Among the Lentils, the 50-minute Alan Bennett monologue which she does to the camera. She plays this wife of a vicar who hates the women in his congregation. You can barely breathe while you watch her.


Maggie Smith, “Bed Among the Lentils”

Her sense of comic timing is also otherworldly.

There was a period in the early 70s when she went astray. She was doing quadruple takes and stuff like that. She started to get bad reviews, so she went to Stratford and did all these classic parts. Someone said Maggie Smith was like cheese in that she’s brilliant for two or three months and then she goes off. She starts schticking it up for the audience. And she knows better.


Maggie Smith as Lady Macbeth

In the 80s, just like Vanessa Redgrave, she got all these great parts. The Lonely Passion of Judith Hearne, A Room with a View, A Private Function. Onstage, she did all these Edward Albee plays. Three Tall Women, The Lady from Dubuque, A Delicate Balance. Albee is perfect for her, it’s such astringent material. Maggie Smith is not a romantic. She sees life as it is.


Maggie Smith, “The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie”

How did you decide to tackle the singular Gena Rowlands? What was your approach?

I watched A Woman Under the Influence and Opening Night back to back. I wasn’t really getting anywhere when I was dealing with the films separately, and if this chapter was going to be my official reaction to these two movies, I really needed to get it right. It was only when I saw the two films in tandem that I started to understand.


Gena Rowlands, “A Woman Under the Influence”

Mabel in Woman Under the Influence can’t stop her face from doing weird things, she doesn’t know how to be, who to be. Part of it is being a woman, but part of it is existential. Myrtle in Opening Night is like that too. Myrtle can’t act the way she did when she was younger because she’s too aware. It’s like being on a tightrope: if someone says “Look down” you’re going to fall. Myrtle has fallen.


Gena Rowlands, “Opening Night”

But Mabel … I’m so haunted by the moment in Woman Under the Influence where the guy in the backyard says, “You’ve been acting a little strange. Are you aware of that?” She doesn’t react at first, but then there’s a shot of her where she’s looking down, and it’s like this guy has caught her out. She has an idea of herself, of what she would like to be, and she is forced to confront the fact that she is freakish to other people.

The way he looks at her is very upsetting.

He doesn’t seem like an actor. He behaves the way a man would in that situation in real life. He’s uncomfortable. You can’t really blame him. She can be very aggressive. What do you think the ending of A Woman Under the Influence means? She says, “I’m really nuts. I don’t know how this whole thing got started.” They put the kids to bed and it’s almost like a catharsis has been reached. It’s the opposite of Myrtle in Opening Night. Myrtle is aware and her career is fucked. Mabel at the end becomes aware and it frees her.


Peter Falk and Gena Rowlands, “A Woman Under the Influence”

I think the ending shows Cassavetes’ generally positive attitude towards life, and our prospects as human beings. He made these movies in the grim 70s and they are not necessarily easy watches but I think he finds people interesting, and I think he has hope. His films are not Five Easy Pieces, which ends with the man leaving the woman at the truck stop. In Woman, husband and wife get into bed. There’s hope.

That’s true. This is probably why I can watch A Woman Under the Influence or Opening Night any time, but I’m not throwing on Five Easy Pieces or The King of Marvin Gardens. People seem to think A Woman Under the Influence or Opening Night are grueling, but I don’t find them that way.

I don’t either. I think of the scene in Love Streams where she gets her hand stuck in the bowling ball, and you cringe for her, but the attitude of the scene, the attitude of Cassavetes is: She’s having fun. It’s on us if we judge her for what that looks like. If we treat someone the way that guy treats Mabel, and I’ve probably done that in my life at some point –

How many times have you been Mabel, though?

I am Mabel.

I am too.

The critique is gentle with Cassavetes. Or, it shifts around, let’s say that.

Yes. There’s a lot of shifting going on with him.

I loved what you said: without these movies how would we have known that Gena Rowlands had this in her?

I wrote in the book that Cassavetes knew she was “a beautiful blonde with the soul of a Bowery bum.” Someone who loves you is going to know that about you and base films around it. Thank God.


Gena Rowlands, “Gloria”

You begin the Diane Keaton chapter a little bit critical of her.

What’s fascinating about her is that she has great talent which means she has access to emotion – deep anger and sorrow. But she’s also very neurotic and so she feels she must put all this crap on top of it. You and I always talk about “indicating.” Diane Keaton does a lot of indicating, but what’s tricky is she does her indicating on top of her talent and her gift. But when she’s angry, she forgets about all that. In Shoot the Moon, when she sits down on the stairs with her cigarette, it’s like a Bette Davis moment.


Diane Keaton, “Shoot the Moon”

I think Diane Keaton is the only person in the book who studied with Sanford Meisner. She is someone who is deeply connected to her scene partner, gets all this stimulation from them. This comes from Meisner’s repetition exercises. She burrows really deeply into a scene. She’s not someone who can be alone.

As far as directors go, Scorsese and Cassavetes were really the only standouts in the book, in terms of their impact on screen acting in this period.

Scorsese with De Niro and Cassavetes with Rowlands are the two important actor-director partnerships. But aside from that …


Robert De Niro and Martin Scorsese

If you look at Anthony Hopkins in The Remains of the Day, or Maggie Smith in The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie, the directors don’t have anything to do with those performances. Part of that is because these actors are masters of the acting art. However, sometimes I wish the movies themselves from this period were better.

The centerpiece of the book is the Judy Davis chapter.

It’s the longest chapter in the book and it was the most difficult because I had to figure out what it was she was doing. She’s never naturalistic. She’s always aware of everything.


Judy Davis, “High Tide”

Self-consciousness kills acting but she uses self-consciousness – or consciousness of acting – in a way so that she has all the best of the older style. Bette Davis, Katharine Hepburn, this is very close to what Judy Davis is doing. She’s very heightened. But there’s also this Myrtle-Mabel thing: the awareness of the characters and Judy Davis herself is aware on some level that she’s giving a performance of herself, whether she’s playing Judy Garland or Sante Kimes or Golda Meir. Judy Davis is a moralist. She’s like Maggie Smith in that way. Judy Davis is an intelligent woman and she has a reaction to life and her reaction is negative.

Are there any young actresses today who have a negative view of life?

Samantha Morton does. She’s the youngest actress in the book. But no, in general we don’t. Young actresses today – the Emma Stones, the Anne Hathaways – they’re musical theatre girls who want to be loved. I can’t stand it.

Speaking of Morton, I just watched Longford after reading your book. Her performance is so chilling.

You hear about Myra Hindley before you see her, all the children she’s murdered, and so you expect something when you see her for the first time. Morton comes out and she’s just this meek little person.


Samantha Morton, “Longford”

And the expected thing would be that the actor would begin to show that the meek thing is a put-on. Samantha Morton doesn’t do that.

She’s a true sociopath.

Yes. A true sociopath is never going to drop the act. She figures it’s smart to never drop the meek act, and in fact to have it not be an act at all, to just be meek. Then at the very end, in the last scene where she’s dying, there’s a little smile on her face when she says that evil can be a spiritual experience, too. She’s terrifying. Samantha Morton is an English actress, who came up really rough, in the foster care system. She’s like Barbara Stanwyck in that way.


Samantha Morton, “Code 46”

She doesn’t get the best parts lately. She’s had health troubles. I wish there were younger actresses who I felt I could have included. For a lot of the older people in the book their careers are close to being finished. But then again if you think about Paterno, that’s a new major Al Pacino performance, so you never know.

I first saw Patricia Clarkson in High Art. I had no idea who she was and so I thought they had just found some random German performance artist to be in the movie.

I end with Patricia Clarkson because she’s a very good example of a modern actor. She had to wait til she was 40, like Ellen Burstyn and Gena Rowlands. She works everywhere, she takes what she can get like a thief in the night. She’s stage-trained.


Patricia Clarkson, “High Art”

Can we talk about Patricia Clarkson having a reaction to life, like with Judy Davis or Maggie Smith? I think Patricia Clarkson’s reaction to life is a positive one. She feels possibility. Robert De Niro’s reaction to life is negative. Vanessa Redgrave, on the other hand, has a positive reaction to life. She wants things to be better. Meryl Streep is like that too. She’s not negative. We need both, positive and negative.

In the conclusion of the book, you’re very tough on some pretty popular current figures.

Listen. I have spent most of my adult life watching Nicole Kidman play plum part after plum part – or attempt to play plum part after plum part. She has very limited talent and she has gotten all the big parts for 30 years. I’m sick of it. When I say she has “very limited talent,” I have to define my terms. What is acting talent? It’s very simple. You have an expressive face and an expressive voice and maybe you have some stage training to bring them out. Kidman’s face and voice are very inexpressive, and she tries so desperately hard to surmount that. Cate Blanchett is enormously talented. I don’t think anyone would argue with that. She has access to any emotion. Her face can express anything. So can her voice. She does a lot of Judy Davis type work. The difference is, and it’s major: when I watch Cate Blanchett, I don’t feel like I’m watching someone who has a reaction to life, like Judy Davis does. It’s more like she’s showing off. Blanchett’s performance in Blue Jasmine: that’s a Judy Davis-type performance without the bedrock of Judy Davis herself, without Judy Davis’ reaction to life, a negative reaction which has authority. De Niro’s reaction to life has authority. Maggie Smith’s does too. If we watch them and take that in, maybe we can begin to improve.


Judy Davis, “Husbands and Wives”

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50 Best Albums, by Brendan O’Malley, #42. The Raunch Hands, Against The World

My talented brother Brendan O’Malley is an amazing writer and actor. He’s wonderful in the recent You & Me, directed by Alexander Baack. (I interviewed Baack about the film here.) His most recent gig was story editor/writer on the hit series Survivor’s Remorse. Brendan hasn’t blogged in years, but the “content” (dreaded word) is so good I asked if I could import some of it to my blog. He did series on books he loved, and albums he loved. I thought it would be fun to put up some of the stuff here. So we’ll start with his list of 50 Best Albums. I’ll put up one every Monday.

Brendan’s list of 50 Best Albums is part music-critique and part memoir and part cultural snapshot.

I have always loved these essays, because I love to hear my brother talk. I am happy to share them with you!

50 Best Albums, by Brendan O’Malley

42. The Raunch Hands – Against The World

If there is one album that evokes my childhood, it is The Raunch Hands Against The World. Released in 1960 or 1961, this collection of folk songs is still one of my favorite albums today. My sisters and I knew the album by heart, and even though my parents had bought it, I am sure they grew weary of the hootenanny bellowing from the den.

You might be able to pick up a copy on eBay, but most likely you’ll have to take my word for it. This is one of the great folk albums of all time. And as far as I’m concerned you can remove the “folk” and say one of the great albums, period.

First of all, it is hilarious. It came out at the height of the Cold War, before social unrest became pigeonholed into long hair and stinky underarms. These guys look like a Skull ‘n Bones charter meeting but this is some of the most radical shit ever. They open with “The Bomb Song” which chronicles a Slavic terrorist group having to come up with someone new to carry the suicide package.

Imagine 3 kids in Toughskins, faces smeared with Oreos gathered around a record player in 1976. Nerf football in the corner. Fisher Price Little People everywhere. They chant in unison:

Mama’s aim is bad
and the copskys all know Dad
so it’s Brother Ivanovich’s turn to throw the bomb!”

God, I love my parents for having this album.

They then turn their laser aim on modern psychology in a song called “Dr. Freud”. Again, picture 4 kids ages 2 to 11, faces upturned, nailing the harmony in a song whose refrain ends,

Dr. Freud, oh Dr. Freud!
How we wish you had been differently employed!
For this set of circumstances
now enhances the finances
of the followers of Dr. Sigmund Freud!

Simple arrangements, 4 or 5 voices in harmony, 1 guitar and a whole lotta attitude. After these two subversive songs, they dig back into the respectable canon for a religious rendering of “Michael, Row The Boat Ashore”. I am not a religious man. But this song, coupled with their version of “Jordan River,” which is on Side B, is about as close as I come to feeling the spirit of the Lord.

Not a group to stay serious for very long, they jump to a folk medley using the song “I Gave My Love A Cherry”. With spoken word segments explaining the path a folk song takes to the top of the charts, they interpret the song as an a cappella soprano aria, a hillbilly jamboree, a calypso romp, and an Elvis Presley rock and roll shouter.

There is another goofy song called “A Horse Named Bill” and then comes the piece de resistance…

A song called “The Old H.U.A.C.” Now, for the uninitiated, the H.U.A.C. stands for the House Un-American Activities Committee, which was Sen. Joseph McCarthy’s witch hunt group. The Red Scare was in full effect and the fallout from McCarthyism was still rampant by 1960.

Here are the lyrics.

The Old H.U.A.C.

I am a college student
And I’ve come to sing this song
I’ve always been a liberal
I never thought it wrong
But I have come to tell you
Take warning now from me
Or you may have to tangle with
The old H-U-A-C.

Now, I am only eighteen years
Of age as of this date
It’s hard to see how I could be
A danger to the state
But that’s what the committee said
And so it has to be
For their sources are of
Unimpeachable integrity.

H-U-A-C, H-U-A-C
What a lucky thing it is for you and me
That our freedoms are well guarded
By politically retarded
Men of unimpeachable integrity.

I went and joined a picket line
Because I’d like to see
No more discrimination
If our land is really free
I’d like to see them put an end
To weapons testing too
But they say this is a dangerous
Subversive point of view.

I tried to be progressive
But I never was a red
I thought the first amendment
Meant exactly what it said
But now that that’s gone out of style
There’s just one thing to do
Be silent or conservative
The choice is up to you.

H-U-A-C, H-U-A-C
They’re just lookin’ out
For guys like you and me
So become reactionary
And of progress be most wary
Keep our country true and brave
And strong and free.

So listen to my warning
And reject each liberal view
And praise the men who govern us
No matter what they do
But even this is not enough
For those who would go far
You’d better make your mother
Join the local D.A.R.

Now please don’t tell them who
It was that wrote this song
If anyone should ask you
Tell them I have moved along
I’m sorry that I have to leave
The evening has been great
But I have been subpoenaed
And I really can’t be late.

Now, you might think those lyrics are quaint and I suppose they are. But when you consider the context and the source, it gives you a good idea that these guys mean business. They are not “kumbaya-ing” us to death with platitudes about love and understanding. They are FURIOUS. In many ways, this album reminds me more of the punk movement than the folk movement.

Now I could go on and on and on. And none of this really makes enough sense without the SOUND. It is catchy to an almost unbelievable level. And memorable. My mother had CD copies of the album made and gave all of us copies for Christmas (best mother ever) and so I did a little experiment.

My son (best son ever) is 11 years old. He is primarily a Beatles and John Williams fan with a dash of Green Day’s American Idiot thrown in for good measure. I popped The Raunch Hands in and within 3 listens he KNEW EVERY WORD.

AND COULD SING ALONG.

TO EVERY SONG.

Now, I could give him a whole bunch of gobbledygook about the folk movement and how important it was and the historical meaning of these obscure Ivy League freaks who cut one record. But is that what caused these songs to imprint themselves so fully and instantly onto his mental hard drive? Did that make it easier for him to memorize 16 songs almost instantaneously?

These punks conclude their battle Against The World with “Victory in Korea”, singing in their beautiful pristine harmony:

Thank you dear God for Victory in Korea
We’re thankful that the battle’s won
We give you dear God praise for Victory in Korea
We’re thankful dear God for what you’ve done.

Now, I don’t know what’s punker than that. Just type in Iraq to see how raunchy these hands still are.

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Supernatural, new ep

Have at it!

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50 Best Albums, by Brendan O’Malley, #43. Prince, Purple Rain

My talented brother Brendan O’Malley is an amazing writer and actor. He’s wonderful in the recent You & Me, directed by Alexander Baack. (I interviewed Baack about the film here.) His most recent gig was story editor/writer on the hit series Survivor’s Remorse. Brendan hasn’t blogged in years, but the “content” (dreaded word) is so good I asked if I could import some of it to my blog. He did series on books he loved, and albums he loved. I thought it would be fun to put up some of the stuff here. So we’ll start with his list of 50 Best Albums. I’ll put up one every Monday.

Brendan’s list of 50 Best Albums is part music-critique and part memoir and part cultural snapshot.

I have always loved these essays, because I love to hear my brother talk. I am happy to share them with you!

50 Best Albums, by Brendan O’Malley

43. Prince – Purple Rain

Now that Prince has played the Super Bowl it is hard to remember back to when he was still a fringe force. Sure, “Little Red Corvette” and “1999” were smash hits but there remained an element of oddity to his presence. He pouted at the camera and stroked his guitar lasciviously but who the hell was this guy?

We were about to find out.

Nowadays, it is common to see major musicians appear in the movies. It is almost like product placement. Britney, Pink, Justin Timberlake, Mariah Carey, Lindsay, Harry Connick, Jr., J-Lo, Madonna, Dwight Yoakam, Tim MacGraw, Jewel-zegger, Ludacris, Ice Cube, Aaliyah, Queen Latifah, Eve, the list goes on and on.

Some reach for star turns, others try to find small parts in serious films, but the line between the music business and the movie business has never been more blurred.

But in 1984? MTV was still this giant baby, drooling all over us and crapping its pants on a regular basis. They barely played black musicians. The videos consisted of leotards and bizarre face makeup and sound stages. My parents refused to get cable TV, God love ’em, so I longed after MTV like a shipwrecked sailor staring at a distant freighter that I couldn’t possibly signal.

Again, not to harp too much on the societal differences, but without an Internet we didn’t have too much warning. All of a sudden Purple Rain was coming soon to a theater near you. Rated R. I was 15.

I remember seeing the video for “When Doves Cry” first.

Prince is in a bubble bath with flower petals. He insists on slowly climbing out of the tub. The groans of the song kick in and you get the uncomfortable feeling that you are looking in on someone’s porn collection. Interesting that they chose this song to kick off the airplay, as it is a truly bizarre tune. But I’m getting ahead of myself…

Somehow I got in to see this film. Prince rode a little teeny motorcycle around and brooded in sequins. Symbolism ran rampant. Occasionally he would take to the stage and OBLITERATE it. The audacity of the whole thing was apparent to me, even as my adolescent hormones raged for full control. My brain, while addled by blood loss, was still well aware that some cultural shift was happening. It was as if the rest of the country was one giant teen hormone as well, sighing in relief that someone was finally coming right out and admitting how horny they were.

Now to the music which is of course astonishing.

It opens with “Let’s Go Crazy” and the song itself invites insanity.

A tightly wound little top spinning on a perfectly polished floor, it gallops along without effort until that guitar solo explodes it and then the top becomes a pair of fuzzy dice hanging from the diamond-studded mirror of a pimped-out Cadillac.

“Take Me With You” lays it on the line and adds a layer of romance to the sheer cock rock of “Let’s Go Crazy”.

It sounds vaguely feminine but Prince isn’t afraid to let the girl wear the pants in the family, so all we know is the intense longing that infuses the music with an almost tragic eroticism.

“The Beautiful Ones” starts to veer off into surrealistic territory.

The keyboard figure that drives this song is a curlicue of obsession. It folds over and over on top of itself until Prince can no longer take it and he must scream out over the top of it and tear it down with the roar of his guitar. The universal pain of wondering whether you will be chosen by the one you crave gives this song an epic sweep that raises the stakes considerably.

Next up is “Computer Blue” and it is an oddly prescient little ditty.

Computers at this point were still off the radar of most folks’ everyday lives. In comparing himself to these distant glamorous machines, Prince carves an even stranger place out for himself in our consciousness. He barely seems human by this point, what with the metallic nature of his clothing, his other-worldly talent, and his deliberately obscure lyrics. At least, obscure until the next song.

One cannot overstate the effect that “Darling Nikki” had on the young population of this great country of ours.

Prince had the balls to create a hotel lobby for us, one that had a girl sitting in it pleasuring herself with a magazine. The vaguely nasty tone seems to come out of his inability to trust lil’ ol’ Appolonia but the adult layer of twisted lust went right over all of our heads, pun intended. There she still is for all time, unconcerned with time or place, using whatever she has at her disposal to get the fuck off.

Now we come to ‘When Doves Cry’, the spark that set the tinderbox aflame. Apparently, the album was ready to go to press and Prince pulled it back in order to make one change. He erased the bass line on this track. Go ahead and take a new listen.

Once you notice the lack you realize how essential that space is to the effect of the song. It gives it that strange ethereal quality, that sense of alienness, of even alienation from itself, of OTHER.

Prince is about to put the album into a higher gear, revving the engine up for the home stretch. I liken this stage of the album to a flurry of fireworks right before the grand finale.

“I Would Die 4 U” is a perfect pop song, upbeat but not glib, intense but melodic, intricate but simple. Also, it is proof positive that Prince was ahead of his time. He was already texting.

After the insane variety that we’ve been happy witnesses to by this point in the album, can you blame Prince Rogers Nelson for taking a moment to brag? The joyous self-affirmation of “Baby, I’m A Star” is well earned and it allows us the chance to agree.

The darkness of the album falls away for a moment and Prince does indeed seem to be a light from the heavens, showing us the way. All we have to do is look up and there he is.

Lastly, “Purple Rain”, the title track.

And if ever a title track deserved to be a title track then this surely is it. From the very first chord it is clear the kind of ride we are in for. And Prince doesn’t disappoint, drawing every ounce of drama and tension into and then out of this song in moments of total release and abandon. It is 8 minutes and 41 seconds long and every inch an anthem.

Up until “Purple Rain”, we’d all been staring at a void. Bob Dylan, Prince’s fellow Minnesotan, said a hard rain was gonna fall and it finally did. What he didn’t say was that the rain would be purple and it would break its fall with a twirl and a split.

— Brendan O’Malley

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Elvis Ponders Jayne Mansfield

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Supernatural new episode!

I haven’t watched yet! I am trying to avoid chatter on Twitter at the moment … opinion seems divided which …. is normal, just another day in the SPN fandom, I suppose.

I will watch tomorrow!

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Review: Finding Steve McQueen (2019)

My review of Finding Steve McQueen – a heist movie based on a true story – is now up at Rogerebert.com.

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Review: Girl (2019)

My review of the Belgian film Girl – about a trans female ballerina – is now up at Rogerebert.com. It premiers on Netflix today. I cannot recommend it.

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Happy Π Day

It’s 3/14, which is Π Day (naturally). A couple of things:

I’d like to direct you to one of the most fascinating New Yorker profiles I’ve ever read: It’s called “The Mountains of Pi”, and it’s from 1992, a profile of the Chudnovsky brothers on their quest for Pi. It is a profile of shared obsession, two men driven to extremes by their desire to understand Pi. It’s also from a time when something like a “computer” in your house was a novelty, let alone a “supercomputer”, built to serve Pi and Pi alone.

The Chudnovsky brothers claim that the digits of pi form the most nearly perfect random sequence of digits that has ever been discovered. They say that nothing known to humanity appears to be more deeply unpredictable than the succession of digits in pi, except, perhaps, the haphazard clicks of a Geiger counter as it detects the decay of radioactive nuclei. But pi is not random. The fact that pi can be produced by a relatively simple formula means that pi is orderly. Pi looks random only because the pattern in the digits is fantastically complex. The Ludolphian number is fixed in eternity – not a digit out of place, all characters in their proper order, an endless sentence written to the end of the world by the division of the circle’s diameter into its circumference. Various simple methods of approximation will always yield the same succession of digits in the same order. If a single digit in pi were to be changed anywhere between here and infinity, the resulting number would no longer be pi; it would be “garbage”, in David’s word, because to change a single digit in pi is to throw all the following digits out of whack and miles from pi.

“Pi is a damned good fake of a random number,” Gregory said. “I just wish it were not as good a fake. It would make our lives a lot easier.”

Around the three-hundred-millionth decimal place of pi, the digits go 88888888 – eight eights pop up in a row. Does this mean anything? It appears to be random noise. Later, ten sixes erupt: 6666666666. What does this mean? Apparently nothing, only more noise. Somewhere past the half-billion mark appears the string 123456789. It’s an accident, as it were. “We do not have a good, clear, crystallized idea of randomness,” Gregory said. “It cannot be that pi is truly random. Actually, truly random sequence of numbers has not yet been discovered.”

Second thing: I have Jessie to thank for pointing me in the direction of Kate Bush’s song about Pi.

Third thing: I have seen Lucy Kaplansky perform numerous times. Her father was a mathematician, as well as a musician/composer, and he wrote “a song about Pi”, where the notes of the song correspond to the starting digits of Pi. At every Kaplansky show I’ve been to, some audience member requests “song about Pi.”

So, in honor of Pi Day, here is Lucy Kaplansky singing her dad’s song “Song About Pi”. So glad it’s on Youtube. Great introduction too.

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